LOGINI stayed for three more days after the engagement announcement, mostly because leaving suddenly would have raised questions I wasn’t ready to answer, and partly because some stubborn, humiliated part of me kept waiting for him to knock on my door and take it all back.
He never did. I watched the house rearrange itself around Selene instead, with Diane looping her into wedding talk over breakfast, and my father asking polite questions about her family’s territory like this was just another ordinary alliance instead of the thing that had quietly ended something I’d never gotten the chance to name out loud. And then he was there too. Kade sat through all of it with the same composed distance he’d worn for six weeks, except now it had a fiancée attached to it, official and permanent in a way that made the terrace kiss feel almost like something I’d imagined. He found me on the second day, alone in the upstairs hallway, and for one unguarded second I thought he might finally say something that mattered. “Nadia.” Just my name, careful, like he was testing whether I’d let him say more. “Congratulations again,” I said, and kept walking. “That’s not—“ He caught my wrist, gentle, and I let him, hating myself a little for it. “That night on the terrace. I need you to know it wasn’t nothing to me.” “It doesn’t matter what it was to you, Kade. You still stood in that room the next morning and let another woman’s ring speak for you.” “I didn’t have a choice.” “You had a choice.” My voice cracked despite everything I’d rehearsed. “You just made it before you ever kissed me, and you let me stand there and not know that. Or is there a reason you can say now that you didn’t?” He didn’t have an answer for that. He just held onto my wrist a moment longer. His jaw was tight, and his eyes were doing that thing where they went soft and helpless right before he remembered he wasn’t allowed to let them, and then he let go, and I walked away, and neither of us said anything else about it for the rest of the time I was in that house. — I made the decision to leave on that same night, sitting alone in my room with one hand resting on the small, still-flat curve of my stomach, listening to the muffled sound of Selene’s laughter drifting up from the dining room below. I thought, seriously, about telling him. I got as far as drafting the words in my head a dozen different ways. “I’m pregnant. It’s yours. I need you to know before I go.” But it felt.. I went to find him instead. I found him at the front door, alone, keys already in his hand like he’d been about to leave the house himself. “You should be with your wife,” I said, and he turned to look at me. “My fiancée,” he corrected quietly. “I have something to tell you,” I said, my voice shaking now, the words about our baby finally rising up in my throat after weeks of holding them down. “It’s important, I need you to just listen to me for one second—“ “Don’t.” He was already turning away, already reaching for his coat on the hook beside the door, like he needed to be anywhere but standing in front of me. “Whatever it is, it doesn’t change anything.” “Kade, please, just listen to me—“ “I can’t.” He wouldn’t look at me, his back to me now, one hand already on the doorknob. “The elders chose Selene for a reason. The pack needs a Luna who isn’t—“ He stopped himself before he finished saying what he was about to. “Who isn’t human,” I finished for him. He didn’t deny it. He didn’t say anything at all. “So that’s it,” I said. “Three years of nothing, then this, twice now, and I’m still just the human stepsister who doesn’t count for anything real.” “It’s not that simple.” “It’s exactly that simple, Kade. You’ve made it simpler than ever.” He turned again, looking at me like there was something else he wanted to say, something that might have changed everything if he’d let it out. Then he opened the door and walked out without saying it, whatever it was, and left without looking back, and I stood there alone in the front hall with a truth in my chest he’d refused to even let me speak. I understood, finally, with a clarity that felt like ice settling into my bones, that I could not stay in this house and watch him marry someone else while his child grew inside me week by week, month by month, in a home that would never once acknowledge either of us existed. I packed a bag before the sun came up, moving quietly through the dark so I wouldn’t wake anyone. I didn’t leave a note. I couldn’t bring myself to say goodbye to Diane, who had given me more love than my own blood ever had and didn’t deserve what her son had done, but who also couldn’t be told the truth without it destroying the only family she had left. I just left with the duffel bag over one shoulder, and the car keys in hand, the first gray light of morning barely touching the edge of the sky. I didn’t look back either. Not once, not even when I passed the turn that would have taken me past his old apartment, not even when some small, stubborn, humiliating part of me wondered if he’d notice I was gone before it was too late to matter. He didn’t come after me. Nobody did. I drove until the house disappeared