로그인✿MOANA✿
The world blurred into streaks of light and shadows as he pushed the bike faster, the engine roaring beneath us. My arms tightened around his waist instinctively, my chest pressed flush against his back, and I hated how natural it felt.
How right it felt.
We’d been riding for over an hour now with no clear destination, just endless stretches of road and the cool night air whipping past us. The wind stung my cheeks and tangled my hair, but I didn’t care. For the first time since moving into that suffocating mansion, I could breathe.
He took a sharp turn and accelerated, and my grip tightened reflexively. I felt his chest expand with a breath, I felt the rumble of satisfaction in his body, and knew he was enjoying this. Enjoying me clinging to him. Enjoying the control.
Bastard.
But I didn’t let go.
The city lights gave way to quieter streets, then back again, a rhythm of chaos and calm that matched the storm building in my chest. I should tell him to take me home. I should demand he stop playing whatever game this was. But the words wouldn’t come.
Finally, he slowed and pulled into a parking lot. I lifted my head and saw the neon sign glowing above us: Sweet Escape Ice Cream Parlor. He killed the engine and the sudden silence felt deafening.
"Ice cream," he said, swinging off the bike and pulling his helmet off. His hair was messy, falling into his eyes, and he looked infuriatingly good. "Thought you might be hungry."
I climbed off more carefully, my legs slightly unsteady. "You drove for more than an hour just to get ice cream?"
"I drove for more than an hour because I felt like it." He hung his helmet on the handlebar and looked at me. "The ice cream is a bonus."
I wanted to argue, wanted to tell him this whole thing was ridiculous, but my stomach chose that moment to growl.
What about the meal I had for dinner before this ride!
His smirk widened. "Come on, Queens. My treat."
He headed toward the shop without waiting for my response, and I followed because what else was I going to do? Stand in the parking lot alone?
The inside of the shop was bright and cheerful, all pastel colors and vintage decor. A handful of customers sat at small tables, and behind the counter stood a girl who looked about our age. Blonde, petite, with the kind of smile I immediately distrusted.
That distrust proved justified the second her eyes landed on him.
"Oh my God, Dylan." Her voice went up an octave, and she leaned forward on the counter in a way that pushed her breasts up. "I haven't seen you in forever."
Of course all girls know Dylan fucking Dickhead.
He stepped up to the counter, easy and confident. "Hey, Becca. How's it going?"
"Better now." She giggled and twirled a strand of hair around her finger. "What can I get for you tonight?"
"Caramel. Two scoops."
"Still your favorite." Her hand lingered on the counter, her fingers brushing dangerously close to his. "You know, I've been thinking about you."
"Yeah?"
"Definitely." Her smile turned suggestive. "We should hang out sometime."
My jaw clenched. Hang out for what? Of course this girl was one of his fangirls. Of course she is!
His smirk was lazy. "Maybe."
"I'm serious." She leaned closer, her voice dropping. "Call me."
I cleared my throat loudly.
She finally acknowledged my existence with a brief, dismissive glance before turning her full attention back to him. "So just the one order?"
"She'll have something too," he said, gesturing to me without looking at me.
"Right." Her tone was flat now. "What do you want?"
"Chocolate," I said coldly. "Two scoops. And red velvet cake."
"Sure." She grabbed a scooper and got to work, her hips swaying as she moved. Every motion was exaggerated, performative, and he was watching with that lazy appreciation that made my blood boil.
We paid and found a small table near the window. She brought his ice cream first, her hand brushing his shoulder as she set it down. "Enjoy," she purred.
I wanted to stab her with a spoon.
He took a bite and leaned back in his chair, studying me with amusement.
"You're quiet."
"I'm eating."
"You haven't gotten your food yet."
"I'm waiting to eat."
"You're glaring."
"I'm tired."
"You're jealous." His grin was infuriating. "So Queens can actually be jealous. I didn't think you had it in you."
My hands clenched on the table. "Why would I be jealous of some bitch flirting with my step brother?"
"Good question." His eyes gleamed. "Why would you?"
I didn’t answer. Because admitting I was jealous meant admitting I cared, and I refused to give him that satisfaction.
She returned with my order, setting the chocolate ice cream and cake down with significantly less care than she'd used for his. "Here you go."
Then, as she turned, her elbow knocked his bowl clean off the table. Ice cream splattered across the floor in a sticky, caramel mess.
"Oh my God." Her hands flew to her mouth, her eyes wide with fake horror. "I'm so sorry. I'm such a klutz."
"It's fine," he said.
