Masuk
One: The Banquet And The Bond
EIRA
“Eira, Will and Quentin,” Macy barks. “The king’s banquet needs more hands. Now.”
My heart lurches. Not because I fear the work, but because not just any Omega was summoned to the palace.
“W-what? Me?” I whisper.
“Did I stutter, Eira? Get up and get moving!” She scolds, slamming the door shut on her way out.
I flinch and scramble to my feet. Quentin shoots me a wide-eyed look. I shrug.
This is the first time we would serve at a banquet or even step into the palace. I'm not sure what is so special about this banquet, but some part of me is nervous.
Will steps out first, then Quentin and I follow. My heart is in my throat as we cross the courtyard.
The night is illuminated by the lights that come from the palace and the pack house.
“Why do you think she asked for us?” I whisper to three of them. My thumbs twiddle nervously.
Will scoffs. “You heard Macy, they need more hands.”
“Right,” I mumble. Quentin shakes his head at me.
My teeth chew on my lip as we reach the palace. Macy stands at the back with her hands on her hip.
“How long does it take you three to move from there to here?” She hisses and flings clothes on us. “Put this on, wash your hands and get in there.”
I look around for a place to change when Macy shoves me into a corner. “Get in there, Eira! Stop looking so lost!”
With shaky hands, I change into the royal maid uniform—a blue, and red attire. Omegas are the servants of the pack. We serve, clean and cook for the pack.
I tie my curly white hair into a bun and make my way into the kitchen. Some familiar faces nod at me as they move around, and I can hear the party happening a few doors down.
“Take this to the king’s table.” Macy pushes a tray of glasses containing wine into my hands.
“The king’s table, Eira,” she reminds. “Mistakes won't be tolerated.”
Macy is a Beta, and her job is to head the Omegas. She rules over us with an iron fist and a sharp tongue. She doesn’t work with us, she only directs us.
Laughter, music and conversations meet my ears as I step into the ballroom that has turned into a banquet hall.
Then I smell it. Sharp pine, lavender, and frost. The scent wraps around me like a second skin. My heart thuds painfully against my ribs.
Mate.
My wolf stirs, clawing toward the surface. Every cell in my body recognizes him.
Heart pounding, I search for the source as I approach the king’s table.
The scent is stronger now. My body heats up, pulse thumping frantically. And then our eyes lock. My bright blue orbs and his piercing golden eyes.
Our Alpha, King Cassian.
He is beautiful. Amber-colored eyes, a thick head of black hair… and a body corded with muscles.
His eyes flash and my heart drops to my stomach. He doesn’t come after me, he doesn’t reach for me.
I place the tray beside him, and he growls. The sound sends a thump in my pulse. It picks up frantically, and I bare my neck in submission.
“Your Majesty.” I bow.
He jerks to his feet. I flinch.
“Excuse me, gentlemen.” He grips my hand and marches down from the Alpha chambers. Heat flames across my skin from the contact.
A loud hush falls, and eyes follow us. Macy pokes her head through, and frowns when she sees me.
She probably thinks I messed up, but it’s far from that.
“Please,” Cassian calls. His voice booms across the room. “Excuse me. I’ll be back shortly.”
And just like that, the music picks back up and so do the chatters.
Excitement causes my toes to curl. It is surreal. My mate is not just an Alpha, but a King. Our King.
If I could kiss the moon goddess, I would. This is the best day of my life.
***
Cassian leads me to his room. The door clicks shut, and that’s all he needed.
“Mate!” He growls. I whimper for him, and his nostrils flare. His eyes flash between two shades of golden.
Then… he pounces on me. Our lips meet in a frenzy. The kiss is punishing. Bruising. Hungry. A moan works out of my throat and his groan is my response.
His hands are rough on my skin. They skim my arms, my breasts. When he reaches my bum, he gives a firm squeeze, and my toes curl in my boots.
“Goddess, you feel so good.” He rasps, voice thick. He pulls my hair out of my bun and tugs. My neck strains in response.
