LOGINApril
Six hours ago
Scott takes the ring from Alpha Kelvin, which symbolizes the power and title of Alpha, indicating that today, he will officially become the Alpha of our Blue Amber Pack, before he swears in his young but powerful voice.
“I solemnly swear that I will protect and lead this pack with all my might and do everything in my power to assure the members of this pack a safe and comfortable life.”
If he has shifted and is about to take his position as the new Alpha, it means that he would have been able to find his mate.
Finishing his long speech about his duties, the elder turns towards the crowd with spread arms, “Members of the Blue Amber Pack, please bow down to your new Alpha.”
The crowd gasps in unison as the bond snaps into place, Scott clenching his jaw before he flashes the crowd another one of his gorgeous smiles. We all bow deeply, baring our necks in respect.
“Are you ready to tell us who your Luna is?” the elder asks, turning towards Scott and making my heart still in my chest.
Scott nods, his gaze meeting mine. I feel everyone's gaze on me, my heart racing in my chest as my nervousness expands in my chest.
A special connection seems to link Scott and me, which leaves me a little confused, because it is not my birthday today, and there are still months left until I will shift, so I shouldn't be able to feel the mate bond.
An invisible force like a wave brings me closer to Scott's spirit, and I feel happy about the connection, as it can only mean one thing: I am Scott's mate.
He holds our eye contact for a long moment before he lifts it, holding out his hand to someone in the back of the crowd. And not me.
My blood turns cold. Why does he ignore the connection between us?
Am I hallucinating?
“Hailey,” his deep baritone voice rumbles through the air, shattering my heart in a million pieces as I turn around to look at Hailey smiling back happily at him.
I can't believe how everything I just felt crumbles into nothingness.
My thoughts spiral as the crowd cheers in joy, and she lifts her long skirt to join her mate on the stage while my eyes well up with tears.
Hailey is a new member of our pack. She is popular among our male members because of her beauty, and it is not something that should be blamed or discussed.
But I have seen her other female followers treat girls who can't match with their group in a awful way. Hailey never does this with her own hands, but she watches the bullying with a playful expression.
And my disruption of their activities just made them hate me more.
I force down the urge to let emotions overwhelm me in front of everyone, breathing slowly to calm my racing heart.
I act as if nothing happened, forcing up a smile and clapping my hands as Hailey bumps into me.
“Oh, April. Sorry, I’m being so nervous that I get clumsy,” Hailey giggles in her high-pitched voice.
“Don’t worry,” I smile sadly, taking another step out of her way.
She tilts her head at me and I feel the soil tremble as Scott must have jumped down the stage to reach us.
“Don’t you want to congratulate me? I just got proclaimed your Luna!” She smiles mockingly, my heart twisting at the desperation I am feeling at this outrageous situation and his scent enveloping me.
“April, don’t act like this!” Scott reprimands me in an annoyed tone.
“Don’t ruin this special day for everyone.”
“Of course not,” I say, hating how my eyes well up with tears.
“Congratulations, Hailey.”
“Oh, please call me Luna!” she giggles again, making me feel even more humiliated.
“Congratulations, my Luna,” I say through gritted teeth, my voice shaking because of the sobs fighting their way up my throat.
Hailey smiles happily and passes me without even sparing me another glance.
Feeling paralyzed with shock, I watch Hailey reach Scott and greet him with a kiss. He takes her hand, and together they get back up onto the stage.
Under the pitiful looks of the people around me, I excuse myself and walk away.
I know exactly that this is highly disrespectful behavior and that I would have probably been punished for it by the new Alpha and Luna, but at this moment I couldn’t care less.
As soon as I’m far enough from the crowd, I start running, holding up the skirt of my long gown to prevent me from stumbling over it. I feel stupid as I made my mother buy it for this occasion, only to look good for him.
Reaching a small cage, I don’t care about how I would ruin the dress as I crawl into the narrow space.
I sit at the end of the cave, burying my head into my arms as I pull my legs closer and cry my heart out.
My heart hurts so much and I feel so incredibly stupid. I don’t even notice how the hours go by as my tears finally stop falling.
Wiping the tears from my cheeks, I take a deep breath and decide to rot in this small cave forever as I hear a giggle outside.
“Hailey?” I whisper to myself, and groan, really not wanting to find my crush making out with that stupid girl.
It is quite a secluded place out here, and I don’t know many people, besides my pathetic ass, who would come out here.
As soon as I’ve crawled out of the cave, I spot Hailey right away.
But she is alone.
I lift a brow and scurry after her, just to see her walking towards the pack’s borders.
“Hailey!” I shout, wanting to stop her. “Wait, it’s dangerous over there.”
Lifting my gown slightly, I run in her direction, looking around constantly to find someone from the border patrol.
‘Where are they?’ I ask myself as I pick up my speed to reach her.
“Hailey!” I call again, but she doesn’t seem to be able to hear me.
“Hailey, the pack’s territory ends there. Do not cross the border!”
She looks back at me from a distance but doesn't stop.
Just as I’m getting closer to her, I hear a rustling in the trees and I stop to lift my gaze, turning around to spot who it might be.
A scream resounds from the direction in which Hailey went and I turn my head panicky just to see a shadow in the corner of my eyes.
I don’t even get to react in time as I get tackled out of nowhere and hit my head as I fall onto the ground. With a groan, I try to get up, but my body gives out, and I get enveloped in darkness.
