MasukVivian Clarke was never supposed to fall this far. Not after Derek Blackwell—the man she loved—betrayed her and chose another woman. Not after her family turned their backs on her. And definitely not after losing the child she never got the chance to tell him about. Because while Derek was planning his marriage with someone else, Vivian was carrying his baby. And then she lost it. With her mother dying, her inheritance under threat, and her future hanging, she did the unthinkable. She ended up in the arms of Ethan Blackwell. Derek's uncle. Cold, powerful, and dangerously unreadable, Ethan is a man no one dares to challenge. A man who doesn't believe in love, loyalty, or second chances. But Vivian isn't asking for love—she's asking for a deal. With her inheritance locked behind one cruel condition, Vivian had no choice but to propose the unthinkable: Marriage. What begins as a calculated arrangement between a desperate woman and a ruthless billionaire soon spirals into something far more dangerous. Because Ethan doesn't share control… and Vivian refuses to be broken. But they aren't alone in this game. Derek, consumed by pride and jealousy, refuses to let her go. Richard, her cold and calculating father, holds the power to destroy her future. Sandra and Megan, the perfect replacements, are ready to erase her completely. And the hidden secret from the past threatens to destroy everything she has built with Ethan. Because some betrayals cost more than love. And when the truth about Vivian's lost child, Sandra's deception and Helen's secret finally surfaced, everyone was forced to choose between family and power. In a world where power is everything and love is a weakness… Vivian and Ethan must decide: Is this just a deal… Or the beginning of something neither of them can survive?
Lihat lebih banyakVivian’s POV
I wanted a drink. In fact I needed the whole bottle. I sat at the sticky bar counter, the thumping bass of the club vibrating in my teeth, and I just wanted the world to stop spinning. Derek Blackwell--the man I'd foolishly loved--was getting engaged tomorrow morning. To another person. The thought tasted like heartbreak and bile. I wanted to drown every memory of his smile, his laugh, and his stupid lies in the strongest liquor the bartender could pour. And for a while, it worked. The edges of the world got soft and blurry. The pain in my chest finally died. Then someone had an arm around my waist and was leading me upstairs. I didn't battle it. I didn't even see who it was. Mad dizzy circles wheeled in the hallway. My knees went from under me and I staggered forward, completely off balance. I didn't hit the floor, I fell right into the arms of a man sitting on a big leather couch. I ended up sitting on his lap, my hands immediately finding his shoulders to keep me from falling. He was a rock. My brain registered two things separately through the thick, comfortable cloud of alcohol. He smelled like expensive cedar and danger. He had a ridiculously good body. Broad, thick and firm. He didn't push me off. He was completely still, his big hands resting lightly on my hips. I took his silence as complete permission to go on. "You know," I mumbled, leaning in so my chest was pressed fully against his. You feel good. So much better than him. "I am. His voice was low and dark, a rumble that vibrated against my own skin. It was a sound terrifyingly sexy. “Mhm," I hummed, dragging my hands down his chest to grab his shirt. "Derek is a softy. Safe and boring. You... you seem dangerous. More powerful. I bet you know what to do with those big hands." I lightly ran my nails down his collarbone feeling the hard muscle move under his clothes. "Want to take me to bed? Because honestly, I've decided tonight doesn't count. I just want to feel good. I want to forget everything." 'You talk too much,' he whispered, his hands tightening just a fraction on my hips. "Then shut me up." I dared recklessly, moving closer, my lips a breath away from his. I am giving myself to you on a silver platter, practically. “Are you going to take it or are you scared?” He didn't even kiss me. He caught my chin between his thumb and index finger instead. His grip was not painful, but it was complete. He raised my face. He ordered, "Look at me." The raw authority in his voice sent a hot, heavy shiver right down to my core. "Look at me good." I blinked, battling the alcohol to clear my eyes in the dark room. Sharp aristocratic jawline. Cold, piercing eyes. A handsome mouth, cruel. The alcohol left my blood at once. My stomach fell to my shoes. Ethan Blackwell Derek's youngest uncle. The most elite, the most powerful and the richest person in the whole city. A man I'd seen maybe a handful of times in my entire relationship with Derek, always standing across