LOGINAfter Eric stormed out to meet his grandfather, I collapsed into the leather chair behind his desk, my legs finally giving out. I spent ten minutes in the en-suite bathroom, splashing freezing water on my face and staring at my reflection. I looked like a ghost of the girl I used to be. Five years ago, I was the university student who thought love could bridge the gap between a scholarship girl and a Kingstone. Boy I was wrong.
I stepped back out into the gala, trying to blend into the shadows. I needed a drink to steady my nerves. I grabbed a glass of dark red wine from a passing tray and downed half of it, the tart liquid burning my throat. I scanned the room, looking for a corner to hide in, but Eric’s presence was everywhere. Even when he was across the ballroom, I could feel the weight of his gaze. It was the same way he used to look at me during our secret dates—like I was the only person in the world, and like he was never going to let me go. “Autumn! I’ve been looking everywhere for you!” Chloe appeared, draped on the arm of a tall, lanky man whose suit looked like it cost more than my apartment. “This is my fiancé, Alexander Hawthorne,” Chloe said, her voice bright with a happiness I envied. “And Alex, this is Autumn, my best friend from uni. I told you she’d make it!” Alexander didn't just shake my hand. He took it, his eyes raking over my figure with a clinical, disgusting interest that made my skin crawl. He leaned down and kissed the back of my hand, his thumb rubbing the skin in a way that felt like a violation. “A pleasure, Miss Martins. Chloe has told me... so much about you.” His voice was oily, lacking any of the genuine warmth Chloe deserved. “The pleasure is mine, Mr. Hawthorne,” I said, yanking my hand back. I didn't care if I was being rude. I had spent five years protecting myself and Fin; I didn't have time for the wandering hands of a bored aristocrat. I knew of the Hawthornes. Five years ago, they were the Kingstones' main rivals. Seeing Chloe tied to him felt wrong. It felt like another "merger" disguised as a marriage, the very thing that had made my relationship with Eric so "doomed" to begin with. Our social statuses hadn't just been "different"—they were worlds apart. I was the girl from nowhere, and he was the man who was supposed to marry a Valentine. I shuddered at the thought of Fin’s life being treated like a gamble by people like this. If Eric found out... if he realized that the boy wasn't just a "nephew" but the son we had created during those stolen months of our affair... he would never let us go. He would bring Fin into this den of vipers. As the evening wound down, the crowd began to thin. This was my chance to escape. I just had to find Chloe, say my goodbyes, and vanish back to the hotel where Fin was waiting. I found her near the grand staircase, but my heart sank when I saw who was standing beside her. Eric. He had changed out of his blazer, his white dress shirt unbuttoned at the collar, sleeves rolled up to reveal muscular forearms. He looked relaxed, but his eyes were as sharp as ever. “Hey, Loe. It’s getting late,” I said, forcing a smile that felt brittle. “I should head back. My hotel isn't exactly close.” “What? No!” Chloe pouted, grabbing my arm. “Stay here! The estate is huge, and I’ve already had the guest wing prepared. I won't hear of you staying in some dusty hotel when your best friend is getting married.” “I can't, Chloe. It would be... inappropriate. I don't want to be a bother to your family.” I looked at Eric, begging him with my eyes to tell her to let me go. But Eric stepped forward, the shadows of the foyer playing across the hard planes of his face. “It’s not a bother at all, Autumn. In fact, I insist. The Kingstone family is responsible for the guests we invite. It would be quite ‘inappropriate’ of us to let you wander the streets of London so late at night.” He used the word inappropriate like a weapon, throwing my own excuse back at me. He was mocking me. He knew I was terrified of being under the same roof as him. “Please, Tummy?” Chloe begged, her eyes wide. “I want to go over the morning schedule with you. I need my maid of honor.” I was trapped. If I refused now, it would only make Eric more suspicious. He would wonder why I was so desperate to get back to a hotel room. He would follow me. And if he followed me, he would find Fin. “Fine,” I whispered, defeated. “If it’s truly not a problem.” Chloe squealed and hugged me, but over her shoulder, I felt Eric move. He stepped closer, the scent of him—that familiar, intoxicating mix of power and the past—filling my senses. He leaned in, his lips brushing the shell of my ear so Chloe couldn't hear. “Smart choice, little lamb,” he whispered, his voice a low, dangerous vibration that sent a traitorous thrill through my body. “You can’t escape the truth in this house. Not when every room reminds you of what you took from me when you ran.” He pulled back, a dark, victorious glint in his eyes. He wasn't just a man I’d had a fling with. He was the man I had loved with every fiber of my being, the man I had shared my bed and my dreams with before the weight of his world crushed us. “Chloe, show her to the Blue Suite,” Eric said, his tone returning to that of the cool, detached billionaire. “I have some final business to attend to in my study.” As Chloe led me away, I looked back once. Eric was standing in the center of the foyer, watching me go. He looked like a king watching a prisoner being led to her cell. I realized then that my return wasn't just a confrontation with the truth—it was a second chance for Eric to claim what he believed was his. And this time, he wouldn't let me run. I walked up the stairs, my heart a restless whisper. I was back in the Kingston world, back in Eric’s orbit. And tonight, I would be sleeping only a few doors down from the man who still held the pieces of my shattered heart.The sun was high over the