~ Joan ~
I rolled my eyes as soon as he left, placing my mug on the counter. Rhoda huffed out a laugh, as she leaned on the island, a knowing smile tugging at her lips.
âHe can be insufferable at times... But, heâs got a heart of gold,â Rhoda said, eyeing me from the corner of her eyes, as though daring me to disagree.
I said nothing. Because I wasnât going to agree with her that Aaron had a heart of gold. Nope. I was convinced he doesnât even have one to begin with. All I ever saw was his coldness, his need for control. How she could see past that, I didnât know.
âYouâre staying, right?â she asked, and I glanced at her as I rinsed the mug, the water slipping through my fingers as I tried to focus on something other than Aaron.
She shifted on her feet uncomfortably, sensing the weight of my silence, as I stared at her from under my lashes.
âI mean, heâll be gone by the weekend... thatâs just two days away,â she added, a little too quickly. âWe could have the whole building to ourselves,â she gushed, her eyes silently imploring me to stay.
I swallowed nothing, dabbing my hands on a towel as I considered her offer. As much as I wanted to leave to avoid Aaron's suffocating presence, the idea of just Rhoda and me, with no one else, was tempting.
âRhoda, I...â
âPlease...â Rhoda pleaded, clasping both of her hands together and giving me her best puppy eyes. A tiny smile broke out on my face as hope lit up her eyes.
âIâll be staying...â I said, watching her light up with relief. Her smile was so genuine it sent a pang through my heart. âJust because the asshole is leaving,â I added, and she nodded furiously, as if agreeing would make sure nothing could spoil our plans.
She tugged on my hair lightly before scurrying off to the room, muttering a few words as she left. I shook my head, picking up her mug and rinsing it off. As much as I adored her, Rhoda could be impulsive, living in her own world where everything works out. I, on the other hand, was always bracing for impact.
Rhoda was like family to me, and even though Aaron seemed bent on driving a wedge between us, weâd always been the kind of duo that bounced back, stronger than before. Thatâs why Iâd stay. For her. Not for him.
Oh yeah, Iâm staying. As much as the house was beautiful, its owner was still a dickhead.
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Weâd explored the city of Madrid, and just like in the papers, it was beautiful. But there was something about being there in person, with the energy of the city pulsing through the air, that took my breath away.
The clock tower was awe-inspiring, towering above us, and it explained why the citizens of Spain always flocked around it. There was a certain magic to this place that made me forget, even if just for a moment, about everything waiting back at the house.
By the time weâd finished going around, seeing the Plaza Mayor, the royal palace, the El Retiro Park... it was already getting dark.
âItâs 5 p.m.,â Rhoda muttered, glancing at her phone. I stood, staring at the park, my body sweaty and tingling with exhaustion, but the excitement still strummed in my veins.
âWe should head back,â I said, wiping my brow, but when I glanced at her, Rhoda was smiling mischievously.
âWhat is it?â I asked, narrowing my eyes at her. There was something off about that grin.
She looked down at her phone again, her excitement bubbling over, far beyond the thrill of sightseeing.
âLucas is around. He asked me to meet him,â she said with a little laugh, like it was the most casual thing in the world.
I stared at her like sheâd suddenly lost her mind. âYouâre kidding, right?â
I knew Rhoda had an ulterior motive when she picked Spain for our vacation. Sheâd been chatting with this stranger for the last two months, and I had a sinking feeling this trip had less to do with seeing Madrid and more to do with finally meeting him.
âItâs dangerous,â I said, my voice firmer now. Her smile faltered.
âHe isnât, Jo. Heâs actually really friendly,â she muttered, but I rolled my eyes. It was always the friendly ones that turned out to be a psychopath.
âIâm coming with you then,â I said, digging into my bag and coming up with a pepper spray and a taser.
A few passersby gave us weird looks, but I didnât care. Better safe than sorry.
