LOGINSophia Hart
It had been exactly one week since I slept with the devil on that freezing fire exit.
Seven long days since Ethan Blackwell had taken what he wanted and walked away as though nothing had happened.
No phone call. No text. No acknowledgment. Nothing. Christmas was supposed to feel warm and hopeful—filled with laughter, family, and a little bit of magic. Instead, a heavy sense of dread sat in my chest like a stone that refused to move.
I sat beside my mother's hospital bed, forcing a smile as I held her frail hand in mine. The steady beeping of the monitors filled the dimly lit room. The scent of antiseptic lingered in the air, mixing with the faint sound of Christmas music drifting from somewhere down the corridor.
Mom looked so fragile beneath the crisp white sheets. Cancer had stolen so much from her. The woman who once filled every room with life now seemed smaller, weaker.
Yet she still smiled at me. Still worried about me. I spent the next few minutes chatting about meaningless things—the Christmas lights decorating the streets outside, a funny commercial I'd seen earlier, anything that might distract her from the reality of her condition.
Then my phone buzzed. The sound shattered the fragile peace. I glanced at the screen. My stomach dropped instantly.
From: Ethan Blackwell
Subject: Q4 Reports – Revision Needed
Attachment: Q4_Financials_Revised_Draft.p*f (43 Pages)
A bitter laugh escaped me. Of course. Even during Christmas weekend, Ethan Blackwell couldn't stop working. Or making everyone around him work.
He was a billionaire CEO who demanded perfection at all times. And I was merely his secretary. His secretary who had made the mistake of sleeping with him.
Mom squeezed my hand gently. "Sophia, honey, you work too hard," she said softly. "That boss of yours is going to run you into the ground. It's Christmas, for heaven's sake. Put the phone away and spend some time with your old mother."
I slipped the phone into my handbag and forced another smile.
"The salary is good, Mom. It helps with everything." The lie tasted bitter.
My bank account held barely three thousand dollars. Her latest treatments had already pushed the medical bills past eighty thousand dollars, and the numbers kept climbing every week.
I had no idea how much longer I could keep everything together. But she didn't need to know that. Not now. Not ever. Mom studied me quietly.
Then she asked the question I'd been dreading. "Have you heard from your father?"
My gaze dropped to the floor. "No," I said. "I haven't seen him in days."
Guilt twisted inside me. I couldn't bring myself to tell her the truth. I couldn't tell her about the debt collectors. Or the threats. Or the possibility that my father could be arrested because of the gambling debts he had buried us beneath. So I stayed a little longer. I talked. I smiled. I pretended.
When I finally stood to leave, I kissed her forehead and promised I would return tomorrow. The moment I stepped outside her room, the smile vanished.
A black town car waited at the curb exactly where I had arranged for it. I climbed into the back seat without saying much.
The driver didn't ask questions. I gave him the address of the hospital billing office and stared out the window for the entire journey. The city blurred past in a sea of Christmas lights. Beautiful. Festive. Completely indifferent to my problems.
At the billing office, I handed over my card and paid what little I could. Another painful chunk of my savings disappeared. Another temporary solution to a problem that refused to go away.
When I left, the cold winter air hit my face like a slap. For a moment, I simply stood there. Alone. Exhausted. Terrified.
Back at my apartment, I locked the door and leaned against it. Silence greeted me. The kind of silence that made every anxious thought louder.
I couldn't avoid it any longer. My heart pounded as I walked to the bathroom and opened the drawer. Inside were four pregnancy tests. I bought them two days ago. I hadn't found the courage to use them. Until now.
With trembling hands, I removed the tests from their packaging and followed the instructions. Afterward, I lined them up neatly on the counter. Then I waited.
Three minutes. Only three minutes.
Yet it felt like an eternity.
I stared at the cracked ceiling above me.
My thoughts spiraled. Back to that night. Back to the fire exit. Back to the mistake that had changed everything. The torn protection. The reckless choices. The consequences are waiting to catch up with me.
My pulse thundered in my ears.
When the timer on my phone finally beeped, I froze. For several seconds, I couldn't move. Couldn't breathe. I couldn't think. Then, slowly, I lowered my gaze to the counter. The world seemed to stop.
Two pink lines. On the first test. Two pink lines. On the second. The third. The fourth. Every single one. Positive. The room tilted.
My knees nearly gave out beneath me.
A strangled sound escaped my throat.
"No..."
The word came out as little more than a whisper. I stared at the tests. Then stared some more, hoping the lines would somehow disappear.
They didn't. I pressed a trembling hand against my stomach. Pregnant. I was pregnant.
And the father was Ethan Blackwell.
"Shit," I whispered, tears filling my eyes.
"What have I done?”
