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“You did what?” Mom stared at me from across the kitchen island, her coffee cup frozen halfway to her lips, eyes wide with disbelief. I poked at the pancakes on my plate with zero enthusiasm, the syrup pooling uselessly around them. My appetite had disappeared the moment I stepped into my parents’ house on the outskirts of the city this weekend. “I got sent home for a week, Mom. On my very first official day. He called me out in front of the entire staff like I was some irresponsible teenager and told me not to come back until next Monday.” Dad, who had been pretending to read the newspaper at the end of the table, finally lowered it. His brows furrowed in that protective way he always got whenever someone messed with his daughter. “That’s ridiculous. Did you at least get a chance to explain what happened? Traffic? Alarm issues? Anything?” I let out a bitter, humorless laugh and pushed my plate away. “I tried. I opened my mouth and he cut me off before I could even finish saying his name. Just ‘Get out.’ In front of everyone. Like I was nothing. Like I didn’t matter.” The humiliation still burned hot in my chest every time I replayed it. I hated Dario Cross with a fiery passion I didn’t know I was capable of. I hated his arrogant voice, his cold green eyes, the way he looked at me like he could see straight through my clothes and my lies at the same time. I wished he would trip over his own ego and lose everything he’d built. I wanted someone to knock him off that impossible pedestal and make him feel even half as humiliated as I’d felt. And yet… every single night I had woken up soaked, thighs clenched, fingers between my legs, dreaming about that same bastard leaning over me, whispering filthy things while his hand slid under my skirt. I was a pathetic mess. Leah had been blowing up my phone nonstop — calls, texts, worried voice notes asking if I was okay, if something happened at work, if I needed anything. I ignored every single one. I couldn’t face her right now. Not when her fiancé had just publicly destroyed me on day one. The guilt of what I’d done in her hallway mixed with this new, burning hatred, and it all felt too messy to unpack. Mom sighed deeply and reached over to squeeze my hand, her touch warm. “Maybe it was just a terrible first impression, honey. You’ve worked so hard for this opportunity. Don’t let one arrogant man ruin it for you. Sports media is your dream.” “One rich, arrogant, engaged-to-my-cousin jerk,” I muttered under my breath, stabbing another piece of pancake. Dad leaned back in his chair. “You want us to call someone? I still have a few contacts in the industry—” “No,” I said quickly, shaking my head. “I’ll handle it. I just… needed this weekend to breathe.” I spent the rest of Saturday and Sunday trying to forget. I helped Mom in the garden, watched old hockey games with Dad, and tried — and failed miserably — not to check my phone every time it buzzed. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw Dario’s face — first in that interview, then in the conference room, cold and cutting as he publicly shamed me. My thoughts drifted back to that morning. After storming out of the conference room with my face burning and my vision blurry from rage and embarrassment, I hadn’t been watching where I was going. I collided hard with someone just outside the door. Hot coffee splashed across a white shirt and suit jacket. “Shit—” I looked up, ready to snap at whoever it was, but the guy in front of me only blinked in surprise, then offered a small, sheepish smile. He had dark hair, light green eyes behind stylish glasses, and a warm, gentle presence that felt completely out of place in that cutthroat building. He didn’t look angry — just mildly startled as he glanced down at the growing brown stain spreading across his shirt and jacket. “Wow,” he said, already pulling napkins from his pocket like this kind of thing happened to him regularly. “That was a solid hit. You okay?” My scowl deepened, the anger from Dario still boiling over. “I’m so sorry. I should be buying you a new suit. I completely ruined yours.” He chuckled softly, dabbing at the stain without much success. “It’s fine. Really. You look like you’re having a much worse day than my shirt. Want to grab another coffee? My treat. Looks like we both need it.” I hesitated, still vibrating with fury, but something about his calm energy made me nod. “Yeah… okay.” Ten minutes later we were sitting in the small café on the ground floor of FanHub. He insisted on paying despite my protests. “Do you work here? Or here for an interview? I’m so sorry about your shirt.” “No, it’s fine. I wasn’t looking,” he said, sliding a fresh cup toward me. “I work here as a sports writer.” I nearly choked on my drink. “I’m sorry, sir.” He smiled, a little sheepish. “I’m not that old, Ms…?” “Indigo Derrin.” I chuckled dryly. “Well, it’s nice to meet you Ms. Derrin,” he said, taking a sip of his drink. “I suppose the job interview didn’t go your way?” “Pft, I wish it was that,” I scoffed, the words pouring out before I could stop them. “My first day at work and I was sent home to ‘reflect’ for a whole week!! The guy who hired me — some arrogant prick named Dario Cross — called me out in the middle of the orientation meeting like I was a criminal. I ran from the bus stop, I was literally out of breath, and he still humiliated me in front of the entire staff. Who the hell does he think he is? “Just because he owns the place and has money, he thinks he can treat people like garbage? I swear, if I didn’t need this job so badly, I would have told him exactly where he could shove his ‘no lateness’ policy. What a narcissistic, controlling asshole.” Caleb listened patiently, nodding with sympathy, though I noticed a slight twitch at the corner of his mouth. “Yeah… that sounds like my brother when he’s in one of his moods,” he said carefully. “He’s intense about punctuality and professionalism. But he’s not usually that brutal on someone’s first day. I’m sorry you had to deal with that.” My eyes went wide. “B-brother?” He chuckled and pushed his glasses up his nose. “It’s fine, I promise. I curse him out regularly too. He can be… a lot.” We talked for almost twenty minutes. He was funny in a quiet, boyish way — charming, easy to be around, the complete opposite of his tyrannical brother. The conversation flowed so naturally that for a little while I almost forgot how furious I was. When he finally stood up to leave, he gave me a kind, genuine smile. “It was really nice meeting you, Indigo. I’ll see you next week. Try not to let