SHAYLE
I screamed. The sound ripped out of me before I could stop it. My hand flew to the door and I slammed it shut so hard the glass rattled. My heart was going crazy, hammering against my ribs like it wanted to break free. My legs moved on their own, carrying me back down the hall as fast as I could go. What the hell did I just see? No, forget what I saw. Why the fuck did I see it at all? I tried to breathe but my chest was tight. My heels clicked too loud against the floor, and I hated the way people turned their heads as I rushed by. I was so distracted, I didn’t even notice until it was too late. I slammed straight into someone’s shoulder. “Shit, sorry,” I muttered, stepping back, rubbing my arm where it stung. Then I looked up and froze. It was Carlos. And he wasn’t alone. A girl clung to his side, her hair shiny and her lips painted too red. She looked me up and down with a smirk that screamed judgment. Her laugh was soft but it cut through me. “Look at her. She’s blushing just from bumping into you.” “What?” My brows pulled together. I turned to the glass wall next to us. And sure enough, my face was red. My cheeks were burning like fire. But it wasn’t because of Carlos. It wasn’t because of his smug face or the fact he had a new girl on his arm when he was just with my sister yesterday. I was red because I just saw my boss’s dick. But of course, I couldn’t say that. Carlos raised an eyebrow, his expression flat, almost like he was pretending to be bored. Like my presence was annoying him. I scoffed under my breath. I wanted to give him a piece of my mind. I wanted to tell him I didn’t want to be around him either and how much I now hated him despite my heart hadn’t healed. But I knew myself too well. If I started talking, I’d end up crying one way or the other and this wasn’t the best place to settle our scores. I adjusted my posture, kept my chin high, and walked past them without another word. By the time I reached my office, my legs were trembling. I slammed the door shut and leaned against it, clutching my chest. “What is wrong with that man?” I whispered to myself. Having sex in an office? Well, technically it was his office but still, there's plenty of hotels around and it's just a few blocks away. I dropped into my chair, my knees weak. Why couldn’t anything in my life be simple? I only wanted to hand in a stupid resignation letter. That was it. But now I had this burned into my brain. And worse, now he probably thought I was some creep who barged in on purpose. “God, why did I even run?” I groaned, covering my face with my hands. I couldn’t let him think that. I shot up from my chair, my pulse racing again. No. I had to face him properly. Give him the letter. Get this over with. I forced my feet to carry me back down the hall. Every step felt heavier than the last. When I reached his door again, I hesitated for a full ten seconds. Then I knocked. “Come in,” a voice called. I swallowed hard and pushed the door open. Inside, a man stood with his back to me, facing the wide glass window that overlooked the city. He was buttoning his white shirt, the movements slow. The redhead from earlier was gone. Huh. He cleaned up fast. I cleared my throat and forced myself to step closer. The smell of his cologne hit me immediately. Expensive, strong and masculine. I hated that I noticed. “Um… I came from my department head. He told me to submit my resignation letter directly to you.” Lucien Dorne finally turned around. My breath caught before I could stop it. His shirt wasn’t fully buttoned, and the smooth lines of his chest and abs were on full display. The muscles there looked carved, the kind of body you only saw in movies or magazines. My jaw nearly dropped but I caught myself just in time, clenching my teeth together. Of course. No wonder he was a womanizer. With a body like that, he probably thought every woman wanted a taste. Actually, which women wouldn't want a man with the body of a god? He smirked as he strolled to his desk, his shirt still wide open. His eyes dragged over me slowly. “Well, If it isn’t one of my employees barging in without knocking again.” His voice was smooth, deep, dripping with arrogance. “What’s the matter? You didn’t get enough of the show earlier?” My stomach flipped. I gripped the paper in my hand tighter. “That’s not— I didn’t—” He chuckled, low and mocking, then held out his hand. “Resignation letter.” I shoved it at him quickly, eager to get this over with. But he didn’t look at the paper right away. His eyes swept over me from head to toe, slow and assessing, like he was stripping me down without touching me. “You know,” he drawled, “you really don’t look like much. Not my type at all. But I can see why someone like you would stare.” Heat rushed up my neck. I wanted to scream. For a brief second, I remembered my stupid thought earlier; which woman wouldn’t want him? I took it back immediately. I definitely didn’t. Not now. Not ever. He finally glanced at the paper, then back at me. “Wait. Shayle Vale? You’re the one? The workaholic?” “Excuse me?” He chuckled again, amused. “You don’t even know what people call you around here? Workaholic Vale. That’s your nickname.” I clenched my fists. “I didn’t come here for nicknames. I came to resign.” “Relax,” he drawled, leaning back against his desk like he owned the world. “I’m just surprised. You’ve won employee of the year twice, haven’t you?” I forced a smile, tight and cold. “Three times, actually.” “Wow.” His smirk widened. “So not only are you boring, you’re also lonely as fuck.” My face burned. I wanted to throw my shoe at his head. But I kept my voice even. “If you’re done insulting me, I’ll be leaving.” He raised an eyebrow, then casually walked over to the shredder in the corner. He slid my resignation letter into it. I gasped, my mouth falling open as I watched the paper vanish into long strips. “What are you doing?!” My voice cracked. He turned back to me with a smug smile. “You don’t really think the company would let go of such a devoted little worker bee, do you?” My hands shook. I tried to breathe through the building anger. “I’m moving out of the country. That’s why I’m resigning.” “Really?” He tilted his head. “Which country? We have branches everywhere. I’ll happily transfer you.” I stared at him, disbelief clawing at me. Was he serious? Or was this some twisted game because I’d walked in on him earlier? I forced a polite smile, my chest aching from the effort. “No, thank you, I don't need a transfer. I'm done with working for this company, Mr. Dorne. I’ll reprint the letter and bring it back for you to approve right away.” But as I turned to leave, his voice stopped me cold. “What about a promotion instead?” I froze. He took a step closer, his eyes glinting with something dark. “Be my secretary and you’ll be paid five times what you earn now.”SHAYLESlowly, I walked forward, my shoes dragging slightly against the floor as my mind tried to catch up with what my eyes were seeing. What the hell was Alina doing here?Was she here to see Carlos? Or me?My throat tightened. I could feel the air in my lungs growing heavy as my steps carried me closer. Maddie was the first to notice me. She was the one Alina was talking to. She froze mid-sentence, her expression changing so fast.Then Alina turned too.Her eyes landed on me, and I saw that flicker; shock, followed by something smug and cruel. Her lips curved into a smirk that made my stomach twist.“Well,” she drawled softly, walking toward me. “Long time.”Her tone was too sweet, dripping with venom.“It’s sad I’ll be seeing you from now on,” she added, brushing a strand of her hair behind her ear. “But, well… we don’t have a choice.”I frowned, every muscle in my face tightening. “What the hell does that mean?”She tilted her head, that smirk deepening. “Oh, you didn’t know?”
