Nicole.
I spent the rest of my afternoon picking Jackson’s mother's orders. There were many flowers and by the way they were decorated, I could tell they were meant for a party. I kept on checking my phone while doing that to know if Jackson had called back or even texted but I was always met with nothing. The flowers were arranged in the car and we left after getting everything she ordered. I couldn’t stop thinking about the picture even when I tried to, seeing how good they were together again was like seeing them years back. Laura was his first love…..and maybe last. He doesn’t love her as much as he did years ago—or maybe I don’t know much about him. Is his lack of reaction anytime her name is brought up a sign that he’s over her? They were the perfect couple in everyone's eyes and then I came in, my family—father's business -- was in dire need of help and to get that Jackson and my father decided to place the two of us in an arranged marriage—I know it isn’t that common these days but it happened. Jackson was pretty cool with the idea, same with me and Laura, his ex-girlfriend. They agreed to be friends while he agreed not to cheat on me. I have always had this suspicion of him going to see her but anytime I brought that up he always has his way of making me stop talking about it—sex. He always shuts me up with sex when I try to talk about his ex-girlfriend. This wouldn’t be the first time they have been photographed together but this one is way too intimate. They are way too close for my liking. I let out a tired sigh and stared at the driver. I don’t think I want to return home so quickly, suddenly the thought of going back to the house where the elder and younger demons were didn’t sound appealing to me. “Please take me to the nearest park.” I politely requested. I would rather stay out where I can get some peace of mind than go home and feel useless. The one thing that also made me feel useless was not being able to speak to my father for some weeks now. His phone wasn’t always with him, it’s either he was too busy to answer or he was swarmed with work. Times like this were when I wished I had friends, Jack wouldn’t let me have any claiming they were going to change who I am if I did. Five minutes later I was sitting on a bench while watching children play around with their parents following closely behind them. Very soon this will be me and Jackson, I can’t wait for our little one to come. Instinctively I rubbed my stomach with a broad smile on my face. “Does your stomach hurt?” A little voice asked beside me. I looked down and was shocked to see a little boy of about four to five years staring at me with concern. He was a cute boy with round eyes and a curly mass of hair on his head. He was dressed nicely too. “Are you okay?” He asked again. I smiled and nodded my head, “I’m fine, handsome. What are you doing here?” I looked around for any sign of his parents but I couldn’t see anyone. “Where are your parents?” I asked as I patted the space beside me so he could sit. Maybe his parents will look for him this way, I won’t let him go until they come to find him. He shook his head, “Mommy and Daddy are not here. I’m with my uncle.” He answered. Smart. “But why can’t I see your uncle anywhere?” That caused him to smile mischievously. “That’s because I ran away from him.” He replied and giggled as soon as he was done. And a naughty boy too. “You can’t do that…….” “William, get your ass over here right now!” Someone yelled from the crowd and the little handsome boy beside me giggled louder. “oh no, Uncle has found me.” He covered his face with his hands as the voice became near. The first thing I saw was a pair of a fancy shoe and as I slowly raised my head I saw a man standing in front of us with a suit on. Who on earth wears suits to a park? “William Patterson, how many times do I tell you to stop running from me in the park? You know what I think this will be the last time I bring you out again.” While he was speaking the little boy whose name is William had his hands over his face but as soon as he was done he took them down and gave a small pout. “Please uncle, I won’t do it again.” He pleaded, making those cute pleading eyes anyone would fall for. Anyone but his uncle. “You know that won’t work on me, right?” His uncle asked and William turned to me. “Please tell him I have been a good boy.” He begged. I became speechless as I didn’t know what to say, he’s wrong for leaving his uncle behind. What if he got lost? “Your uncle is right, it’s bad to walk away from adults, especially in a crowded area like this,” I said with a soft smile. He didn’t seem angry at my words but rather felt somber. “You can apologize to your uncle for doing that,” I said as I stared at him looking defeated. “I’m sorry uncle. I won’t do that again.” His uncle sighed, “You better not.” I looked up this time and for the first time since he started scolding his nephew, I saw his face. He was handsome with almost the same eyes and hair as his nephew but he wasn’t as handsome as my Jack. “Thank you…..” “Nicole.” “Thank you for watching him.” He said and I shook my head. “It’s no problem.” “I’m Rowan,” he brought his hand out for a handshake. “Nice to meet you, Rowan,” I said as we both shook hands. “Alright, let’s go champ.” He picked his nephew from the bench and looked at me again. “Goodbye Aunt Nicole, see you soon.” William waved at me and I waved back. “Goodbye William.” I don’t think we will see each other again. I thought as I watched them walk away. I guess it’s time to return home.Jackson. A muffled sound of