LOGINAinsley
The kitchen smelled like coffee, toast, and my father’s rising stress level. “Morning,” I said as I slipped in, hair still damp from the quick shower I took after the run. Dad barely glanced up from the mountain of papers spread across the table. “Good morning, sweetheart. We need to go over the guest list, security arrangements, and the food order.” I blinked. “…For my birthday?” “For your mate,” he corrected, completely serious. I dropped my head into my hands. “Dad.” “What? This is important!” Mom brushed past him and slapped the back of his head lightly with a dish towel. “Let the girl eat breakfast before smothering her.” “Smothering? I am ensuring her safety,” he argued. “By scheduling a military operation disguised as a party,” Kieran said as he walked in, stealing a piece of toast. Dad pointed at him. “Don’t start with me. When you were turning eighteen, I had three anxiety attacks and a full security team.” “Yeah,” Kieran said dryly, “but I wasn’t the type to look an alpha in the eye like I was about to challenge them to a duel at sixteen.” “That was one time,” I muttered. “And he deserved it,” Mom added. Dad gave her a betrayed look. Mom rolled her eyes. “He grabbed her arm, Thorn. Hard. I nearly ripped his throat out myself.” I smiled into my cereal. Chaos. Normal, comfortable chaos. But under it, tension hummed. My birthday was becoming this unspoken countdown everyone tiptoed around. “Speaking of”—Dad shuffled through his notes—“Alpha Rowan, Alpha Reed, Alpha Mercer—” “I thought we were keeping this small,” I said weakly. “We are,” Mom said, though she didn’t sound convinced. “Only close allied packs and a few important families.” “How many?” I asked. They both paused. Kieran coughed. “Around… one hundred and sixty?” My spoon clattered into the bowl. “What?!” “Relax,” Dad said, patting my hand. “Most are coming for the food.” Kieran snorted. Mom stepped in before I could start hyperventilating. “Sweetheart, you don’t have to talk to everyone. You just need to be present. Open. Aware. If your mate is from another pack, he might be there.” My stomach twisted. “But what if he’s… wrong for me?” The words escaped before I could stop them. “What if he doesn’t want a mate who trains or studies or—” Dad’s expression softened instantly. The Alpha vanished, leaving just my father. “Ainsley. Any wolf worthy of you will value exactly who you are.” Mom leaned in, tucking a strand of hair behind my ear. “And if he doesn’t, he’s not your mate.” I wished it were that simple. Before the mood could get too heavy, Kieran nudged me with his elbow. “Speaking of training, Dr. Mari asked if you could help in the clinic today. Something about organizing new supply shipments.” “Yes!” I jumped up, grabbing my bag. “Finally. Something normal.” Dad opened his mouth—probably to tell me not to overwork myself days before the party—but Mom swatted him again. “She’s going. And you’re going to breathe.” “But—” “Breathe, Thorn.” He inhaled deeply, though it sounded more like a growl. I grinned and kissed both their cheeks before bolting for the door. Clinic days were my escape. My purpose. And with only three days left until everything changed, I needed purpose like air. I got to the door of the Alpha apartment and walked straight into Bata Aaron. My father’s Bata was standing there hand raised to knock. “Aaron what’s happened” my father asked instantly tense. “We got another request for the party Alpha…… from the Blood Moon pack” The entire room went quiet as my rather yelled “WHAT…..” I slipped from the room at that and ran for the pack hospital to escape.For a long moment after the bond snaps into place, I can’t hear anything except the thundering of my own heartbeat. The cheering, the whispers, the rustle of clothes and movement around us—they all fade into a blur. All I can feel is him. A warm, fierce pressure against my chest, like my soul is leaning forward toward his. My wolf is absolutely losing her mind. MATE. OUR MATE. OURS, OURS— She’s practically somersaulting in circles. I’m… shaking. Not out of fear. Not even out of shock. Because the moment our eyes locked after midnight—really locked—I felt something crack open inside me. Something deep and quiet that I hadn’t known was waiting. And now he’s standing two feet away, looking at me like I’ve just rewritten his entire world. Raithe. Alpha of the Blood Moon Pack. Ruthless, feared, battle-scarred, half-whispered-about Raithe. My mate. Goddess help me. He takes a slow step closer, careful, controlled, as if he’s afraid I’ll bolt. His voice is low, rough around t