âJo, this isnât New York. This is Spain, one of the safest places in the world,â she pointed out, eyeing the items in my hand. âYou canât come with me. Itâs our first time meeting, and I want to make a good impression,â she insisted.
âGood impression that could lead to death? Hell no,â I snapped, shivers running down my spine as memories Iâd pushed to the back of my mind tried to resurface.
âJo...â
âI donât want to seem like a third wheel between you and Lucas, but you barely know the man,â I said, trying to get her to see my point.
âFine.â She huffed, and I sighed in reliefâuntil she snatched the pepper spray from my hand. âBut Iâm still going prepared,â she smirked, stuffing the can into her handbag.
âNo. Youâre not doing this. Weâll go back home and replanââ
But she was already leaning in to press a kiss on my cheek. âUnfortunately, Jo, you donât get to decide for me,â she muttered before sauntering off. Mumbling a 'see you at home'... And then, she was gone.
I didnât follow after her. I just stood there, watching her disappear into the crowd, and realized she was right. I couldnât decide for her. She was a grown-ass woman. Even if I had my fears and concerns, that was my burden to carry, not hers.
Still, the nagging sense of dread followed me all the way to the subway, the weight in my stomach growing heavier with every step. I boarded the bus that would take me back to Aaronâs house. Iâd input the address into my GPS so I wouldnât get lost, but now I kind of wished I had.
The compound was eerily quiet when I arrived, and I regretted not sticking with Rhoda. Being alone, especially here, suddenly didnât seem like such a great idea.
I pushed the door open and entered. My breath caught in my throat. Aaron was home, leaning on the kitchen island with a glass of something dark in his hand.
His eyes, as black as the night outside, washed over me before moving behind me, searching for Rhoda.
I ignored the flutter in my chest, that stupid, traitorous pulse that sped up every time he looked at me, and headed toward my room.
âWhereâs she?â His voice cut through the silence, sharp and cold, the words like a blade skimming the surface.
I could have pretended not to hear him, just walked into the room and closed the door behind me. But she was his sister. If anything happened to her, he needed to know.
âShe went to meet the man sheâs been chatting with for two months,â I said as dryly as I could, not even bothering to look at him.
His eyes flicked to me, darkening.
âWhat do you mean by that?â There was a new edge to his voice now, one that made my skin prickle.
I rolled my eyes, tired of this. âExactly what you heard.â
âShe went to meet a stranger, and you couldnât stop her or go with her?â His voice grew hard, his anger rippling just beneath the surface, and I could feel it creeping into me, waking the anger in my blood.
I straightened up, turning to face him with a dry, defiant look.
âRhoda is a grown woman. She decided to meet with someone sheâs known for two months. Who am I to stop her?â I challenged.
He dropped his glass on the counter and straightened to his full height, stepping forward. The space between us wasnât much, and I knew he could cross it in two strides if he wanted to.
âShe isnât a fucking grown woman who can just wander around a city she barely knows at night,â he growled, his voice low, vibrating with controlled fury.
I tilted my head to the side, a cold smile tugging at the corner of my lips.
âIf youâre so worried about her, why donât you call her?â I said lightly, acting as though the tension buzzing between us didnât set every nerve in my body on fire.
Before I could process what was happening, he was on me, shoving me against the window, my back slamming into the glass as his hand wrapped around my throatânot hard enough to hurt, but enough to send a message.
His nose flared, the anger radiating off him in waves. And yet, beneath that, something else simmered, something darker, more dangerous. My pulse raced in my neck, and I knew he could feel it.
âI shouldâve gotten rid of you when I had the chance,â he said, his voice thick and dripping with venom. His chest pressed into mine, his hips close enough that I could feel the heat of his body. âMaybe then, you wouldnât have influenced her so badly.â
âLet go of me, Mr. Thompson,â I said, my voice cool. Not betraying the storm raging inside of me.
He smirked, it was sharper, dangerous. His grip around my neck tightened, before he suddenly released me and spun me around. I gasped as I my body hit the cold glass again, this time it was face first. My palms flattened against the window.
