140 : The mess, and a vow

My hand was pulled, into the bedroom area, and I'm still crying. My chest feels tight, and my head is throbbing in pain.

"Bastard! Fuck you! You're such an asshole" I screamed at him as soon as we got to the room. Rhysand tries to calm me down, taking me in his arms. But I rebelled, pushing him away.

"Amanda.. what's wrong? Tell me."

"I am pregnant." I screamed hysterically. "You really are crazy. You got me pregnant? To trap me up again, to tie me up even more?! Are you dissatisfied at all? Depressing me like this?" I'm out of breath. "I tried to believe in you and trust you. Trying to live through this, dealing with all of this in a good way, not like this! But you tore it down! You made it into a weapon. You made this baby into your weapon!"

"Amanda, no. Listen."

"Get me out of here. Let me go! Or I will kill this baby." My head is so filled with

His mask fell off, panic came over his expression. "No! God, don't do that. For God's sake! Don't kill them. They are not a mistake." he