My Bully is Psycho
Chapter Twenty-Six
ISABELLAI didn't go downstairs for dinner, I had to lie again to mom about being sick and weak, she allowed me to take dinner up to my room, not that I could stomach down anything, not with the heaviness that settled like tons of bricks in my stomach
Depression. Sadness grief.
These were the emotions that could describe the way I felt ever since Ace had stormed out of my room this afternoon.
Currently, I lay beneath my bed covers but sleep wouldn't come, all his hateful words from the past years kept replaying in my head.
He didn't hate me. Or at least not enough to fully hurt me.
All those words had always cut like sharp knives to my heart, but pondering over it, he had never physically harmed me.
Maybe because somewhere in his mind he still missed the old moments we shared just the way I do?
I couldn't be certain my earlier wordMy Bully is PsychoChapter Twenty Seven.ACEI dragged the door closed behind me with a loud bang.' You don't really hate me....'' You only need someone to share out your grief'The words kept blaring and tearing down the last of my sanity.It just wouldn't stop resonating in my head no matter how hard I try to quiet it."Shut up!!" I growled aloud to bring an end to it.She had been fucking wrong!I hated her more than anything she could ever imagine.' Then why haven't you really hurt me all these years ' her soft whisper taunted my mind.Harsh heavy pants escaped my expanded nostrils, I dug my nails tightly into my palms, threatening to pierce out blood.It was a minor distraction from the conflicted feelings which I didn't want to recognize, but it kept simmering in my veins.I needed something much stronger, I searched my drawer for a cigarette, a smoke was what I reall
My Bully Is PsychoChapter Twenty EightISABELLA**The next few days dragged by slowly, and soon enough, today was Friday.The fresh cool morning wind caressed my face and hair, I wrapped my arms around myself grateful for the warmth my long sleeved shirt provided.The moment I stepped into the crowded hallway, I searched my gaze around for someone in particular.Ace.It had been a complete week since that day he had left my house, since then I hadn't seen him, he had not come to school either.It shouldn't be any of my business, these were the exact words that I had kept telling myself these few days.Why should I be concerned about his whereabouts? but for some reason, I couldn't stop myself from thinking if it had anything to do with our last meeting or anything to do with me in particular.I couldn't bring myself to ask any of his popular friends either.I didn't want them to misundersta
MY BULLY IS PSYCHOChapter Twenty NineISABELLA"Hey, mom said I should ask if you are done preparing ?" Liz spoke as she made her way inside my room, I looked up from my table of assignment, she plunged herself to get comfortable on my bed. She wall already dressed in a simple evening gown, her hair gathered in a pigtailAn unwilling sound escaped my mouth, it was a Saturday evening, one that I wished to spend on my own but mom appeared to have other plans.Earlier today, I had met her downstairs making a phone conversation with Mrs. King.She had invited mom over, and mom was insisting for me and Liz to come along with her.She had been overly excited by the prospect of meeting her college best friend all day her cheerful mood was quite the opposite of mine.I didn't want to go.Jordan had informed me that Ace was no longer in the house but I still couldn't risk it, I didn't want to find out how he would re
MY BULLY IS PSYCHO Chapter Thirty. ISABELLA Then the sound of the door clicking open.Oh god!I was done for. I watched as he casually strode inside the bathroom, and made his way towards the shower stand, he had not sighted me from my spot, where I stood flattened against the wall. I considered making a quick dash for the door , but what would I do about Grey who was currently waiting for him inside the room? I would still be discovered in which ever way. I watched with wide eyes as he pulled his T-shirt over his head and allowed it to fall down in a heap on the ground. The lump in my throat grew thicker and tighter as my eyes wandered freely over the well defined muscles of his chest and abs. My mouth hung open, i couldn't stop gawking like a creep, he definitely had the bodily sexiness of my "book boyfriends " The sound of his zipper ripping open snapped me ou
MY BULLY IS PSYCHO Chapter Thirty One ISABELLA Mom and Mrs. King chose that moment to burst inside the bathroom, their widened gaze fell on us. Ace's hand was still pressed against my shoulders, he still held me flattened against the wall, both our bodies soaked wet. "What is going on here? Isabella we heard your voice are you alright? " mom asked "oh my! " his mom gasped aloud. I met Ace's gaze and disappointment welled deep inside of me, this was the closest we've ever been on an emotional level. His gaze that had been so deep with all the emotions he felt were now in a blank mask. He abruptly lets go of me, we both stepped out of the shower area as I tried to hide my shivering from the cold. I followed mom back to the bedroom,"his bedroom ", moments after I was draped in a thick blanket, I guess I couldn't hide my trembling well enough. I looked around for Grey, half surprised that he was nowh
MY BULLY IS PSYCHOChapter Thirty TwoACE**The moment I heard the door shut closed, I entered into my the bathroom for the shower I had initially planned for.My insides were in a mess, spiraling out of control , I feel as though I would break apart , so many emotions overwhelmed me, but the predominant of them all wasMisery.And the voice in my head just wouldn't stop, it kept replaying all over again making my insides churn with grief.' I miss him, he would never hurt me 'Why did those wide pools had to seem so sad, so hopeful and though she could pull "Him " out of me?' She wouldn't want you to despise yourself either, she loved you the most, you know that Ace 'How badly want to believe those words.A strangled sound escaped my throat as I tried in vain to push the clogging emotions to wherever
MY BULLY IS PSYCHOChapter Thirty ThreeISABELLA.I ran the brush furiously over my unruly hair, there were only a few minutes left for school.From my reflection in the mirror, the dark circles under my eyes glared at me, a solid reminder of the last few nights.In these past two days, I've had the worse sleep of my entire life. I dragged in a long deep breath to ease the nervousness squeezing inside of me, he hadn't been in school for the past week, perhaps he won't show up this week either? Or maybe till the end of the term.Could I be Hopeful?The memory of his lips mere inches away from mine was still vivid in my head, although I was shivering with cold at that time, I couldn't forget the feel of the both of us so close, and him wearing nothing but his underwear, had there been no interruption, would he have kissed me? And why had I wanted him to? I must have been out of my mind.Sure he had the hotne
MY BULLY IS PSYCHOChapter Thirty FourISABELLA.The rest of my words were stolen when his lips slammed against mine.A ticking second went past...Then another.It couldn't be happening.Ace wasn't kissing me in front of the whole school!His fingers sank into my hair pulling us even closer until our bodies were completely flattened against each other, his teeth clamped on my bottom lips, just enough to enact a gasp from me.The moment he began to move his lips against mine, I felt as though the world was coming to an end, my entire body was a thundering mess, I couldn't breathe, I also couldn't move to push him away either.His arms were wrapped around my shoulder and waist as he kept on devouring whatever oxygen I had in my lungs.Slowly, he pulled away, my gaze locked with those stormy silvery pair.The arms wrapped around me eased a bit and I took a staggering step backward, inhaling raggedly for