Sophia's POVI woke up the next morning to the smell of coffee again, though this time I didn't have the stubbornness left in me to walk past it.The house was quiet, Dante apparently having stayed the night in one of the guest rooms after Mini finally left close to midnight, still glowing about the whole evening in a way that made me smile just thinking about it. I found Ethan alone in the kitchen, sleeves rolled up, standing over a pan with far more concentration than scrambled eggs usually required."You're cooking again."He glanced up, something cautious in his expression, like he wasn't sure yet whether I'd walk past this plate too. "I figured I'd try again. Properly, this time.""Properly how?""With an actual apology attached to it." He set the pan down, turning to face me fully, and I watched him gather himself the way he did before difficult board meetings, steady, deliberate, like he'd rehearsed the words more than once overnight. "I'm sorry, Sophia. For what I said. There'
Sophia's POVMini pulled up outside the house a little after nine, the two of us still laughing over something from dinner, and I was halfway through unbuckling my seatbelt when I noticed two figures standing near the front steps, half lit by the porch light."Who are they?" Mini leaned forward slightly, squinting through the windshield.I looked closer, and something in my chest loosened at the sight of them, recognition settling in before I could even fully make out their faces."That's Dante," I said. "And Ethan.""Dante." Mini repeated the name slowly, like she was testing how it felt in her mouth, already reaching for her door handle before I'd even finished processing that she planned on getting out of the car at all. "I think I'm going to invite myself in.""Mini, it's late.""I wasn't waiting for you to invite me."She was already out of the car before I could argue further, and I sighed, grabbing my bags off the seat and following her toward the two men waiting near the steps
Sophia's POV"Julius." I found myself smiling before I'd fully decided to, some old, easy familiarity surfacing despite how long it had been. "It's been years.""It has." He smiled back, hands tucked into his pockets, glancing briefly at Mini before returning his attention to me. "You look well. Married life suits you, apparently.""Something like that.""Mind if I join you? Just for a moment. I promise I won't make it weird."I glanced at Mini, who shrugged with an easy, curious expression, clearly more than happy to let the evening take an unexpected turn, and gestured toward the empty seat across from us."Sure. Sit."He slid into the booth, and for a few minutes the conversation stayed light, catching up on the years between us in the easy, surface way people do when too much time has passed to cover properly in one dinner. He asked about my mother. I asked about his job, some consulting role he described with a modesty that didn't quite hide how well he was clearly doing. Mini wa
Sophia's POVWe reached Mini's place a little after three, and I collapsed onto her couch the second we stepped through the door, sinking into the cushions like my body had been waiting all day for permission to finally stop moving."That bad, huh?" Mini dropped her keys on the counter, already heading toward the kitchen. "So. Wine or anything?"I lifted my head just enough to give her a look."Right." She winced, catching herself. "Water. Obviously. Sorry, I forgot for a second there's a whole other person involved now.""Two, actually.""Two." She said it like she was still trying the word on for size, shaking her head as she filled two glasses, one with water for me and, after a brief hesitation, water for herself too, apparently deciding solidarity mattered more than the wine she'd originally wanted. "I still can't believe it. Twins, Sophia. I keep waiting for it to feel real and it just keeps not.""Try being the one carrying them."She laughed, dropping down onto the couch besid
Sophia's POVThe gel was cold against my skin, just as Dr. Mathew had warned, and I flinched slightly as he pressed the ultrasound wand against my stomach, moving it slowly, watching the screen beside the table with careful, practiced attention."There we go," he said after a moment, angling the monitor slightly so I could see it too. "Right there, that's the head. And just below it, the stomach. And if you look here—" he traced a small shape near the edge of the screen "—that's a leg."I stared at the grainy black and white image, my chest tightening with something I didn't have a name for yet, somewhere between fear and wonder and a disbelief so complete it made the rest of the room feel slightly unreal."That's really—" My voice caught. "That's really in there.""It really is." Dr. Mathew smiled, gentle and unhurried, giving me a moment to simply look before continuing."Is it too early to know the gender?" I asked eventually, my eyes still fixed on the screen."A little early for
Sophia's POVI wasn't really listening to Mini anymore.She was still talking beside me, something about her coworker and the disastrous blind date again, circling back to embellish a detail she'd apparently left out the first time, but her voice had faded into a kind of background hum somewhere behind my own thoughts, which had drifted, without my permission, back to the plate of eggs sitting cold on the kitchen table that morning.I kept replaying the look on Ethan's face. Hopeful, then confused, then something quieter and more wounded once I'd walked past him without a word. I told myself I didn't owe him softness yet, not after two nights of silence following an accusation he still hadn't properly apologized for, but some small, tired part of me kept circling back to the memory anyway, picking at it the way you pick at a bruise just to see if it still hurts."Sophia."I blinked."Reyes," the receptionist called again, louder this time, glancing up from her desk with the patient ex







