Lily Thompson
I barely looked at him when I came downstairs.
Still moving around like the air wasn’t crackling between us. Like he hadn’t stood shirtless in my kitchen, looked at me like he wanted to pin me against the fridge, and then left me spiraling for the last thirty minutes.
No, he was tying Isabella’s shoelaces now, humming some ridiculous superhero theme song like
“Ready for school, Bells?” he asked, patting her head.
She beamed. “Ready, Uncle Riri!”
He looked up at me. “Want me to warm up the car?”
“No.” I grabbed my bag, tight-lipped. “We’ll take a cab.”
He blinked. “In this weather?”
I stepped past him. “Come on, Isabella.”
My daughter gave him a reluctant wave and jogged to catch up to me. I heard him sigh behind us.
We walked down the street, the sky heavy with grey clouds. I stood on the sidewalk, trying to flag down a cab.
None showed up.
I waved again. Still nothing.
Isabella whined beside me. “Mommy, my socks are sliding in my shoes.”
“I know, sweetheart. Just a little longer.”
Another car passed. Not a cab.
Then I heard it. The purr of an engine pulling up beside us.
Ryan’s car.
Of course.
He rolled the window down and leaned over. “Still no luck with the cab, huh?”
I didn’t answer. I kept walking.
He followed.
“Lily,” he called, slow and amused. “You’re really gonna walk the whole way with a six-year-old and a half-limping shoe?”
Isabella groaned. “Mommy, can we just get in the car? This is like, super dramatic.”
I stared at her. She stared back.
Then she flung open the backseat door and climbed in without another word.
I nearly exploded. “Isabella!”
She buckled her seatbelt, gave me a tired look, and said, deadpan, “Please join us, Queen Petty. We have air-conditioning.”
Ryan choked trying not to laugh. I nearly threw my purse at him.
And then it started to drizzle.
Of course it did.
I stood there for a few seconds, pride and humidity clashing in my lungs.
I sighed and turned around.
Then I yanked the passenger door open and threw myself in.
“I hate you,” I muttered to him, pushing wet hair from my face.
“Sure,” he said with a grin. “But I drive better than the weather.”
We pulled up in front of Isabella’s school ten minutes later after enduring all the singing and laughing Ryan and Isabella did without me. I was still damp, still pissed.
“Have a great day, Bells,” I said as cheerfully as I could, turning around to face her.
But she was already halfway across Ryan’s chest, hugging him tight.
“Bye, Uncle Riri! You make school mornings the BEST!”
My smile twitched.
I got a side hug. A distracted, one-arm thing.
The silence in the car grew thick as we drove toward Denzol.
He whistled a tune.
I snapped.
“What the hell are you doing?”
He glanced at me, feigning innocence. “Driving?”
I glared.
He sighed. “Lily, I’m not trying to fight with you every five minutes. Can’t we at least try to be… normal?”
“There’s nothing normal about this, Ryan.” My voice sharpened. “The boundaries I set still stand.”
He went quiet.
“I meant it when I said we only talk about Isabella or work. Nothing more.”
He gripped the steering wheel tighter. “Right.”
“Right,” I echoed.
But we both knew the silence after wasn’t just silence.
It was everything unspoken simmering under the skin.
Who else is obsessed with Queen Petty? Ryan’s not just in Lily’s space now—he’s in her morning routine, her car, her kid’s heart. And she’s this close to losing her grip. But is she really mad at him… or mad that she doesn’t hate him as much as she wants to?
