My body convulsed. Anger I didn't know I had in me for so long, bottled up, brewing and explosive, came bubbling when I saw her name.
Leah Fenris. Daughter of Jacob Fenris, CEO of pharmaceutical company, Fenris&Co. "Does that file interest you so much, Ms. Elaine?" Dr. Rayleigh was interested in my interest. He stared at me silently for as long as I stared at the file, reading each word until I memorised the whole report. "What...is the patient's name?" He asked, "Leah Fenris..." Silence ensued. "Ms. Elaine, I'd like to ask you to keep the file down. Or, give it to me." He said. "You don't look so good." Of course, I wouldn't look any good! The woman who gave my child the deadly disease, slept with my husband so many times got a cure and my son couldn't!? I was angry beyond belief! "I...I'll see you tomorrow, doctor. Please let me borrow this file." I asked naively. "Ms. Elaine, I can't give patient files to unauthorized persons—" "I'm his mother..." Voice rough, eyes bloodshot and tearful. Dr. Rayleigh didn't protest anymore. He took a deep breath, saying, "Wherever those files go, I come with them. Where are we going?" My eyes widened. Was he...was he suggesting I visit the house of my homewrecker? Dr. Rayleigh rolled out his Ferrari, one of his car collections. Putting on the GPS, we reached a mansion that was lit as if it were celebrating. "They're having a party," I said softly. I was calm until I heard Dr. Rayleigh sigh. "You've gotta be kidding me.." he rubbed his face, staring at the mansion that was flooding the street ahead with golden lights and crystal decorations. The moon looked pale in front of it. I get it. Leah's family is well off. So much so that I could embarrass them just by looking in their direction. But she destroyed my marriage. My life. My son's life! She was, if anything, the poorest, cheapest woman I knew. "I should've known...Jacob Fenris is our hospital sponsor. The biggest pharmaceutical supplies to our hospital come from him." Said Dr. Rayleigh. "I'm not sure I understand..." I said. "It means...we can't destroy that man or his family. They're untouchable." He said. Again, I was confused. "This is my fight, Dr. Rayleigh," I stated. "No longer your fight alone, Ms. Elaine. He killed one of my patients to hide his corrupt chain of new drugs." He said. A doctor's anger towards the culprit who destroyed the patient he mended, bonded and treated...is personal. Immense. And mostly, rational. "So...what do we do?" I asked as he drove us away. The longer we stayed there, heads would turn. "We destroy him slowly. But we've gotta do it together, Ms. Elaine. I'll tell you what we need to do, but I need to trust you first." "Dr. Rayleigh...these are the people who destroyed my son's life. The fruit doesn't fall too far from its tree. Leah's family is just as corrupted and filthy as she is. Or even more." I said as he took a soft turn around the corner. "The fruit doesn't fall too far from the tree indeed..." He said as he stared at someone in particular, walking along the road. A couple, in fact. Hand in hand, giggling and kissing cheeks while people stared at judged. Polluting the streets with PDA... You guessed it right. It was Leah and Logan. Leah didn't look pregnant, and that shocked me. Her flat tummy in a cringey, tight black dress for the occasion made me question. "She's not pregnant?" My voice was barely above a whisper. Dr. Rayleigh flipped through pinned report papers. His brows crashed into each other. "She's...infertile. All the chemo and drugs made her infertile. She's undergone a hysterectomy as well..." Dr. Rayleigh was confused, and I was angry. "She lied...she lied to the whole pack!" My voice came out horribly angered through gritted teeth. I was seething. Logan looked so happy beside her. Did he even know she's infertile? Was it their play together? What was going on!? "I wanna destroy them..." I seethed. "And we shall, Ms. Elaine," Suddenly, Dr. Rayleigh held my hand over my thigh. A light squeeze to assure me. Saying that he was there. When I looked over, his soft eyes rounded my anger into something rational and less emotional. The desire to destroy them burned like wildfire still. Yet, something softened this fire into a ball. Denser. More effective. And those eyes...those grey eyes that reflected the benevolence of the moon. "Your support...I didn't ask for it, Doctor..." "Support doesn't always present itself when asked, Ms. Elaine. Jean doesn't deserve this. I want to help you have peace of mind, too. I want to be included in this chapter of your life." He said. My eyes widened with each word. "Doctor..." "I don't need to confess to you, Ms. Elaine. But I've been growing close to you as moments passed." I gasped softly. "If you allow it...will you let me inside your heart that you've kept closed for so long?" "...So you could thaw it for me and make yourself cosy inside?" Dr. Rayleigh was taken aback by my confession, just as I was by his. "This feels...illegal." I breathed out. "We are still budding. We don't know each other. This is infactuation that I hope will grow into something beautiful." Dr. Rayleigh kissed my knuckles. At that moment, I didn't resist the urge to kiss him. But he never leaned in, made the first move. I knew he wanted to, but held himself back for my sake. For. My. Sake. What else could I have asked for? He's perfect in every sense of that word. And I had to let myself say to him, "Thank you...Dr. Rayleigh. For...everything." "No more 'Dr.' In front of my name. Just...Rayleigh." He replied. We headed back to the hospital, where he walked me to my room in the station. "Goodnight, Rayleigh..." "Goodnight, Elaine." How beautifully my name rolls off his tongue~Elaine's POV I've been in my room for Goddess knows how long. Jean's health was declining. My