"No, no, it's not fine." She grabbed a handful of napkins and crouched down, her shirt riding up slightly. "You've got some on your jeans too. Come with me to the bathroom. I'll help you get it out before it stains."
My grip tightened on my spoon.
He stood, brushing at his jeans. "Yeah, alright."
"Perfect." She beamed and grabbed his hand, leading him toward the back of the shop.
I sat frozen, watching them disappear down a hallway marked Restrooms.
He was really going with her. He was actually going.
I stabbed my ice cream viciously and shoved a bite into my mouth. It tasted like nothing.
Five minutes passed.
Then ten.
I checked my phone. Scrolled through nothing. I took another bite of cake I didn’t want.
Fifteen minutes.
My chest felt tight, my throat burning with something I refused to name. This was ridiculous. He was my step brother. A playboy who fucked anything with a pulse. I didn’t care what he did or who he did it with.
Except I did.
And that made me angrier.
I stood abruptly, my chair scraping against the floor. A couple at the next table looked over, but I ignored them and marched toward the hallway.
The bathroom doors came into view. Men’s on the left, women’s on the right. Both closed.
And then I heard it.
"Yes."
I stopped.
"Harder."
My stomach dropped.
"Ouch. Deeper."
The voice was high-pitched, breathy, unmistakably female. Unmistakably Becca.
"Just like that. Oh God, just like that."
I stood there, frozen, as the sounds continued. My hands curled into fists at my sides, nails biting into my palms.
He had brought me here. Rode me around for an hour, teased me, made me feel like maybe this was something… and then he’d gone into a bathroom to fuck a girl.
The anger hit me like a tidal wave, hot and vicious and all-consuming.
I turned on my heel and walked back into the main area of the shop. My hands were shaking as I pulled out my phone and opened a ride-share app. Three minutes away.
Perfect.
I grabbed my bag, left the half-eaten food on the table, and walked out into the night air. It was cooler now, sharp against my skin, but I barely felt it.
I stood on the sidewalk, arms crossed, staring at the road. My phone buzzed with the driver's update.
Two minutes away.
Behind me, music from the shop drifted out into the night. Laughter from inside. Normal people having normal nights.
And Dylan fucking the slutty bitch called Becca.
One minute away.
My jaw clenched. I refused to cry. I refused to let this mean anything.
A car pulled up to the curb. My ride.
I opened the door and climbed in.
"Where to?" the driver asked.
I rattled off Richard's address, my voice steady despite the rage burning through my veins.
The car pulled away from the curb, and I didn’t look back.
Why did it hurt? I was aware of his playboy lifestyle in school, I knew he had fucked almost all the girls but why does this one hurt?
“Ma'am are you okay?” the driver asked, handing me wipes.
That was when I realized I’d been crying.
✿MOANA✿ Dylan didn't respond. He just tossed the towel onto his bed and walked to his dresser.The dismissal made my blood boil."Honestly, we didn't have sex," I continued, my voice rising. "We didn't even make out. So you can stop being a jealous psycho and stop ignoring me!"Dylan turned around slowly. His eyes were cold, flat, completely devoid of emotion."You think I'm jealous?" His voice was eerily calm."Yes! You literally threatened to cut off his dick and now you're acting like I don't exist.""Maybe because you don't." Dylan crossed his arms over his chest. "You made your choice, Queens. You chose to spend the night at his place. You chose to sleep in his bed. So as far as I'm concerned, you're his problem now.""That's not fair.""Fair?" Dylan laughed, but there was no humor in it. "You want to talk about fair? How about the fact that I had my face between your legs two nights ago and yesterday you were in another man's bed?""You told me to break up with him! I was tr
✿MOANA✿I ended up wearing one of Kenzie's jogger pants and hoodie to school the next day.My clothes from yesterday were wrinkled and I didn't have anything else, so Kenzie offered me his. The pants were too long, dragging on the ground, and the hoodie swallowed me whole. I looked like a kid playing dress-up in her dad's clothes.But Kenzie thought it was cute. He kept grinning at me like I was wearing his varsity jacket or something equally cliché."You look good in my clothes," he said when he dropped me off at campus.I forced a smile. "Thanks.""Keep them. I like the idea of you wearing my stuff."Great. Now I was walking around campus literally branded as Kenzie's girlfriend while all I could think about was Dylan's hands on my body, Dylan's mouth between my legs, Dylan's threat about cutting off Kenzie's dick.We had back-to-back classes and I couldn't catch up with my friends. I saw Lalissa between second and third period but she was rushing somewhere. I waved and she waved