Lily ThompsonI was going to lose my mind.My body hadn’t calmed down since yesterday. Not even close. That man,Ryan, was messing with my entire nervous system. My skin felt too tight. My throat dry. My core? Flooded like a damn faucet had burst open down there and wouldn’t stop.And now here I was, at nine-freaking-thirty in the morning, legs curled up in bed with my phone in one hand, scrolling through what could only be described as the horniest section of the internet: the sex toy section.The names alone were sending me into cardiac arrest. What in God’s name was a “ThrustMaster 3000”? And why did it have attachments that looked like they belonged in a sci-fi movie? Then there was the “Bunny Bender” complete with rotating beads, pulsing ears, and something labeled “triple intensity.” Triple intensity? I was struggling with just the single intensity of Ryan’s voice in my head.There were Clitoral suction, curved shaft, rabbit ears, quiet mode…That one got a hard stare.I wasn’t ju
Lily Thompson I woke up panting.My body was on fire.Every inch of me was tight, pulsing, aching for something I hadn’t even thought about in years.I pressed my thighs together and groaned softly. “Fuck”I blinked at the ceiling, chest heaving.What the hell was this?My sheets were a mess, tangled around my legs. My robe had slipped down one shoulder and my nipples were tight, pebble-hard against the cool air. Worse, so much worse, I was soaked.Down there.Soaked and throbbing and needy like I hadn’t been in six years.Six. Whole. Years.I hadn’t had sex since Isabella was born.And that had been fine. I was fine. My energy had gone into keeping Isabella safe and fed, working myself raw at three jobs just to scrape through. I hadn’t had the time or the luxury of being horny. Not once in all that time had I woken up like this—panting, aroused, craving something hard and deepUntil now.Until him.Until Ryan stepped back into my life and started ruining every shred of self-control I
Ryan EdwardsThe office emptied with the slow hush of after-hours, but my mind kept hammering one truth: a single half-believable excuse wasn’t enough. If Lily stayed suspicious, every glance, every question would slice a little deeper until the whole façade bled out in front of her.I needed something ordinary, something that looked like the real life of a mid-level employee who definitely didn’t own penthouses or private jets.That was why I’d rented the small apartment in the first place.Time to use it.I found Lily at her desk around six, packing her laptop. She didn’t glance up.“Hey.” I kept my tone light. “Small panic. Theo needs tomorrow’s payroll review sheets. I, uh, left the signed originals at my place.”She slid her gaze to me. “You can scan them in the morning.”“Finance needs them queued tonight. Audit window.” I held up my phone, screen lit with an exaggerated string of frantic messages from Theo (I’d drafted them to myself). “If I cab across town I’ll miss Isabella’s
Ryan EdwardsShe knows.I don’t have proof, but I’ve been in too many boardrooms and survived too many interrogations to ignore gut instinct. And mine was screaming at me now.Lily knows I’m hiding something.She didn’t say anything outright. She didn’t throw accusations or slam a door. That’s not her style. But the shift in her energy since yesterday afternoon was too sharp to ignore.She was fine in the morning—flustered, yes, adorably so after our accidental sleep-cuddle—but then she went quiet. Not just annoyed, quiet. Suspicious quiet. The kind of quiet that hums with unsaid questions and unspoken conclusions.She didn’t meet my eyes. Barely mumbled goodbye as she hopped out of the car. And at the office, she avoided me with precision.At first, I chalked it up to our… proximity. Maybe she was embarrassed. Maybe she was finally drawing a line. But when I got back to my desk that afternoon, I noticed the drawer was ajar.The leather case inside—the one holding the Lang & Peregrine
Lily Thompson The question nagged at me: How did he afford that?And more urgently… who exactly was Ryan Edwards now?That night, I couldn’t stop thinking about the watch. Even after tucking Isabella into bed and reading her favorite book for the third time, my mind kept circling the same drain.He said he worked under Theo. That he was just another corporate man trying to get by.But nothing about that watch said “just another man.”After cleaning up the kitchen, I found myself lingering in the hallway between our rooms, unsure if I should knock. Ask. Demand. Snoop.Instead, I went to my room and flopped into bed, dragging the covers up like a shield. But sleep wouldn’t come.So I opened my journal.And I remembered.College. Junior year.It was raining. Not the romantic kind of rain either. It was one of those sleety, sideways torrents that made your socks wet and your books soggy.I had waited for Ryan for over an hour. We had plans. Big ones. I was supposed to meet his parents.In
Lily Thompson I was trying to remember all the reasons I should hate him. All the pain he caused me. All the nights I stayed up wondering what I did wrong. But the memories felt slippery lately, blurred by his ridiculous smile and the way he made my–our daughter laugh like nothing else mattered.The toast popped up three minutes ago, but I still hadn’t moved.I sat at the dining table in my sleep-rumpled tee, staring at the butter knife poised above the plate, willing my pulse to slow down. It refused. Unfortunately, so did my imagination.Heat crawled through me every time my mind replayed the accidental “good-morning groping” that had happened in Ryan’s bed.I squeezed my eyes shut and felt the treacherous throb at the back of my throat.Stop thinking about him.Stop thinking about the way his stomach tightened under your fingers.Stop thinking about how hard—My thighs clenched involuntarily, and I bit out a curse beneath my breath.This was ridiculous. I was twenty three, not thir