Matthew
I couldn’t stop looking at Claire. Her face was pale. There was a white bandage covering her head, and a few scratches on her face from the shards of glass that had hurt her from the fall. She looked pitiful, but was breathing peacefully and alive.
Still, I couldn’t believe it was my own mate who did this to her.
Mandy was never violent. Sure, she was sarcastic with the way she had treated Claire, but Mandy never openly expressed her disapproval of her. After all, we already talked, right? I already told her the real score between me and Claire. We were not an item, nor was she my mistress. We were just good friends. Whatever love I felt for Claire was nothing but platonic. She was part of the pack I was leading, so I had to help her as much as I could. I thought Mandy understood. But apparently, she didn’t.
I sat beside Claire’s hospital bed, waiting for any sign that she was waking up. I couldn’t shake the worry that had settled in my chest the moment I saw her hurt.
I just wanted her to be okay. I just wanted her and Mandy to get along.
Was that too much to ask?
The doctor came in. His white coat almost blended into the bright hospital lights. He looked at me, then at Claire. He bowed as a sign of respect before updating me about Claire’s condition.
“She will be fine,” he said calmly. If only he knew how much I needed to hear those words. “It’s a mild concussion. She needs rest, but there’s no need to worry. She was definitely out of danger.”
“Thank you, doctor,” I said as I let out a long breath. The tension left my body. I was relieved to hear that Claire would be fine. But that happiness was only short-lived as my thoughts immediately turned to Mandy and her words earlier.
“I, Mandy Willem, reject Matthew Lewitt as my mate.”
I couldn’t understand her. Why had she rejected me so easily? How could she utter those words like it was nothing?
I knew Mandy wasn’t dumb. She knew the power that those words held. We were fated mates. Our connection transcended even far beyond the physical connection. It was fate. It was destiny.
How could she disregard the will of the gods?
Worse, she hurt Claire. Not just a slap nor a hit but she pushed her to a glass table that made her injured. Did she not consider Claire? Claire only wanted to surprise her with some birthday decorations and this was how she repaid her?
When did she learn to be ungrateful?
I was disappointed. No, I was angry. Was it really that hard to say she was sorry? Why was she always so hard on Claire? Sure, she was my first love but that was all in the past. Mandy was my mate and I chose her. Meanwhile, Claire and I were good friends. We were nothing more than that. I wasn’t cheating on Mandy. She had no right to treat Claire like a mistress because she was not.
I rubbed my hand over my face. Mandy used to be so nice and understanding. How could she become someone who was cold and cruel all of a sudden?
I was pulled out of my thoughts when Claire started to stir. Her eyes opened slowly, and she blinked at me, confused. She looked so weak. My heart hurt seeing her like this.
“Matthew…” she whispered. It was obvious she was still in pain. “I’m sorry…”
My heart tightened. “Sorry for what?”
She looked up at me with her eyes filled with tears. “I never meant to cause trouble between you and Mandy. I should have not come back to Arrowville. I’m sorry for everything.”
I shook my head quickly. “Don’t say that, Claire. You didn’t cause any trouble. It’s not your fault. You’ve done nothing wrong.” I paused for a moment, but then my thoughts turned dark again. “It’s Mandy who needs to apologize.”
Claire’s face fell, but she nodded. Fresh tears slipped down her cheeks. If only Mandy was as considerate and understanding as Claire. Perhaps, they could even become good friends in the future.
“I know. I’ve messed things up, haven’t I? But please… don’t drive me away. I had nowhere else to go. I am even willing to be an omega. I’m begging you…don’t banish me from Arrowville.”
I felt a pang in my chest at the sound of her voice. She was so fragile, almost like a delicate flower. Claire had nothing else to rely on. As an Alpha, of course, I won’t abandon her.
I reached out and held her hand. “I won’t do that to you, Claire. I promise,” I assured her. When I saw her smile, I knew her anxieties were gone.
My thoughts went to Mandy again. Maybe it was time for her and me to have a serious talk about her attitude. Because clearly, it was getting out of hand.
“I need to go. Call me for anything urgent. I will send some omegas to tend to your every need.”
She gave me a weak smile. “I understand, Matthew. Go ahead. And please, tell Mandy I didn’t mean to upset her. I just want us to be friends.”
“I will,” I nodded.
I squeezed her hand before standing up and walking toward the door. I didn’t want to leave her, but I had to. I couldn’t let Mandy just walk away like that. She needed to know that she had crossed the line and that there were some consequences to what she did.
It took me a few minutes to reach the Alpha mansion. I wasted no time and looked for her. I went upstairs to her room, imagining her reading a book like she did nothing. But as soon as I opened the room, it was empty.
“Mandy? Where the heck are you?” I called. I searched every corner of the room…the bathroom…the study…the walk-in closet…everywhere. That was when I noticed a few things missing. Immediately, my heart throbbed inside my chest.
I rushed downstairs and talked to the omegas. They all exchanged meaningful glances until the omega leader stepped up and said,
“We’re sorry, Alpha, but Luna Mandy already left. And by the looks of it, we think that she has no intention of coming back”
At that point, my world crumbled beneath my feet.