ego, pride, and revenge were on the line. Which one weighed more?My son's life or my ego? What kind of a mother was I? Having that question pop into my mind was foolish in itself. "I'm such a loser..." I said to myself. A loser mother who can't even decide what to do. Just then, I got a call from Dr. Rayleigh. "Hello..." My voice was hoarse. I'd been crying. Again. I was also breaking my promise to Jean by crying and accepting my weakness. "I'm outside your room, Elaine. I've been knocking." He said calmly. "O-oh..." I scrambled to my feet, wiping tears away and patting my cheeks. Shouldn't look like I've been crying. "Sorry, it's just...I've been scrolling on the phone, haha." I lied, dangling the phone between us. I invited him in. "I heard what Dr. Taylor suggested. You should listen to her, but the decision is yours. I understand you." His kind words carried me away. Just last
The poet was happy. I never thought I'd be swayed with words ever again. But my son's doctor had me feeling some kind of way~The breeze was gentle. The walk up the small hill to reach Fenris Mansion was brief and quiet. Yet it felt like a milestone. "Now we get to put our acting masks on." Said Dr. Rayleigh. I pulled up my black mask. The soft tissue, which mimicked the softness of linen, hugged my face. This small piece of cloth alone would be as expensive as the locket that hung on my neck all the time. Dr. Rayleigh truly believed in comfort. But just a little differently than I. "...yeah, yeah, I heard that. Just cancel the deal if they're not bringing profits, you bastard!" I was appalled to listen to the old, balding man so fluent with profanities. That was out of nowhere. As he exited the house for a walk, there was a young lady under his arm. Wait..."Wow, dude's full on cheating on his broad." Dr. Rayleigh said as he took pictures silently. I couldn't help but chuckle at
The day was going bright. I was allowed to volunteer and follow around the top doctors for the day. It was part of my onboarding and training. I was allowed to pick whoever I wanted. I chose to observe Dr. Rayleigh. He's always on his feet. He had a seven-hour-long surgery today, and I was replacing an OR nurse. Precision was his strongest suit. I liked how he had the OR under control, too. The patient almost bled out. But the man behind the surgical mask had everything under control. Everything. Including me. "Dr. Rayleigh," I approached him near the sink. He was washing off blood from his forearms, sanitising. "You're an amazing doctor," I said first, to get him in a better mood. "Tell me something I don't know, Elaine." I could see his smirk from beneath his mask. "Of course, but maybe we should just call it a day after work. You've had a major surgery today." I said. "Is this about me having no energy for stalking Jacon Fenris today, Elaine?" He turned to me, eyebrow cocked
My body convulsed. Anger I didn't know I had in me for so long, bottled up, brewing and explosive, came bubbling when I saw her name. Leah Fenris. Daughter of Jacob Fenris, CEO of pharmaceutical company, Fenris&Co. "Does that file interest you so much, Ms. Elaine?" Dr. Rayleigh was interested in my interest. He stared at me silently for as long as I stared at the file, reading each word until I memorised the whole report. "What...is the patient's name?" He asked,"Leah Fenris..." Silence ensued. "Ms. Elaine, I'd like to ask you to keep the file down. Or, give it to me." He said. "You don't look so good." Of course, I wouldn't look any good! The woman who gave my child the deadly disease, slept with my husband so many times got a cure and my son couldn't!? I was angry beyond belief! "I...I'll see you tomorrow, doctor. Please let me borrow this file." I asked naively."Ms. Elaine, I can't give patient files to unauthorized persons—""I'm his mother..." Voice rough, eyes blood
Elaine's POV Several days flew by. I was busy with work and I was happy that I was busy. It kept me distracted. Engaged. On my toes. Dr. Rayleigh provided a nurse uniform for me even though I was a doctor and a healer there. The quarters provided for me and Jean were safe and tidy. Jean was in his isolation ward. I was in my accommodation, praying to the Goddess everyday to reunite me with my baby. *Knock knock!* I shut the books softly, went to answer the door that was just five steps away."Dr. Rayleigh," I welcomed him inside. His eyes darted around every nook and corner like a surgeon observing the body, and he smiled. "You make a modest home out of anything, Ms. Elaine." He said. The blush crept on my face like fire. Made my cheeks warm and chest warmer. "P-Please sit down. It makes me feel like I'm punishing you like in school." I said, offering him my chair. My options were the study chair or the bed. "I was wondering if you'd help me out at my place tomorrow evening b
[07/234, ST. CLAIRE- MULTISPECIES HOSPITAL,CALIFORNIA - 2025]"Your precision is exceptional, Ms Elaine. I've never seen anything like it." The head healer commented. My happiness was off the roof. "Thank you, Healer Taylor," I said. She was the head of the department and a dear friend of Dr. Rayleigh. I couldn't hold my excitement in. She chuckled, "Your pheromones are all over the place. Welcome to the family, Ms. Elaine." I was so, so close to hug her. With the offer letter in hand printed right up, I got out of my medical gear and walked straight to Dr Rayleigh. "Dr Rayleigh," I jogged to him in the lobby. For the first time, a small smile spread across his lips. It was rare yet so, beautiful. Like a diamond. Rare and precious. My gaze fell on the bunch of papers he was holding as well. "Attending doctor under a famous surgeon, too." He said, showing me the letter. "I am so happy for you, doctor!" I yelled, hugging him. It was...accidental.Realizing what I'd just done