LOGINEZRA
“You don't get to talk to me like that.” No one's said that to me in years. No one's had the nerve. And yet, there she stands — shaking, yes, but unflinching, daring to challenge me, in my own boardroom. Is this bravery or foolishness? But still, I've seen that look. I wore it once. Back when I still thought emotion was a strength. Before I learned better. I watch as she walks out like a storm, no apologies, no backward glance, just fury. And for the first time in a long time, I find myself… speechless. The door clicks shut behind her and the silence she leaves behind is deafening. My lips form into a thin line and I sit back on my chair and pick up my pen. My newly assigned assistant clears her throat and I spare her a glance and pick up a pen, watching as she fiddles with her fingers. “I… I'm sorry about that. Ehmm, Thea is just… well.” She exhales sharply through her nose. Thea. Thea Calloway. This can't be the same person uncle told me to keep right? This can't be the same ‘perfect managing director’. Uncle’s words. Not mine. I tap the ball of the pen against the desk and glance at my assistant whom I'd forgotten her name again. She's still fumbling for words, clearly debating whether to defend her or distance herself. I don't say a word, I let the silence do what it always does; unravel them. “She's not usually like that.” She says quietly. “I mean… she's always punctual. Calm. Professional. Whatever made her act out like that… it has to be the reason she missed yesterday.” I don't respond to her immediately. I just stare at her and let the weight of my silence settle the way it always does. It's become second in nature now. When I finally speak, my voice is clipped. “I don't run a charity case…” “Nora.” She hurriedly says. “Nora.” I repeat. I hope I don't forget again. “And of course sir.” “Then don't make excuses for her.” I add, eyes on the documents in front of me. The air is awkward now and I don't need anyone to tell me I'm making it harder. “Dismissed.” I say, not lifting my head from the files that didn't really hold my attention. She nods and turns to make her way out of the room, leaving me alone. I glance at the empty chair next to mine for minutes longer. Thea Calloway might think I'm a misogynist. She might think I singled her out. She might even be right. Afterall, my Uncle rarely shows interest in anyone but he did with her. A firecracker. I slide my phone out of my pocket and dial the number I didn't think to use so soon. He picks up after two rings. “Ezra, what a lovely surprise.” “Good afternoon to you too and happy retirement, Uncle.” “Happy retirement it is. The weather here in Mauritius is so lovely.” I grit my teeth, my hand clenched on the table. This man actually got me to come here just so he could start his retirement at 45. “Why did you call?” “You said I should keep Thea Calloway.” “Yes I did.” He says, munching on something from the other line. “That lady is just too efficient despite—” “She snapped.” I interrupt. There's a long pause, then he laughs. “I'm sure that's because you are a pain in the arse.” I snort, but say nothing. Then I ask, “Despite what?” “Huh? “You said she's efficient despite… what?” There's a beat of silence. Just the sound of waves crashing faintly in the background and his steady chewing. “Oh, I shouldn't have said that. Forget about it.” I lean forward, my spine straightening. “What do I need to know about her?” “Nothing that changes her brilliance. She can be a storm but—” “Just answer the damn question.” He sighs. “Let’s just say she's been through some things… personal. But she still shows up. She doesn't quit. That's why I vouched for her.” “I don't like liabilities.” “Then maybe don't act like one.” He chuckles. “If you want to know stuff about your employees to understand them better, run a background check on them.” I hang up without saying goodbye. Not only because I'm being rude. But also because I don't like the feeling crawling up my chest. It's not sympathy. God no. I don't know her. I don't want to know her. But… No. I unlock my phone, thumb hovering for a beat before I type out a message. To: Jalen (IT) Subject: Employee Records Need a full profile list of the staff in my division. Put Thea Calloway and Nora Smith on top. Basic info only. Family. Education. Work history. No gossip. I stare at the screen for a second before hitting send. It's not personal. It's protocol. At least that's what I tell myself.EZRAShe doesn’t show up to work the next day.And I lose my goddamn mind.I sit in my office with my tie loosened, shirt sleeves rolled up, staring at the untouched Sanguara and monitor on my desk like it might give me answers. It doesn’t. It never does. Neither do the emails piling up or the constant buzzing of my phone.She should be here. The cameras in the hallway should have caught her. First one in sometimes. Last one out most times.But today?Nothing.Not even an excuse for Sabrina of HR.Not even a ghost of her perfume in the halls.I check the time again. Ninth time in twenty minutes. Still nothing.I rub my jaw, the tension coiled so tight I could snap steel in my teeth.Maybe she heard me last night.Maybe she remembers what I said.What I promised.If I see you in my space, I won't let go.I drop my head back against the headrest, exhaling through my nose.Fuck.Her taste still lingers on my tongue, sharp and sweet and maddening. It’s in my blood now. Like a drug. Like s
