Masuk"We have one play left," said Mantovani standing up, face set in determination.
"The daughter of the sheriff--where is she?, Ryan told us. We steal her, take her as a blackmail to get him to withdraw the leaks, cancel the feds. It is filthy, but the only one that will buy time. It is dangerous, "Sanna said slowly.
"To snatch a civilian daytime without even the intelligence agencies keeping a watch on you...." but he grew hard of eyes, "But we have too much lost. In and out we do this clean, no harm to the girl."
I could feel the burden of it, the ethical boundary we were going to break, yet the emotion of saving our family- of keeping Dad safe, Mom out of prison, Mantovani out of a life sentence, all this and more was too strong. "I'm going," I said, voice firm. Too dangerous," Mantovani flicked his head around to look at me. I had moved in on him, hands on his chest, eyes up his green ones that I adored, "You do not get to make this decision, and make it on your own. I am not sitting in a safe house as you put everything on the line. We do so collectively, as usual.
He scanned my face, his mind at war, and then sighed, and drew me to him in a passionate kiss, mouth consuming and insane with fear and desire and the edge of immortality, his hands moving my face as though he were committing it to memory. As he drew back he whispered, forehead against mine, Together. Always." Mom was watching us, crying, but with a little and proud smile on her lips and Dad stood, and said, "You are going, I am coming too, remember it. I do not know your world, but I know how to keep my head down.
The scheme was made with haste--night raid on the sheriff daughter boarding school in up state New York, in and out before daylight, taking advantage of the turmoil of the leak, and letting our forces go to work when the law force were still gagging. Like ghosts we passed the night, black SUVs driving quietly into the school yard, Mantovani being the first to arrive, me right next to him since he would not allow me out of his sight. Halls were silent, students were asleep, and we crept quietly into the girl in her dorm room like shadows and saw her sitting on her bed reading a book with her eyes open wide at the sight of us.
She was a young one--sixteen, perhaps, dark, frightened but not screaming, and there was something about her face which reminded me of myself when I was of the same age, and in between worlds. What we mean is not to hurt you, said Mantovani. Your father stole something of us; we are taking you until he pays it back. Nodding her head, wept in her eyes, "He always is angry. I knew this day would come." It was a witnessing to the pain of being a child in the war of an adult, which in me was set to the tune of the resignation,--but we had no choice.
We managed to get her out clean, tied down in the SUV, no shots, no alarms and drove to another safe place an abandoned farmhouse two hours north. She sat down between me and Mantovani, with the hands tied slack, and I spoke to her very gently, attempting to soothe the fright, and knew that her name was Isabella, that she detested the job her father did, and yet loved him, the confusion of humanity to which the entire situation was a sore burden. Back at the farmhouse, we had watch shifts, behind an locked door with food and books, no harm to her, and the sheriff was called by Mantovani on a burner phone, voice cold, "We have your daughter. Summary the leaks, cancel the warrants, or she is gone for good.
The voice of the sheriff was heard, hard and angry, "You touch her, and I see that all d'Agostino goes to supermax. Twenty-four hours, Mantovani did not even blink. Make it happen." He put up the phone, turned to me, and drew me into his arms, and kissed me deeply, desperately, because the world would have ended tomorrow, and he was whispering to me, but something might have been the case, I have promised you a life after.
But when we sat down to wait the long wait Conti burst through the room, and was pale, and holding up his phone, breaking news alert--federal raid of our remaining New York properties, the agents swarming, and, in the background shots, Dad in his safe house being surrounded, lights flashing, the sheriff-play setting in at the very moment we were holding his daughter.
