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One: The Banquet And The Bond
EIRA
“Eira, Will and Quentin,” Macy barks. “The king’s banquet needs more hands. Now.”
My heart lurches. Not because I fear the work, but because not just any Omega was summoned to the palace.
“W-what? Me?” I whisper.
“Did I stutter, Eira? Get up and get moving!” She scolds, slamming the door shut on her way out.
I flinch and scramble to my feet. Quentin shoots me a wide-eyed look. I shrug.
This is the first time we would serve at a banquet or even step into the palace. I'm not sure what is so special about this banquet, but some part of me is nervous.
Will steps out first, then Quentin and I follow. My heart is in my throat as we cross the courtyard.
The night is illuminated by the lights that come from the palace and the pack house.
“Why do you think she asked for us?” I whisper to three of them. My thumbs twiddle nervously.
Will scoffs. “You heard Macy, they need more hands.”
“Right,” I mumble. Quentin shakes his head at me.
My teeth chew on my lip as we reach the palace. Macy stands at the back with her hands on her hip.
“How long does it take you three to move from there to here?” She hisses and flings clothes on us. “Put this on, wash your hands and get in there.”
I look around for a place to change when Macy shoves me into a corner. “Get in there, Eira! Stop looking so lost!”
With shaky hands, I change into the royal maid uniform—a blue, and red attire. Omegas are the servants of the pack. We serve, clean and cook for the pack.
I tie my curly white hair into a bun and make my way into the kitchen. Some familiar faces nod at me as they move around, and I can hear the party happening a few doors down.
“Take this to the king’s table.” Macy pushes a tray of glasses containing wine into my hands.
“The king’s table, Eira,” she reminds. “Mistakes won't be tolerated.”
Macy is a Beta, and her job is to head the Omegas. She rules over us with an iron fist and a sharp tongue. She doesn’t work with us, she only directs us.
Laughter, music and conversations meet my ears as I step into the ballroom that has turned into a banquet hall.
Then I smell it. Sharp pine, lavender, and frost. The scent wraps around me like a second skin. My heart thuds painfully against my ribs.
Mate.
My wolf stirs, clawing toward the surface. Every cell in my body recognizes him.
Heart pounding, I search for the source as I approach the king’s table.
The scent is stronger now. My body heats up, pulse thumping frantically. And then our eyes lock. My bright blue orbs and his piercing golden eyes.
Our Alpha, King Cassian.
He is beautiful. Amber-colored eyes, a thick head of black hair… and a body corded with muscles.
His eyes flash and my heart drops to my stomach. He doesn’t come after me, he doesn’t reach for me.
I place the tray beside him, and he growls. The sound sends a thump in my pulse. It picks up frantically, and I bare my neck in submission.
“Your Majesty.” I bow.
He jerks to his feet. I flinch.
“Excuse me, gentlemen.” He grips my hand and marches down from the Alpha chambers. Heat flames across my skin from the contact.
A loud hush falls, and eyes follow us. Macy pokes her head through, and frowns when she sees me.
She probably thinks I messed up, but it’s far from that.
“Please,” Cassian calls. His voice booms across the room. “Excuse me. I’ll be back shortly.”
And just like that, the music picks back up and so do the chatters.
Excitement causes my toes to curl. It is surreal. My mate is not just an Alpha, but a King. Our King.
If I could kiss the moon goddess, I would. This is the best day of my life.
***
Cassian leads me to his room. The door clicks shut, and that’s all he needed.
“Mate!” He growls. I whimper for him, and his nostrils flare. His eyes flash between two shades of golden.
Then… he pounces on me. Our lips meet in a frenzy. The kiss is punishing. Bruising. Hungry. A moan works out of my throat and his groan is my response.
His hands are rough on my skin. They skim my arms, my breasts. When he reaches my bum, he gives a firm squeeze, and my toes curl in my boots.
“Goddess, you feel so good.” He rasps, voice thick. He pulls my hair out of my bun and tugs. My neck strains in response.
