LOGIN“Poppi! My goodness woman! Look at you. You are a vision. How long has it been?” Hohner asked, grabbing her hand and kissing it.
“Two years. It is so good to see you. I feel like we lost touch. Your smile is still as devilish now as it was then,” she said, even a little too flirtatious for her own good. Hohner laughed. He really was a handsome man. Poppi secretly wished she had stayed in touch with him and maybe she wouldn’t be in this predicament with her stepbrother. “Well I won’t take up any more of your time, but save me a dance later?” He proposed. Poppi nodded in agreement and watched him as he walked back to his table. Talon, Drake and Madden were arriving at the same time. They all headed over to Poppi’s table and made themselves comfortable. “Hey popcorn!” Talon said, kissing her cheek. “Hey Tally, about time you guys showed up. Aunt Babs is gonna probably murder you. But I’m glad I can see you before that happens,” she joked. The DJ quieted everyone and began to run through the speeches. The maid of honor and best man gave their practice speeches, but would save the real ones for tomorrow at the wedding. Hagen smiled at her beau as he rubbed her back. Poppi adored her cousin and was enjoying seeing her happy. She avoided Madden’s glances in her direction during the sappy parts of the speeches. Dinner was delayed by thirty minutes so the DJ did the bridal party dances. Eventually the floor opened up for everyone and he continued with the slow pace. Talon and Drake grabbed a girl and went to the dance floor. Madden made his way to Poppi. She didn’t like the look on his face. He looked as if he were begging her to slowly melt into his arms. “Do you want to dance Poppi?” He asked. His hair was neat and his shirt wasn’t unbuttoned for once. He had on a blue tie and black dress pants. He looked so good. Before Poppi could answer, she was spun around by her hand. “May I?” Hohner asked. She looked back at Madden and then back to Hohner. “Yes, of course,” she responded, walking off hand in hand with Hohner. Madden stood watching them. His heart breaking as she slipped her hands around his neck and smiled at him as if he was the one that knew her. “That’s her ex, Hohner,” he heard Valyn say. Madden snapped out of his Poppi trance. He looked over at Valyn. “Oh Val, I don’t care. Poppi and I have ended all of that between us. We made a promise to you,” he reassured her. “Funny because the other morning you weren’t in your bed and it hadn’t been slept in. Should I assume you stayed with Anchor that night?” She said, looking at him as if she already knew the answer. She patted his arm. “Just be careful MJ. Those walls aren’t that thick. Your father could hear anything at any moment. Let’s try to stay in the guest house tonight without any shenanigans,” she warned before walking off to say hello to her sister Barbara. Madden’s chest felt heavy. Had she heard him and Poppi that night? What would happen if his father found out? He took one more glance back at Poppi and Hohner and made the decision that she was not ever going to be his, no matter how much he wanted her to be. This was where he let Poppi go.Not because it wasn’t true. Because it was. The phone rang. Madden. Poppi answered. “Hi.” His voice came through the speaker, tired and quiet. “Hey.” For a moment, neither of them said anything. Then Madden asked, “You okay?” Poppi smiled sadly. “No.” He laughed softly. “Me neither.” She curled her legs beneath her. “How far are you?” “Still a long way.” “That’s not an answer.” “I know.” She could hear the road beneath his voice. “You driving?” “Yeah.” “Then don’t talk to me.” “I can talk and drive.” “No, you can’t.” “I’ve missed your bossiness.” Poppi smiled. “I’ve missed you.” Silence. Madden’s breathing changed. “Say that again.” “No.” “Poppi.” She laughed softly. “You heard me.” “I just wanted to hear it twice.” Her smile faded. “Madden…” “Yeah?” “I don’t want us to make this harder than it already is.” “I know.” “I mean it.” “I know.” “But I don’t know how to do this.” His voice softened. “Neither do I.” Poppi stared down at her stom
The house felt different without Madden.Poppi didn’t know how else to describe it.It wasn’t quieter.Fred was still moving around downstairs. Valyn was still in the kitchen, opening and closing cabinets as she cleaned. The television was playing in the living room even though nobody seemed to be watching it.Everything was exactly where it had been yesterday.And somehow, everything felt completely different.Poppi stood at the upstairs window, watching the empty driveway.Madden’s truck was gone.She had watched it disappear nearly twenty minutes ago.She had stood there until the very last second, until the truck turned at the end of the street and disappeared behind the row of trees.She hadn’t moved since.Her arms were folded tightly across her chest.Her hand slowly drifted down to her stomach.The baby.She still wasn’t used to thinking that word.Baby.Their baby.Madden was somewhere on the road to Maryland right now.And she was standing in Texas, pregnant with his child.
