My entire crazy ass rollercoaster has just stopped. It's not where one would like to get off, it has stopped at the very top, a place I like to get stuck at, but it is waiting to drop all the way down below, maybe here down below is where a normal person will want get off, but I can't, it still needs to rise to another top, another top where I would like to get stuck at, it drops then it rises, drops and rises, again and again, a real crazy ass thrilling ride.
There is no stop where I can get off, the thing is, I don't want to get off.
I always used to say that I am not a normal person. That I never used to do things the normal way. That I lived by my own rules and I never met people the normal way. My life was a crazy rollercoaster ride. I had a crazy normal life.Until I met him.Jackson D'Angelo.
He has moved back into our room and there is nothing that I am happier about. It feels good to have him back in my bed but I feel like a bus and his heavy ass is making it worse.Kayley ~”Jackson!”Kayley ~”Wake the hell up.”
This morning when I wake, I find a very fast asleep Jackson ~ next to me with The Cat In A Hat laying open on his chest, if I did not love him so much, I would kick his ass out of my bed. I take the book away and cover him up with the blankets. I get out of bed and make my way downstairs.Matthew ~”Morning Kay. We made you and Jackson coffee.”
So Jackson has called off the wedding and also ended our relationship.I am left here alone with my damn hormones and shitty morning sickness.And now the asshole is banging on the door.Jackson ~”Kayley are you okay?”Kayley ~”What does it sound like Jackson?”Jackson ~”Just open the fucking door.”Kayley ~”Just go away.”Jackson ~”Kayley open the door.”Kayley ~”Go away.”Jackson ~”I will kick this door down.”Kayley ~”Then how do I come to the bathroom?”Jackson ~”Open the damn door then.”
…Jackson's POV…I have had it with her, she is reckless and does not care what happens to her and the people around her. I am tired of her shit, she is putting my child at risk and I will not stand for it. If she cannot stop doing this shit then she will have to learn things the hard way. She is not a damn mafia queen she is a mother.Drake ~”
My wedding is in three days, I am nervous. In less than a year I fell in love with a mafia boss, became a mafia queen and did some scary ass shit. Now I am about to get married and we having a baby in nine months.Talk about crazy.The big question on everybody's lips.Is Kay still going to be a mafia queen?My answer I don't know.Every day I think about our baby, every day I think that I should not take the chance. If something has to happen, it will devastate Jackson and probably ruin our marriage.Kayley ~”Jackson, baby.”Jackson ~”Yes baby.”Kayley ~”I have been thinking.”Jackson ~”Am I going to like this?”