Aaron's chest pressed against my back, his body heat seeping into me. His hands slid down my arm, then my waist. I could feel his rough fingers against my hip. He was close, too close and worse... I wanted more.
âWhat would you do,â he whispered âIf I took you right here, right now, against this window? Make you beg me to let you come?â
My stomach tightened. Fear, anger and desire coursing through me. I should push him away, should tell him to get off me, but I didn't. I instead arched into him.
âI'd like to see you try, Mr. Thompson,â
âĄJoan⥠Note: If you like reading with music, try Meryl Streepâs "The Winner Takes It All." Itâs even better with headphones. Enjoy! đđ¤ We left for Spainânot to visit Luna, but for a change of scenery. After a month of therapy, we were in a much better place. Healing wasnât instant, but we were making progress. I stepped into the living room, taking in my surroundings while Aaron pulled our bags in behind me. It looked both familiar and strange at the same time, like a place I knew but hadn't seen in years. A small smile tugged at my lips. To think this was where it all beganâmonths ago, maybe even a year. I walked over to the window where weâd first made love, my fingers brushing the glass. My scratches were still there. That surprised me. I half-expected Aaron to have changed the window, given his obsession with order. The fact that he hadnât? Well, that made my heart do a little flip. "Got any memories there?" His deep voice came from behind me. I glanced at him over my
Hiiiđ¤ Hope you enjoyed this chapter. Well, there's just a chapter left in the bonus chapters. So I'd really like to know what y'all would want to see in there đ. P.S: Seeing Joan and Aaron get married and have their baby would happen in the second book. Do drop your thoughts and I'd work on giving everyone the happy ending they wantđ
â¤Aaronâ¤The doctor discharged us a couple of days later and suggested we go to therapyâto help us cope with losing the baby.He had no idea how much Joan needed it. Sheâd seen someone die right in front of her, been caught in a shooting spree, lost our child, and seen me covered in blood. Even though she wasnât saying much, I knew it had left scars on her.I promised myself Iâd go with her to every session.Thatâs why I was opening the car door for her, helping her in before getting into the driverâs seat and pulling out of our compound. It was our first meeting with the therapist. She stayed quiet, staring out of the window like she wasnât really seeing anything. It had been happening a lot.A tight feeling grew in my chest, and my grip on the steering wheel hardened."Hey. You good?" I asked.She turned to me, her eyes dull, missing the usual spark.She pressed her lips together and nodded. "Yeah, I'm fine," she muttered, looking away.My jaw tensed.The rest of the ride passed in
âĄJoan⥠I had no idea how much time had passed, but when I opened my eyes, someone was sitting next to me. Shoulders hunched, head bowed, my hand in hisâand he was bloody. Damn bloody, all over. I swallowed hard, my throat dry and parched. âAaron,â I whispered, and his eyes snapped up to meet mine almost immediately. They were bloodshot. I didnât need anyone to tell me why. My own eyes itched and burned as I pressed my lips together to hide the tremble. âWe lost the baby, didnât we?â I asked quietly, as a tear slipped from the corner of my eye. I stared up at the ceiling. âItâs my fault. Itâs all my fault. If Iâd maybe listened to you andââ âItâs not your fault,â he cut in. His voice sounded cold, detachedâvery unlike Aaron. In the four years Iâve known him, heâs never sounded this... broken. I donât know. I glanced at him. His jaw was clenched tight. My eyes traveled down his body where he sat. His shirt was soaked in blood. How badly had they hurt him? Why wasnât he being
âĄJoan⥠He got me to the car, opened the door, and helped me in. His shirt was stained, and since it was a lighter grey color, the blood was obvious. Ironic, that we were both bleeding, both capable to take lives. He tucked a strand of hair behind my ear, his palm resting against my cheek as he locked eyes with me. âYouâll be fine. The baby will be fine too,â he said softly, and a tear slipped from my eye. Another followed, until I was crying again. I didnât want to lose our baby. What kind of mother does that make me, if I canât even protect my child? âWhat ifââ âShush,â Aaron interrupted, his throat bobbing as he swallowed hard. âIâm going back in there to finish this, okay? If Iâm not out in five minutes, press this button.â He pointed to a button just beneath the steering wheel. âThe car will automatically drive you wherever you need to go once you input your location in the GPS,â he added, but I shook my head. He looked away, quickly typed an address into the GPS, then tu
