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Jude’s POV
She was pissed off at me, although I have no idea what I did wrong here.
“She felt rejected!” said Elijah angrily.
“I didn’t do such a thing! I just showed her what it really meant to be marked and showed her that she wasn’t ready for that step yet. How is it my fault that I’m trying to keep her from making a decision forcibly even though that decision can end up saving my own life? Besides, why the hell are you angry at me?”
“Because she is ready to accept us, she’s just too stubborn to admit it, you know it as well as I do” growled Elijah.
“No, I think I do, but I’m not sure about it and I won’t be unless she admits it out loud to me. Only then will I accept the mark” I said stubbornly.
“Elijah, I don’t want her to do it just because she’s afraid of losing me to that damn Prophecy, because she’ll feel responsible if
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