AINSLEY The moon is high—so bright it looks carved from polished bone—as the ceremony circle fills with warm golden torchlight. My hands tremble slightly as Lyra helps adjust the silver clasp on my cloak. “You ready?” she whispers. No. Yes. Maybe. My wolf is practically vibrating, pacing behind my ribs like she’s waiting for gates to be thrown open. He’s close, she breathes. I swallow. “Who?” You’ll know soon. Not helpful. The music dwindles, replaced by the low, steady beat of ceremonial drums. Pack members gather around the circle in rows—my family at the front, the visiting alphas forming a half-ring opposite them. And there—slightly to the right—Raithe. Tall. Silent. Watching. Not obviously, not intensely. Just… present. But every time our eyes accidentally meet, something inside me jolts like a struck chord. I step forward when my father gestures. The crowd quiets. The torches flicker. The forest seems to lean closer. “Tonight,” Alpha Thorn begins, voice carrying,
AINSLEY The festival lights strung between the pines glow like captured stars, swaying gently with the evening breeze. The courtyard buzzes with music and laughter, the scent of roasted meat and sweetberry wine thick in the air. My heart thrums in my chest—not from nerves about the spotlight or the ceremony—but from… something else. Something tugging at me. My wolf is pacing again, too alert, too sharp. He’s here. She’s been saying it all night, a low hum of anticipation. Who? I snap back. But she only growls softly, satisfied and impossible. I smooth my palms over my dress—a deep twilight-blue that glitters when I move—trying to force my breathing into something normal as guests mingle around us. My mother fusses over last-minute arrangements, my father stands speaking with other alphas, radiating calm authority. Me? I’m gripping a cup of sparkling cider like it’s a lifeline. “Relax,” my best friend Lyra murmurs at my side, bumping her shoulder into mine. “You look like you’
By the time afternoon sunlight slanted through my bedroom windows, the pack house was in full celebration mode. Laughter echoed through hallways, kitchens bustled with nonstop activity, and the air outside shimmered with the energy of dozens of visiting wolves arriving at once. It felt like the whole world was humming. I wished it would shut up—for just a minute—so I could breathe. Today was supposed to be exciting. Monumental. One of the most important days of my life. But all I felt was pressure. A ticking clock behind my ribs. A thousand expectations clinging to my shoulders like heavy fabric. And under all of it… That pull. That unexplainable awareness that kept brushing my senses whenever he was near. Raithe. The Blood Moon Alpha. The one man I absolutely refused to be drawn to—not until the Moon declared anything real. Focus, my wolf reminded, nudging. Tonight is ours. I exhaled shakily and forced myself to concentrate on the present. My mother stepped into my room c
AINSLEY I woke up before dawn. Not the gentle kind of waking where your mind wanders itself into consciousness. No—this felt like being yanked out of sleep by a hand wrapped around my sternum. My wolf was already pacing. It’s today, she whispered, more alert than I’d ever felt her. Tonight we know. I rubbed my face, sitting up slowly as nerves and excitement tangled in my chest. Today was my birthday. Today was the ceremony. Tonight, at the stroke of midnight, I would know who my mate was. If I had one. If he was here. If he cared about who I was, not who the world thought a Luna should be. I swallowed the knot forming in my throat and forced myself out of bed. The pack house was buzzing with early activity—kitchen staff prepping food, warriors loading last-minute supplies, omegas finishing decorations. Hushed whispers of “The guests will be arriving soon” drifted around me. Breathe, I told myself. Everything will be fine. Except it didn’t feel fine. Ever since yesterday’s
Raithe The great hall of Silver Shadow was warm, loud, and far too full of people. Wolves talked, laughed, clattered plates, and greeted us with the sort of polished hospitality packs liked to flaunt during alliance gatherings. I sat at the long central table beside Alpha Thorn, a position meant to honour me as a visiting alpha. Instead, it felt like a spotlight I never asked for. My wolf was pacing so aggressively beneath my skin he might’ve worn a groove into my ribs. Again, I thought irritably, shifting in my seat. We are not under threat. Calm down. He didn’t. Ever since arriving yesterday, a strange current had been coursing through me—mild at first, then growing sharper with every passing hour. The forest, the pack grounds, the pack house… all of it kept tugging at the edge of my awareness like a constant whisper I couldn’t decipher. Tonight it was worse. Tonight it felt personal. Dax leaned close, voice low but amused. “You’re vibrating.” “I’m not,” I mutter