His tongue licks along the column of my neck. And all of a sudden, a loud rip sounds in the room. My clothes pool at my feet and I step out of my shoes.
“I’m sorry, but I need you,” he says.
“You have me, my king.”
I can’t recognize my voice. It’s breathy, and drips with desire. Lust. Longing.
Strong arms pick me up. The roughness of his clothes chaff at my bare skin, but I don’t mind. Not at that moment.
We cross the room in one step, and he places me on the bed. Cassian crawls up my body and settles between my thighs.
I help take off his clothes, and soon enough, we’re skin to skin. Sharing one breath.
I am one of the lucky few that has found my mate early. And what a blessing it is.
Cassian. Alpha king Cassian Vael is my mate. I’m yet to wrap my head around it.
“What’s your name?” Cassian asks. I brush a hand through his thick black hair. Right now in this room, we’re equals.
Then, I smile. “Eira. Eira Quinn.”
“Eira.” He tests the name on his tongue. My name has never sounded better.
“My mate,” he declares.
With that he pushes into me. A soft cry leaves my lips as he breaches my barrier. Tears spring to my eyes.
“I’m so sorry,” he groans, pausing his movements. “Goddess, you’re a virgin.”
I sniffle. “It’s alright. You can move.”
He does. Cassian’s hips snap slowly against mine. We move together, in sync. Eyes locked on each other as the world around us fades.
I love him. But I don’t know him yet. And that is the beauty of the mate bond.
As we hover over the edge of our climax, our moans and groans grow louder. Something inside me coils tight, and Cassian’s thrusts become jerky.
Higher and higher we climb. And just as we reach the peak, I bare my neck, waiting for the mark that doesn’t come.
Cassian’s grip tightens on me, his fangs brush my neck but doesn’t pierce. Just like that, we tip over the edge.
He rolls over, catching his breath while I pull the sheets over my body.
The silence that follows is deafening. Thick.
My throat tightens.
“You didn’t mark me.” My voice trembles.
He doesn’t meet my eyes. Just stares at the ceiling like the weight of what he did—or hasn’t done—is too heavy to carry.
“No,” Cassian replies, voice flat. “I didn’t.”
And suddenly, the warmth of our bond feels like a lie I had told myself.
Sixty: The Morning AfterCASSIANLysandra glides out of the bed, the sheets firmly wrapped around her body. Thank the goddess for that.She ignores me, heading for the closet where she takes out her velvet blue robe and dons it. The sheets fall, pooling at her feet.“I’m asking you a question, Lysandra.” I frown.“Goddess, what do you want from me?” She shoots me a glare.“What happened last night? Why did I wake up to find you naked in bed with me?”I cannot remember the last time I had Lysandra’s naked body pressed against me. Much less of having anything intimate to do with her:“What do you think happened, Cassian? We’re adults.”I scoff. “You’re kidding. You know I wouldn’t touch you.”“What a way to make a girl feel good about herself.” She rolls her eyes.“Lysandra…”“What, Cassian? You were much nicer when you practically begged to sleep with me.”I stagger backward, my jaw dropping. “No…”“Of course you won’t remember. You were drunk off your ass.”“And you took advantage of
Fifty-nine: Dream Or Reality?TRIGGER WARNING —PROCEED WITH CAUTION‼️CASSIANI don’t know when the celebration ends or if it even ends. All I know is that Reece and Lysandra are helping me to my room.Everything is blurry, my mind swimming. And for the first time in a while it’s not about Eira, or Lysandra or the bloody mess my life is.No, my head is at peace. Swimming with nothingness…like a thick, warm blanket is cocooning my thoughts.If I’m this drunk, then I definitely had a lot to drink. Nothing really is able to wipe out a wolf, much less an Alpha.But this…this I love.With my two left feet and the hands supporting my frame, I’m deposited in the middle of my bed.“I’ll take it from here, Reece. Thank you.” Even in my drunken state, I can recognize that snobbish voice.I blink up at the lights, mesmerized by how brightly they shine and the beautiful patterns they reflect on the ceiling.“Wow.” I hold up a finger—or is it two?Three?Who cares?I’m in awe.When I look in the d