something humming woke me up, I blinked continuously until my eyes were able to adjust to the bright lights. The humming sound stopped as soon as my eyes connected with the ceiling, I frowned looking around. Where the hell am I? I tried thinking of what happened last night but nothing my head was blank and….. I stopped trying to think what happened when another door in the room opened and someone stepped out. Not someone but Laura, what the fuck was Laura doing here? In my house? Wait, was this my house? “Oh, you are awake. Good morning Jack.” She greeted me with a beautiful smile on her face. Even without makeup, Laura looks pretty no wonder every single brand wants her as their ambassador. “Laura, why are you here?” I asked while sitting up on the bed and noticed something awkward. I looked down at my body and my frown deepened when I saw I was naked. Not just naked from upward as I normally do when I sleep at night but I was completely
Nicole. The car was at the gate when my phone vibrated in my lap, feeling excited knowing Jack had finally replied because he’s the only one who I get calls and texts from. My smile widened as I opened my phone, only to frown when I saw what the message was. It wasn’t a text from Jackson alright but a recent news that just popped up, it was another picture of Jackson and Laura coming out of a hotel. Jackson was still in his previous clothes which meant that he was with her all night. I read the caption ‘IS THIS A SIGN THAT THEY ARE BACK TOGETHER?’’ I wanted to go into the phone and slap some senses into the writer, they shouldn’t just say anything just because of a picture. Who knows, maybe Jackson and Laura didn’t stay in the same room, maybe they met in the lobby or something? I thought as I tried coming up with an excuse for his behavior again but the next picture of him coming out of the same room with Laura changed my mind. They didn’t just meet but they both slept
Nicole.I opened my mouth but no words came out, I did the same thing again. Why was she asking me that? She’s already gotten permission from Janice to call her mom so why would she need my permission?“I—““Oh, Nicole’s permission doesn’t matter. I’m sure she agrees with this, right Nicole?” Janice asked as I gulped, slowly looking at Jack for help.He didn’t say anything either, just like darker he was also staring at me expectantly.With a forced smile, I pulled my gaze from him back to his mother who was also equally smiling forcefully at me.“That is not a problem, Mrs Davenport.” I answered agreeing to what they were saying.Laura’s eyes were on me the whole time and I tried my best to act like she wasn’t there.“See, I told you she wouldn’t be a problem.” She took hold of Laura’s hand and intended to leave.But then how could she leave when she hadn’t answered my earlier question? She may see me as a good for nothing but that doesn’t mean I want to be treated as a good for noth
Nicole.“Are you cheating on me, Jack?” I asked one out of many questions troubling me.There are many but this question tops over every one of them. He promised he wouldn’t cheat and I still expect he wouldn’t even with his ex-girlfriend whom he seems to care about too much.Slowly I watched as he turned and stared at me.“What?”“Are you cheating on me, Jack?” I repeated my question.I watched as his eyes dimmed as he stared at me,“Why would you ask that?”“I don’t know. Why would you think I would ask that all of a sudden?” I threw back.He looked at me for a while before letting out a sigh, “Is this about the news? Certainly, you aren’t dumb enough to believe everything in it.” I should feel offended by his words.Yes, the internet isn’t a place to believe certain stories. But his story is different, the way he was staring at her, holding her protectively from those press and helping her into the car. Those things are hard to ignore, anyone foolish enough can tell he’s in love wi
Nicole. Jack was nowhere to be found when I walked into the party, neither was his mother, sister, or even his ex-girlfriend. With a forced smile on my face, I greeted the ones who paid little attention to me. To everyone in this room, I’m just a girl whom my husband helped her family from the ground. We may not have told anyone about the agreement but I’m sure most of them in this room know, I mean father’s company suddenly rose from the ashes after our marriage. It’s suspicious and everyone has the right to think that. “Do you want a glass of wine, Mrs Davenport?” I blinked at the server standing beside me. “Yes…..No.” I shook my head when I suddenly remembered I was pregnant and pregnant women shouldn’t drink alcohol. Gosh, it still feels like a dream to me. I’m pregnant. I can’t wait to tell Jack tonight. I stood in the corner of the living room, watching everyone as they made small conversations between themselves. As the host and the wife of Jackson, I should go around w
Nicole.My night was awful.After that little drama I had with Laura and Jack they came downstairs two minutes later looking like nothing happened. I tried to think that nothing happened between them but deep down there’s a fawning feeling that what I saw was what happened.Janice hasn’t stopped showing everyone to Laura, it was like she was a masterpiece and that was her job which she is fucking proud of. Nobody has ever looked at me with that look in my life, it’s either I’m a disappointment or I am a nobody. I wish Janice would introduce me to everyone the same way she was with Laura.I gulped down my drink, squeezing the glass in my hand.The other thing that caused my night to be awful was the dress Laura and Jack decided to wear. They were both glued to each other like they were a couple and the choice of their color would make anyone believe they were indeed a couple.I have been at the same spot for an hour or two now and my husband hasn’t come over to ask how I was feeling.I