a crowded room, always completely untouchable. We had never even talked. I screamed, scrambling backwards off his lap like I’d just caught fire. I threw every limb I had, hit the floor, crawled backward on my hands and knees until my back hit the nearest wall. I sat there hugging my knees, my heart pounding so hard I thought my ribs would break. Ethan didn't even flinch He was in no hurry. He got up slowly and smoothed out a wrinkle in the front of his dark shirt carefully. "Finished? I... I..." I panted, my chest heaving. I thought you were somebody else. Just a guy.” Some guy, he repeated, mockingly, dryly. "You brought me here." "What?" "You held my arm downstairs at the bar," he said evenly, stepping closer. “You made me come in this room with you. And then you practically threw yourself on my lap. I looked at him, my mouth gaping in horror. I had no recollection whatever of doing that. But when I looked at his calm, imposing figure I had no evidence to argue otherwise. Why would a billionaire lie about a drunk girl dragging him upstairs? "I... I am so sorry, Uncle Blackwell. I was drunk. I didn't know it was you." His dark eyes narrowed at once, flashing with something sharp and predatory. "Uncle Blackwell? I swallowed the big lump in my throat. I knew immediately how silly and childish that sounded now. "Uh-huh. That doesn’t work anymore. Derek and I are finished. Mr. Blackwell. Sorry, Mr. Blackwell. "Get your stuff," he said. "I'm taking you home. He didn't even wait for my answer. The car ride was stifling. I kept my face turned all the way to the passenger window, chewing my bottom lip until it bled. The silence between us was thick and heavy, almost hard to breathe. I was locked in a small, expensive box with the most dangerous man I knew. His sleek car pulled up outside my apartment building, and I grabbed for the door handle, desperate to get away from the heat rolling off his body. I pulled the knob. Nothing. The door wouldn’t open from the inside. My heart was pounding in my chest. I turned my head slowly and looked at him. His long fingers were tapping lazily on the steering wheel, and his eyes were already on me. The streetlights cast harsh shadows on his handsome face. "Have you stopped calling me Uncle Blackwell?" he asked quietly. The way he said it was not a polite question. It was hard. I held my breath. “I told you. That title doesn't apply any more." He looked at me for a long, quiet moment. The heat in the car cranked up, hot and low in my gut. He was the first to get out, he walked around the hood and opened my door. The cool night air hit my face but did nothing to cool the fire under my skin. "I'll walk you up," said he. I walked out on to the pavement. I examined the room carefully. I looked at the feral hunger burning dark in his eyes. "Are you..." I whispered, my voice trembling. "Are you going to stay?" He came closer, his chest nearly bumping mine. “Is that a problem?” I parted my lips, looking at his. I could not answer. We climbed upstairs in dead silence. I opened my door, my hands shaking so much I dropped my keys twice. We stepped inside and the heavy door clicked shut behind us. I went for the light switch on the wall. His big hand went around my wrist, pinning it against the wall. The light never switched on. "You wanted to know if I know how to use my hands," he growled right in my ear, his lips skimming my jawline. "Let's see." "Ethan," I managed to say in the dark, before I could stop the word from leaving my mouth. "Good," he said roughly, his hands sliding down to grip the back of my thighs. He carried me up against the door, his mouth slamming down on mine. “Don’t stop saying my name.” My hands wildly fumbled for his belt. The bedroom door clicked behind us. When I woke up, the bright morning sunlight was stabbing me right in the eyes. My body felt good, in a specific, good way, but my mind was just pure panic. I could hear the water running in the bathroom. I pulled the covers up to my chin tightly. What had I done? I’d slept with Ethan Blackwell. Derek's uncle. At last the bathroom door clicked open. He stood up and I felt my mouth go instantly dry. He wore a white towel slung perilously low around his waist. Water dripped down his tanned, broad chest, tracing the hard lines of his stomach. But that didn’t make me stop. Deep, bright red scratches were across his back and shoulders. My scratches. I looked away fast, staring hard at the wall across the room, because looking at those marks made them feel too real. It felt like confessing exactly what we'd done in the dark. I gulped. I couldn't let him see how afraid I was of the reality crashing down on me. I kept my voice absolutely even. "Mr. Blackwell," I said, staring at the paint on the wall. He put away the second towel