completely behind me, and then I kept driving anyway, because stopping meant thinking, and thinking meant remembering everything, and right now, that was the worst thing I could do to myself.KADE’S POVSeven years.Seven years since Nadia disappeared without a single word, and I still hadn’t found a version of myself that didn’t check every room for her the second I walked into it. Restaurants. Airports. Once, absurdly, a grocery store three states away, because a woman with her exact walk had turned down the cereal aisle and my whole chest had seized before I even caught up to my own feet.I told myself, at the time, that pushing her toward hatred was some kind of mercy. That if I was cold enough, cruel enough, distant enough, she’d forget me faster and go build a life that didn’t have a werewolf Alpha wrecking it from the inside out. I told myself a lot of things, back then, that let me sleep at night.It was the worst lie I ever told myself, and I’ve had seven years to catalogue the competition.I married Selene eight months after Nadia vanished. It lasted less than two years. Selene wanted an Alpha who could actually love her, and by the time she asked me for that, pl
I stayed for three more days after the engagement announcement, mostly because leaving suddenly would have raised questions I wasn’t ready to answer, and partly because some stubborn, humiliated part of me kept waiting for him to knock on my door and take it all back.He never did.I watched the house rearrange itself around Selene instead, with Diane looping her into wedding talk over breakfast, and my father asking polite questions about her family’s territory like this was just another ordinary alliance instead of the thing that had quietly ended something I’d never gotten the chance to name out loud.And then he was there too. Kade sat through all of it with the same composed distance he’d worn for six weeks, except now it had a fiancée attached to it, official and permanent in a way that made the terrace kiss feel almost like something I’d imagined.He found me on the second day, alone in the upstairs hallway, and for one unguarded second I thought he might finally say something
I sat on the edge of my bathtub staring at two pink lines that didn’t waver no matter how many times I blinked at them.Six weeks of him barely looking at me. Six weeks of clipped hallway greetings and locked office doors and a silence that felt like punishment, though I still don’t know if he was getting punished too.He started leaving before breakfast and coming home after everyone else was asleep, and the only time I’d caught him in the kitchen at midnight, he’d looked at me like I was something he needed very far away from himself.I sat on that bathroom floor for almost an hour, pressed one hand flat against my stomach, trying to reconcile the two lines with the six weeks of nothing that had come before them.By the time I made the appointment two days later, deep down I already knew what the doctor was going to tell me, even though I wished with all my heart that it wasn’t true, but I knew it, I felt it. I sat in the waiting room of the clinic, flipping through a magazine I did
He didn't walk out of the library. Neither did I.For a long moment we just stood there, his hand was still resting against my jaw, and we were both breathing like we'd run miles instead of standing perfectly still. Then something in him broke loose all at once, and his mouth was on mine before either of us decided it should be, one hand sliding into my hair while the other gripped my waist like he needed something to hold onto.I kissed him back without a single thought toward stopping.He walked me backward until my spine hit the edge of the heavy oak desk, lifting me onto it without breaking the kiss, settling himself between my knees like he belonged there.His mouth moved from my lips to my jaw to the sensitive skin below my ear, teeth scraping just hard enough to make me gasp, and I heard him mutter something low and rough against my throat that might have been my name, might have been a curse, might have been both."Tell me to stop," he said, even as his hands were already work
NADIA'S POVI was nineteen the night the storm knocked out half the county's power grid and trapped me in a cellar with the one person in that house who'd spent three years pretending I didn't exist.Kade wasn't even supposed to be home. He'd been called back that afternoon, some border skirmish rumor rippling through pack channels, rogue scouts spotted too close to our territory line, and by the time the sirens went off for the shelter drill, he was the one hauling me down the cellar stairs by the wrist instead of my dad, because my dad and Diane were three streets over at a neighbor's, and the storm hit faster than anyone predicted."Move," he said, shoving the door shut behind us as the house groaned above our heads.I'd never been alone with him for longer than the time it took to pass the salt at dinner. Now I was watching him drag a shelving unit in front of the door with one arm, like it weighed nothing, his jaw tight with something that wasn't just concentration."Is it actual







