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Neither of us said much after that photo. There wasn't anything to say that didn't sound like panic pretending to be a plan. "We shouldn't be seen together again," Damian said, still staring at his phone. "Not until we know who's watching. I'll take a different way back." "And if it's Marcus?" "Then he already knows what he needs to know. There's nothing we can do standing on this street that we can't do apart." He looked up at me. For one second his face went soft, worried, before he pulled it back. "Go home. Text me when you're inside." I drove back with my hands sore from gripping the wheel too hard. I kept checking the mirror at every light. Nothing there. That scared me more than something would have. An empty mirror just meant they were better at this than I was. The house was quiet when I got in. Quiet had stopped meaning safe a long time ago. I heard voices before I saw anyone. Low. Fast. Coming from the sitting room. Something in the sound made me stop in the hall instead of walking through. Marcus's voice, calm, the way it always was right before something broke. Sophia's, thinner than usual, the words tumbling out too quick, like she wanted to finish before her voice gave out. I couldn't hear the words. Just the silence after, sharp and sudden, then footsteps crossing the room toward the door. I moved fast, dropped my bag by the stairs like I'd only just walked in. Marcus appeared a second later, jacket still on, phone already in his hand. "There you are." He kissed my cheek like nothing had just happened in the room behind him. "I have a call. Don't wait dinner." "Everything alright?" I watched his face for anything at all. "Fine," he said, too fast, and was gone out the front door. His car pulled away a moment later. I found Sophia sitting very still on the sofa, hands folded in her lap, one wrist tucked behind the other in a way that made my stomach drop before I even understood why. "Sophia." She looked up. Her eyes were red, though she'd tried to fix it, too much color pressed into her cheeks. "I'm fine," she said, before I even asked. "You're not." I sat down close, our knees almost touching. "What did he say to you?" She stared at her hands like they belonged to someone else. When she finally spoke her voice had gone small. Nothing like the woman who used to move through this house like she owned every room in it. "He knows I've been different lately," she said. "He asked me straight out if I've been talking to you. Really talking. Not the kitchen kind." My chest went tight. "What did you tell him?" "I said no." Her breath shook on the way out. "He didn't believe me. I don't think he believes anyone now. He just watches and waits to see if the lie holds up." She looked at me, real fear on her face, not the kind people put on for show. "He said if he finds out I've picked a side, he'll make sure I lose everything. Not just the studio work. Everything. He said it so calm, Elena. Like he was talking about the weather." I thought of the notebook, hidden somewhere new now. The small pharmacy box. A baby she hadn't asked for with a man who talked about losing everything like it was a line item. "He can't take everything," I said, though I wasn't sure I believed it. "He can take more than you think." Her hand drifted to her stomach, that small habit I'd seen before, and then she caught herself and pulled it back. "I don't know how much longer I can keep standing in the middle of this. Pretending I haven't already picked." Something in me softened watching her. She was drowning in the same house I was, just in a different room. For the first time since I found that notebook, I let myself feel it plain. Not pity. Just recognition. "I went to see someone today," I said. "A woman tied to my parents' accident. She told me something." I stopped, thinking about how much to say, then decided to just say it. "Someone else came asking the same questions last week. A woman. Scared. Used to work for a family in this city, she said. Something she saw lately made her start remembering things she'd buried a long time ago." Sophia went very still. Something moved behind her eyes. Her whole body went stiff, in a way that had nothing to do with Marcus or anything we'd just been talking about. "What did she look like," Sophia asked, her voice careful now, nothing like it had been a moment before. "I don't know. The widow didn't say much more than that. Scared. Careful with her words." Sophia's hand went to her own throat without her seeming to notice. "I think I've seen her before," she said slowly, like she was testing each word before she let it out. "There was a woman who used to come to the house years ago. Before you and Marcus married. She never stayed long. Always looked like she wanted to be anywhere else." "Who was she?" Sophia opened her mouth to answer. Something in her face changed, fear stacking on top of fear, and she leaned in, her voice dropping to almost nothing. "If it's who I'm thinking of," she said, "we're in more trouble than you know. She wasn't just staff, Elena. She was—" The front door opened. We both froze. I watched every trace of what she'd been about to say drop off her face, replaced by that same careful blank look she must have practiced for years before I ever learned to wear one myself. Footsteps in the hall. Too soon for Marcus's call to be done. Too slow and deliberate to be anyone in a hurry. Sophia's eyes met mine, wide and pleading, one last warning passing between us before the sitting room door began to open.ElenaIt wasn't Marcus.Mrs. Patel's voice, out in the hall, something about a parcel she'd signed for late. I could have kissed her. The whole room seemed to let out a breath at once, and by the time the door actually opened Sophia's face had gone smooth again, blank, that same practiced nothing she must have spent years learning to wear before I ever needed to borrow it myself."Sorry to interrupt. This came for you, Mrs. Blackwood.""Thank you." Steady. I don't even know how.The door shut. Sophia was up and smoothing her skirt before I could say a word, not looking at me, already halfway to the kitchen in her head."I should check on dinner.""Sophia."She stopped. Didn't turn around. Just stood there in the doorway with her back to me."Not tonight. Please."And then she was gone, and I was sitting there with a box I hadn't ordered in my lap and a sentence hanging in the air that nobody was going to finish for me tonight.She wasn't just staff, Elena, she was—I carried that all