✿MOANA✿"What game are you playing, Moana?" Lalissa asked the second the professor dismissed us.I was shoving my Marketing textbook into my bag, trying to avoid this exact conversation. "I'm not playing any games.""Bullshit." Lalissa crossed her arms, blocking my path out of the row of seats. "You literally just admitted you're not going to break up with Kenzie and you're still going to get fucked by Dylan. How is that not playing games?"I zipped my bag aggressively. "Dylan wants me.""And?" Lalissa's eyebrows shot up."And I want him," I said defensively, finally meeting her eyes."And Kenzie doesn't want you?" Octavia spoke up for the first time since we'd sat down for class. She'd been quiet the whole hour, barely looking at me."But I don't want Kenzie!" The words came out louder than I intended, making a few students still packing up their stuff turn to look. I lowered my voice. "I don't feel anything when he kisses me or touches me. Nothing.""Then break up with him!" Octavia
Kenzie's eyes went wide, glittering with excitement. "Really?""Yesss," I said, laughing as he spanked me playfully. "You're becoming bad.""I know you like bad boys so I can be bad for you too," he said with a grin that was trying so hard to be sexy.It just made him look like a puppy trying to be a wolf."You don't have to be anything," I said, and I meant that. "I want you to be you. I like you like that."Another lie. But what else could I say? That I wanted him to be someone he wasn't? That I wanted him to have Dylan's intensity and fire and the way Dylan looked at me like he wanted to consume me? That I wanted his kiss to make me melt and ache and soaked like Dylan?I kissed him again before he could see the conflict on my face. This time I put more into it, trying to make myself feel something. Trying to convince myself that this could be enough.It got really intense quickly. Kenzie's hand moved from my ass to my breast, grabbing it through my shirt, making me gasp into his mo
✿MOANA✿"Ken... babe, are you okay?" I asked nervously, my voice coming out higher than normal.My heart was still racing from the panic of thinking he'd heard everything. Every dirty detail about Dylan's mouth on me, his fingers inside me, the way I'd moaned his name.But Kenzie's face didn't look angry or hurt in that devastating way it would if he knew I'd cheated. He just looked frustrated."You came back from the Maldives yesterday, babe. I've been missing you and I understand you were tired but you didn't even call last night." He ran his hand through his hair, that gesture he did when he was stressed or upset. My heart broke a little watching him. "You didn't even come to look for me when you got to school!"Wait. He didn't hear anything I just said.Relief crashed over me so hard I almost stumbled. He didn't know. He had no idea. He was just upset because I'd been distant and hadn't made time for him.I got up from the table and faced him, aware that Lalissa and Octavia were s
✿MOANA✿The guilt was eating me up from the inside out.I woke up Monday morning with my stomach in knots, Dylan's ultimatum playing on repeat in my head. Break up with Kenzie or he would tell him everything. Everything. The kisses, the touching, the moaning his name while he had his face between my legs.I couldn't let that happen. Kenzie didn't deserve to find out like that.But I also didn't know how to break up with him when he hadn't done anything wrong. What was I supposed to say? "Hey, I'm ending things because your touch does nothing for me and I can't stop thinking about my future stepbrother's tongue"? Yeah, that would go over great.I had ditched my friends' group chat all night, ignoring their texts asking about the Maldives, about how the trip went, about whether Dylan was still a dickhead. I couldn't face them yet. Couldn't pretend everything was normal when my entire world had shifted on its axis.Instead, I went straight to Kenzie's department when I got to campus th
✿MOANA✿Dylan and I entered the suite, wheeling our luggages behind us.The room was beautiful. Floor-to-ceiling glass windows overlooked the ocean, the water sparkling under the moonlight. White curtains billowed gently in the breeze from the open balcony. The floors were polished marble, and fresh
✿MOANA✿"What's the tasteless news you have apart from picking your wedding date?" Dylan asked, his voice flat and bored."Dylan," Richard cautioned, his tone sharp.Dylan just rolled his eyes.My mom ignored the exchange, too excited to let Dylan's mood dampen hers. "We're having a family bonding t
✿MOANA✿I stared at Dylan like he had grown two heads."What are you planning in that sick head of yours?" My voice was sharp, cutting. "I'm not one of your games, Dylan. And leave Kenzie the fuck alone."Dylan's smirk was slow and deliberate, the kind that made my stomach twist."We'll see about t
✿MOANA✿Saturday afternoon arrived with perfect weather. clear skies, warm sun, a light breeze that made everything feel like a movie scene.I pulled up to the park in Kenzie's car, having let him pick me up from a few blocks away from the mansion. We were wearing matching red jerseys that Kenzie ha