him get to you too much. He’s not as bad as he seems… most days.” I watched him walk away, still stunned by how different the two brothers were. My mom’s gentle voice pulled me out of the memory. “You okay, sweetheart? You’ve been quiet. Is there something else bothering you?” I forced a smile and nodded. “I’m fine. I just… really needed this time with you guys.” Even as I said the words, my mind kept drifting. To Dario’s cold, cutting dismissal in front of everyone, and the way my body still betrayed me every time I thought about him. To Caleb’s warm, understanding smile and the small comfort of knowing at least one Cross wasn’t a complete monster. Work was going to be absolute hell.DARIOI had gone back to the hotel last night intending to interrupt whatever was happening between Indigo and Caleb. I told myself it was because I wanted to speak to my brother about the schedule for the following morning, but that would have been a lie. I watched Indigo leave the pub with Caleb, her hand in his, and I had spent the next several minutes trying not to think about what they might be doing upstairs. Eventually, irritation had won.I was on my way to the room when I heard her voice. I couldn’t make out the other person’s words, but I could hear Indigo clearly enough. She was crying. I stopped without meaning to. The hallway was quiet, and her voice carried through it. I couldn’t hear everything she was saying, only pieces, but I heard enough to know she was talking about a man she liked—a man she wasn’t sure she could have because of everything surrounding them. I stood there listening until I heard her laugh through her tears and say that she liked him a lot. I knew i
INDIGOBy the time Caleb and I reached his hotel room, I was laughing at practically everything. I stumbled slightly when I stepped through the doorway, and Caleb caught my arm before I could lose my balance.“Easy.”“I’m fine,” I insisted, laughing.“I can see that.”I tried to take another step and nearly tripped over my own feet again. Caleb laughed, caught me around the waist and guided me toward the bed. We both fell onto it, landing on our backs and staring up at the ceiling. Neither of us said anything. We just laughed.I turned my head toward him. His hair was slightly messy, and there was still a smile on his face. “How do you feel?” he asked.“Good.”He studied me for a moment. “You sure?”I nodded, but the smile on my face started to fade. I was good. At least, that was what I wanted to believe. The alcohol had made everything easier for a while. I had danced, laughed, kissed Caleb and stopped thinking about all the things I had been trying not to think about. But lying he
INDIGOKelsey barely gave us time to get back to the hotel. The moment Leah and I stepped through the reception, she caught both of our hands and started pulling us toward the exit.“Where are we going?” Leah asked, laughing as she tried to keep up.“The players invited us for drinks. Everyone is already at the pub.”Leah looked at me. I gave her a look that probably said everything. I wasn’t really in the mood for another crowd after the day we’d had, but Kelsey didn’t look like someone who was particularly interested in hearing no.“It’ll be fun,” she insisted, pulling me along. “And we’re in Miami. You’re not going to spend the whole trip working.”“I wasn’t planning to.”“You were absolutely planning to.”Leah laughed. “She’s right.”Of course she was. The pub wasn’t far from the hotel. It was just a short walk down the street, and the closer we got, the louder the music became. Even from outside, we could hear people cheering and laughing over the bass coming from inside. I was a
DARIOBy the time we got back to the hotel, the rest of the team had already started settling into the evening. Some of them had gone upstairs to their rooms, while others had gathered around the bar, talking over drinks and replaying moments from the game as if we could somehow change the outcome by arguing about it long enough. I sat at the bar with Rico, barely listening. My mind kept returning to the parking lot—to Indigo standing in front of me, telling me that whatever I felt for her was something I needed to let go of, to the way she had looked at me when I told her the truth about our first meeting, to the fact that, despite everything I had said, she had walked away from me.Rico, on the other hand, had been watching me since we got back. Even someone who wasn’t paying attention could tell something had happened between Indigo and me.Either he was waiting for me to spill, or he was just going to ask. He waited until the others were distracted before leaning closer.“You wa
INDIGOI slipped the phone back into my pocket and continued walking. A few minutes later I spotted an ice cream truck. I bought a cone for myself and two bagels—one for Leah. Because if she was coming all the way here, she could at least eat. I found a bench overlooking the park and sat down. The ice cream was already melting slightly around the edges. I licked it.Maybe I should tell her. Maybe she deserved to know. Maybe keeping something this big from her was worse than telling her. But then I pictured her face—the way she smiled at Dario at the airport, the way she had talked about their future. She trusted me. And as long as it didn’t happen again, she didn’t need to know. I wasn’t going to let it happen again. Dario was my boss and her man. He was nothing more to me.I took another lick of my ice cream. Ten or fifteen minutes later, someone dropped a half-full bottle of water onto the bench beside me. I knew who it was before she spoke.“Hey, you.” She sat down and immediate
INDIGORico had tried talking to me on the drive back to the hotel. I gave him one-word answers until he finally gave up. He raised both hands briefly from the steering wheel before putting them back. “Okay.” That was his last attempt. Dario sat in the passenger seat, silent. I hadn’t looked at him since we left the players’ hotel. I didn’t want to. I was afraid that if I did, I’d remember his face when he told me it had always been me, and I couldn’t deal with that right now.During the interview we had barely spoken. “Pass me the microphone.” I had passed it to him. “Give me the next question.” I had handed him the sheet. “Get Rico.” I had gone to get Rico. That was it. As if he hadn’t just told me he had gotten close to my cousin because he wanted to get close to me. As if he hadn’t just told me he had loved me for years. As if I hadn’t kissed him. Twice.I stared out the window. The sky was turning darker, the last of the evening light stretching across the buildings as we drov







