Mandy
I turned to face him. I met his eyes with a calm I didn’t feel. The words I wanted to scream lodged in my throat.
“I’m an Alpha. It’s my responsibility to protect my pack and its members. Claire is part of my pack. It is my duty to help her in times of need.”
What about me? I’m your mate. When will you protect me?
But in the end, I chose to shut it. Instead, I forced a faint smile that didn’t reach my eyes. “There’s no need to explain, Matthew. I understand perfectly.”
His shoulders eased and his expression softened. He thought he’d diffused the situation, but he couldn’t see the fury raging inside me.
The silence hung awkwardly between us until Claire yawned. She was struggling to stand and wobbled. Her balance was conveniently failing her. Matthew, her savior, caught her before she could fall.
“Careful,” he murmured.
Claire apologized with a pitiful smile. She was claiming the small cut on her knee was affecting her ability to walk. Without hesitation, Matthew scooped her into his arms. He cradled her like she was made of glass.
“Claire needs to rest,” he said, already heading toward the guest room. “I’ll take her upstairs.”
I was stunned at my post. My emotions rolled beneath the surface as I watched him carry her away. My vision blurred as tears welled in my eyes.
By the time I wiped them away, my decision had solidified. This would be the last time I cried over Matthew. The last time I let either of them hurt me.
Picking up my phone, I dialed the one person I could count on. My best friend, Abbie.
“Get the villa ready in the Goldenridge Pack. I’m moving out. It’s time to start over and forget everything about my mate.”
The next day, I was reading a book on the sofa when Matthew came. I glanced at him for a moment before getting back to what I was reading. I heard him take a deep breath before speaking.
“I’m sorry, Mandy. I know I have been neglecting you lately.”
I was caught off guard by his sudden apology. And yet, I remained indifferent about it.
“No need to apologize. My Dad is an Alpha too so I know the responsibilities that come from the job.”
But Matthew didn’t look convinced. Instead, he approached me, knelt in front of me, and held my hands.
“Even if you say it’s okay, deep down, I know it wasn’t. There is no excuse for me being absent in your life most of the time. I promise I will make it up to you. If you want, we could take a quick vacation.”
If Matthew had said this to me a few months ago, I would have been the happiest she-wolf in the land. But remembering how he constantly chose Claire over me and did some things for her that he never even did for me, my heart ached with the realization. Matthew was no longer the mate I gave my heart to a long time ago. And with that, I could no longer hold to his empty promises that I knew he would break anytime once Claire calls him again.
“I just remember, it’s your birthday on Friday. Got any plans?
I shrugged my shoulders. “None. Will just stay here and rest.”
“No, Mandy. You have to celebrate,” he insisted. “Birthdays only happen once a year. I'll take care of everything, don’t worry.”
I stared at him with a blank expression. Matthew's sudden gentleness and care were highly unusual. He had not shown this side of himself since Claire entered the picture. But I wasn't stupid. I knew this wouldn't last.
The moment his phone rang, my suspicions were confirmed.
“Beta Jared called, I am needed at the Northern Border. Don’t bother waiting for me tonight.”
He no longer waited for me to respond before storming out of the house again. I shook my head and smirked. Did Matthew really take me for a fool? I knew it was Claire who called because the ringtone that played was the one he had assigned specifically for her.
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Friday morning came.
I was awakened suddenly by the noise downstairs. Laughter and loud voices echoed throughout the Alpha mansion. Frowning, I rubbed my eyes and glanced at the clock. The wall clock said it was only 6 in the morning. Obviously, whatever was happening downstairs was way too early for this commotion.
I got out of bed grumpily and stepped into the hallway. I saw an omega walking passed our room and called her immediately.
“What’s going on? Why is it too noisy downstairs?” I asked.
The omega curtsied first before speaking. “There are a few visitors downstairs, Miss Mandy.”
My forehead creased. “Visitors? At this hour?”
“Yes, madam.”
I made my way down to check myself. There was a rule in this house that anyone who wished to see Matthew should wait until 9 AM to see him. Obviously, those who were downstairs were either unaware of this rule or thought they were too special for it to be applied to them.
Sure enough, I found Claire and a few of her friends.
“Good morning, Mandy,” she greeted like she wasn’t disturbing anyone. I just nodded in acknowledgment without smiling.
“What brings you here at this hour?”
“Oh, about that,” she said excitedly. She gestured her arm to show me her work. “We came here to decorate the Alpha mansion for your birthday. I asked Matthew to supervise it myself as I want it to be perfect for you.”
I looked at the decoration she and her friends were talking about. It was nothing but a few white balloons stuck to a glossy foil curtain. There was a happy birthday banner at the center and that was basically it.
“Isn’t it lovely? It clearly suited your love for mediocre things.”
With the way her friends giggled, I knew Claire was low-key insulting me. What should I expect? She was seducing someone else’s mate, so should I expect a better attitude from her?
“I really appreciate what you did,” I stated sarcastically. “But you should not have wasted your time doing this. Instead, you should have focused your time on doing more useful things like…I don’t know...staying away from someone else’s mate?”
The smile on her face disappeared. Her friends' mouths formed an “o,” clearly not expecting retaliation from me. Well, I refused to stay silent any longer. I wouldn’t let her disrespect me inside my territory. I couldn’t care less about what she and Matthew were doing when they were together but I won’t let her act like a bitch inside my own home.
Claire shook her head while smirking, then gestured for her friends to leave. Her friends protested but eventually followed her orders. Claire checked her wristwatch while still wearing a smug expression. She looked at me dangerously. No, it was as if she were challenging me to something.