Fifty-Eight: To CeremoniesCASSIANI’m barely a foot inside the palace, when Lysandra spots me. Her lips twisted in a scowl, eyes hard…furious.“Where have you been?” She hisses, eyes darting around to make sure no one is listening. “I’ve been looking and waiting for you.”My stare is blank when I look at her. I don’t really give a damn. Not after Eira has ended things before they even began.And goddess, I don’t blame her. Not one bit.“I’m here now,” I mutter dryly.She sighs, and pulls me into a hug which takes me by utter surprise. Once I register her body on mine, I try to shrug her off but she doesn’t budge.“You smell like that omega. The runt to be specific,” she spits. “What would people say if they smell someone else on you. It’s a god awful smell.”I frown and push her off. “Stop it! Does it look like I care? You went on to do this coronation without my consent, nor my input!”“You’re still sore about that? It’s been done, Cassian. I’m Queen now.”My jaw ticks, and I march
Fifty-Seven: Final ThreadEIRAHe runs a hand through his hair, messing up the sleekness.“But that’s okay,” I quickly add. “It’s okay if you care about your pack. You wouldn’t be so loved if you didn’t, and I don’t fault you for it in any way.”“I should care about myself more.”“A good leader is selfless.”“For how long?” He rasps, eyes red-rimmed. “How long will I continue to forsake and forfeit my happiness for my pack, for my kingdom?”He stands to his feet, stepping closer to me and I can’t maintain the eye contact. It’s not doing anything for my aching heart and so I turn away.“Go to your Luna. I believe there’s a banquet set up for both of you…to celebrate.”“I don’t want to!” He shouts. “Why do you keep pushing me into her arms? I’m trying to talk about us, Eira—”“There’s no us! Can’t you see? It. Is. Not. Possible!” I grit out. “We’ve tried but it cannot work, Cassian. I’m not pushing you into her arms, I’m reminding you that you have a Luna you should treat with respect!”
Fifty-Six: I Wouldn’t Believe YouEIRAAs soon as Oliver disappears from sight, I tug my arm from Cassian’s grip, glaring. “What do you want?”His jaw ticks. Without responding, he takes my hand and drags me further across the lake, and to a more secluded spot.I follow him grudgingly, my legs struggling to catch up with his brisk pace.When he eventually stops, I snatch my hand and cross my arms, unimpressed. My eyes are hard, lips pressed into a thin line.“Don’t get mad,” he says. “I just need to talk.”“You’ve dragged me here haven’t you? You can start talking. You’ve got my attention now.”“There’s no need to be hostile, Eira.” He frowns.I scoff. “Hostile? I’m not hostile, I’m upset. You rudely interrupted a conversation I was having, and then you dragged me here! Forgive me if I’m not smiling at you right now.”His Adam’s apple bobs on a swallow, and with a sigh, he sinks to the ground.“I’m sorry. It was uncouth of me.” Then, he pats the space beside him. “Can we talk?”The go
Fifty-five: The ProposalEIRAThe moment I burst out of the arena, I can finally breathe.My lungs expand, taking in much needed air. Tears prick the back of my eyes but I blink them away.Goddess, it hurts.The mark on my neck, the severed bond in my chest, even my new found wolf whines at the back of my mind.I welcome the cool air, as my feet lead me down the path toward the clearing.I’d known about the coronation. I’d known how badly Cassian wanted to talk to me about it. Probably to assure me, or ask for more time.But I had to protect my heart. Seeing him will do more harm than good. He has a duty to his pack, and I have to respect that.“Eira!”I freeze, frowning.Slowly, I turn around and exhale in relief when I see it isn’t Cassian, but rather the warrior that came with Quentin that day.“Hi?” I mentally face-palm when his name refuses to appear in my mind. “I’m so sorry, what’s your name again?”He smiles softly. “It’s Oliver.”Right.“Okay, hi Oliver,” I say stupidly.“Whe