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There are growing murmurs. I’ve faced betrayal. I’ve signed papers that tore my family in two. I’ve looked my son in the eye and pretended I wasn’t breaking. But this… this is different. This is walking into a lion’s den when your wounds are still bleeding. Ezra Harrington doesn’t bother to mask the cold steel in his gaze. He looks at me like I’m a weak link, and in this room filled with sharp suits and sharper tongues, that’s a death sentence. He clears his throat, and the entire room stills. “A shame,” he says, voice smooth, deep, and dark. “Some of us value punctuality. And professionalism.” I gulp, but I don't lift my head. Not because I can't, but because like every other person, I fold under pressure. And it's reeling off him in waves. My jaw clenches, but I don’t speak. What can I say? Sorry I was having a breakdown over the ashes of my marriage? I can still feel his gaze on me. “You weren’t here yesterday, Ms. Calloway. Care to explain?” I inhale slowly, trying to steady the shake in my chest and slowly lift my head, meeting his gaze.. I take him in. A slight stubble frames his chin, giving him a raw rugged edge. But it's eyes. They are cold, icy blue, almost grey. And I hold it. “Personal matters.” I say. He raises an eyebrow, hesitates, and walks back to his seat. He settles down, his gaze trapping me. His entire stance looks imposing and intimidating as he taps a pen against the file in front of him. “Personal matters don’t drive company growth. They drive down productivity. I suggest you get them under control.” A few people shift uncomfortably. No one speaks. No one defends me. I nod once. Controlled. Detached. But inside, shame claws at my ribs. He continues like I’m not even there, flipping to the next slide of the presentation as if he didn’t just strip me bare in front of a boardroom. I chew the insides of my cheeks and hurry to an empty seat at the far corner of the table, ignoring Nora's look of pity while trying to breathe without feeling his eyes on me, my fists clenched by my sides. The meeting goes on but I barely hear anything. When it finally ends, the chatter in the room dies down as everyone gathers their stuff and starts filing out of the room but I didn't make any attempt to leave my seat, my eyes fixed on the man sitting from across the huge table, Nora flipping some documents before him. And when everyone is gone except them, I feel it — the disdain rising in me, washing over the nervousness. I don't care if I'm trembling because this isn't about the meeting, this isn't just about him staring me down. It's about me. If you don't want something to repeat itself, you confront it directly the first time it happens. I should have done that when I started noticing the signs with Sebastian. And now, I don't want to shrink. I'm the managing director now and I've sacrificed a lot to get here. I can't probably be dismissed just because I spoke my mind right? So, I stand up, the chair screeching loudly against the tiled floor. The two pairs of eyes turn to me and I don't care as I walk toward the end of the table, slowly, like if I walk too fast, the tears of humiliation that stems from anger will spill down from my eyes. And don't blame me, I cry when I'm angry. “You don't get to talk to me like that.” I say, my voice soft and low. “Why did you target me in front of the board? Was that supposed to put me in my place? When you heard I was the new managing director, did you go through my files? Have I ever missed a day of work without a reason?” I move closer to him, not backing down. “Tell me. Are you just a misogynist that—” “Thea!” Nora calls, her voice shaky. I stop, shutting my eyes tightly. I inhale deeply and swallow down the remaining vent. Maybe I'm just overreacting. No one gives a shit about my personal matters and he probably doesn't understand it. Maybe… Then, he stands up slowly, his lips set in a thin line, his height and presence overwhelming, but I don't step back. “Personal matters aren't welcome here, Ms Calloway. Keep them at home.” I laugh. A bitter shaky laugh that rings out in the cold silence of the white room. “Personal matters affect workers and that affects their input to the company.” And with a last glance at Nora whose face looks as pale as a ghost's, I give him a short bow and turn, heading for the door, giving him no chance to retort.EZRAI stand before the Twelve. Behind them, the Seven Chiefs perch like crows on a wire, judging, watching, waiting.The room is cold. Too quiet.Like the air itself is holding its breath.I cross my arms, staring up at them, refusing to bow. I’m already halfway buried so there's no need to bend.Lord Naskai is the first to speak.“Ezra Vale, first turned, son of the Abyss, wielder of the Old Flame—”“Can we skip the titles?” I mutter. “I get it. You’re all impressed I was kinda saved from eternal slumber and you didn't force it on me because you are too proud to go back on your words.”He ignores me.Of course.He continues, “—you’ve completed your first trial. Now, the second awaits.”I almost rolled my eyes. But still, I wait in silent anticipation.One of the shadow guards steps forward on behalf of the council as their spokesperson. “We present two options. Both… equal in weight. You will choose.”They say that like it’s fair.Like there’s a choice here at all.I know them, the
