1st Year, Highschool:
About to leave the library holding the books she borrowed, someone caught her eyes and attention all of a sudden. A supposed to be typical school day turned out to be a lucky day for her when she saw Thyago passed the hallway outside the library. With that, the familiar throb of her heart occurred again and she usually feel this every time he was around. A smile automatically showed her lips as her face brighten up. She was hoping she could chat and spend time with him so what she did is immediately went out of the library having the plan in mind. Filled with joy and excitement, she fastened her pace like she was almost running trying to reach him not wanting him to disappear in her eyesight. This might be her chance to be close with him she thought, but her happy smile suddenly vanished as she got disappointed when she saw Thyago met Elena along the way.
She stopped right through her track and stomped her foot in outrage out of frustrations. Of all people, why does Elena have to show up just to ruin her perfect plan? She heard Thyago sweetly greeted Elena and even invited her to hang out tonight. It was the Buena Consecha festival tonight and the whole town celebrates it every year for having a good harvest for the whole year and ahead. They usually held celebrations and parties in the town's plaza and inviting famous bands and celebrities to perform. She has plans to go with Macky and Hannah tonight but her plans suddenly changed when she saw Thyago. She was actually planning to invite him tonight but it's too unfortunate he has plans to invite her evil cousin to come with him. She wonders how Elena can manage to catch Thyago's attention without exerting too much effort? She was beautiful alright but that is the only good trait she has. Beyond that beautiful face is an ugly and evil personality. She was definitely disgusting and for the first time in her life, she never thought she'll felt jealousy over her cousin which is out of her vocabulary before. She was totally contented being who she is but with Elena having Thyago's attention, she suddenly wished she could switch places on her.
From afar, she saw them laugh together and seemed having a good conversation which upset her more. The sweet smile plastered on Elena's lips suddenly vanished and turned into a wry face when she accidentally saw her from afar. Elena's facing her way while she's far behind Thyago so the latter automatically had no idea about her presence. She never failed to catch the wicked sly smile formed on Elena's face as she looked straight through her eyes. She was not stupid to realized Elena was intentionally trying to make her jealous and the witch is completely succeeding. She whispered something to Thyago that made the latter gigled mischievously. He then whispered something back to Elena and that made the latter cock her brow then laugh aloud. That moment, she wanted to hit Elena's head with a bow and arrow bull's eye. She doesn't deserve Thyago's attention because she knew what type of girl her cousin is. She knew how she flirts and hangs out with different boys. At a young age, Elena is a wild and promiscuous girl. She smokes cigarettes and drinks alcohol. She even caught her kissing the team captain of the basketball team at the back of the school's gymnasium one time. For sure Thyago was not aware what kind of girl Elena is and she knew he will only break Thyago's heart in the end.
She saw them went to the locker area clasping each other's hands afterwards and there she was watching them walking away with pain and jealousy written through her eyes. She couldn't help to tightened her fist in disgust and frustrations. She could feel the hatred and irritation to her cousin Elena is going stronger and deeper. Her chance to be with Thyago got slipped away and that's because of Elena. She's simply a witch and she hates her so damn much.
"You know what, Bea? You should do something about your feelings for him..." She almost jumps in surprise when she heard someone talked behind her.
Out of nowhere, Macky just came out butting in. Is she that too preoccupied to not even notice the presence of her best friend? How did he manage to come closer to her without noticing him?
"Goodness, Mackie! You almost scared me to death!" She exclaimed that make Macky laugh at her reaction.
"Are you that too busy staring to Thyago and Elena to not even notice my presence uh?" He teased.
"Whatever!" She snapped then rolled her eyes.
"As I was saying, you should really do something about your feelings for Thyago." He told her.
"What do you mean? " She curiously asked.
"Catch his attention, befriend him, do something. Don't tell me you'll just gonna be content admiring him from afar? Let say, make him fall for your charm for goodness sake! Don't you want him to feel the same feelings you have towards him? Come on, Bea! You can do something about your feelings." Mackie said exaggeratedly with hand gestures.
"Ummm... Duh! That's actually what I'm doing?"
"And you've been doing that since fifth grade, just in case you didn't notice. Come on Bea, we're barely freshmen in high school and nothing's happening still. What I was suggesting is you should do more than that. Try different tactics because you see, what you're doing is not enough for him to catch his attention. You can be better than that, I know you do. You are beautiful inside and out, Bea. You just gotta change your wardrobe because your style is a little bit old-fashioned, you know. Anyways, what's the sense of me being your friend when I couldn't help you in that way right?" Macky faced her, grabbed her shoulders, and looked at her eye to eye.
