Chapter 41

Poppi laid down in her bed. She had slipped into one of Madden’s T-shirts instead of unpacking her pajamas. She had accidentally packed it from the laundry basket, thinking it was her favorite shirt Fred had gotten her. The shirt smelled like him. It made her think of him.

Tears started to fill her eyes. Saying goodbye to their secret relationship was harder than she could have imagined.

TAP! TAP!

She heard light tapping on her window. She didn’t move at first but then she heard it again. She moved slowly towards the window and could see a silhouette of a hooded man. She squinted and as she got closer realized it was Madden.

She opened the window and he stepped inside of her room.

“I had to see you Poppi,” he said, taking down the hood of his sweatshirt.

She just stared at him for a moment and then without thinking she rushed into his arms. He caught her and held her tightly.

“I don’t know how to end this. I don’t know how to say goodbye to you,” he said.

“Me either,” she said, inhaling his scent.

Memorizing him.

“I’ve never felt this way about anyone in my life. I’m going to lose my mind without you,” he said.

His eyes were swollen as if he had been crying.

Poppi noticed. She touched his cheek softly and traced the outline of the tears that had run down his cheeks.

He really did love her.

She grabbed him by the hand and sat him down on her bed. She straddled him and began to kiss him passionately. He grabbed the back of her hair gently but firm. Lifting off her t-shirt, she exposed her bare breasts. Her pink peaks were already hard for him. She moved his hands to the area and he slowly followed with his mouth. He was gentle. Her moans were soft in his ear as he navigated her frontal area. He licked one in generous circles and massaged the other with his finger tips gently. He took his time, drinking in her flavor with each lick.

She threw her head back in ecstasy.

“Madden.”

Her hips began to move. She felt his cock growing beneath her as she rocked back and forth.

“I want it. Please Madden.”

She stood in front of him and undressed completely.

“Wow. You are so beautiful,” he said, soaking up her beauty with his eyes.

He traced the outline of her body with his finger tips, admiring every curve. He pulled her back over to him, caressing her with each step.

He licked his fingers and touched her throbbing clit.

She gasped.

He did not break eye contact with her as he rubbed the area. She put one leg up on the bed near him. He entered her with two fingers.

“Fuck Madden.”

He moved his fingers in and out. Curving them to hit every sensitive spot. He could see that she was getting close. He met her clit with a gentle lick and flicked it with his tongue.

She gripped his back, digging her nails into his flesh.

“Keep going baby. Please don’t stop.”

He inserted a third finger into her pussy and she lost all control. Her orgasm ripped through her belly first before completely destroying her.

Her wetness ran down her legs as she squirted into his mouth. He didn’t mind. He licked all of the juices that he could.

“Take off your pants.”

He obliged and finished undressing. Exposing his strong, muscular chest and arms. His cock sprang free from his boxers as he shifted them down.

She took him in her mouth with a hunger too intense to name. He fell back onto the bed, gripping her red tresses.

Her warm tongue traced the underside of his shaft.

He moaned a low hum.

“Damn, you feel so good.”

He reached down to play with her nipples as she sucked him methodically. She moaned around his cock as his hands gave her pleasure.

“Bring me that pussy,” He demanded.

She stood up, a string of saliva connecting her lips to his cock.

She straddled him again. Finding the tip was r his cock with her wetness, she rubbed it lightly. As he entered her she let out a loud moan unintentionally. He moved her hips up and down in a rhythmic motion. He held onto her as if he would lose her if he let go.

“I love you so much Poppi,” he said, panting hard.

She didn’t say it back. She just kissed him hard. She knew that if she said it back, it would open the door back up that they were attempting to close tonight.

“Madden…” Poppi moaned softly in his ear.

He moved her hips up and down.

He rolled her over, still staying inside of her. Her held her, cradling her back and head. His movements were slow and intentional.

He had never made love to anyone. He had fufked girls, but this was different.

He left small kisses all over her as he pushed in and out of her wet center. Her nails lightly digging into his back.

“I can’t let you go Poppi,” he said, a single tear rolling down his face.

They held each other, breathing hard as they moved together as one and kissed one another passionately. They both felt what they should not, but neither stopped.

Poppi came first. A gentle smile spread across his face as he enjoyed her pussy clenching around him.

“I love making you feel good baby,” he said, moving her hair behind her ear.

Madden pulled her hips into him and fucked her harder. Her breasts bounced with each pump.

“I have to pull out Poppi,” he said, reaching down to remove himself.

“Okay,” she whimpered.

“Can I come on your stomach?”

She nodded.

He stroked himself a few times and then unloaded onto her stomach and breasts. He steadied himself with one hand while the other finished him off.

He fell on top of her in exhaustion.

He kissed her forehead and she rubbed his back lightly. Neither spoke.

Poppi got up and grabbed some sanitary wipes from her toiletry bag. She wiped herself clean and then did the same to Madden as he lay still half erect on the bed.

Once they were clean, Poppi lay on his chest. They knew that once Madden left her room, this would be the end of them.

“We have to get up Madz.”

Poppi got up and got dressed. Madden put his shirt back on and pulled up his pants.

“This is it huh? I can’t convince you to run away with me to Maryland?” He asked.

Poppi smiled and shook her head.

“This has to be it Madden or I will absolutely die within myself,” she said, kissing his cheek gently.

They both hugged one last time. They didn’t mention what had just happened. They didn’t say it was over.

They just knew.

Madden went to the window. He looked back at Poppi but didn’t smile or wave.

Poppi didn’t dare move towards him because she knew she wouldn’t be able to let him go.

He hopped onto the roof landing and then back down onto the porch. Poppi closed the window and laid her forehead on the cool glass.

Her tears began to silently fall.

It was over.