Candice's P.O.V.The sun came streaming through the hospital blinds in fine golden bars across the bed, and made stripes across the chest of Mantovani as the bandages just showed their heads through the open neck of his gown. I had seen those stripes go on--slow, tireless, measuring them out as they had to be they were evidence that time still had some course, that we were still alive at night. It ached in my back where I had just left the chair, it hurt my eyes because I had not slept, and my fingers were sore because I had not managed to take my hand off his, but it did not make any difference.He was breathing.On his own.No engines pressurizing him. No alarms screaming. Only the hard, obstinate swell and heave of his chest, each breath a little wonder that I knew I was bones.I had not slept over a few minutes at a time since the time they wheeled him out of the surgery. Whenever I shut my eyes I would see once more the red mark on my chest, I
Candice's P.O.V.The very first time that Mantovani opened his eyes after the third crash I believed I was dreaming.The room we were in was dark--blinds half-open to the mid-morning sun, machinery clammering its constant, mechanical lullaby--and I had been staring at his face so long that I had begun to see at the edges. His skin was too pale over the white sheets, the coarse stubble on his jaw coming out in sharp relief, the new scar on his temple still angry and red. I knew every word of him that had been stuttered in the operation since surgery: the tiny freckle in the left eye, the tiny crescent scar on his chin of some previous fight which I knew him when he was still young, how his lashes brushed against his cheeks when he slumbered.I hadn't slept.Not really.Each time my eyes drifted shut I saw the color red dot on my chest once more, saw him leap, saw him hit back at me and spurred my blood through both our shirts and I screamed his name
Mantovani's P.O.V.The initial inhalation that I made in the absence of fire in my lungs caused me to feel like robbing something holy.Slow--deliberate--as though I had to relearn the operation of air. The hospital room smelled of bleach and coffee that was old and stale and the kind of sterile silence that rubs against your ears until you start hearing every little thing: the drip of the IV, the little beep of the monitor that was keeping track of my heart (steady now, stubborn) and the soft rustle of Candice in the chair beside me.She hadn't left.Not once.The head of her dark hair lay on the edge of the mattress against my hip, and the spilt hair was lying on the white sheet like spilt ink. One hand also remained clasped about mine in sleep--fingers woven together to such an extent that I felt her pulse as if it were my own still trembling where the right hand still trembled. There were bruises under her eyes, a nick on her cheekbone that was
As we split up, foreheads against each other, breathing each other's air, she said, The doctors told me you had hardly escaped a surgical operation. The bullet tore--cut your lung, your spleen. On the table they lost you twice. Sanna was screaming at them in Italian. Conti punched a wall. Mom wouldn't stop praying. Dad... Dad just held me while I cried."I shut my eyes, and imagined it--my father losing his temper, my brother smashing up, her parents seeing the shambles of the life we had led. The feeling of guilt in my stomach was more like the surgical scars."They're all here?" I asked quietly.She nodded. "Down the hall. They wouldn't leave. Sanna is arguing with the hospital administrator regarding security. The fact that Conti is guarding the door like Fort Knox. Mom and Dad are going to get coffee and make a show that they are not terrified.I exhaled shakily. "Family.""Yeah," she said, voice thick. Our beautiful messed-up family.A
Mantovani's P.O.V.My consciousness came back in bits--sharp jagged bits that cut deeper than the bullet ever had.Then there was the pain: a living entity, red-hot and angry, wrapped around my chest like barbed wire that was tightening with each inhalation. Then the cattle, the sounds, beeping monitors, low voices, chattering in desperate Italian and English, the drip, drip, drip of an IV line somewhere overhead. Odors ensued: antiseptic, blood (mine, mostly), the slight odor of coffee that some one had spilled somewhere. And finally--her.Candice.She lay huddled against the bed in the little corner beside me, with her head on the edge of the mattress, and one of her hands still clodded in mine even asleep. Her hair had dropped round over her face and strands of it had clung to the lines of tears that were still not quite dry. She breathed quietly and irregularly the type of rhythm that follows hours of weeping yourself to pieces. The view of her, weary
Mantovani’s P.O.V.Pain was the first thing that registered--sharp, white-hot, blooming across my chest like someone had driven a red-hot poker through my ribs and left it there to twist. Every breath felt like swallowing broken glass, shallow and ragged, each inhale dragging fire deeper into my lungs. The world came back in fragments: the low hum of an engine, the metallic taste of blood on my tongue, the faint scent of pine and gun oil clinging to the air. And then—her.Candice.Her hand was wrapped around mine, small but fierce, fingers locked so tight it hurt in the best way, grounding me when everything else wanted to pull me under. I could feel her trembling through the contact, could hear the soft, broken sound of her breathing—like she was trying not to sob and failing. My eyelids weighed a thousand pounds, but I forced them open anyway, blurry green meeting blurry green, and there she was, face streaked with dirt and tears, hair wild,