She was forcing herself not to laugh because of the close proximity they have. They actually looked funny in that position and Macky being serious was really a funny sight to behold. Among the two best friend's of hers, Macky is the joker and funny one while Hanna is the frank and serious type.
"Don't tell me I gotta shop for new clothes because you know I won't. I'm on a tight budget and I can't afford expensive and branded clothes." She argued.
"Don't think about money, okay. Hannah and I have a lot of that." Macky boastfully stated that made her chuckled.
Well, it's true. Macky's parents owned an advertising company in the Capital while Hannah's family was into farm and cattle business. They owned the big pineapple plantation in the whole region and that made her the heiress. She was not only blessed with good and caring friends but she was also blessed with rich and chivalrous friends but she doesn't take that an advantage nor that's her reasons she befriended them. They were fun to be with and they were true friends that she can rely on.
"You know what, Bea? As your friend, it hurt us seeing you being like this. You're like a pathetic teenage girl drooling over her crush just being content with the simple attention you gain from him. I know it's painful but it's true. Come on, Bea. Do somethin'!" He said wickedly then snap his fingers right in front of her face. That actually left her thinking.
That day she went home having in mind what Mackie had told her. She knew he cared for her that's why he said those words. Yes, it true she been admiring Thyago since fifth grade and nothing happening still. He's right, she was like a stupid pathetic teenage girl drooling over her crush and being contented with the simple attention he gains from Thyago. Surely, it was not his intention to offend her, he was just opening her mind to a new perspective. Macky might have a point, she needs to change herself and do something to catch his attention. Besides, Mackie said they will help her in her mission so that night, she wrote again in her precious diary.
Dear Thyago's Note:
I
choosetoloveyouin silence...Forin silence I findnorejection,Ichoosetoloveyouin loneliness...For inlonelinessnooneownsyoubutme,Ichoosetoadoreyoufromadistance...Fordistancewillshieldmefrompain,Ichoosetokissyouinthewind...Forthewind isgentlerthanmylips,Ichoose to holdyouinmydreams...Forin mydreamsyouhavenoend.When I read that poem on a literature collection page online, it hit me too hard because that was actually what I felt towards your Master. I adore him from a distance, kiss him in the wind and hold him in my dreams. Yeah, I know, I'm a coward. Perhaps, just afraid to be rejected. You see your Master was so hard to reach when I'm just an ordinary girl with nothing to offer. He was every girl's dream when no one even notice me.
Yes, I was doing something to be close with him but it was not enough. What can I do? I'm not that pretty and hot just like Elena. I wish I could catch your Master's attention just like she does. I wish I can make him laugh and I wish he could give me his genuine smile and concern just like he does to Elena. Oh, I wish I was that too precious for him. But as you see, that's the only thing I have- Wishes and hopes...
Courage? That's probably what I needed. Macky advised me to try another tactic to catch his attention. He said what I was doing is not working, that I should do something more, that I can do better. Macky's too concerned for me as a friend that's why he gave me this suggestion and I think he's right, this time. I'm gonna do it and nothing gonna stop me from doing it!!!..
