Camille:
I blinked once, then twice, but nothing changed. There was still a naked stranger standing in my kitchen and other strangers doing god knows what all over the house. “You can pick up from where she left off,” the stranger said, taking a bottle of liquor beside him and swallowing it in one gulp. “She was doing a shit job anyway. You look like you’ll know how to get me off.” “I’m not, eww,” I said, turning away and covering my eyes. Unfortunately, I had already looked at it and the thickness of it was imprinted in my memory. “Take a shot, beautiful. It’ll loosen you up,” he said, offering me a shot glass, but I slapped it away from his hand and stepped back. His smile disappeared and a frown that made him look scary etched deeply on his face. “Prude,” he said as an insult to me and put on his shorts. “Who the hell even invited you to my party?” I snapped. “What the hell are you doing in my house?” His brows furrowed. “Your house? This is my sister’s apartment.” That was when it clicked. He was Lucia’s brother. The gorgeous hunk with the British accent who had just been receiving head in my kitchen was my roommate’s brother. But how was that possible? He was supposed to be some prim and proper lawyer who was depressed and quiet, not this. He was the exact opposite of what I had imagined and that was a problem. Not to mention, he was two days early. “You’re Daniel,” I muttered. “Lucia’s brother.” “Oh, you must be the roommate she won’t shut up about. I’m really disappointed. She said you were fun,” he said and took another swig of liquor. “But you’re acting like the grinch, sucking the fun out of everything. Hey, that will be my new name for you. Grinch. See how it fits you so well.” I rolled my eyes , unbothered by what was probably supposed to be an insult. I wondered how he was still standing and was able to make meaningful conversation at all with all he was drinking. “How can I be fun when a bunch of strangers just turned my house into a drunk sex party?” I yelled. He scoffed. “Sex party? This is just a regular party, babe. If this was a sex party, we wouldn’t even be standing here having this conversation.” “I don’t care what kind of party you’re having. I just need you to call it off right now. I have school tomorrow and I can’t go to bed with your noise. You just got here. How do you even know so many people in New York?” Daniel just smirked at me and walked closer. I doubted he had even understood anything I said, but yet, I couldn’t break his stare. He smelled strongly of booze and something else I couldn’t place, but somehow, it wasn’t an off putting smell. He casually wrapped an arm around my waist and the nerves all over my body stood at attention when his hands touched me. My chest heaved as he looked down at me. Now he was standing straight, his height almost made him look like a giant. The look in his grey eyes was intense as his hand snaked up my back one finger at a time until he was touching the back of my neck. When he dipped his head forward, my breath hitched in my throat and I involuntarily licked my lips, each hair on my body standing at attention as I waited to be kissed by him. I shut my eyes and parted my lips, but the kiss didn’t come. Instead, I felt his lips graze the side of my neck and kiss up to my ear. “I want to fuck you,” he whispered and I inhaled. I felt the weight of his foul words like a shiver all the way to my feet, and felt it concentrate in my center. He was too close to me then that I could feel his erection on my stomach. It took everything in me not to nod and finish what he had started, but my common sense had to remind me that I wasn’t the main character in some erotica novel. I couldn’t even believe it had considered it. What the hell was wrong with me? Maybe it was the music or something because I wasn’t that easy to bend. “Get your hands off me,” I said and stepped back. “I want all your friends gone right now and that godawful music stopped. I don’t know if your sister told you, but we don’t throw parties here…” “Oh, shut up,” he interrupted me with an irritated sigh. “Your voice is giving me a headache. I’m not sober enough for this conversation and there are a few drugs in my system that I’m waiting for to kick in. I’d rather be deep in some p*ssy when that happens than be here listening to your bullsh*t. Go find somewhere else to be because I’m not ending my party just cause some b*tch told me to. My bad luck is that you’re the hottest girl here but you just have to be a f*cking grinch.” Before I could even process everything he had said and answer him, he walked away. What the heck just happened?Camille: I swallowed and shut my eyes involuntarily. It was crazy how easily he turned me on. Daniel’s eyes went a step further from caressing the length of hands, to my shoulders and neck, then down to my chest. This time, his fingers tapped lightly, feathery on my skin. It almost felt like a spa session. From my chest, his hand slid down till it was navel level. He hesitated there, as though asking permission. I knew consent was really important, but sometimes I wondered why he bothered. My body always wanted him. I bucked my butt backward, hitting him. He had to know that was a yes. He cupped my butt with his free hand, taking me by surprise because I didn’t even realize his other hand had been there. I gasped and reflexively jerked forward, but his uncertain hand held me taut against him. “Easy there, girlfriend,” he whispered in my ear. His deep sultry voice sent a ripple down my body. Like that wasn’t enough, he lightly bit my earlobe before spreading kis