His tongue licks along the column of my neck. And all of a sudden, a loud rip sounds in the room. My clothes pool at my feet and I step out of my shoes.
“I’m sorry, but I need you,” he says.
“You have me, my king.”
I can’t recognize my voice. It’s breathy, and drips with desire. Lust. Longing.
Strong arms pick me up. The roughness of his clothes chaff at my bare skin, but I don’t mind. Not at that moment.
We cross the room in one step, and he places me on the bed. Cassian crawls up my body and settles between my thighs.
I help take off his clothes, and soon enough, we’re skin to skin. Sharing one breath.
I am one of the lucky few that has found my mate early. And what a blessing it is.
Cassian. Alpha king Cassian Vael is my mate. I’m yet to wrap my head around it.
“What’s your name?” Cassian asks. I brush a hand through his thick black hair. Right now in this room, we’re equals.
Then, I smile. “Eira. Eira Quinn.”
“Eira.” He tests the name on his tongue. My name has never sounded better.
“My mate,” he declares.
With that he pushes into me. A soft cry leaves my lips as he breaches my barrier. Tears spring to my eyes.
“I’m so sorry,” he groans, pausing his movements. “Goddess, you’re a virgin.”
I sniffle. “It’s alright. You can move.”
He does. Cassian’s hips snap slowly against mine. We move together, in sync. Eyes locked on each other as the world around us fades.
I love him. But I don’t know him yet. And that is the beauty of the mate bond.
As we hover over the edge of our climax, our moans and groans grow louder. Something inside me coils tight, and Cassian’s thrusts become jerky.
Higher and higher we climb. And just as we reach the peak, I bare my neck, waiting for the mark that doesn’t come.
Cassian’s grip tightens on me, his fangs brush my neck but doesn’t pierce. Just like that, we tip over the edge.
He rolls over, catching his breath while I pull the sheets over my body.
The silence that follows is deafening. Thick.
My throat tightens.
“You didn’t mark me.” My voice trembles.
He doesn’t meet my eyes. Just stares at the ceiling like the weight of what he did—or hasn’t done—is too heavy to carry.
“No,” Cassian replies, voice flat. “I didn’t.”
And suddenly, the warmth of our bond feels like a lie I had told myself.
THE ENDING HAPPINESS CASSIAN'S POVThe northern delegation arrives in the afternoon.There are seven of them. Pack leaders and advisors, traveling together, which in itself is a thing that would not have happened four months ago. The northern territories have been in contest for decades, border disputes, resource arguments, the long-running grievances of packs who have been circling each other so long they've forgotten the original reasons and are fighting purely from habit.They sit on one side of the long table in the eastern meeting room.Eira sits across from them.I am here.But I am not leading this.I decided that three weeks ago when we mapped out the delegation schedule together and she looked at the northern meeting and said nothing, just looked, and I watched her decide something privately before moving to the next item on the list. I decided it then. Confirmed it this morning when I told her I would be present and she looked at me with the particular expression she
WHAT WE ARE NOWEIRA'S POVThree months later, the palace feels different.I noticed it in small ways first.The way the staff move through the corridors, not the careful, eyes-down efficiency of people navigating a space that belongs to someone else, but the looser, more present movement of people who have decided the space belongs to them too. The way conversations happen in rooms that used to be silent. The way the great hall, which always felt like a held breath, feels like an exhale now.The way people look at me when I walk through it.Not the sideways look. Not the calculating, categorizing look of people trying to determine what I am and what I represent and whether I am a threat or a resource or something to be managed. Just people looking at their Queen. Some of them still learning what that means. Some of them already decided.I am still learning what it means myself.Some mornings I wake up before Cassian and I lie in the grey pre-dawn quiet and I take inventory the
