MasukKenzie's eyes went wide, glittering with excitement. "Really?""Yesss," I said, laughing as he spanked me playfully. "You're becoming bad.""I know you like bad boys so I can be bad for you too," he said with a grin that was trying so hard to be sexy.It just made him look like a puppy trying to be a wolf."You don't have to be anything," I said, and I meant that. "I want you to be you. I like you like that."Another lie. But what else could I say? That I wanted him to be someone he wasn't? That I wanted him to have Dylan's intensity and fire and the way Dylan looked at me like he wanted to consume me? That I wanted his kiss to make me melt and ache and soaked like Dylan?I kissed him again before he could see the conflict on my face. This time I put more into it, trying to make myself feel something. Trying to convince myself that this could be enough.It got really intense quickly. Kenzie's hand moved from my ass to my breast, grabbing it through my shirt, making me gasp into his mo
✿MOANA✿"Ken... babe, are you okay?" I asked nervously, my voice coming out higher than normal.My heart was still racing from the panic of thinking he'd heard everything. Every dirty detail about Dylan's mouth on me, his fingers inside me, the way I'd moaned his name.But Kenzie's face didn't look angry or hurt in that devastating way it would if he knew I'd cheated. He just looked frustrated."You came back from the Maldives yesterday, babe. I've been missing you and I understand you were tired but you didn't even call last night." He ran his hand through his hair, that gesture he did when he was stressed or upset. My heart broke a little watching him. "You didn't even come to look for me when you got to school!"Wait. He didn't hear anything I just said.Relief crashed over me so hard I almost stumbled. He didn't know. He had no idea. He was just upset because I'd been distant and hadn't made time for him.I got up from the table and faced him, aware that Lalissa and Octavia were s
✿MOANA✿The guilt was eating me up from the inside out.I woke up Monday morning with my stomach in knots, Dylan's ultimatum playing on repeat in my head. Break up with Kenzie or he would tell him everything. Everything. The kisses, the touching, the moaning his name while he had his face between my legs.I couldn't let that happen. Kenzie didn't deserve to find out like that.But I also didn't know how to break up with him when he hadn't done anything wrong. What was I supposed to say? "Hey, I'm ending things because your touch does nothing for me and I can't stop thinking about my future stepbrother's tongue"? Yeah, that would go over great.I had ditched my friends' group chat all night, ignoring their texts asking about the Maldives, about how the trip went, about whether Dylan was still a dickhead. I couldn't face them yet. Couldn't pretend everything was normal when my entire world had shifted on its axis.Instead, I went straight to Kenzie's department when I got to campus th
✿MOANA✿The drive home was a blur. I didn't even register most of it because I was fucking fuming.My mom kept chattering in the front seat about what a sweet surprise it was that Kenzie came to pick me up, how thoughtful he was, how lucky I was to have such a devoted boyfriend. Richard agreed, adding something about young love being beautiful.I wanted to scream.Dylan sat beside me in the back seat, silent as a statue, staring out the window with his jaw clenched so tight I was surprised his teeth didn't crack. I could feel the anger radiating off him in waves, hot and suffocating in the confined space.Yes, I'm attracted to Dylan. That's not even a question anymore. After last night, after the way he made me fall apart on his fingers and his tongue, after the way he kissed me like I was oxygen and he was drowning, I can't deny it.I can't just explain my feelings for him because it's quite complicated and messy and wrong in about seventeen different ways. But I know I want to fuck
✿MOANA✿Waking up to an empty bed wasn't what I was expecting, but at the same time I'm glad Dylan is not in the room. I'm embarrassed and I'm shy at the same time.I can still feel everything from last night. The way his fingers had worked inside my pussy, curling and stroking until I was a shaking mess. The way his mouth had closed around my nipple, sucking and biting until I thought I'd lose my mind. The way his tongue had traced patterns on my core, licking and tasting me until I was moaning his name so loud I had to bite down on my hand to keep quiet.My face burns just thinking about it and I could feel the ache between my thighs, I'm always aching for his touch.We actually cuddled up to sleep last night, with lots of kisses that made me melt into the mattress. Soft kisses, hard kisses, kisses that promised everything and nothing at the same time. But Dylan refused sex without giving me a reason and yeah I'm feeling bad about it.Because I want him.I wanted him to take everyt
✿MOANA✿His hand moved between my thighs, his palm pressing firmly against my puxxy through the thin fabric of my sleep shorts."See how soaked and aching you are for me…Queens," Dylan murmured, his voice a low, rough scrape that sent fresh heat spiraling through my core. He rubbed slow, deliberate circles with the heel of his hand, the cotton growing damp under his touch. My hips jerked forward instinctively, chasing the pressure even as embarrassment burned across my cheeks."Shut up dickhead," I whispered, but it came out breathy, almost a plea.Dylan's dark eyes gleamed with satisfaction. "Why? Your body's already telling the truth." He hooked two fingers under the edge of my shorts and panties, tugging them aside in one smooth motion. Cool air kissed my heated flesh for only a second before his palm returned, skin on skin this time. The slick sound of his fingers gliding through my folds made me bite my lip hard.My hands tightened on the edge of the vanity, my knuckles whitening
✿MOANA✿The bass was so loud I felt it in my chest.Monday night at Voltage, the club we'd been talking about since lunch, and the place was packed. Bodies everywhere, lights flashing, drinks flowing like water. This was exactly what I needed.Octavia, Lalissa, and I had shown up dressed to kill. I
✿MOANA✿ Monday morning, and I was back. I stepped out of my car in the school parking lot with Octavia and Lalissa flanking me on either side, and it was like the entire student body stopped to watch. We’d gone shopping Sunday… I had insisted we go on Sunday hence the result was three coordinated
✿MOANA✿ I was sprawled across my bed, phone in hand, staring at the group chat that had been blowing up for the last twenty minutes. Lalissa: Girl I'm still recovering from last night Octavia: DETAILS NOW Lalissa: some random dude from the science department or whatever l don't remember, but I r
✿MOANA✿ The school's unofficial party house was packed by the time we arrived. Music pounded through the walls, bass vibrating the floor. The air was thick with the smell of alcohol and too many bodies pressed together. People were everywhere dancing in the living room, making out in corners, pla