Camille: I frowned and shook my head, deciding not to let such uneventful thoughts consume me. When we got to that bridge, we’d cross it. I decided to go grocery shopping just so I could get some foodstuffs to prepare my mom a fresh meal. I was sure she’d missed my cooking. Before long, we were home and with the way my mom was smiling even when she was on her own, I suspected she was already planning our wedding in her head. It was a funny sight, but I didn’t say anything to mock or interrupt her. I enjoyed seeing my mom happy. The door was locked when we got to the apartment. My heart sank when I realized Lucia had simply left because she knew my mom was coming. I couldn’t blame her. Not everyone could keep up appearances. But it hurt nonetheless. At least on the bright side, I wouldn’t have to walk on eggshells on my mom’s first day here. Nothing flew past her, and I wasn’t ready to answer uncomfortable questions yet. Daniel took my mom’s luggage into his room that h
Camille: I never knew I would break down when I saw my mom. Hugging her made me realize just how much I’d missed her. I felt bad for not having made an effort in the past to see her sooner. “Cami,” she said after our hug, holding me at arms length and appraising me with a huge smile on her face. “You look good.” I chuckled, feeling giddy all of a sudden. I couldn’t believe my mother was here in the flesh. “You too, mom. I’ve missed you so much,” I squealed as I hugged her again. “How’s dad?” “The restaurant is driving him insane but he won’t step back. I’m sure if he were to choose he’ll take that place over me,” she said, rolling her eyes. “Oh mom, be serious,” I laughed. I knew how much my father valued and loved the restaurant he had built from scratch. Most of my life had been shaped from it. When I was newly adopted, learning to cook with him was one of the only things that made me relax enough to even talk to anyone. Maybe that was why I enjoyed cooking so much even no
Camille: I had won, so why did I have such a heavy, uncomfortable feeling in the pit of my stomach? After Lucia left, I remained standing next to a silent Daniel, my eyes still glued to the door and my mind replaying her last words over and over again. His hand that was clasped around mine now felt too clammy and cold for some reason. I had won, yet I felt a hovering shame over me. Right then, I wished Daniel would start to chuckle and maybe tell me how he was sure his sister had lost it. I wished he would say something that would assuage this damning feeling I felt within me. It was soaking up all the courage I had and I didn’t like that one bit. “What was she talking about?” I asked Daniel as I stylishly pulled my hand away from his. He didn’t let me pull back my hand. “Cam, look at me…” he started to say, using his other hand to push my chin away from the door and toward him. I shook my head. If he had something concrete to say, it didn’t matter if I was loo
Camille: I could just shut Lucia’s ranting up by saying the words ‘your brother and I already fucked’, but who knew if that would lead her to a cardiac arrest. The old me would have totally agreed with her. The old me would have gotten a stroke if she had somehow managed to see the future, but knowing what I now knew, that wasn’t the case. “What’s the worst that can happen?” I asked Lucia, interrupting her. “If I’m with your brother and he tricked me like you said, that is.” Her eyes widened in disbelief. “What’s the worst that can happen? Have you lost your goddamn mind ?” She shook her head and made a tsk sound as she turned to her brother. “I don’t know what he told you, but now I believe her. You’re the biggest manipulator in the whole damn world.” I sighed. “You didn’t answer my question.” “He leaves you right after you lose your virginity to him and you go the rest of your life remembering that shameful fact,” she said. I smiled weakly. “You lost your virginit
Camille: Looking up at the two siblings, their faces were exactly the way I imagined each would be in reaction to my news. Daniel was biting back a triumphant smirk, while Lucia looked like she had swallowed a poisoned apple. Her arms were crossed over the other with her body half-turned to me, a sign she hadn’t been expecting any words to come out of my mouth, so she couldn’t even be bothered to give me complete attention, only for my news to make her freeze. Now I had brought everything out in the open, my confidence level skyrocketed. What had I even been so afraid of? I mean sure, my best friend hated me now, but when it came to who to please, I had to choose myself. Lucia’s hung open mouth finally closed and she turned to face me fully. Her steely gaze was speckled with something else I couldn’t place. Sure I had caught her off guard with my controversial outburst, but there seemed to be a pleading look behind her eyes. Or maybe I was just imagining what I wanted to s