We went straight to the reception hall after the ceremony. The Black Moon Pack’s reception hall was bright with warm light from the chandeliers above. It was filled with long tables that are covered with silver plates and crystal glasses. Servants were busy walking around, carrying trays of food. I sat at the head table next to Lucas while facing the pack that I would call home from now on. The ceremony was over but everyone was still watching me. Each person who came up bowed before speaking to me. Their eyes are filled with admiration and respect. “Are you okay?” he asked after a while. I smiled gently. “Yes,” I said. I never liked large gatherings. In fact, I felt dizzy being with so many people. But what choice do I have? “Good,” he replied with a small smile. He turned to greet one of the elders who came to congratulate him.The air was thick with voices and clinking glasses. Several important dignitaries were present. They were leaders from neighboring packs and allied cla
MandyMorning came too quickly.By the time I stepped out of my quarters the yard was alive with movement. Warriors in formal black lined the path to the hall. Their faces gave nothing away as they stood at attention with spears grounded at their sides. The scent of incense drifted on the breeze and it felt stronger than yesterday as if the air itself had been prepared for this day.Lucas waited at the base of the steps. His eyes moved over me in the silver gown he had sent but he said nothing. He offered his arm. I hesitated for a moment then took it. The murmurs from the crowd faded as we began to walk.The stone steps were the same as yesterday yet they felt heavier under my feet. The moons carved into the columns seemed to watch as I passed from thin crescents to full silver discs. I placed a hand on the rail not only to steady myself but to keep my balance. The child growing inside me had made me slower these days though I did not let it show.When we reached the entrance the coo
MatthewThe ride back to Silverwood was long enough for me to replay every word Abbie said. I kept thinking about the way her eyes had softened for just a second when I asked if Mandy ever talked about me, and that small hesitation told me she was holding something back. It was as if she knew more than she wanted to tell me, but even that brief moment was enough to make me believe Mandy had thought about me, even if it hurt her to do so.By the time I reached the pack house, my thoughts were no longer clouded with doubt. Guilt pressed heavily on me, but beneath it was a need that I could not ignore. I needed to see her, to hear her voice, and to face her no matter what she had to say. I had to see her.That night I barely slept. My wolf paced in the back of my mind. “You let her go. You let your pride ruin everything.”“I know,” I whispered into the dark.“No, you do not. If you did, you would have gone after her before she stood at that altar with someone else.”“I made a mistake.”“
I was in my office where I spent almost all of my hours. I tried to focus on the stack of reports I had been avoiding all week. They were about border patrol schedules and trade agreements with neighboring packs, but my ind didn’t seem to care. I wasn’t understanding a single word because my mind kept drifting back to Mandy and that imaginary image of her in a wedding dress beside another wolf. And that was killing me inside. Then came a knock. Claire slipped inside the room before I could even answer. “You’re working yourself too hard,” she said casually. I didn’t even dare to acknowledge her presence with a gaze and kept my focus on the papers in front of me.“What do you want, Claire?”She walked closer and I could smell her potent perfume from where I was sitting. Vanilla Amber. That was enough for me to know her intention. “I thought you should know something. About Mandy,” she said.Hearing her name, my eyes lifted from the reports. “What about her?”She hesitated for effec
MandyI walked up the wide stone steps with my hand on the smooth rail. The columns rose higher than I could reach. It was carved with moons from the thinnest crescent to a full silver disc. The stone was cold under my skin as if it had never seen the sun. I neared the tall entrance and the faint scent of incense drifted out to meet me.The hall was wide and dim with its ceiling lost in shadow. Unlit torches lined the walls in holders shaped like coiled wolves. In the center stood a raised platform worn smooth by years of vows. I stepped onto it and felt the hollow echo under my boots. From here I could see the empty benches and the doorway where sunlight cut across the floor.“This is where it will happen tomorrow,” a voice said behind me.I turned to see Lucas walking toward me. His eyes scanned the hall like it belonged to him.He stopped at the base of the platform. “Stand here.”“I already was.”“Then stand here again.” His tone gave no choice.I stayed where I was as he stepped
ucas walked along the corridor without saying a thing. I stayed close anyway. When he reached a tall wooden door, he pushed it open without knocking. The smell hit me first…old paper, leather, something faintly like dust that’s been there a long time. Shelves of books ran along the walls and right in the middle sat a big desk that looked like it had been polished a hundred times.“Sit,” he told me, already going behind the desk like it was his natural place in the world.I sat in one of the chairs across from him, hands still on my knees because I didn’t know what else to do with them. He leaned back just enough to look comfortable. But his eyes didn’t leave me.“You did good this morning,” he said after a pause. “But keeping quiet all the time won’t get you respect. They’ve got to see you actually do something.”I gave a quick nod not sure if he wanted an answer or just wanted me to hear it.“You’ll start getting ready for the Moon Oath Ceremony,” he went on. “It’s weeks away, but do