â¤Aaron⤠A gunshot cracked through the air. Missed. I spun around, heart poundingâwhere the hell did that come from? My eyes snapped back to Joan. She closed her eyes, and I lost it. I pressed the trigger, hitting the leg of the bastard holding her. His groan echoed as he collapsed to one knee. His crew flinched, but my men stepped forward, guns raised and ready. One wrong move, and theyâd all be dead. Hell, theyâre dead already for even laying a hand on her. And if anything happened to her or our baby⌠God help them. I shoved my gun into the back of my jeans and crossed the distance in seconds, catching her in my arms before the man could drop her like garbage. She felt a little heavy, too still. My chest tightened. I hated this feeling. The last time I felt this helpless was when she slipped into that coma. And now? If she slipped away from me⌠if I lost her or the baby⌠I wouldnât survive it. Killing these bastards wouldnât be enough. Iâd want them to drown in their own bl
âĄJoan⥠He starved meâtrue to his words. I didnât know how long Iâd been here, tied and aching. It must be the early hours of the morning by now. Aaron had to know I was missing. Heâd be searching, but how would he ever find me? I didnât even know where I was. My wrists burned from the rope chafing my skin, my head throbbed, and my eyes felt too heavy to keep open. God, I wanted to sleep. I longed to be safe in Aaronâs arms, but closing my eyes here felt like asking for death. The room was quiet, for now. But if I dared to fall asleep, who knew what could happen? I shifted slightly and glanced at the man hanging upside down across from me. There was barely any life left in him. How long had he been like this, tortured and tied up? I didnât careâbut part of me was curious. After all, this was the first time Iâd met my father. âHow long have you been here?â I asked, my voice quiet. He didnât answer. For a moment, I thought he was already dead. My stomach twisted at the thought of
â¤Aaron⤠"What's the plan?" Denzel asked, rubbing his chin. I paced the small room, scanning the men inside. Not just any menâthese were hulking, sharp-minded, and intimidating figures. Their expressions alone could send shivers down anyoneâs spine, enough to make a grown man hesitate and women step back in fear. And that's why they were my best and top. "Any update, Jason?" I turned to the man seated at the far end. He was calm, his fingers gliding across his laptopâs keyboard as he scanned through data. He barely lifted his eyes before responding. "I hacked into every CCTV camera in town, but itâll take a while to sift through the footage and pinpoint her exact location," he said. I ran a hand through my hair, exhaling sharply. Time was the one thing I didnât have. The longer this dragged on, the worse it could get for her. "Start with the cameras near her last known location," Denzel suggested, his voice steady but urgent. Jason pursed his lips, humming under his brea
âĄJoanâĄMy head throbbed, my skull ached, and it felt like it would burst open if I moved.My eyelids were heavy, but I forced them open. Darkness greeted me first, making me doubt whether I had really opened my eyes.Had I gone blind overnight? Where was Aaron? Why was the whole house in darkness?I tried to call for him, but something was blocking my mouth. A gag. My eyes widened as memories slowly crept back, piece by piece.I was in danger. My baby was in danger. We had been taken.I wriggled my wrists, feeling sharp pain where the restraints cut into my skin. My hands were tied behind my back. That explained the ache.I jerked against the chair, trying to break free. My heart pounded wildly, each beat louder than the last. The more I struggled, the deeper the restraints bit into my skin.That would leave bruises."Don't. It'll only hurt you more," a man's voice broke through the darkness, and I froze. My breath hitched. Someone was here.In books and movies, captors usually walked