Mag-log inMia
I felt the gazes of my co-workers trailing me as I moved towards my office. Some looked away once I met them. Others remained, offering small smiles. They both held the same thing.
Sympathy. Pity.
By now I was sure the entire company was aware. There was nothing I could do about it but ignore it.
Ignore that the one thing that kept my life afloat was taken away like it was both.
In the corridor leading to my office, I'd barely taken a few steps when voices drifted from around the corner.
“I can't believe it. Miss Dawson has done so much for the company and this was her project. Her idea. Why would the big boss give it to someone else?” a young man said disbelievingly, “And Miss Nova? She literally just got here. We don't even know if she's capable.”
“She may not be capable but she IS important,” a young woman's voice huffed, “You saw how he introduced her, right? They looked so close. Something must be going on between them.”
I froze.
“That’s not something you should say carelessly,” the first man said after a pause, “They’re siblings.”
“STEP-siblings, meaning not biological,” the woman said, lowering her voice, “And besides, haven’t you heard the rumors?”
“What rumors?”
The same question echoed in my mind.
“Rumors about them having a relationship in secret,” she continued, “It died down a few years back. Allegedly, they had a secret relationship when they were younger and the late Mr Nova, Damon's father, caught them in the act. That's why she was sent abroad and the rumors died down. Some even say the reason he's never dated or married anyone is because he’s been waiting for her.”
My breath hitched. The words rang like a gunshot.
“That sounds pretty messed up.” The first man huffed, “I can't imagine it. Weren't they…”
They kept speaking, but I could no longer hear it. My mind buzzed as the impact of their words sank in.
Damon. Athena. Together.
Memories flashed by. Mara's strange words. Athena comfortably sitting beside him. Every single time he left and returned with her. Them being so close.
All of the things I tried to ignore because I believed it was my imagination.
A wave of nausea rose. I spun towards the nearest restroom.
The moment I reached the sink, I retched, each heave more painful than the last as the contents of my breakfast spilled out.
When it stopped, I slumped against the sink. My head pounded against my skull. I glanced at the mirror and saw my reflection.
Pale. Sallow. A shadow of who I was.
It couldn't be true.
Could it?
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The rest of the day passed in fragments. I tried to keep an air of normalcy, but it was futile. My body ached. My main focus was gone and their words kept ringing in my head.
“No.” I whispered, forcing back every thought with denial. It didn't feel enough.
By evening, the office was nearly empty and the sky had darkened by the time I stepped out.
Every step I took felt shaky, weakened from the aches and exhaustion from the past few days. At this moment, I didn't want to think of anyone.
Yet as I spun the corner, I met with the one person I didn't want to see.
“Sis in law! Oh right, I'm supposed to address you as Miss Dawson here.” she giggled, “I came just in time. You're also leaving right?”
My jaw clenched. She frowned.
“You look so tired. Are you okay?” she asked.
“I’m fine,” I said flatly, pushing past her to head towards the elevator. She followed behind me, stepping into the lone space as I tapped the floor button.
The low hum of the elevator felt like an eternity. I closed my eyes, trying to ignore her presence. I just needed to leave.
“You know,” her voice broke the silence, “I know we barely interacted but I’ve been meaning to talk to you.”
I didn't want to listen to anything right now. It took everything in me to be courteous.
But if I ignored her, I didn't know what she would do.
“About what?” I answered.
“About Damon.”
I stiffened. Her sigh rang beside me.
“The Zenthros project belonged to you. I felt so bad when I learned about it. I mentioned it once after hearing you talk about it. Who knew that he'd actually hand it over to me?” she sighed, as though helpless before she paused, "But then again, it shouldn't be surprising considering who REALLY has his heart.”
My heart skipped a beat. Slowly, I turned to face her.
She was smiling, her face glowing under the elevator lights, yet there held something in her eyes that made my heart race.
“Don’t look so surprised. You must have heard the rumors already, right?”
My jaw tightened.
“I don't know what you're talking about Athena,” I said, my voice harsher than I expected, “What I DO know is that both of you are siblings and I am the wife who he married. We love each other, no matter the difficulties. A single project doesn't change that.”
Yet as I spoke, my words felt hollow.
She tilted her head, her gaze boring into me. It looked like pity. Mockery.
Then she smiled.
“Do you think he married you for love?”
My heart skipped a beat. What was that supposed to mean?
A sudden bang erupted. The elevator jolted violently. My body lurched, colliding against the wall before being forced to the floor.
Pain shot through me. I screamed.
Several more jolts followed. The lights flickered before darkness remained.
My pulse hammered in my ears as picks, like needles shot up my belly. Panic gripped me.
No.
I didn't know how long it took when I heard muffled footsteps. Voices echoed through and amongst them I could hear his.
Damon.
He was there. I could hear him giving sharp instructions, his voice cutting through the noise as they worked to open the metal.
“Damon! Help me!” Athena cried out, her voice trembling.
Despite my blurry, darkened vision my gaze trailed to her sitting at the corner. She looked completely unharmed.
The feeling of something warm seeping between my legs made my blood run cold.
“No…”
Metal groaned below us. A gap of light appeared as the emergency hatch was forced open.
And at the opening was Damon.
“Move back,” he ordered. Before I could process it, he had already climbed down with assistance, dropping into the elevator.
Athena threw herself into his arms without hesitation, sobbing.
“Damon. I want to get out of here. I'm so scared.”
My chest ached but despite their closeness, Damon wasn't looking at her.
