INICIAR SESIÓNI woke up before my alarm.
It wasn't even six yet, but the sky outside my window was already beginning to lighten. For a moment, I just lay there, staring at the ceiling, wondering why I felt so... alive. Then I remembered- him. The memory flared sharp and vivid: the corner of the school building, the faint curl of smoke that he exhaled. The way he hasn't flinched when I caught him. The way he moved- smooth, slow, dangerously calm- as he stepped closer. The heat of his body when he pinned my wrists against the wall, not hurting me, just holding me there. Testing. Teasing. His voice low and mocking. "People love to pretend they're not snitches... Until it's convenient." That look. His breath smelling like mint and smoke and trouble. And me- heart in my throat, unable to speak. I slid out of bed, feet touching the cold floor, and padded to the bathroom. By the time I was dressed and downstairs, Mom was still in her robe, holding a cup of coffee like it was the only thing keeping her alive. She blinked at me. "Ark...? It's not even thirty minutes past seven. Are you okay?" I grabbed a piece of toast and smiled. "Yeah. Just felt like starting early." She stared, like she was trying to find a fever on my face without touching me. Then, slowly, her mouth curved into a smile. Not the teasing one. The soft, mother- proud one. "Well, look at you. Maybe miracles do happen." I grinned. "But too bad for you, you have to wait for me to finish first so I can drop you off," mom said going upstairs. With that being said, I had to wait for her to finish. @ The school ball rang, I was already seated at my desk, ready to learn- books already on the table, spine straight, Hands still. Head down. Scarf high. I blended in with the furniture if I could. The chair next to the red-haired guy was already occupied. Yesterday, it hadn't been. He sat alone. And to think of how he shoved the seat. And because of that I had to take the two chairs joined together- the one no one wanted, at the back. Quiet, invisible. Today, only one seat was left. Besides me. My eyes darted towards the door- drawn there like distinct. Someone was standing in the doorway. Jade. He wore a black hoodie, like always. The sleeves slightly rolled, the hood still intact over his head. His hands in his pocket. His face unreadable. He stood there like he had nothing to prove and nowhere to be. Then he walked in. Like he owned the silence. His hoodie slipped halfway off his shoulder as he moved, slow and casual. His headphone still hung over his ears- still on, still intact. He didn't look around, didn't scan the room or hesitate like everyone else. He just walked over and dropped into the seat next to me like it had been waiting for him all along. Just before he passed the first row- "OH MY GOD." A shrill voice pierced the quiet. Tasha. "Oh my. Hey TJ you look hotter than usual today." Tasha hissed, her voice half scream, half giggle. Even Charlote was drooling, her eyes on him. They both scrambled in their seats like fangirls on cafeeine, one bumping into her desk, the other knocking her own water bottle over. Embarrassing. But not to them. Jade didn't blink. Didn't look at them. Didn't even pause. He just kept walking. Their squels fizzled into an awkward silence when he dropped into the seat besides me. I caught Tasha visibly rolling her eyes. I didn't flinch. I didn't breathe. He didn't even look at me. At first. Then- maybe because he felt my eyes on him or maybe just by accident- he turned his head slightly. His gaze dropped to mine. His brows creased. Just slightly. His voice came out low, rough, nearly a whisper meant for no one to hear but me. "... What the hell. Why are you sitting here?" I didn't flinch. "It's my seat." He leaned in just enough for me to feel the heat of his breathe against my scarf. "And why are you in this class?" I turned my eyes towards him, careful not to move my head. "Why wouldn't I be?" He scoffed quietly. A single breath of judgement. His eyes flicked to my scarf for half a second, then straight ahead. "As if this day couldn't get any worse," he said into himself in a whisper, his voice low and cold but it was loud enough for me to hear what he said. What's that suppose to mean? After that he didn't say anything else. Neither did I. But my pulse wouldn't stop pounding in my ears- not from fear. Not exactly. It was something else. Something like electricity. The air between us felt too full. Like silence had weight. Like my body was tuned to every twitch of his shoulder, every breathe he took besides me. Through the rest of the period he didn't speak. He didnt start a conversation, not like I expected him to. He didn't glance in my direction again. It was weird. Too quiet. Like the silence had teeth.By lunch, I was exhausted from pretending I didn't care. I sat on the bench, that me and my best friend used to sit. The one beneath the crooked tree where hardly anyone ever sat. I liked it, even now. It was tucked away just enough that I didn't feel entirely exposed, but not isolated that I'd draw more attention. I sat down carefully, scarf snug and hands in my lap. I had a lunchbox in my bag. Packed carefully this morning. A sandwich, cut diagonally the way Mom always did. Apple slices. A small packet of crisps. Nothing unusual. Nothing loud. And yet... It stayed in my bag. I was hungry. My stomach twisted around itself. Still... I didn't reach for the lunchbox. Because eating meant removing the scarf. And removing the scarf meant being seen. I imagined it- fumbling with the fabric, people walking by, someone catching a glimpse- someone like Melissa or Tasha. Or worse- Jade. What if someone