THEAI wake up with heat clawing down my spine.Like I’ve been running… or burning.Or dreaming of something I can't remember.My eyes blink open, heavy with something I can’t place. The ceiling is familiar. The light slanting through the curtains is gold, warm, soft. It’s morning.But I don’t feel rested.I feel… wrong.My throat is dry. My chest aches. Not like a cold or flu, not like something I can take medicine for but like I’ve been crying all night without knowing.Like I lost something in the dark.And now daylight has arrived but it didn’t bring it back.I sit up slowly, my limbs sluggish and sore, my skin too hot. I press the back of my hand to my forehead and pull it away quickly. Burning.Am I sick?It feels like fever, like my blood’s trying to climb out of me.But it’s not just my body.It’s my heart.There’s something… wrong with it.Like it’s trying to remember a rhythm it once danced to. Like a song I forgot the words to, but the melody still aches in my bones.I brea
EZRAWhen I wake, it’s not to chains or cold stone.It’s silk.Warm, soft, suffocating silk.The ceiling above me is polished obsidian, etched with the old markings of my house, the ones they never removed, no matter how far I fell. A chandelier dangles in the corner, the scent of nightshade oils and fresh linen clinging to the air.I blink once.Twice.No dungeon. No court. No Malik’s snoring to the left. No guards standing with virex-laced spears at the door.Just my room.The one I locked after leaving for the human world, the one they locked after my disgrace and the one I thought I'd never see again.I try to move, and a dull ache grips my limbs and my chest. Residual virex still burns in my veins and then, everything comes rushing in.Thea.The trial.The screams.The trade.Her memories.My jaw tightens so hard it clicks.They took her from me. She gave them everything.And I let her.Rage rises, thick and black in my chest.I’m going to tear this place apart even if it kills
EZRAI growl, the savage sound bursting off me before I can stop it.Raw. Feral. Wrecked.The sound echoes across the court like thunder breaking bone but it’s not anger that fuels it.It’s grief.Grief with claws and a voice.Because I just heard her say it.“Yes,” she whispered.Even that.Even her memories of me.Her voice still rings in the marrow of my bones. Shaky, honest and final.I stagger, the weight of it pulling me forward, like something just snapped in my chest. The chains dig deeper into my skin but I don’t even feel the pain anymore. I don’t feel the blood drying on my skin, the poison rotting me from the inside.All I feel is her.Leaving.Because that’s what this is.This isn’t saving me.It’s losing her forever.I drag my eyes to her, my knees nearly buckling.She stands there, fragile and steady all at once, like a candle refusing to go out in a storm.Her tears haven’t stopped.But she said it.She still said it.Her memories of me.The way I held her. The way she
THEAThe air here is strange.It tastes like smoke. Like grief bottled and distilled, then poured into my lungs with every breath I take.Like death is sitting inside my chest… waiting.I’m not built for this world. I feel it in my blood, in my bones, in the way the air here scrapes against my skin like sandpaper. It doesn't want me here.But I keep walking.Because I want him.My knees shake. My hands tremble. Something warm drips from my nose and face—I think it’s blood or tears, but I can’t even tell anymore. Everything hurts in a way I’ve never known. Like I'm dying.And maybe I am.But when my eyes land on the figure on the podium—God.I shatter all over again.Ezra.I whisper his name like a prayer to a god I stopped believing in.He’s—He’s not the man I knew.He looks like something torn out of the pages of a nightmare. A creature carved from ruin and rage.Veins black and clawed hands curled in agony. Wings, if I can still call them that, shredded and soaked in blood that sh
ISLAPeople in love are stupid.Not just rom-com stupid. Not just "hold-my-hand-and-jump-off-a-cliff" stupid. I mean the kind of stupid that rewrites logic, drowns reason, and paints tragedy in pastel pink.And before someone rolls their human eyes and mutters jealous much, let’s get one thing straight.I didn’t want Ezra because of some burning, poetic connection or whatever drivel mortals write in their diaries.I wanted him because he was mine. Because he was powerful. Beautiful. Cold-blooded perfection carved in ruin. A prince. A weapon. A kingdom. A crown.Love had nothing to do with it.It never does.So when she came to me—Thea Carlisle, Ezra’s precious little chaos storm in heels—I almost laughed. Even thought it was a prank, a desperate last gasp from a grieving human too dumb to realize the door had already closed.But no.She stood there. Trembling in that annoyingly resilient way of hers.Begging.And bargaining.And honestly?I respect the gall.She doesn’t flinch when I