“Do you really think it was I who was forcing myself on Matthew? Oh, you are so wrong, my dear.”
I crossed my arms and scanned her from head to toe. “Isn’t it you who’s constantly calling him to come to you? If that’s not called 'forcing,' then what should I call it?”
"Wanna bet?" she challenged. "I will show you how crazy Matthew was over me. In fact, I’ll put you in your rightful place and show you once and for all how Matthew values me."
MandyOnce again, my father offered them the seat.The omegas rushed to serve some warm tea and coffee for everyone. Although the excitement died down, the meeting still felt like a visit of a close relative. Beta Jake and Beta Leroy seemed to have formed a good relationship.My father tended to the other council members. Most of them were new faces. For sure, it was their first time setting foot on our land. They showed interest and care for the merging of the two packs. It wasn’t just a concealment behind a pretentious smile.It was genuine excitement.Eyes don’t lie. Every council member of the Black Moon pack looked at me with sparkles in their eyes. Their cheeks lifted up every time they glanced at me. The murmurs weren't the ones that made someone uncomfortable. Despite the fact we are all aware of the contract marriage, why was everyone so excited?Am I the only one who feels nothing from this? Even my father showed high spirits talking about the marriage.“Lady Mandy!” a voice
MandyI’m not sure how much time we have until the council from the Black Moon arrives. But just as my father said, I rushed to ascend the stairs to get ready. I went straight to the bathroom to have a quick wash. I don’t wish for any of them to spot a hint of tears on my face.Then I put on some light rush makeup. Enough to cover the trace of tears from my eyelids. A shade of rosy pink color. Then I slammed my closet open. There’s no time to spend a lot on picking. So I pulled out a long casual salmon pink dress with tiny printed lilies on the side.“Well… It's just a normal day. I don’t think anyone would expect me to wear a flashy dress,” I whispered to myself.I combed my hair in a swift second, just enough to straighten my messy hair from earlier. Then I heard loud commotions downstairs.“It must be Beta Leroy and the other councils.”I ran from my room, forgetting to shut the door. While descending the stairs, I saw Dad with the rest of his council, all ready. He took a glance a
MandyI carried my heavy heart all the way to the mansion. At last, after years of walking in this life together, our journey finally ended. This could be the last time our eyes would meet. It was mashing me inside. In silence, I battled everything on my own feet. It was exhausting. I almost lost myself from endless doubts and silent cries. I no longer had enough to spare for Matthew. I gave everything so regrets didn’t fill my heart.As soon as I closed the door, a wave of tremendous pain crushed against my chest. I thought it was over. I almost choked from the pain inside my throat. Tears almost jumped out from my eyes. The strength of my knees almost left until I heard rushing footsteps come to the doorway.“Dad…” I whispered as soon as I saw him.Our eyes met. We stood in silence, gazing at each other. No words were heard. But my father’s face was like an open book written clearly on the pages of a new book.His eyes, the trembling of his lips, the fidgeting of his fingers. I was
MandyThird day since Matthew came. I could barely live the day normally. My father told me everything. It never crossed my mind even once that Matthew would be desperate enough to declare such a move. He told everyone that he would never leave until we talked. At first, no one believed him. Or should I say, nobody cared. I was the only one who understood the weight in his words.I thought Claire was the only thing that mattered to him. The thoughts stirred up crazily in my head. I was at war with myself.“I don’t think he will leave. It’s been 3 days, Mandy. You have to do something,” Leyva exclaimed in my head.I know! It’s not that I don’t know him at all. I could hardly contain myself staying in the mansion. A part of me wanted to run to the gate to knock on his hard head.It’s over!I walked back and forth to the Alpha home office. Time could hardly move. I was getting so impatient that I almost called the head omega to deliver a word to him.Were they fighting again?My heart ra
Matthew“That’s enough boys.” The trackers lost the amber yellow on their eyes. They turned around and a man was approaching the gate from the mansion.The two quickly bowed their heads in respect. “I see… it’s you.” He said calmly as he locked those cold eyes on me. “Forgive us, Alpha Marcel. But this bastard doesn’t want to go despite our warnings.” “It’s alright. You may leave for now. I will handle this.” The trackers without any complaints bowed again and left the two of us. The other one threw another deathly glare as he walked away. “What do you want?” he asked. “Alpha Marcel!” I exclaimed while holding the steel bar gate that separates us. I called out to him like I was a criminal pleading for my case. “Please let me in. I have to see Mandy.” I waited for him to move an inch. I waited to see if he’s going to let me in or at least tell me about Mandy. But all I got was a deep breath. With that, I realized he wouldn’t let me in too. My tensed shoulders loosened. Those t
MatthewMy heart pounded swiftly along with the loud engine of my black panther. I drove like a madman, leaving some tire marks on the road. I could hear some horns blowing ceaselessly behind me as I passed them.“Out of my way!” I aggressively turned the steering wheel to the left to avoid a white slow-moving car driving like he was on the way to a camping trip.The horn blew rapidly to inform me how much of a jerk I am on the road. But their horns didn’t even ring in my ears. I stepped on the accelerator like a bunch of cops were chasing me.All of this was because of the shattering news I heard from my mother.“This can’t be real…” I whispered, my jaw tensed inside the car.The rapid beatings of my heart couldn’t even match my car engine. The unsettling sound it produced made me want to fly just to reach the Snowridge pack.Getting into an accident, damaging my expensive car, receiving a violation ticket, pissing off everyone on the road — none of it mattered.All I cared about was