I woke up before my alarm. It wasn't even six yet, but the sky outside my window was already beginning to lighten. For a moment, I just lay there, staring at the ceiling, wondering why I felt so... alive. Then I remembered- him. The memory flared sharp and vivid: the corner of the school building, the faint curl of smoke that he exhaled. The way he hasn't flinched when I caught him. The way he moved- smooth, slow, dangerously calm- as he stepped closer. The heat of his body when he pinned my wrists against the wall, not hurting me, just holding me there. Testing. Teasing. His voice low and mocking. "People love to pretend they're not snitches... Until it's convenient." That look. His breath smelling like mint and smoke and trouble. And me- heart in my throat, unable to speak. I slid out of bed, feet touching the cold floor, and padded to the bathroom. By the time I
The last bell rang. And I couldn't wait any longer than I have today. I texted my mom three times to wait for me near the school gate. I shoved my books into my bag with the kind of fury only teenage girls and lightning storms could manage. I went out the classroom and went down the back dark hallway- quiet, empty, shadowed. Quicker exist. I turned the corner sharply- and slammed right into someone. "Agh-!" I gasped, stunning back. The person barely moved.I looked up. It's a guy- he was tall. Automatically, my eyes traveled from his feet up to chest, up to his jaw, then to his face- and that's when I froze. My breath caught in my throat. To my absolute suprise... It was him.JADE VALE. Well known as TJ.The same guy that me and my previous best friend used to blab about. The boy I'd dreamed about,written about, secretly obsessed over- the guy I was in love with since primary. The one I never got to talk too. The guy I would watch from distant. Now th
I flinched. I was late. Panic twisted in my gut. I clutched my papers to my chest and looked around. Nothing looked the same. The school had changed- walls painted, new colors, rooms reshuffled, halls renamed. My memory from freshman was useless now. I turned a corner, then backtracked. Every classroom number felt out of order. By the time I finally spotted the right room number -3B- my palms were slick with sweat, and my heart had already sunk to the pit of my stomach. I cracked the classroom door open as I slipped inside, trying to make myself invisible. My hands were trembling slightly as I clutched my books to my chest. I hope- prayed- no one would say anything. But as soon as I stepped through the threshold, the room quieted. Just slightly. Enough for me to feel it. Eyes flicked towards me. Some didn't bother hiding their stares. Then my eyes flew to a particular person, Tasha. Oh no. Why did I have to be in the same class as her. As if that was not enough Charl
As I walked throught the school gates, it felt like the world pressed pause- like the air itself was thickened and every breath took twice my effort. Everyone stopped what they were doing just to stare at me. Was I too noticeable that it's my first day, that am new after a long time. My footsteps slowed against the pavement and for a moment, I swear even the birds stopped chirping. My heartbeat thundered in my ears like an alarm I couldn't shut off. I couldn't tell if it was fear, or shame, or something in between- but it gripped me so tightly I almost turned back. But then I pictured my mother. The way she smiled when I said I'd try. The way she folded my scarf carefully the night before, like it was armor. I couldn't disappoint her. Not now. The scarf hugged my face gently. Wrapping around my face only revealing my eyes, they are one of my body parts that's still intact and the same. I adjusted it over and over again making sure that only my eyes showed. The part I
When I woke up, the world was quieter. Not silent- just... softer. I blinked slowly, adjusting to the morning light pouring in through the pale blue curtains. My chest felt tight, my eyes heavy and swollen from crying in my sleep. My body ached, but in a dull, distant kind of way- like the pain had pulled back just enough to let me breathe. My mom was curled up on the narrow armchair besides my bed, one leg tucked under her, her cheek presses into her palm. Her head tilted slightly towards me, and I could see how uncomfortable she must must have been all night- still in her yesterday's clothes, her hand resting near mine, like she'd been holding it only let go once I'd fallen asleep. She looked exhausted. Fragile, even. There were dark circles under her eyes, and a faint line between her brows that hadn't been there, that's something new. She started to look like this is a few months ago. Did I cause it. I was busy think