CHOSENEIRA'S POVThe hall eventually empties.It takes a long time. There are pack leaders to receive and elders to speak with and the specific social architecture of a gathering like this that requires presence and attention and the patient management of relationships, some of which are new and need to be built and some of which are old and need to be rebuilt and some of which are damaged in ways that are going to take years and honesty and work.I do all of it.I do it differently than I used to.When the evening finally thins and the torches have burned lower and the last of the formal conversations have been concluded and the hall has been left to the servants and the quiet, I find myself standing at the tall window at the far end.The night outside is clear.The moon is full.Cassian finds me there.I hear him coming. I have always heard him coming, something in the way he occupies space, the specific quality of attention he generates in a room, the way the air knows he
FORMALITY CASSIAN'S POVShe walks toward me and I forget every word I prepared.I prepared words. I spent the better part of the morning on them, the formal declarations, the ceremonial language, the specific phrasing that pack law requires for a confirmation of this kind. I know them. I could say them in my sleep. I have been saying formal words in formal halls my entire life and I have never once forgotten them in the moment.I have forgotten all of them.Not because of the dress, though the dress isNot because of that.Because of the way she is walking.I have been watching Eira move through this palace for months. I know the way she carries herself. I know the specific quality of her posture and the particular management of her expression and the careful way she occupies spaces that she was never entirely sure she was allowed to occupy.She is not moving like that.She is moving like someone who has come home to something that was always hers and is simply walking throu
CHOSENEIRA'S POVThey told me to wear white.The palace attendants came to the room in the early afternoon, three of them, carrying things in their arms with the careful reverence of people transporting objects that matter. They laid everything out on the table by the window without speaking and then stood back and looked at me with expressions that were trying very hard to be neutral and not quite managing it.The dress is white.Not the white of absence or surrender or the blank page before anything has been written on it. The white of the Moonblood. Of my wolf, standing silver in a clearing full of wolves who thought they knew what I was. The white of something that has always been there and is only now being allowed to be seen.I stood in front of it for a long time.One of the attendants — young, dark-haired, the one who always moves slightly faster than the others, cleared her throat softly and said, "There's no rush, my lady."My lady.She said it like she meant it.L
WHEN SHE WAKESCassian POVI sit back in the chair and I listen to the silence and I watch Eira breathe.She wakes just before dawn.I know the moment before she opens her eyes because her breathing changes. Deepens. The particular shift from the deep involuntary rhythm of genuine unconsciousness to the lighter rhythm of someone who is coming back to themselves. I've been listening to her breathe for six hours and I know the difference.I sit forward.Her eyes open.Slowly. Then more, as the light registers and she makes sense of it. The ceiling first. Then the room. Then Kael, still asleep across her feet, his hair disordered and one arm dangling off the edge of the mattress in the specific boneless abandon of deep sleep.Her face does something complicated and private at the sight of him.Her hand moves, slowly, and comes to rest on his ankle.The lightest touch.Just to feel him there.Then she turns her head and she sees me.We look at each other.Neither of us speaks.
Sixty Four: New ChoresEIRA[A Week Later]“Yes.”That was my response to Oliver’s request. Why did I say ‘yes’? I don’t know.Maybe because I’m tired?Maybe because Oliver is really sweet and frankly, I deserve better. Kael and I do. Cassian slept with Lysandra. After everything he promised, after
Sixty-Three: OliverEIRAShe wants me to hit back.I can see it in her eyes.“Look at you glaring at me. Go on then, hit me!” Her claws extend, eyes burning bright. “I fucking dare you, omega.”My wolf stirs in my mind, itching to shift. But I can’t even though I wanted to.I can’t undergo a full s
Sixty: The Morning AfterCASSIANLysandra glides out of the bed, the sheets firmly wrapped around her body. Thank the goddess for that.She ignores me, heading for the closet where she takes out her velvet blue robe and dons it. The sheets fall, pooling at her feet.“I’m asking you a question, Lysa
Fifty-Seven: Final ThreadEIRAHe runs a hand through his hair, messing up the sleekness.“But that’s okay,” I quickly add. “It’s okay if you care about your pack. You wouldn’t be so loved if you didn’t, and I don’t fault you for it in any way.”“I should care about myself more.”“A good leader is







