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I drive the truck and search for Hailey's body all night. I can't let my mate die like this.
The headlights of our pack’s search team illuminate all the nearby roads and hills.
But we find nothing.
I am so angry but I have no place to vent. In the dim morning light, I return home and sit alone in my study.
“This can’t be real,” I say to myself as I stare into the void, my hands crossed against my lips. “I must be dreaming.”
Taking a sip from my glass filled with bourbon, I let the burning sensation stream from my throat into my body without getting myself to wake up.
I close my eyes, taking a deep breath. “This is it. It is just a stupid nightmare, and I’ll wake up any moment.”
Maybe there is another explanation to it, maybe it is all just a bad joke.
A very bad one.
Grabbing the glass with the amber liquid standing on my desk, I catapult it against the wall, making it shatter into thousands of pieces.
I roar as my heart squeezes painfully, the pain over Hailey’s disappearance too heavy to bear.
It had been already hours ago when my wolf last felt the mate bond, but the connection had been interrupted ever since, making me guess that Hailey might have died.
“Damn, April. What did you do?” I groan, burying my head into my hands.
Sighing deeply, I pass my hand over my face before standing up. The shatters of the broken crystal glass crunch under my shoes as I pace around, feeling angry like a wild beast.
‘We have to make her pay! Get her to tell us where mate is,’ My wolf growls, wanting to see blood and, honestly, I crave to see a lot of that too.
***
April is breathing heavily, hunching over as she is tied to a chair.
Blood is dripping from her face onto the floor, fueling my sadistic side to make her feel the same pain as I feel.
I gesture to the warriors to step away and walk closer to her before crunching down to get into her line of sight.
“Do you still want to continue to lie to me, April?” I ask coldly, making her whimper.
I distort my face disgusted as her scent envelops me. Earlier today in the Alpha ceremony, I felt a pull towards her and her smell confused me. But soon, I felt a stronger and clearer bond with Hailey
And I identified Hailey as my true mate.
“I’m not lying,” she says, whining. “I didn’t send that text. And I don’t know where Hailey is. I didn’t hurt her.”
I sigh as she goes on rambling powerlessly about how she is innocent.
Maybe it’s the stupid sentiment that I harbored towards my childhood friend, but her voice is full of her suffering because of me not believing her.
I never knew what a talented actress she was.
“Stop it, April. Tell me where she is!” I command her through clenched teeth, but she seems to be unaffected by my Alpha command as she shakes her head once more, sobbing.
“I didn’t hurt her. I didn’t text her,” she continues with a whining tone.
Taking a deep breath, I look at her face covered in blood, “Listen, even if we never got along well, I really would hate to hurt you!”
Shaking herself, she sobs, her heart seemingly bleeding as much as her wounds.
“I’ve always loved you,” she whispers, her pain paralyzing her. “I would never do something that could hurt you…”
I get closer to her, making her whimper, and I shift my index finger into a claw. “I’m going to give you another chance to tell me where Hailey is.”
Pressing her lips together, she fights against the ropes constricting her. “No, no. Please! Scott! I didn’t do anything!”
“Alpha Scott for you!” I snarl through clenched teeth, before burying the claw into her thigh.
She screams in pain, causing an uncomfortable shiver to pass through me. “It wasn’t me.”
“Why did you lure her to the pack's borders?” I ask her again with an annoyed tone. “Is that where your accomplices were? Are they from another pack?”
Shaking her head again, she makes my blood boil as she remains stubborn.
“No! No! Please!” She sobs, her pleading getting under my skin.
It irks me so much that she had the guts to lure my mate into a trap to have her attacked and possibly murdered.
Rage streams through me at the thought, the pain radiating from my heart right into my limbs as I move my claw, tearing her skin.
Her blood-curdling scream echoes from the cold walls of the dungeon, feeding my desire to cut her throat. “What did you do to my mate?”
“Nothing! I didn’t do anything!” she cries, gasping for air as the blood drips onto the floor. “She was walking towards the border all alone and I wanted to stop her.”
Her cries echo from the wall, filling the cold cells with her pain and desperation. It must be indeed horrible to have the person you have loved all your life doing this to you.
For a moment, I think about letting a warrior take my place, but then I remember what she has done to us, making my blood boil again.
Right, we don’t care about her.
“It would be so much easier to just admit what you have done, April,” I growl, tilting my head. “Just admit that you were jealous of her!”
“No!”
“That you wanted to be like her because she was my mate, and you are obsessed with becoming the Luna of this pack!”
“I swear that I didn’t!”
Shifting my entire hand into claws, I sink them into her side, causing her already shaken-up frame to collapse.
“You knew that if you didn’t get rid of her you would never get what you wanted. She was in your way!”
She sobs, spitting blood as she denies it once again, “No! I didn’t hurt her.”
“In your sick brain that was all that mattered, right? It never once crossed your mind that you were never interesting to me. Even if I would have found out that you were my mate, I would have probably rejected you!”
I can literally hear her heart breaking as she slumps even further into the chair. “No! It wasn’t me! I wanted to warn her. I didn’t want her to get hurt.”
Tears fall down her face as she whispers her usual statement over and over again. “I didn’t do anything!”
Clicking my tongue, I retreat my hand, “I would really want to believe you, April. I really wished I could.”