ElenaNeither of us said much after that photo. There wasn't anything to say that didn't sound like panic pretending to be a plan."We shouldn't be seen together again," Damian said, still staring at his phone. "Not until we know who's watching. I'll take a different way back.""And if it's Marcus?""Then he already knows what he needs to know. There's nothing we can do standing on this street that we can't do apart." He looked up at me. For one second his face went soft, worried, before he pulled it back. "Go home. Text me when you're inside."I drove back with my hands sore from gripping the wheel too hard. I kept checking the mirror at every light. Nothing there. That scared me more than something would have. An empty mirror just meant they were better at this than I was.The house was quiet when I got in. Quiet had stopped meaning safe a long time ago.I heard voices before I saw anyone. Low. Fast. Coming from the sitting room. Something in the sound made me stop in the hall inste
ElenaThe phone rang before I could call him. I answered so fast I nearly dropped it."Sorry," Damian said, before I could even speak. "Someone tried to get into my systems the second your message came through. I had to shut everything down first.""So it's not just me," I said, and something in my chest that had been braced for an hour finally let go, just slightly."It's not just you." A pause. "We can't talk like this anymore. Not on phones. I'll send you an address."I looked at the closed bathroom door like it might have ears of its own. "I don't know how I get out of this house without him knowing.""You'll find a way," he said, simple, no weight to it, and somehow that was steadier than anything gentler would have been.I sat there a long moment after he hung up, my heart still going too fast, and thought about every time in the last five years I had let fear stop me from doing the one thing I actually needed to do. I thought about the wet road that killed my parents, and how l
ElenaThe SUV sat at the end of the drive for what felt like an hour and was probably ten seconds. Then its lights swung away from the gate, and it reversed, slow and deliberate, and disappeared down the road like it had never been there at all.I stood at the window with my heart still slamming and no answers to show for it. Whoever that was, they'd wanted me to see them leave as much as they'd wanted me to see them arrive.I didn't sleep. I lay next to Marcus with my eyes open in the dark, replaying the night in pieces, the photograph, his voice saying *whatever's out there*, the curtain he'd closed himself without ever once looking surprised. Somewhere around four I finally drifted, and when I woke he was already gone, his side of the bed cold, like he'd never been there at all.Had he been there at all.I sat up too fast, my head swimming, and tried to remember the actual feeling of him beside me instead of the story I'd told myself about it. I remembered the weight of the mattres
ElenaI heard my own heartbeat before I heard anything else.Marcus didn't look up from his book. "You went out," he said, turning a page. "That's allowed, Elena. You're a grown woman.""I didn't think I needed permission."He looked up slowly. "No. You don't." A pause. "Did you eat well?""Fine.""Was it busy?""Not really."He nodded like I'd confirmed something rather than answered a question, and I felt the floor tilt slightly beneath me. He reached for a folded sheet of paper on the side table and slid it across the coffee table without a word.I opened it with fingers gone cold.A photograph. Grainy but clear. Me, stepping out of the restaurant. Damian's hand at the small of my back, guiding me past a step I hadn't even noticed. Nothing, and also everything."I've known about Cross for weeks," Marcus said quietly. "Tonight just confirmed the timeline."I couldn't make my mouth work. My whole chest had gone tight, like something had reached in and taken hold of it."I'm not angry
Elena"Looking for something?"I had exactly one heartbeat to decide. My mind ran through every lie I owned in that single second, discarding each one before it fully formed, because I could see in his face that he already knew most of the ones I might reach for."A dress," I said finally. "I lent Sophia one, months ago. I thought I'd take it back before I forgot which one it was."It was thin. The kind of lie that only works if the person hearing it wants to believe it, and I had no idea, standing there with my pulse hammering in my throat, whether Marcus wanted to believe anything I said anymore.He looked at me a long moment. Long enough that the silence had a weight to it, pressing down on my chest until I could barely draw a full breath."Did you find what you needed?" he asked."No. I think it's at the cleaners.""Sophia keeps her room tidy, doesn't she." His eyes moved past me, to the closet I'd just closed, to the shoes lined up almost exactly the way I'd left them, and someth







