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Sobrang sakit kasi nang dibdib ko, more like yung puso ko. Imbis kasi na maging masaya ang 18th birthday ko ay naging bangungungot ang lahat. I don't understand why is this happening to me. May nagawa ba akong mali kaya pinaparusahan ako ng diyos nang ganito. Ano ba yung mali na yun para maitama ko?
But the pain intensified because of Cassandra. Napahawak ako sa dibdib ko and silently cried even more. She loves me and i love her so much but things happened. I tried calling her since last night but her phone is always out of reach and service. Siguro ayaw nya talaga akong makausap, hindi ko naman sya masisisi dahil alam kong nabigla at nasaktan sya sa nangyari.
"Au
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