April “What did he say?” I open the door to the office Beta Daniel is using, and get him to jerk out of his thoughts. He is sitting in the dark room, his index and thumb holding his chin. “What?” he asks, obviously taken by surprise. “What did Alpha Noah say?” I inquire again, taking a step into the room to close the door behind me. “Did he say when we can go home?” He sighs, rubbing his face with the palms of his hands. “No,” he just answers. Beta Daniel lets his hands slump on his thighs, turning his head to look outside the window. I press my lips together, holding my right elbow with my left hand to wait patiently for him to say something more, keeping myself from speaking again. “He said that we couldn’t get back. The lycans would never agree to that even if Alpha Scott would, and I have the feeling that he will lose it when you tell him that you want to leave.” He talks without looking at me, holding the gaze to roam the hills of the pack grounds. “I didn’t tell him that
April The dining hall is eerily quiet, and I wonder if everyone is just concentrated on not getting poisoned again. I push around the carrots lying on my plate, bored while Beta Daniel is typing on his phone. He furrows his brows over and over again, and I would bet that he is alternating between reacting to texts coming from his mate, Samantha, and messaging Alpha Noah. Even if I am dying to know what he is conversing with our Alpha about, I am way too exhausted to inquire about that. Daisy, who is also sitting at our small table, is practically lying in her chair, her eyes closing over and over again while she fights against the slumber getting the best of her. The other tables around us have to be the same, and I am worried that the warriors and nurses will have problems getting proper sleep as they fear another attack. We can’t be careful enough after what happened. I still didn’t have the chance to talk to Daisy about what happened with Alpha Scott, and the thought of him h
April I tried to be good and just sit tight. I really tried. But in the end, my nosiness won. And it’s totally not that I wanted to catch another glimpse of the General. Not at all. Ignoring my heart beating into the top of my throat, and dismissing the words of my guilty conscience, which keeps reminding me about how curiosity killed the cat, I leave the pack hospital. Wanting to reach the pack house with fast steps, I increase my pace, desperately going through possible excuses I could use to explain why I appear in the rooms of someone who is supposed to be my sworn enemy. Unfortunately, other than letting me think about me being indescribably stupid, my idiotic brain gives up on me. Running up the stairs, I get my pulse even to shoot higher, making my head spin. Not a good sign either. My panic must be already raging through my body to the extent that it affects my circulation, and this would be a problem. ‘You could just try to tell the truth,’ my wolf proposes, gushin
April My eyes jump back and forth, searching his eyes for any other emotion other than the pure hate that is slowly even pushing his rage out of his traits. ‘Stop it,’ my wolf whispers, and a strange sensation that must be coming from her makes my chest squeeze, my heart twisting. I gulp, fighting the tears wanting to shoot into my eyes. “You are lying,” I whisper. “You knew damned well that I didn’t do anything.” “You might have been able to fool my father and a few of my warriors because they were still blinded by the memories of their late beta, but I wasn’t that easy to scam, was I?” he mocks, straightening back up and putting his hands in his pockets. What an asshole. What a jerk. I can’t believe this guy. My adrenaline retreats, giving my panic the chance to spread, taking back control over my body. I suddenly feel like I am that little girl again, desperately fighting to get just a spark of his affection. What an idiot. Me and him, both. “That’s not true.” Is the onl
April “I beg your pardon?” General Alastor asks, taken aback, while Alpha Scott squirms his eyes. I open my mouth, but before I could answer the general’s question, Alpha Scott disrupts my attempt. “Just because you have some unsolved insecurities that you take up in a conflict with her does not give you the right to denigrate her,” Alpha Scott growls, getting the general to raise his brows when he looks at him. I gasp, shaking my head. “I am not trying to denigrate her. She poisoned me and all the pack members of the Black Amethyst Pack who came here with me.” Putting my hands on my hips, I stand confidently. “We have clear indicators for that, but you are just so caught up with her that you didn’t look into it properly. Did you even question her? Oh, I guess that she just couldn’t blink with her long eyelashes, and you would let it be. Why investigate something you don’t care about anyway?” “That is false. You are just doing this because you are jealous of her. Are you trying t
April “What the hell was that?” Alpha Scott shouts, clenching his fists. “And what is the purpose of all of this?” I am surprised that I don’t feel groggy because I was prepared to be torn back to the office in the pack hospital, or what I would rather assume to be the reality, feeling like I had been pulled out of a fever dream after my drink had been spiked. “This is not okay,” Alpha Scott rages further, only getting an annoyed glance from the general. “You are not allowed to interrogate people on my pack grounds without me being present.”“It was crucial that Dr. Angel felt comfortable enough to answer my questions truthfully and without any pressure that might have resulted from you being present. With all due respect, Alpha,” General Alastor explains, his tone clearly not as respectful as it should be meant to be. I bite my bottom lip just in time to prevent a gloating snicker from escaping my lips at seeing the general putting Alpha Scott in his place. Lowering my head, I
April “Tell me that they are lying.” Noah’s pleading words pierce through the fog in my mind, making me gulp as I look at him with glassy eyes. “I didn’t kill anyone,” I say, sadly not seeming that convincing as I gulp. “I didn’t kill their Luna. I was framed.” My old pack members scoff, as I
Scott My brain is buzzing by the time we have finally gotten the most life-threateningly injured into the car for safe transport to the pack that should be able to help us out of this desperate situation. Liam and I drive two SUVs while Albert, Taylor, and Bryan take the limousines so that we ar
ScottI have my head buried in my hands as I sit in the hallway of the pack hospital, waiting for some good news.The doctors and nurses scurry around us while the rooms and even the hallways are filled with injured warriors.Even though we won, I couldn’t feel any joy about it, not even for a secon
April I scroll through my feed while my mother hums, turning the page of the enormous Newspaper. “Daniel has invited us to their house to celebrate our fifth anniversary with the pack with a nice home-cooked dinner. What do you think?” my mother asks, making me look up at her. “Oh, I would abso







