52. DREAM

What do dreams mean for us, maybe just as a sleeping flower. There is no more meaning if it is just an ordinary dream. It's different with me, dreams always bother me, this time it's not Roby's dream, the ex-fiancée who never married me, but a dream about mom.

After my mother left, almost every week I dreamed of him. Sometimes I see she is very beautiful, or she is smiling in a garden or a house. But sometimes I see sad mom in my dreams. Like today's dream.

In my dream, it was as if my mother and I were still in Lampung's house, but the contents of the house were a mess and even the contents were missing. I saw mom pacing and holding back her tears, while complaining to me. There I saw mom and dad picking up the things left in the house, the jars that used to be his favorite collection, and the room they used to use. Not long after I woke up and I cried remembering the dream.

The second dream that I said was enough to make my heart wonder, I saw mom and dad wanted to say go