Kingston estate, but I was currently in my room avoiding human interactions at all costs. It felt cowardly, like a rabbit hiding in its burrow while the wolf circled outside, but it was the only way to avoid running into Eric. The Blue Suite, which was supposed to be a sanctuary, now felt like a prison cell made of silk and gold leaf.My mind was still reeling from what had happened last night in the library. Every time I closed my eyes, I could still feel the heat of Eric’s body pressing me against that cold reading table, his breath hitching against my neck. The thought of what could have happened if Alexander Hawthorne hadn’t interrupted us was a loop playing in my mind, terrifying and exhilarating all at once.Would we have had sex there and then? I knew the answer, and it made my skin flush with a heat that had nothing to do with the morning sun. Eric wouldn't have wasted a moment to claim me right there among the bookshelves. He had always been a man wh
After the fiasco at the rehearsal dinner, I retreated to my room as fast as my legs could carry me. I sat on the edge of the bed, replaying the scenario over and over. The problems of the rich weren't that different from the poor, really—cheating, resentment, and greed—it was just wrapped in more expensive packaging.I couldn't sleep. Every time I closed my eyes, I felt Eric’s hand on my thigh or heard Eleanor’s sharp voice. The house was enormous, but at night, the quietness it exuded was scary. I needed to move. I threw on a silk robe over my nightgown, the chilling air of the hallway making me shiver as I stepped out.I decided not to visit the balcony where I’d encountered him the night before. Instead, I wandered down to the lower floors, looking for something to distract my mind. I found myself standing before a set of massive double doors. Pushing them open, I was greeted by a magnificent sight. Shelves upon shelves of books rose toward the ceiling, looking exactly like those m
Today was the day of the rehearsal dinner, and the air in the estate was thick with a different kind of tension. Chloe and I had spent the afternoon going through the final arrangements, but if I was being honest, it was all Chloe, not me. She was the one who had everything under her absolute control. The plans, the flowers, the seating charts—it was all managed by her and the high-priced coordinator she had hired. I was just there as "decoration," a silent support system for a world I didn't understood.I didn't understand why the hand-blown wine glasses had to be imported from Norway, or why it was a crisis that her third backup dress from a Paris boutique was a shade off from "eggshell." But I sat there anyway, nodding and showing support, commenting on how lovely everything looked or how gorgeous the centerpieces were every time she pointed at something.By the time the evening rolled around, I was exhausted. I was currently getting ready in my room. Just like the previous party,
The Kingston estate at night was a different beast than it was during the day. When the sun was up, the gold leaf and polished marble screamed of old money and power. But at night, the house was quiet, and there was no sign of life hidden anywhere in the long, echoing corridors. The silence was heavy, the kind of silence that made you hear your own heartbeat. I felt like an intruder in a museum, a ghost haunting the halls of a life I had walked away from five years ago.I sat on the edge of the plush bed in the Blue Suite, clutching my phone. I had already sent a text to Sarah, the nanny I’d hired for the trip. Thankfully, the person I left Fin with was more than understanding. After shooting her a text and explaining the "emergency" that had trapped me at the estate, she had been incredibly graceful. She was a bit more understanding of my plight than most would be, even minus the fact that Fin's father was the very man currently forcing me to be here.I couldn't stay in the room
After Eric stormed out to meet his grandfather, I collapsed into the leather chair behind his desk, my legs finally giving out. I spent ten minutes in the en-suite bathroom, splashing freezing water on my face and staring at my reflection. I looked like a ghost of the girl I used to be. Five years ago, I was the university student who thought love could bridge the gap between a scholarship girl and a Kingstone. Boy I was wrong.I stepped back out into the gala, trying to blend into the shadows. I needed a drink to steady my nerves. I grabbed a glass of dark red wine from a passing tray and downed half of it, the tart liquid burning my throat. I scanned the room, looking for a corner to hide in, but Eric’s presence was everywhere. Even when he was across the ballroom, I could feel the weight of his gaze. It was the same way he used to look at me during our secret dates—like I was the only person in the world, and like he was never going to let me go.“Autumn! I’ve been looking everywhe
I froze like a deer in headlights, my brain screaming for a lie, but my mouth wouldn’t move. I couldn't summon the courage to answer his question, not while those storm-gray eyes were boring into me, searching for the truth I had buried five years ago. The air in the ballroom felt like it was turning to lead. I couldn't breathe, and my head felt light, a dangerous buzzing sound starting in the back of my skull.“Autumn. Whose. Child. Is. That?” Eric asked again, enunciating each word with a lethal precision.He stepped closer, invading my air space until the scent of his expensive cologne—sandalwood and cold rain—completely surrounded me. It was an intoxicating scent, one that used to make me feel safe, but now it felt like a trap. The room felt like it was closing in, the golden walls of the Kingston estate becoming the bars of a cage.“Uncle, what are you talking about?” Chloe piped up, her voice sounding thin and confused against the heavy silence Eric had created. “Autumn has a ch