He was looking at me.
Darkness crept at the corners of my vision. I forced myself up, holding back a sob as I reached out.
“Damon. please… it hurts.”
In the dim lights I couldn't see his expression, yet for a moment, I swore he reached out. Hope filled me.
“Damon?” Athena sobbed. His hand, once lifted, fell.
“The priority is Athena. Pull her out first,” he ordered, and it felt like I had been thrown into the abyss
“Damon…” I cried, my strength growing weaker.
But this time he didn't look at me. His focus remained on Athena as he helped her out through the opening.
The pain curled tighter in my abdomen with every shallow breath. I felt the tears I'd been holding back slip away.
“The… baby…”
That was the last thing I said before the darkness took over.
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The scent of antiseptic was the first thing I registered. I cracked my eyes open only to shut them again at the intensity from the fluorescent lights.
The sensations around me returned and soon my memories came back. From the scent and the rhythmic beeping I knew I was in a hospital.
Voices rang, faint but still imperceptible. It was, I realised, in the room.
“Damon, I've been waiting for so long. You've gotten what you wanted, so why haven't you divorced her yet?”
MiaI felt the gazes of my co-workers trailing me as I moved towards my office. Some looked away once I met them. Others remained, offering small smiles. They both held the same thing.Sympathy. Pity.By now I was sure the entire company was aware. There was nothing I could do about it but ignore it.Ignore that the one thing that kept my life afloat was taken away like it was both.In the corridor leading to my office, I'd barely taken a few steps when voices drifted from around the corner.“I can't believe it. Miss Dawson has done so much for the company and this was her project. Her idea. Why would the big boss give it to someone else?” a young man said disbelievingly, “And Miss Nova? She literally just got here. We don't even know if she's capable.”“She may not be capable but she IS important,” a young woman's voice huffed, “You saw how he introduced her, right? They looked so close. Something must be going on between them.”I froze.“That’s not something you should say careless
MiaDamon’s voice cut cleanly through mine. I turned to him.On his usually impassive face was something I couldn't read, but perhaps it was my imagination. Soon after he looked at me harshly.“Don’t be unreasonable Mia.” he said, “Athena is staying. Why would she need to leave when her family is here? Don't ever say something so ridiculous. In matters like these you shouldn't interfere.”My lips remained slightly parted, but no sound came out. Whatever I had wanted to say dissolved quietly. “Exactly,” Mara smiled, settling back down satisfied. “She has been family far before you came. You'd better know your place.”With that, the atmosphere reverted to its previous state. Athena, and Mara spoke without a care in the world, their laughter filling the space. Damon looked away eating. It was as if everything was normal.Only I remained frozen in place, my heart sinking.I didn't stop looking at him as he ate without a care in the world. In just one day, every single opinion I held was
MiaIt felt like I'd been dunked in an icy bath, chilling my bones into reality. She leaned closer to Damon holding his arm and looking up at him with a smile. But all I could focus on was the jewellery adorned on her neck. The necklace I thought he'd bought for me.Laughter arose, forcing me to reality in time to see Mara pull the young woman, her attention completely on her. “Athena, my sweet daughter. I missed you so much." She said warmly, looking at her with open pride and affection. I felt numb to it all, yet processed the information.So this was Athena. The one Mara had always compared me to and Damon rarely mentioned. Tracing her face, I could see the resemblance in mother and daughter. Athena looked beautiful, her long blonde strewn like a halo. She looked almost like an angel.“Mom I'm fine thanks to Damon.” she laughed, turning back to Damon, “he took care of me on the way here. I told him there was no need but he insisted on picking me up from the airport. He drove su
MiaA lump formed in my throat as the words I wanted to say, the revelation that hung at the tip of my tongue was swallowed back. I kept my expression neutral as I nodded.“I’m sorry Mr Nova. It won’t happen again.” Silence stretched through minutes when I heard his footsteps. Before I knew it, arms wrapped around me and I was engulfed against a warm hard surface, the scent of cologne filling my senses.“Are you okay?” He asked, voice quieter.The change was like whiplash. I could only nod. He took a deep breath.“Let’s go out for dinner tonight, it's my treat. I'm sorry for being so harsh. I…I just want what's best for NovaTech. You understand, right?”His voice lost the icy edge from before. Now it was lower. Warmer. No longer the businesslike Mr Nova. It was Damon, my husband, hugging me in his office.“I know.” I whispered, shutting my eyes to savor the warmth.It never lasted. I endured this same pattern. After weeks, if not months of coldness, he would suddenly change. A gift
Mia“Congratulations Mrs Nova, you’re pregnant.”The words made my mind go blank. In the walls of the company’s restroom, only a light buzzing sound remained. Pregnant…“Mrs Nova?” “Yes,” I blurted out, my voice deceitfully calm despite the blood roaring in my ears, “I'm sorry. Please continue.”He continued speaking on the other end of the line for a few more minutes. The words ‘checkups’ and ‘pre-natal vitamins’ reached my ears, yet I couldn't process a word he said.The call ended and the line went quiet but my head didn’t. I let my hands drop against the vanity top. The marble sent a chill through my skin.I was pregnant. Six weeks along, from what the doctor said.It was a good thing. I should be happy. I WANTED to feel happy. But I felt none of that. Only a weighted hollowness that settled heavy in my chest. Because all I could think about was the way everything had been falling apart, piece by piece. After what felt like an eternity, I stepped out of the restroom and into







