Chapter 168 : New habit

Emily

I think I need to run. As always. The same way I have done ever since. Whenever I know I'm gonna be hit by the overwhelming emotions of a situation and it becomes really hard, I feel like changing the whole surroundings.

One month to go till the supposed last trial. And I'm already getting goosebumps all over. Even though I didn't let Kane know how nervous I am, I know he's able to figure that out easily.

I had to have this conversation with him. As early as possible. That I knew he had been hiding this thing from me. It was needed to make him feel better. I could have easily pretended to not know anything. But he was getting bothered the most. It's not that he wanted to hide. If he wanted, it would be easy. But he wanted to tell me and that ate him up. I found it better to make all this easy for him.

Samuel, not wanting to see my face isn't new to me but every time I hear this, I can't help going back to the same spiral of dark memories and how he was separated from me only