Standing At The Crossroads

Jonathan's POV

I woke up early today and somehow I feel a bit anxious, today is a big day, not just for me but everyone in the pack. This is the day I get married, I am getting married to woman who doesn't know everything about me. 

I feel like a liar because I didn't tell her the whole truth. I know that losing a father is one of the most hurtful situations anyone can find themselves in, especially a father who was good and kind and like her father.

I wish I had another way but I didn't have a choice an neither did the old man. I am afraid that if I tell her, she would not believe me. She will think that I am trying to take away the fact that I killed her and that wouldn't be good for me.

She will think that I am running away from taking responsibility for my actions. If she believes me, it might change the way she looks at h