Jackson.I know what I’m doing is wrong but I can’t help it, I can’t help but feel this way about her.We have always been lovers right from high school and I had plans of marrying her but then the marriage idea came out of nowhere. It wasn’t supposed to go through if the two of us had disagreed, one way or the other our parents could have come up with something different to collaborate with each other.I was in love and wasn’t going to marry her for a deal. I disagreed but she went ahead to agree with it making my voice nonexistent for everyone. They went along with the wedding and with no choice I had to go with it too.I had to break up with the woman I love so I could marry her.I have tried my best to love her but there’s nothing hard enough than forgetting your first love.I tried to forget about her but I couldn’t not when I had her following me around on the internet. I followed her every single fucking page. I saw her almost every day, how beautiful she had gotten and all I w
Nicole.I know I shouldn’t have waited when he told me we would discuss that later but I did. I waited for him for hours and he was yet to come, I didn’t know when I started crying.I climbed into bed since I already had my bath. I laid down but couldn’t sleep no matter how hard I forced myself to.It felt like my heart was being poked at by tiny needles every second, it felt like I couldn’t breathe.I hate feeling this way; this heartbroken and useless. The only time I have felt this way was when I lost my mom, I completely lost it when I found out she was gone. I thought my world had ended and now I’m feeling the same way as Jack.I thought marrying him would heal me, that he would fall in love with me but I was wrong.I let out a sniff and paused when I heard my phone vibrate on the bedside table, I cleaned my eyes before picking it up wondering who was texting me.No one has my phone number except my husband, my father, and Jack's family.I unlocked my phone and saw it was indeed
Jackson.I should have said or done something when my mom, sister, and Laura were pushing Nicole out of the house. It was dead at night and I knew she wasn’t safe out there but I didn’t do anything.I stood there and watched them push her out.I closed my eyes and let out a groan, I can still see how she looked at me after mom slapped her and as they dragged her out of the house.I felt like she had been betrayed—I would also feel that way if that was happening to me.I rubbed my forehead and went upstairs, shutting Laura out because I wanted to be alone. I needed to think.I was so mad at Nicole for issuing a divorce after everything I had dropped just to be married to her that I didn’t know when I picked up my phone and called her father.I wanted him to know what his daughter had done and what her actions meant to our deal. He begged me to rethink my decision but I think he’s begging the wrong person, he should call his daughter and ask her to stop her madness. She was hurt because
Laura.Everything is going as planned. I have managed to throw the bitch out of the house without raising suspicions, now all that remains in my plan is to get Jack to marry me.It may sound easy but I know it wouldn’t be now that he’s acting weird.But I know he would definitely get married to me, he wouldn’t let me go even if I wanted to, and he wouldn't want his child to be born illegitimately. If he wasn’t going to marry me then his mother was going to make him marry me, I’m sure she wouldn’t want to let me go.“I did it, Mom,” I said with a bright smile as soon as I walked in on them having breakfast.Mom paused what she was doing and looked at me with confusion.“You did what?” She asked and I rolled my eyes.“She’s gone mom, she’s gone from our lives. Now I can have Jack all to myself.” I took the fork from her and took a bite of her salad, only to spit the shit out just a second of it being in my mouth.I stared at my Mom oddly wondering how she could eat this shit. Well, I wa
Nicole.I left the dining room after causing the drama that I knew would last for a long time before everyone would go to bed.Like usual I went to my now temporary room, ready for bed. I believe I have been too stressed out these past few days and need some rest even if it wasn’t for me I should do that for the baby.I took the dress off and stared at myself in the full-length mirror and the only thing I could see was myself.I looked beautiful.My hips were big but not too big as Laura's but overall I looked sexy, my stomach was still flat and it wasn’t that bloated like Jackson says. I looked pretty, my hair and face were on point and I love myself. I love what I was staring at and I wouldn’t let any man make me feel so unsexy.I threw on a big T-shirt I bought while shopping and went straight to bed. My eyes were about to close when my phone beside me started ringing, I cursed out quietly at the person calling so late.My brows furrowed when I saw who the caller was. Right on my p