and looked at me. "We're both adults," I told him, keeping my voice as flat and professional as I could. “And I hope that when you walk out that door, you can forget that any of this ever happened.”I stood in the doorway of my mother's house and looked at him and felt the first stirring of something that was not anger."Vivian," he said."Dad."He stopped at the bottom of the steps. He looked past me, through the open door into the warm cluttered gold of the house, at the yellow kitchen beyond and the piano and the smell of a roast in the oven and the sound of my mother's voice in the next room telling Ethan where to put the good china."Come in,” I said.I want to record what happened that afternoon as it happened, because I have gone over it so many times since and each time I go over it I am a little less angry and a little more tired and a little more inclined to let it be.My mother sat in her chair by the window with the roses, half-wild and stubborn, green with the first of the spring, and made my father sit in the chair across from her. She poured him tea in the good cup. She did not speak for a long time. She sat and looked at him and let the silence do its work, and my
“I'm tired of being careful with you. I'm tired of putting on the caution like a coat every time you come near me." I looked at his face. "Yes. For real this time. But I'm telling you now, Ethan Blackwell… if you ever put your back to me again, I'll break the thing on your head."He was very still."I'm going to kiss you," he said, "in about two seconds, and I need you to know it's coming.""You don't need to announce that. If you're going to kiss me then do it already,” I smiled.His hands came up to my face and his mouth was on mine in the cold on my mother's porch with the snow coming down on both of us, and it was not the careful kiss of a man in a hallway outside his study. It was a kiss with two months of silence in it and four years of fear and the full weight of a man who'd been kneeling in the snow. He kissed me until I had to put my hand on his chest to keep from going over, and he broke off and pressed his forehead against mine and breathed."I love you," he said."I love
He went down onto the wet stone of my mother's porch and the cold leached in through his trousers and the snow came down on his shoulders and he looked up at me."Vivian," he said."What… what are you doing?” I said, voice shaky. “Get up. It's freezing.""I've been thinking about what to say for weeks and I want to say it. I want to say all of it." He took a breath. "I stood at that window with my back to you because I was afraid. Not of what you told me. Of the fact that it didn't change anything. I heard the worst thing you've ever done and I loved you more than I did before you said it, and that frightened me half to death because it meant I wasn't in control of it. It meant it wasn't a decision I could make and manage. So I turned around and put my back to you and I sent you out of my house in the dark, and I have spent every day since trying to figure out how a man comes back from that."The snow fell."I can't fix it," he said. "That's the first thing. I've sat with it for two m
"Mom," I said. "Mom.""Yes.""There's so much," I said. "There's so much I have to tell you. So much happened. I don't even know where to start.""Then start at the beginning," she said. "Start wherever you want. I'm not going anywhere." She paused, and her hand found my cheek and cupped it. "I believe I've done quite enough going-nowhere for one lifetime."I laughed and cried at the same time and it came out sounding like a broken hiccup."Can you come home?" I said. "Can you…" I wiped my face with the back of my wrist. "Dr. Lora said you'd need to stay for observation. She said weeks. She said they need to run tests.""Weeks," my mother said. "Weeks, and then I want to go home. I want to sleep in my own bed and I want to look out my own window at my roses." Her eyes moved past me to the window. "Are the roses still alive?""They're alive," I said. "Half-wild and stubborn and they didn't die.""That's the rosebushes I planted," she said. "They'll outlive the both of us."I sat beside






Welcome to GoodNovel world of fiction. If you like this novel, or you are an idealist hoping to explore a perfect world, and also want to become an original novel author online to increase income, you can join our family to read or create various types of books, such as romance novel, epic reading, werewolf novel, fantasy novel, history novel and so on. If you are a reader, high quality novels can be selected here. If you are an author, you can obtain more inspiration from others to create more brilliant works, what's more, your works on our platform will catch more attention and win more admiration from readers.
Ulasan-ulasan