Madden and Poppi entered the gated oak tree near the wooden swing and sat. Poppi fidgeted with her hair. Putting it in and out of a ponytail. Madden gave her his undivided attention.“What’s going on?”She took a deep breath.“So I haven’t seen you much for the last month. And I have been kind of going through something on my own,” Poppi stated.Madden reached for her hand but resisted, “I’m sorry you have been dealing with something Poppi. I’ve tried to honor what we said and I stayed away. It is very confusing and heartbreaking for me. Anchor is just easier unfortunately. But we agreed to that, right?” Poppi nodded and looked out towards the barn. “I mean, we ended this Poppi. You wanted this. Me leaving, me with Anchor, this is what you wan—“ he began.“I’m pregnant Madden,” she blurted out. The words felt so heavy coming out. As if she pick them up and hold them in her hands.Madden stopped. He turned towards her with his eyes wide open. “What?” He asked.“I’m pregnant. With
The second decision proved even harder.Fred.Just thinking his name made Poppi’s stomach tighten.She loved her stepfather.He had raised her.Protected her.Believed in her when she hadn’t always believed in herself.He had been there for every birthday, every school event, every heartbreak. He had taught her how to drive, sat beside her when she cried, and never once made her feel like she was anything less than his daughter.And now she had to tell him the one thing that might completely destroy the life he thought they were all living.She was pregnant.With Madden’s baby.Her hands trembled as she sat on the edge of her bed, staring at the test sitting on the nightstand.She had looked at it so many times that morning that the two lines almost didn’t feel real anymore.Almost.She placed a hand over her stomach.There was nothing to feel yet.No movement.No bump.Nothing that should have made this feel real.And yet, somehow, everything had changed.Madden was leaving for Maryl
The house had never felt so loud.The laughter downstairs drifted through the vents while Poppi sat on the edge of her bed, staring at the pregnancy test she’d tucked inside the back of her nightstand. Hidden beneath old dance recital programs and birthday cards, it still felt like it was glowing.Two pink lines.She’d checked it a dozen times, as though somehow they might disappear if she looked hard enough.They hadn’t.Her hand instinctively drifted to her stomach.Nothing had changed.Everything had changed.A knock sounded softly against her bedroom door.“You awake?” Valyn asked.Poppi swallowed. “Yeah.”The door cracked open just enough for her mom to peek inside.“You okay? You’ve been awfully quiet today.”“I’m just tired.”Valyn studied her for a second, the way mothers always seemed to know when something wasn’t right. But after a moment she smiled gently.“Don’t stay up too late. We leave early to take Madden to the airport.”Airport.The word hit like a punch.Tomorrow.T
Back home Poppi and Madden stayed away from one another. They didn’t glance at each other the way they used to. Valyn noticed.Poppi was cleaning Thunder’s hooves out one evening and Valyn joined her. She pulled up a stool next to Poppi who was covered in dirt and hay. “Pops, you’ve been so down lately babe. What can I do?” Valyn asked, hand her a tool she was trying to reach. “Mom! Are you serious? You know why I’m sad. There is nothing you can do to change it so please just let it be until August 20th comes and he goes home,” Poppi said, letting Thunder rest her hoof. Valyn almost spoke but withheld. She knew her daughter was right. She hated seeing her hurt this way. “I love him, mom. You don’t care about that though do you?” Poppi asked.Valyn was speechless. She tried to form words…the right words. But she had nothing that would heal her heart. She hugged Poppi and then walked back up to the house. Poppi sat in the barn and cried. She couldn’t believe this was her life. Fa







