LOGIN✿MOANA✿The guilt was eating me up from the inside out.I woke up Monday morning with my stomach in knots, Dylan's ultimatum playing on repeat in my head. Break up with Kenzie or he would tell him everything. Everything. The kisses, the touching, the moaning his name while he had his face between my legs.I couldn't let that happen. Kenzie didn't deserve to find out like that.But I also didn't know how to break up with him when he hadn't done anything wrong. What was I supposed to say? "Hey, I'm ending things because your touch does nothing for me and I can't stop thinking about my future stepbrother's tongue"? Yeah, that would go over great.I had ditched my friends' group chat all night, ignoring their texts asking about the Maldives, about how the trip went, about whether Dylan was still a dickhead. I couldn't face them yet. Couldn't pretend everything was normal when my entire world had shifted on its axis.Instead, I went straight to Kenzie's department when I got to campus th
✿MOANA✿The drive home was a blur. I didn't even register most of it because I was fucking fuming.My mom kept chattering in the front seat about what a sweet surprise it was that Kenzie came to pick me up, how thoughtful he was, how lucky I was to have such a devoted boyfriend. Richard agreed, adding something about young love being beautiful.I wanted to scream.Dylan sat beside me in the back seat, silent as a statue, staring out the window with his jaw clenched so tight I was surprised his teeth didn't crack. I could feel the anger radiating off him in waves, hot and suffocating in the confined space.Yes, I'm attracted to Dylan. That's not even a question anymore. After last night, after the way he made me fall apart on his fingers and his tongue, after the way he kissed me like I was oxygen and he was drowning, I can't deny it.I can't just explain my feelings for him because it's quite complicated and messy and wrong in about seventeen different ways. But I know I want to fuck
✿MOANA✿Waking up to an empty bed wasn't what I was expecting, but at the same time I'm glad Dylan is not in the room. I'm embarrassed and I'm shy at the same time.I can still feel everything from last night. The way his fingers had worked inside my pussy, curling and stroking until I was a shaking mess. The way his mouth had closed around my nipple, sucking and biting until I thought I'd lose my mind. The way his tongue had traced patterns on my core, licking and tasting me until I was moaning his name so loud I had to bite down on my hand to keep quiet.My face burns just thinking about it and I could feel the ache between my thighs, I'm always aching for his touch.We actually cuddled up to sleep last night, with lots of kisses that made me melt into the mattress. Soft kisses, hard kisses, kisses that promised everything and nothing at the same time. But Dylan refused sex without giving me a reason and yeah I'm feeling bad about it.Because I want him.I wanted him to take everyt
✿MOANA✿His hand moved between my thighs, his palm pressing firmly against my puxxy through the thin fabric of my sleep shorts."See how soaked and aching you are for me…Queens," Dylan murmured, his voice a low, rough scrape that sent fresh heat spiraling through my core. He rubbed slow, deliberate circles with the heel of his hand, the cotton growing damp under his touch. My hips jerked forward instinctively, chasing the pressure even as embarrassment burned across my cheeks."Shut up dickhead," I whispered, but it came out breathy, almost a plea.Dylan's dark eyes gleamed with satisfaction. "Why? Your body's already telling the truth." He hooked two fingers under the edge of my shorts and panties, tugging them aside in one smooth motion. Cool air kissed my heated flesh for only a second before his palm returned, skin on skin this time. The slick sound of his fingers gliding through my folds made me bite my lip hard.My hands tightened on the edge of the vanity, my knuckles whitening
✿MOANA✿Dinner had been torture.I had sat there, pushing food around my plate, barely tasting anything. The resort's signature seafood pasta might as well have been cardboard. Every time I looked up, Dylan was watching me with those intense green eyes that seemed to see straight through every lie I told myself.I could still taste him on my lips. Mint and sin and something that made my core clench every time I replayed the kiss in my mind.My mom had noticed my silence."Sweetheart, are you feeling alright?" she had asked, reaching across the table to touch my hand with genuine concern. "You've barely eaten anything, and you've been so quiet.""I'm fine, Mom," I had forced a smile that felt like it might crack my face. "Just tired. Too much sun today, I think."It wasn't entirely a lie. I was exhausted. But not from the sun, from the emotional whiplash of wanting someone I shouldn't want, of betraying someone who trusted me, of feeling more alive in Dylan's arms than I'd ever felt w
✿MOANA✿Dylan crashed his lips on mine.For a heartbeat, I froze, shock rippling through my body like electricity. My hands were still pressed against his chest, caught between pushing him away and pulling him closer.His lips were soft like I had imagined and they tasted like mint chewing gum.His mouth moved against mine, demanding, claiming, and every coherent thought in my head scattered like ash in the wind.His hand tightened on my waist, fingers digging into my skin as he pulled me flush against him. The water lapped around us, but all I could feel was heat…scorching, overwhelming heat radiating from everywhere our bodies touched.Dylan’s other hand slid up my spine, leaving goosebumps in its wake despite the warm water, until his fingers threaded into my wet hair at the nape of my neck. He gripped there, firm but not painful, angling my head exactly how he wanted it.The kiss was nothing like Kenzie’s soft, sweet pecks. This was raw, primal, intense and filled with emotions. D
✿MOANA✿"What's the tasteless news you have apart from picking your wedding date?" Dylan asked, his voice flat and bored."Dylan," Richard cautioned, his tone sharp.Dylan just rolled his eyes.My mom ignored the exchange, too excited to let Dylan's mood dampen hers. "We're having a family bonding t
✿MOANA✿I stared at Dylan like he had grown two heads."What are you planning in that sick head of yours?" My voice was sharp, cutting. "I'm not one of your games, Dylan. And leave Kenzie the fuck alone."Dylan's smirk was slow and deliberate, the kind that made my stomach twist."We'll see about t
✿MOANA✿Saturday afternoon arrived with perfect weather. clear skies, warm sun, a light breeze that made everything feel like a movie scene.I pulled up to the park in Kenzie's car, having let him pick me up from a few blocks away from the mansion. We were wearing matching red jerseys that Kenzie ha
✿MOANA✿I was barely through the school entrance when Lalissa came running up, practically bouncing with excitement."GUYS!" she shouted, grabbing both me and Octavia by the arms. "I have NEWS!""It's eight in the morning," Octavia said, but she was smiling. "What could possibly…""Bellamy asked me