~Miss Pretty
"Okay, here we go Bea..." She mumbled to herself when the bell finally rang at exactly four PM.It's the moment she has been waiting for since early in the morning. Together with the courage and renewed spirit she has, she is now willing to put her battle towards Thyago's heart to the next level and take a risk and do something more than the ordinary. Her friends are definitely right, it is now or never. What may be the outcome of this, at least she tried. If Thyago can only offer friendship, she would gladly accept it. At least she got a chance to be close with him. Grabbing her things going out of their classroom. She walked fast without caring if she might bump into someone or she might slip and meet accident for being a careless one. Her destination is at the Student's Park, where she knew Thyago usually goes.A smile automatically formed her lips when she saw him seated on a bench located under a willow tree then. Instead of wearing j
At recess time, she patiently waited for Thyago to come out of his classroom clinging the special tuna sandwiches she made together with two canned soft drinks. She was planning to invite him to eat with her this recess time as a token of gratitude for teaching her in her Math lesson. If he ever liked the food he prepared, she might as well do it daily, that will be extra points in getting closer and stealing his heart from Elena. The moment he came out of his classroom, she immediately comes near to him and blocked his way."Hi, Thyago!" She greeted giving him her sweetest smile she has."Oh, hi Bea!" Thyago replied looking surprised when he saw her."I brought you food as a token of my gratitude for helping me in my Math lesson. I got a high score in our quiz by the way and I owe you that." She really made her voice sounds very delighted and grateful."That was great! But you
Sophomore, High school :Waiting for Macky to come out to the Detention Room together with Hannah, they decided to wait for him outside to find out what would be their friend's punishment after getting into trouble because Mackie hit Britney Tully in the face and almost balded her hair. Well, they can't blame Mackie, Britney is such a vicious war freak bitch who loves making fun of others. She called Mackie a freakin' pathetic homosexual so, in return, Mackie gave her a lesson she could never forget by wrecking her face and balding the bitch hair. They were almost an hour waiting for him to come out in the detention room while seating on one of the chairs at the balcony outside that door and they couldn't just leave Mackie like that without supporting their friend.Out of boredom, she dec
Not expecting to see Thyago at the very moment, she thought that she was only daydreaming. She even felt Mackie hiddenly nudge her elbow to make her realized the Thyago she was seeing in front of her is not just an apparition. "You guys need a lift?" He asked wearing a smile that made her heart went havoc. "U-Uhhh... No thanks, were actually waiting for Mackie's driver to fetch us up." She stated declining his offer.If she was the old Bea, she won't let this opportunity slipped away but she had decided to end her foolishness over him, didn't she? She has been avoiding him for months now. Because if truths be told, Thyago will never like someone like her. He obviously likes Elena and there is nothing she can do to change that bitter truth.She
Camping Day 1 :It was one lucky day. As Thyago said, Elena didn't come in the camping so that means she will never have a chance to ruin her day. No villain who will ruin her perfect moment with Thyago and no freakin' witch who will destroy her fantasies. Mackie and Hannah came along in the camping and thank God she was able to convince them. She was so excited as soon she wakes up this morning. It will surely be one heck of a fun and amazing event. It was two days being with Thyago and her friends. Two days in paradise where she can have a chance to monopolize Thyago. She brought her diary to make sure she will chronicle the whole story coming. She has to make sure every detail will be perfectly written for her to cherished. Writing her own love story was her happiness hoping that it will be an happy ending when she finally reached the final chapter.The Camping w
Camping, Day 2:It was another lucky day when she woke up early in the morning andhave seen Thyago sitting under a big tree near the camping place. He was alone and was clinging a cup of coffee in his right hand and it seemed his mind was too preoccupied to even notice her presence when she came near him. She gently pats his shoulder and seated right beside him. He caught her attention so he looked her way and felt him followed her every move. She gave him her sweetest smile and it warmed her heart when he smile back. What an amazing feeling to wake up in the morning and see his face smiling back at her."Coffee?" He offered to hand her the cup of coffee he was clinging to."Sure." She took the coffee and gently sip it.The coffee tasted so good even though it was only instant coffee. Funny because it feels like it was the best
When the activity started, they were grouped into three and Thyago happens to be one of his group mates. The activity was food hunting and they were required to look for food for two and a half hours of time. She accompanied Thyago in the forest to search for some fruits and their two group mates went into the creek to catch edible fish.In the wilderness, they waste no time in searching for edible plants. Thyago was indeed a smart person for he was able to acknowledge different kinds of plants whether edible or harmful. They pick some wild berries, different kinds of fruits which she never thought existed, and some plants which according to him are innocuous to humans. They stopped by when they found a coconut tree - the so-called tree of life for its many useful benefits. They surely going to have extra points in bringing this kind of fruit to the camping place. Thyago climbed in it and picked three coconut fruits. Yes, it's amazing that he can climb not
A week had passed after the two-day camping, Thyago and her became more closer to each other. They often hang around and stay at the Student's Park during break times and after class. He often teaches her in her lessons in those subjects she has difficulties with and used to fetch her before and after school. To Thyago she was a friend, a confidant, and a companion he can rely on and she was okay with that. It hurts yes, but she manages to accept it. Just being around him, seeing him happy makes her happy as well. Pathetic, stupid? Whatever she can call herself but she loves him that's the bitter truth behind it. She may be young but she knew this is more than infatuation. If it's not love she feel then she doesn't what it's called? Unfortunately, she needs to keep it all by herself. She just has to be contented in secretly loving him from afar and she has no plan to tell him. Thyago trusts her and if he everfinds out her feelings for him, it would be mea