Chapter 24: The Confused

JULY

"WHAT THE HELL did you do, Juls?"

I heard her but I couldn't answer right away.

I'm an idiot. Idiot. Because that’s also the question I am asking myself.

What the fuck just happened? What did I do? What the fucking bullshit happened?

"I begged and convinced father so you could meet with Natalia, but what did you do? Fuck! The queen of the ocean will punish you for what you did, the president will punish you, and worse, Natalia will get mad at you!" Ruby walked back and forth in the bedroom as I was stunned in the corner of the bed where I did the also unbelievable ‘beastly act’ I did to Natalia. Natalia. My dearest Natalia.

F-U-C-K! What am I doing?

Ruby was very angry. Her voice was still trembling as she detailed the consequences of what I had done to the president's daughter.

What did I do?

I don’t even know what really happened to me. I mean, I was there when I did that to Natalia, mentally, but I wasn't there physically. So messed up, right? Yeah, I'm also confused by what I