LOGINI woke up before my alarm.
It wasn't even six yet, but the sky outside my window was already beginning to lighten. For a moment, I just lay there, staring at the ceiling, wondering why I felt so... alive. Then I remembered- him. The memory flared sharp and vivid: the corner of the school building, the faint curl of smoke that he exhaled. The way he hasn't flinched when I caught him. The way he moved- smooth, slow, dangerously calm- as he stepped closer. The heat of his body when he pinned my wrists against the wall, not hurting me, just holding me there. Testing. Teasing. His voice low and mocking. "People love to pretend they're not snitches... Until it's convenient." That look. His breath smelling like mint and smoke and trouble. And me- heart in my throat, unable to speak. I slid out of bed, feet touching the cold floor, and padded to the bathroom. By the time I was dressed and downstairs, Mom was still in her robe, holding a cup of coffee like it was the only thing keeping her alive. She blinked at me. "Ark...? It's not even thirty minutes past seven. Are you okay?" I grabbed a piece of toast and smiled. "Yeah. Just felt like starting early." She stared, like she was trying to find a fever on my face without touching me. Then, slowly, her mouth curved into a smile. Not the teasing one. The soft, mother- proud one. "Well, look at you. Maybe miracles do happen." I grinned. "But too bad for you, you have to wait for me to finish first so I can drop you off," mom said going upstairs. With that being said, I had to wait for her to finish. @ The school ball rang, I was already seated at my desk, ready to learn- books already on the table, spine straight, Hands still. Head down. Scarf high. I blended in with the furniture if I could. The chair next to the red-haired guy was already occupied. Yesterday, it hadn't been. He sat alone. And to think of how he shoved the seat. And because of that I had to take the two chairs joined together- the one no one wanted, at the back. Quiet, invisible. Today, only one seat was left. Besides me. My eyes darted towards the door- drawn there like distinct. Someone was standing in the doorway. Jade. He wore a black hoodie, like always. The sleeves slightly rolled, the hood still intact over his head. His hands in his pocket. His face unreadable. He stood there like he had nothing to prove and nowhere to be. Then he walked in. Like he owned the silence. His hoodie slipped halfway off his shoulder as he moved, slow and casual. His headphone still hung over his ears- still on, still intact. He didn't look around, didn't scan the room or hesitate like everyone else. He just walked over and dropped into the seat next to me like it had been waiting for him all along. Just before he passed the first row- "OH MY GOD." A shrill voice pierced the quiet. Tasha. "Oh my. Hey TJ you look hotter than usual today." Tasha hissed, her voice half scream, half giggle. Even Charlote was drooling, her eyes on him. They both scrambled in their seats like fangirls on cafeeine, one bumping into her desk, the other knocking her own water bottle over. Embarrassing. But not to them. Jade didn't blink. Didn't look at them. Didn't even pause. He just kept walking. Their squels fizzled into an awkward silence when he dropped into the seat besides me. I caught Tasha visibly rolling her eyes. I didn't flinch. I didn't breathe. He didn't even look at me. At first. Then- maybe because he felt my eyes on him or maybe just by accident- he turned his head slightly. His gaze dropped to mine. His brows creased. Just slightly. His voice came out low, rough, nearly a whisper meant for no one to hear but me. "... What the hell. Why are you sitting here?" I didn't flinch. "It's my seat." He leaned in just enough for me to feel the heat of his breathe against my scarf. "And why are you in this class?" I turned my eyes towards him, careful not to move my head. "Why wouldn't I be?" He scoffed quietly. A single breath of judgement. His eyes flicked to my scarf for half a second, then straight ahead. "As if this day couldn't get any worse," he said into himself in a whisper, his voice low and cold but it was loud enough for me to hear what he said. What's that suppose to mean? After that he didn't say anything else. Neither did I. But my pulse wouldn't stop pounding in my ears- not from fear. Not exactly. It was something else. Something like electricity. The air between us felt too full. Like silence had weight. Like my body was tuned to every twitch of his shoulder, every breathe he took besides me. Through the rest of the period he didn't speak. He didnt start a conversation, not like I expected him to. He didn't glance in my direction again. It was weird. Too quiet. Like the silence had teeth.When I got home that night, I shut my door again and collapsed into bed fully clothed.No scarf. No homework. Just silence. Pain. My stomach was aching.And tears I couldn't stop anymore.I thought I could just avoid him. I thought if I stayed quiet, kept my head down, maybe this would pass. Maybe they'd move on. But overhearing that boy behind the bleachers? It didn't sound like they planned on moving on at all."Sh''s throwing herself at Jade." he'd said.And in that moment, something inside me had shifted. Fractured.No- snapped.I shouldn't let them destroy me, tell lies about me.Not like this.The next morning, I woke up cold. Not physically, but deep inside. Like something had frozen overnight and refused to thaw. I didn't touch my scarf at first. I just sat at the edge of the bed, staring down at my shoes.This version of