Nicole.I have everything planned for my last night in the Davenport household. Get back at every single one of them for what they’ve done to me since I stepped foot into this house.If I couldn’t fight them physically then I could do that verbally.I prepared food for the whole family l including Laura who has been around for most of the day. I did this because this might be the last time they ever eat something prepared by me.I got dressed a few minutes ago but decided to wait for a while before going downstairs.Everyone was already seated as I’d expected, I smiled inwardly when I saw Jackson sitting away from Laura that would make my plan sweeter.The evening started just as I predicted and I couldn’t help but be proud of myself for how far I have come.If Janice thinks she gets to speak to me as rudely as she has always done then I’m going to show her that I’m no longer the calm lady their son married.I acted like a fool because I wanted to please them not because I am one. I t
Jackson.I have never been this angry in my entire life, I barged out of the room angrily with the intent of hitting something. I hate this. I hate the way I’m feeling.I shouldn’t feel this way—like someone was trying to take something important away from me.I should feel happy knowing she wouldn’t be an obstacle between Laura and me again. I should be happy she was ending this instead of trying to stay but no, I feel the total opposite and I fucking hate it.I hit the gym room to blow out some steam, I don’t think I can talk with anyone now without leashing out on the person.I spent the whole day in the gym trying to take out my anger on the heavy bag, which didn’t help me in any way. I try to think of something else other than Nicole currently packing her things from our room.It’s impossible to think of something else when I’m this worked up, I try thinking of Laura and our baby and everything good that will happen to us now Nicole is leaving but still can’t.It felt like my bra
Nicole.This morning I got a text from Nancy saying that the papers were ready and I should come pick them up if I wanted to or they would be delivered to my house.I chose the formal, I would hate spending the rest of my day in this house. I left that morning without telling anyone, for a moment I was scared of leaving the house—I hadn’t done this before, leave without letting Jackson or his mother know about my whereabouts.It felt exhilarating leaving the house without anyone’s permission and I just couldn’t wait to do this more often. I picked up the papers from Nancy’s office while she tried to make me change my mind again before leaving. I heard what his mother said before going inside when I was back but acted like I didn't since I wasn't going to be her daughter-in-law again like she'd always wanted. I didn't bother calling her her desired name, I went upstairs to the room feeling a bit confident. ‘I can do this.’ I kept on chanting in my head again and again as I picked up m
Jackson.I gently carried Laura to my room and placed her on the bed. She hasn’t stopped crying even after I have picked her up from the floor.My eyes centered on her face and I frowned seeing the red mark there, that must be painful.I ground my teeth stopping myself from not going out there to meet Nicole. She doesn’t have the right to raise her hand on Laura, what if she had got hurt in the process? What if she’d lost the child—our child?“I’m sorry,” I was pulled from my thoughts and looked at her.My eyebrows dipped as I wondered why she was apologizing when she did nothing wrong.“I didn’t mean to say bad things to her, I just wanted her to accept our baby,” she sniffed as her hand cradled her still-flat stomach.My heart squeezed as I looked at her. I knew Laura from the beginning and one thing I can be sure of is that she wouldn’t do anything to hurt someone else.“It’s fine. I should be the one apologizing for Nicole’s behavior, she wasn’t like this before. I don’t know what
Nicole.I watched with surprise and disgust as Laura kept on weeping like I was the one who hit her for real. She cried miserably causing Jackson to glare at me.“Why did you have to hit her, Nicole? If you had something you wanted to say or do because of what we did then do them to me, never raise your hand on her again else I wouldn’t be this calm about it!” He lashed out and at that point, I knew he wasn’t going to believe me even if I said anything.And though I knew he wouldn’t believe me, I didn’t want to keep my mouth shut. He had to know what had happened.“You should try asking questions before taking sides, Jackson,” I said angrily.“There’s nothing to ask,” I stared at him in disbelief.“I didn’t hit her Jackson and you can ask her that—“A loud wail from her stopped me from saying more.“Enough Nicole! You have done more than enough!”“I didn’t do it.”“Stop talking,” he growled as he picked her up from the floor. I watched as he held her to himself so tenderly and walked a
Nicole.I have done nothing wrong while being married to him, I have stayed faithful and tried to win his trust and love even while knowing it was a dead end. Everyone thinks I married him because I wanted his money because I wanted him to help my father.It was never that and would never be that.Jackson remained silent after hearing me say that, I let out a huff and picked the nightdress I had finally seen after searching for ages.I walked past him only to have him follow me,“You won’t make it out there without me Nicole. You have no money and I’m sure your father won’t be too happy knowing you’re trying to divorce me.” I ignored him as I walked out of the room.I know what he’s talking about because I have witnessed that first hand just now, my dad probably hates me now after hearing me say that. I took the farthest guest room and didn’t fail to lock the door behind me, I wouldn’t want him to come in even though I feel like leaving the door open.I took in a deep breath as I stoo