SHAYLEBy the time we arrived at the company, I still couldn’t believe what had happened this morning. While we were in the car with me seated in the front and him at the back, my eyes would drift to the rearview mirror where I could see his reflection and how he looked completely detached.I would bite my lip and state out the window so I wouldn't glance at him again. I saved his life. I actually saved his life. And he hadn’t even muttered a damn thank you.Typical.When the car stopped in front of the building, I pushed open the door, stepped out and followed his long strides.He looked so effortlessly intimidating he looked from the back in his dark suit. A small part of me found it unfair that a man could look that good and be that much of a jerk.We walked straight into the elevator together. Just me and him.The silence stretched for a while, heavy and strangely awkward. The only sound was the faint hum of the elevator. I was beginning to think we’d ride the whole way up like
SHAYLE I guess I’d been delusional to think I could ever be happy, even for a second before I die. Life was never fair when it came to me. It’s like it had this personal grudge, like it enjoyed watching me struggle while dangling little bits of joy just out of reach. I laid on my bed, staring blankly at the ceiling, my drugs scattered on my nightstand. What was even the point of taking them when I was still going to die? I rolled over, groaning into my pillow, my hair falling all over my face. “I’m so damn stupid,” I muttered to myself. A small laugh escaped my lips, but it sounded hollow. I couldn’t tell if I was trying to laugh or cry anymore. I didn’t even mind that Kieran was a virgin; that wasn’t the problem. The problem was, well, getting disvirgined by a virgin? What was the fucking use? It felt ironic and unfair. Couldn’t the universe just throw me one good thing? I rolled again, sighing louder this time. “Do I have to find someone else now?” I whispered. But who?
SHAYLE Kieran led me over to a small, leather couch in the corner far from Jim and his client, gesturing for me to sit. It felt comfortable.I sunk into it. The soft cushions were a welcome contrast to the stiff, angry posture I’d held all day. “So, are you ready to get ink on you?”My heart fluttered. I looked down at the tattoo magazines scattered on the small table between us, a sudden, nervous excitement bubbling up inside me.“Yeah,” I said, “I’m ready. I think.”He laughed, a rich, low sound that vibrated through the air. “You think? It’s okay if you’re not. It’s a big decision.”“No, I’m ready,” I insisted, feeling a rush of confidence. “I just… I have no idea what I want yet.”He moved from the stool he was sitting on, picked up one of the magazines and flipped through it. “Okay, let’s see. What are you looking for? Something big and bold, or something small and subtle?”He paused, a thoughtful look on his face. “You know,” he began, “we can design something from scratc
LUCIEN I didn’t think Shayle would actually leave. When she dropped the iPad and that goddamn red dress and walked out like that, I thought she’d come crawling back in a few minutes, head down, voice small, maybe muttering an apology. But she didn’t. I didn't care though. I bet she just went somewhere close to cool herself. Even the blondie was surprised, staring at the door Shayle had just slammed behind her. Her lips were still wet, her blouse half open, and her expression was caught somewhere between confusion and embarrassment. When she finally found her voice, she glanced at me and whispered, “Wasn’t that the girl whose boyfriend humiliated her last Friday?” I didn’t bother replying. I zipped up my pants, tucking my shirt back in, my mind still running through what the hell had just happened. The blondie frowned. “What are you doing, Lucien? We’re not done yet.” I finally turned my head toward her. “What’s your name again?” She blinked, taken aback, then stammered,
SHAYLE People definitely saw that slap; Carlos’s shocked face would probably be trending on office gossip by evening. As I walked away from the small crowd, I should’ve felt proud. I should’ve felt vindicated for finally putting that bastard in his place. But instead, all I felt was boiling anger. Did he really think I’d crawl back to him? That I was some pathetic girl who couldn’t live without him? No fucking way. By the time I reached Lucien’s office, my blood was still simmering. I didn’t even think twice before pushing his door open. I should’ve knocked. I really should’ve but I was too angry and I had not forgotten what he did. The moment I stepped in, the scene in front of me was unbelievable. But again, it was Lucien and I've seen worse. He sat there, cool, calm, and collected, leaning back in his chair, while a blonde woman knelt between his legs. Her head moved rhythmically, and even without a clear view, it was obvious what was happening. His gaze locked on mi