New beginnings

Chapter 4

I felt a slight tap on my shoulder and when it continued consistently I was forced to open my eyes .

When I opened them, the first that I saw was the leg just by the bed .

I noticed that I was lying on a bed with a white sheet and duvet .

My eyes immediately opened and when it did , I felt a big bang on my head .

“ Fuck” I had a hangover , I couldn’t imagine how many bottle I drank yesterday .

As the pain reduced all the memories of what had happened came rushing back , that I had ever imagined .

Never did I think that I was going to wake up with this .

It was as if realisation hit me when I noticed the girl standing there watching me .

“ where the fuck was I ?

“ Where am I ?”

“Well the boss already left but he told me to tell you that he dropped some dollar note by the stand and wanted me to tell you a big thank you for him as he couldn’t wait .

Listening to all that the girl said made me feel so freaking irritated more than the way I was already feeling .

I had just met a man yesterday on a blind date , a man I have no idea about and now I have fucked him .

How could I be so lose just to fuck someone that easily .

And the fact that he just told his maid to tell me off only made it worse , it showed me that I was nothing but the tool he had used in satisfying his sexual urge .

My mom caused this , if she hadn't slept with my ex fiancee or tried to ruin my life , maybe none of this would had happened , all of this is her fault .

“ When you are done , please let me Know the girl said to me .

I wouldn’t deny the fact that the girl's words were literally getting on my nerves .

Never did I think that I would be in a situation like this , but here I was in this.

Once the girl was out.

I quickly turned to my left and seeing my clothes on the door I felt really disgusted .

The fact that I fucked someone that I didn’t know and he had the nerves to just pay me off like I am done kind of slut is the most painful part of it no matter how hard I am trying not to think about it .

I was going insane and I knew oh .

I grabbed the clothes and put them on and once I was done , I rushed out of the house. I couldn’t get caught here .

*****

A month later .

It’s been a month since all the stuff that happened .

No matter how hard I tried not to think about it , the crazier it was for me .

After leaving that man's house that morning , he never called me, texted or even tried to check up on me , after having sex with him .

Well I don’t blame him though , I had no fucking choice but to do this .

I finally moved out of my moms house. I got an apartment in a different state entirely and moved away from them , even though she had been trying to make me forgive her , I don’t think that I will be able to do that .

The only thing that I can keep on thinking of is the betrayal .

I wouldn’t deny the fact that what happened had changed me to being a different person entirely and no matter how much I try to look at life on the brighter side , I don’t think that it will be so easy to do that .

I hated my mom and I will hate her my whole life , the fact that they had a proper marriage the following week after I left and still send me texts to forgive her .

I had changed my phone, my contacts and everything , I wanted to start life afresh .

I looked at the calendar on the wall , I had marked it out , this was the last day and yet I still got nothing from them .

After I left my mom , I decided to pick my career back. I applied to Santiago law firm which is one of the biggest law firms in the country .

I know that I should have done this years ago after bagging that motherfucking degree but because of those bastard , I was mourning him and I put my life on break just for his sake and he wasn't even worth it .

The last thing that I would want to do is regret it .

My phone binged and grabbed it immediately .

Looking at it , it was a message from my emails .

I didn’t want to think that they had accepted me because I have been checking all this while and till now nothing .

I knew that it was best I check if it was them or not because one thing is certain , it’s either I got the job or not .

When I clicked on the email , the first thing that I saw made my mouth open .

It was a congratulatory message , I was hired already .

I don’t know if I should be happy or sad , but seeing this was the best thing that I had ever thought of .

I knew that picking up this job was going to be the best thing that I ever wished for , it would be a way of getting away from what they did to me , even though I know that I hated them so much .

I couldn’t wait to start working there , that place had always been my dream law firm and I can’t wait to kick it off .