Mandy
I woke up with a drilling pain hitting my temples. My brows scrunched as my head kept throbbing along with my breath. I never really learned my lesson. Alcohol was such a cursed drink, drawing you deeper into fun. But in the end, this massive headache would totally make you think about your life’s choices. Whatever the heck I ate last night, I could feel it slowly rising, touching almost the end of my throat. I slammed my face into my hands to cover it up. I swallowed a thick saliva to push it back. I opened both of my eyes only to notice I was in an unfamiliar room. The white ceiling above me spun rapidly. I couldn’t remember the last day I was befriended by a hangover. Then panic slapped me in the face. “This isn’t my room!” I exclaimed, quickly sitting up on the bed. The blanket slid down and my naked body was exposed. “Why the hell am I naked?” I tried to jump back in time, but not a single thing came up in my mind aside from Abbie’s face, who kept asking me to drink more. I tried to pick up the last thing that happened before I came here. I looked around for my clothes. A mild soreness appeared between them as I moved my legs slightly. At that point, my eyes widened. Some foggy memories greeted me in the morning. I had a wild night with an unknown man. “Oh no…” I whispered to myself, holding my head with both arms. Then I heard a continuous splash of water coming out from the bathroom. Someone was taking a shower. I wasn’t alone up until now. So I didn’t hesitate. I jumped quickly out of bed, bare naked. I searched across the floor for my clothes. They were near the bathroom door, so I had to crawl and grab them quickly. Within a swift few seconds, I got dressed. When I was about to grab my purse on the desk, the sound of the splashing water stopped. It was such ill timing. The man’s footsteps were coming near the bathroom door. I tried to beat the final seconds with my swift movement. I dashed toward the door not caring about my loud footsteps. I clutched my purse when a voice emerged across the room. “Where are y—” I grabbed the doorknob, not even tilting my head behind. Before he could even finish stopping me, I quickly slammed the door closed and ran across the hallway. I wouldn’t regret it even if I didn't glance at his face. I wasn’t interested at all. Or maybe, I was just too afraid to look him in the eyes after my shameless act last night. The alcohol wasn’t the one to blame. It was all on me. And I am not proud of it. I clutched at my purse more as I ran away from that room. It was a mistake I wished I could rewrite. “Wait up!” the same voice shouted behind. But I fled like a coward. I didn’t want to involve myself with that mysterious man ever again. I went straight to the elevator. While I was inside, hurried stomps approached my spot. My heart raced. I reached for the close button and pressed it repeatedly. “WAIT!” the man shouted. But he was immediately stopped by the closing steel doors. “That was close…” A deep sigh came out of me. As soon as the elevator opened, I ran away from that place. Good thing cabs were everywhere. It was easy for me to get out. My racing heart finally calmed down inside the cab. I asked the driver to take me back to the villa where we stayed. The sun was already beaming high. I pulled out my phone to check the time, but it was off. I turned it back on and boom, tons of notifications came. Messages after messages flooded my inbox. And they were from one person: Abbie. “Where the hell are you? I’ve been trying to reach you since last night.”I heaved another deep sigh.
“I’m on my way home now…” I whispered while I typed the text message. I was still held captive by my headache, so I just leaned my back against the seat. There was no more energy left in me to check every message. It was a brief time of silence throughout the journey. I almost fell asleep. I arrived at the villa, pulling my sore body inside. Abbie stood up on the front porch. I greeted her with a faint smile as I went inside. Her face didn’t even brighten up when she saw me. “Why are you not responding to my messages?” Abbie closed the door, waiting for my response. “I’m sorry.” “I’M SORRY?!” she exclaimed. “I almost had a heart attack worrying about you. George informed me about everything. I called the staff from the villa and you didn’t come to your reserved room? Why? What happened?” Abbie crossed her arms, blocking my way. She was upset, of course. But it’s not that I purposely did it because I didn’t care. I drowned myself in alcohol. I barely remembered anything. And I was left alone. The soreness in my body, the drilling pain in my head, and the stress I got the moment I woke up all stirred inside me. Tired and annoyed, I answered, “I made a mistake. I entered the wrong room last night.” Abbie’s jaw dropped.We went straight to the reception hall after the ceremony. The Black Moon Pack’s reception hall was bright with warm light from the chandeliers above. It was filled with long tables that are covered with silver plates and crystal glasses. Servants were busy walking around, carrying trays of food. I sat at the head table next to Lucas while facing the pack that I would call home from now on. The ceremony was over but everyone was still watching me. Each person who came up bowed before speaking to me. Their eyes are filled with admiration and respect. “Are you okay?” he asked after a while. I smiled gently. “Yes,” I said. I never liked large gatherings. In fact, I felt dizzy being with so many people. But what choice do I have? “Good,” he replied with a small smile. He turned to greet one of the elders who came to congratulate him.The air was thick with voices and clinking glasses. Several important dignitaries were present. They were leaders from neighboring packs and allied cla