She holds her breath as I grab her chin forcefully, her pleadings getting stuck in her lying throat as I snatch a silver blade off the table, sinking it into her shoulder.
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ScottI know that I have assigned them the rooms to use at their disposal. I know that to secure the most unbiased and in-depth investigation results, we had those quarters locked down.But being led through the hallways of my own pack house as if I were a total stranger doesn’t sit well with me. Watching the broad shoulders of General Alastor while following him, I suppress a tsk at the anger rising in me. There is nearly nobody who is taller than me, not even among the alphas in the strongest packs around mine. I am towering over most of them. Especially over that stopper of alpha Noah. That thought gets me to smirk, but I lose it quickly. Why did they send this guy out of all of them? ‘I don’t think that April is easily impressed only by tallness,’ my wolf wheezes while trying not to laugh too hard. Idiot. Erecting a wall between us because I am tired of his know-it-all demeanor, I roll back my shoulders, concentrating on the general again. Still. I am already pissed that
Scott ‘Who am I to stop you,’ my wolf mocks, commenting on the mantra I am murmuring in my head. Stay away from her. Why are you getting so close to her? Back up! Just when my sense is kicking back in, forcing me to distance myself from her, something flashes up in her eyes. Her irises light up, an unfamiliar color circling in them before disappearing again. Even if I hate to admit it, I have known her for long enough. And this is not her wolf. While my brain is working hard to solve the mystery of where it might come from, I inadvertently inch closer. Her tongue darts out to wet her lips, signalling me something unconsciously before she averts her gaze. “You could be honest for once, you know.” The glistering on her lipstick-red lips captures me in a trance, and before I can help it, my hands have already moved. The tingling of the sparks travels up my fingers, spreading on my palms as I hold her chin to get her eyes back on me. ‘This will not end well,’ my wolf
April “Don’t you want to know what was in the bottle?” His question triggers me to look at the jar automatically, spotting the droplets left in it. I feel like it is a trap, but I seem to have long lost the ability to think logically. “What was in the bottle?” I ask, and he grins slyly, stepping closer. He hands me the jar, and I fold my fingers around it, closing it in my fist. It isn't as cold as I would have expected, and I guess that it is the warmth of Scott’s hand left on the glass that is just streaming into my palm. “I gave the original bottle to the lycans,” he whispers, making me look up at him. “To have it tested, so we don’t know for certain. We suspect that it is some kind of benzodiazepine. The brownish color would indicate some street-level quality or that it was contaminated.” “That would explain a lot,” I observe calmly, and I get enraptured by the sparks the pride flashing up in his eyes creates. “Someone did his research right.” I have to suppress a l
April Snatching my wrist, he pulls me back, preventing me from grabbing the doorknob that was just inches within my reach. “The fuck?” he snarls, turning me around, only to make my back hit the wall. “What did you just say?” I stand my ground, ignoring the pain of the impact pulsating up my back, and refuse to squirm in his grip. “That you tortured me and didn’t mind asking for my help even though you knew it would—” “Not that,” he barks, causing the words to get stuck in my throat. “I took advantage of you? While you were obviously not in a conscious state?” I grit my teeth, wanting to disappear through the wall so I could escape him holding me hostage. “That’s not even the worst you have done to me. At least this time, I didn’t have to live through it. No way this is the only thing, in all that I told you that you registered with that fast brain of yours.” “The fuck, April?” he growls, baring his fangs that look like they are growing. “You are not calling me a rapist. You were
April “I beg your fucking pardon?” My hiss makes him flinch, and even if it is barely noticeable, I am hella proud of myself. Taking a step forward, I finally release my fingers, feeling them totally numbed. “You will take that back or I will slash your fucking throat,” I reach him, holding a finger into his face. He laughs, obviously not seeing me as a threat, but I can still see a confusion light up in his eyes. Is he really taken aback by my reaction? These men really don’t use their brains as they used to. “What the fuck is wrong with you?” he chuckles, literally causing my blood to swell over at how much it is boiling by now. “What the fuck is wrong with ME?” I gasp, straightening my spine as if it could make him look down at me less. “What the fuck is wrong with YOU?” He is still grinning broadly when he lowers his head, shaking it like I was some deranged, petulant girl. Inhaling, he is about to spit some more bullshit, but I stop him efficiently. “Don’t you
Scott She groans disappointed as I tear myself off her, getting her hands to let go of me, but her pout swiftly morphs into a smile as I kneel between her legs, spreading her for me. My chest heaves as desire wafts through me, and her eyes change colors once again, her hungry gaze getting even mo
Scott “April?” I ask, confused, tilting my head as I watch her close the door behind her. She takes a deep breath, as if she were trying to stabilize herself on her own feet, before she leans against the door and looks up at me. Pushing out a silly giggle, she makes my worrying thought about
April “Oh, stop it,” I groan as Daisy pushes herself off the seat, gasping. “No! Listen to me!” She screams before lowering her voice dramatically. “I drank that tea too.” “Everybody drank from that tea,” I shake my head, as she lets herself fall back into the chair. “Do you want to go on and
Scott“Is there something you need to tell me?” Liam asks me. His expression has lost all its smugness as he looks up at me with a void expression. “About April, I mean.” He adds the phrase as if it were nothing. And still he gets my heart to nearly explode. What the fuck is happening with me?