THEAI wake up to silence.No pounding music. No clinking glasses. No murmured voices. Just the dull hum of the morning and the sound of my own breathing.My eyes are open, fixed on the ceiling.Familiar.Too familiar.It’s mine.This is my ceiling.My bed.My room.How did I—?My mind is numb. Not foggy… just blank. Like my brain is trying to protect me from remembering whatever the hell happened last night.I don’t move. I just stay there, cocooned in my sheets, the warmth too heavy, too smothering. My body feels like it’s not mine. My limbs don’t ache, but they feel… used.What the hell did I do?I try to recall.Ezra.His stupidly perfect face. That damn party. The glass in my hand that kept refilling itself. My own voice. Anger. Almost crying. So horny because of my ovulation. Leaning too close. Flirting like I’d lost my mind.And then—Fuck.I throw the covers off like they’re on fire.My dress is still on.A rush of relief.I try to get out of the bed, my bare aching thighs rub
EZRAI don’t take her back to my place.I can’t.Not when I know I won’t be able to control myself if she stays.So I take her home.Her real home.The one she doesn’t tell me about, but I know it. I’ve always known it. I know when she called for a place near H&V after her divorce, I know how she decorated the place with furniture she didn't really like just so it wouldn't remind her how she decorated her ex husbanld’s. The second bulb on her porch that flickers when it rains. The way she keeps her every-day shoes in a straight line just outside her door like order is the only thing holding her together.I carry her inside, her body limp in my arms, her skin warm and flushed, the smell of her and blood still clinging to her like a second skin.God, her scent.It punches me right in the lungs.It always does.I hold my breath.If I inhale… I’ll devour her.The lights are off. Quiet. Just the ticking of a clock somewhere in the dark and her soft, shallow breathing against my neck.Her p
EZRAJust a whisper. Barely a breath.But it hits me like a detonator.She doesn’t know what she’s asking for.Or maybe she does.I lean forward slowly, one hand curling around the nape of her neck again, the other sliding down her back, possessive. Her skin is warm under the thin fabric of her dress. Her body hums against mine.“You want me to touch you?” I murmur, my eyes searching her face as I slowly lean closer until my lips touch her skin. “After you called me a devil?”She shivers.I trail my mouth along her jaw, slow and hot. “You’re asking a monster to touch you. You know what happens to pretty little things that tempt monsters?”She doesn’t answer.She just breathes.So I press a kiss beneath her ear. A slow drag of tongue against skin. A soft bite.“You want to forget. You want to burn. You won't remember this tomorrow.” I say in a whisper.Then, I press my hips up—just enough for her to feel what she’s done to me.She gasps, eyes wide, lips trembling.I wait.Wait for the
EZRAI can still feel the shape of her mouth against mine.Still taste her.And even as I walk away from her, following dumbass Creighton, I can feel her gaze on me, probably looking at me like I’m something she doesn’t recognize—and maybe for the first time, I’m seeing myself clearly too.This isn’t just desire.This is fixation.And I know exactly what happens when people like me fixate.Blood. Lots of it.It always starts with a small slip. A lapse in control. A kiss that turns into a bite. A fantasy that becomes a need.It's already started.And now I want more.I want to taste that fear in her breath and the heat in her skin. I want her lips bruised from my hunger, her name broken on my tongue. I want everything I shouldn’t. And I know it.So that time, I lied.I pretended it was nothing. A performance. A show for the crowd.I didn’t meet her eyes again—not because I don’t want to, but because I can’t.Because if I do, I’ll lose control all over again.And next time, I might not
THEAOne second, his mouth was on mine, not kissing, but devouring me. The next, he pulls away like he’s been burned.No—worse. Like he’s the one afraid of me.For a moment, all I can do is stand there, breath catching in my throat, lips tingling, heart racing like it’s trying to tear out of my chest. My fingers curl slightly where he'd pressed them to his… his chest, like he was trying to show me something.And then it hits me.The heat. My lips.My fingers fly to my lips. They’re wet. Swollen. Tingling. And when I look down at them—Blood.I set my lips in a thin line while my hands move to his head which is resting on my shoulder. I pull him back until he's directly before me, but he still hasn’t opened his eyes.He’s braced like he’s holding back something unholy, jaw clenched, chest rising and falling like he’s just run a marathon.“Ezra…” I whisper.No response.“Ezra, what the hell was that?”His breath hitches.Still no eyes. No words. No explanation. Just tension coiled tigh