ARK'S POINT OF VIEW.When I woke up, my eyes were swollen from crying, even though I didn't remember actually shedding any tears.I pulled on my uniform slower than usual.Wrapped the scarf tighter.I barely made it through the first three periods. The tension in my chest never eased, and I couldn't stop watching the door every time it opened, half-expecting Melissa to storm in with a new grudge. The one that I saw her vulnerable. She never did.But she was watching me. She was planning something.At lunch, I caught her glancing at me across the yard, whispering something to Charlotte. Tasha looked over her shoulder too.Their faces weren't angry.They were amused.Smiling.I didn't understand why.Until I overheard one of the guys in Jade's circle bragging behind the bleachers."Heard that she's throwing he
ARK'S POINT OF VIEW CONTINUED.At lunch, I sat in the furthest corner of the quad again, beneath the same overgrown tree, scarf wrapped high, hood drawn low. My appetite had gone missing somewhere between anxiety and heartbreak. Somehow i wasn't hungry when at school. I didn’t know if it was fear to be seen or not being hungryThen I saw her.Melissa.She was headed in Jade's direction, weaving through tables like a predator with one target. Her walk was confident. Her outfit was tighter than usual. And her smile was that fake, sugary kind of sweet that made your stomach turn.She reached his table and leaned forward just enough for her chest to press against the edge. I watched from a distance, chest tightening.Jade looked up from his drink- and for a split second, I thought I saw annoyance flash across his face. Or was it how i wanted him to react, but definitely I saw right. I wasn't imagining it.She
$$# ARK'S POINT OF VIEW. # $ $ If I had the power to erase a single moment in time, it would be yesterday-:specifically, the part where I landed on Jade's chest and somehow shared my first kiss with him through a scarf I was too afraid to take off. And the worst part? It wasn't terrible. It wasn't clumsy or gross or humiliating like I imagined my first kiss might be. It was intense. Charged. My heart still hadn't returned to normal since. Which was exactly why I had to bury it, burn it, and pretend it never happened. Because Jade didn't like girls like me. He didn't like me- period. And I knew it. Still, knowing it didn't erase the memory of his hands on my waist or the way his eyes caught mine in that brief silence before everything shattered. It didn't dull th
ARK'S POINT OF VIEW CONTINUED... The last few minutes of class ticked by with unbearable slowness, each second dragging behind the next like a bad dream I couldn't wake up from. My pencil trembled in my grip as I filled in answers I wouldn't remember later. The air was too still, and even though I sat near the window, I could feel the heat of Jade's presence next to me like the sun itself had shifted indoors and decided to settle besides me. Students sprang from their seats, chairs scraping, voices rising in the usual chaotic rush. And that's when I started to noticed that the school bell is broken, students surely knew the time to go home. I stayed seated, waiting for the noise to thin, the hallway to quiet. I didn't want to bump into Melissa. Or Tasha. Or Charlotte. Or anyone who looked at me like I was a mistake that needed correcting. Slowly, I stood, grabbing my bag with a wince. The ache in my s
$ # ARK'S POINT OF VIEW. # $ $ I woke to the throb. It pulsed through my stomach like something alive, a slow, punishing reminder that Melissa's fists weren't some nightmare I could shake off. I lay there for a while, curled slightly on my side, trying to breathe past the ache. Every shallow inhale tugged against a knot in my abdomen. The ceiling above me was still dark with early morning, and the silence was thick, a kind of hush that dared me to cry. But I didn't. I peeled the blanket away slowly, stiff from the bruises forming along my ribs. Each movement was cautious, like lifting a body not entirely mine. I didn't need a mirror to know my face was a mess. I could feel the heat swelling near my cheekbone, the dull ache when I blinked too hard. I sat up. Then paused. I wouldn't let this
MELISSA'S POINT OF VIEW. # $ $ I stood in front of his locker like it meant something, I wanted to clear somethings up. I wanted to hear from him, what was going on between him and the scarf girl. I was so angry in a way that I
THIS CONTENT DOESN'T ENCOURAGE BULLY.$$#TASHA'S POINT OF VIEW.#$$Before all this, scarf girl never mattered. Just another quiet presence blending into the background of our buzzing hallways. But then Jade started payi
JADE'S POINT OF VIEW CONTINUED... At lunch, I spotted her alone, sitting under a tree. Everyone else scattered in clumps. But she? Always out of reach. A ghost in daylight. Perfect target. I picked up a ball that was under my shoes.
JADE'S POINT OF VIEW. It was 5:00 and I was already on the streets. I jogged until my lungs burned. Not because I was trying to get fit. Not because I liked it. I just like being gone. Out there, past the gates of this damned house, with the wind in my e