MandyMorning came too quickly.By the time I stepped out of my quarters the yard was alive with movement. Warriors in formal black lined the path to the hall. Their faces gave nothing away as they stood at attention with spears grounded at their sides. The scent of incense drifted on the breeze and it felt stronger than yesterday as if the air itself had been prepared for this day.Lucas waited at the base of the steps. His eyes moved over me in the silver gown he had sent but he said nothing. He offered his arm. I hesitated for a moment then took it. The murmurs from the crowd faded as we began to walk.The stone steps were the same as yesterday yet they felt heavier under my feet. The moons carved into the columns seemed to watch as I passed from thin crescents to full silver discs. I placed a hand on the rail not only to steady myself but to keep my balance. The child growing inside me had made me slower these days though I did not let it show.When we reached the entrance the coo
MatthewThe ride back to Silverwood was long enough for me to replay every word Abbie said. I kept thinking about the way her eyes had softened for just a second when I asked if Mandy ever talked about me, and that small hesitation told me she was holding something back. It was as if she knew more than she wanted to tell me, but even that brief moment was enough to make me believe Mandy had thought about me, even if it hurt her to do so.By the time I reached the pack house, my thoughts were no longer clouded with doubt. Guilt pressed heavily on me, but beneath it was a need that I could not ignore. I needed to see her, to hear her voice, and to face her no matter what she had to say. I had to see her.That night I barely slept. My wolf paced in the back of my mind. “You let her go. You let your pride ruin everything.”“I know,” I whispered into the dark.“No, you do not. If you did, you would have gone after her before she stood at that altar with someone else.”“I made a mistake.”“
I was in my office where I spent almost all of my hours. I tried to focus on the stack of reports I had been avoiding all week. They were about border patrol schedules and trade agreements with neighboring packs, but my ind didn’t seem to care. I wasn’t understanding a single word because my mind kept drifting back to Mandy and that imaginary image of her in a wedding dress beside another wolf. And that was killing me inside. Then came a knock. Claire slipped inside the room before I could even answer. “You’re working yourself too hard,” she said casually. I didn’t even dare to acknowledge her presence with a gaze and kept my focus on the papers in front of me.“What do you want, Claire?”She walked closer and I could smell her potent perfume from where I was sitting. Vanilla Amber. That was enough for me to know her intention. “I thought you should know something. About Mandy,” she said.Hearing her name, my eyes lifted from the reports. “What about her?”She hesitated for effec
MandyI walked up the wide stone steps with my hand on the smooth rail. The columns rose higher than I could reach. It was carved with moons from the thinnest crescent to a full silver disc. The stone was cold under my skin as if it had never seen the sun. I neared the tall entrance and the faint scent of incense drifted out to meet me.The hall was wide and dim with its ceiling lost in shadow. Unlit torches lined the walls in holders shaped like coiled wolves. In the center stood a raised platform worn smooth by years of vows. I stepped onto it and felt the hollow echo under my boots. From here I could see the empty benches and the doorway where sunlight cut across the floor.“This is where it will happen tomorrow,” a voice said behind me.I turned to see Lucas walking toward me. His eyes scanned the hall like it belonged to him.He stopped at the base of the platform. “Stand here.”“I already was.”“Then stand here again.” His tone gave no choice.I stayed where I was as he stepped
ucas walked along the corridor without saying a thing. I stayed close anyway. When he reached a tall wooden door, he pushed it open without knocking. The smell hit me first…old paper, leather, something faintly like dust that’s been there a long time. Shelves of books ran along the walls and right in the middle sat a big desk that looked like it had been polished a hundred times.“Sit,” he told me, already going behind the desk like it was his natural place in the world.I sat in one of the chairs across from him, hands still on my knees because I didn’t know what else to do with them. He leaned back just enough to look comfortable. But his eyes didn’t leave me.“You did good this morning,” he said after a pause. “But keeping quiet all the time won’t get you respect. They’ve got to see you actually do something.”I gave a quick nod not sure if he wanted an answer or just wanted me to hear it.“You’ll start getting ready for the Moon Oath Ceremony,” he went on. “It’s weeks away, but do