LOGIN~Kiara~
“Mr. Sterling.” I’d been replaying my own voice since the night before and I still didn’t know why I’d said it like that. It was the right thing to do. I told myself that on a loop until it almost sounded true. By morning, the villa had already moved on without me. A production assistant herded all twenty of us toward the terrace for breakfast together. A long table was dressed in white line and there were fruits stacked into towers nobody would actually eat. The cameras were mounted on every visible surface. I sat between Maya and Tinsley, mostly to avoid Chloe, who had spent the entire walk over shooting me looks sharp enough to draw blood. “Sleep well?” Tinsley asked under her breath. “Barely.” “Yeah.” I was two bites into a croissant I didn’t want when I heard shouting from behind the catering tent, off to the side where none of the cameras were pointed. “Someone help her! She’s not breathing right!” Before I knew it, I was on my feet and hurrying across the terrace. I didn’t even care if it was appropriate or if there was a penalty for it. It was one of the runners who was a production assistant, maybe twenty-two, sprawled on the ground behind the tent with two crew members hovering uselessly over her. Her lips had gone faintly blue while her chest pulled in short, useless gasps that weren’t reaching anywhere near her lungs. “Move back,” I said, already on my knees beside her, tilting her chin to check her airway. “Has she eaten anything today? Any allergies?” “I don’t know, I don’t know—” one of the crew stammered. “Then find out. Now.” I pressed two fingers to her throat, counting. She had a fast but weak pulse. It signaled something obstructing, but it was not a panic attack. “She was eating shrimp ten minutes ago,” someone finally offered. Anaphylaxis. I didn’t have time to feel relieved at having an answer. “Epi-pen. Now. Inform the on-site medic, tell them anaphylactic reaction.” My hands were already moving through her bag, finding the auto-injector zipped into a side pocket exactly where someone who knew her own allergy would keep it. I uncapped it and pressed it to her thigh without hesitation. I counted the seconds, and didn’t look up until her breathing started to even out beneath my hands. By the time the medic arrived, she was pale but breathing. She blinked up at the sky like she had forgotten where she was. “You just saved her life,” the medic said, checking vitals. He was impressed. “Nice work. You a nurse?” “Physical therapist,” I said. “You don’t forget CPR or epi-pen training, no matter what you specialise in.” I didn’t notice the camera until I stood up. It had been angled toward the catering tent for a promotional B-roll shot, the operator told me later, apologetic. Half of the crew hadn’t even realised it was rolling live to the production feed the whole time. Which was exactly why, twenty minutes later, it was everywhere. I was back at the table. “Kiara. Kiara.” Maya tackled me at the breakfast table, her phone already thrust in my face. “Do you know what’s trending right now?” “Maya, where did you even get a phone? They took everyone’s on the first night.” “Shh.” She glanced around, guilty. “I smuggled a second one in my toiletry bag. Don’t judge me, half the girls did it. Just look.” My name filled her screen, paired with a dozen captions like; “Not here to flirt, here to save lives.” “I loved her the moment she won the seduction challenge!” “America’s new Favourite contestant.” “Four million views, Kiara. Under an hour,” Maya exclaimed, again. I stared at the number until it stopped making sense. Two hundred and fifty thousand dollars had always felt like a mountain I had to climb one desperate day at a time. For the first time, it felt like something reachable… I didn’t get long to sit with it when a production assistant appeared at Maya’s shoulder so fast she must have been watching the whole table, and plucked the phone straight out of Maya’s hand without so much as an apology. “Contraband devices are confiscated on sight. You know the rules.” The assistant’s tone was flat, bored, like this happened at least once a day. “You’re lucky it’s just the phone and not a formal strike.” Maya went pale and didn’t argue, which told me this wasn’t the first warning she’d had. I glanced sideways at Tinsley, who hadn’t so much as looked up from her plate through the entire exchange. Whatever phone she was hiding…she had clearly gotten a lot better at it than Maya had. I filed that thought away next to everything else about Tinsley I didn’t have an explanation for yet. I was still staring after the assistant’s retreating back when Tinsley leaned in close. “I have something to tell you,” she said, “but you need to walk with me. After this.” “Why?” “Just trust me.” She found me thirty mins later behind the pool house, out of camera range. It was a blind spot the crew hadn’t bothered wiring, since nothing back there was considered good television. She glanced once over her shoulder before pulling something from her pocket and pressing it into my hand. It was a plain key card. “Everyone in this house knows roughly where the Bachelor’s private floor is,” Tinsley said quietly. “It’s the worst-kept secret in the villa. Nobody can get up there, though.” “Where did you get this?” “It fell out of that runner’s bag. The one you just saved.” Tinsley’s eyes flicked toward the main house, specifically the wing none of us were supposed to go near. “The same runner who’s met privately with Chloe twice since we landed in Hawaii.” My stomach slowly twisted. “Tinsley… what are you saying?” “I’m saying Chloe is connected to the runner who has access to the Bachelor. And somehow…” She hesitated, her voice dropping to a whisper. “Chloe is connected to the Bachelor.” Before I could hand the card back, she pressed it firmly into my palm and curled my fingers around it. “Why? This has nothing to do with me…” “Well… I just think the Bachelor is already smitten with you, so I wanted to help you out.” “I…” Words failed me. Behind us, a producer’s voice rang out across the terrace, calling every contestant back for an announcement. Tinsley’s expression shifted instantly. “Rose Ceremony’s tonight,” she said. “Guess we’ll find out who’s going home.” She walked off before I could ask her anything else, leaving me standing there with a stolen key in my fist and absolutely no idea what I was supposed to do with it. I was still staring at the suite number scrawled on the tape when Mateo came jogging around the corner of the pool house. His phone was held up in his hand. “Kiara. It’s your grandmother.” He was slightly out of breath, glancing between me and the screen. “She called my line.” He pressed the phone into my hand before I could ask anything else, then took a few steps back to give me space. At the same time, he scanned the terrace for any producer who might wander too close. “There’s my girl.” Granny’s voice crackled faintly through the connection. “I only have a minute, sweetheart, she’s napping and I don’t want to wake her. I just wanted to hear your voice.” My stomach dropped straight through the ground. “How is she?” I whispered, glancing over my shoulder to make sure no one was close enough to hear. “Perfect. Wanted to know this morning if the ocean on the television was the same ocean you were standing in.” I laughed, tears almost flowing. She paused. “She misses you, baby.” “Tell her,” I said, my throat tightening, “tell Snow mummy will be home soon.” “I always do,” Granny said and added. “I have to go, sweetheart. Be careful out there. And Kiara… whatever’s happening with that man on your television screen, you let your heart decide when it’s ready not the cameras.” The line went dead before I could ask how she already knew.~Noah~I moved after him and grabbed his shoulder, attempting to turn him around, but he shoved my hand away. I swung at him almost immediately, catching him across the jaw.He turned back towards me, his expression changing.“Are you seriously doing this again?” he demanded, rubbing his jaw. “I have already told you that I’m not giving you the gun, so why don’t you stop acting like a fucking child and listen?”“Because you don’t get to decide what happens to my belongings!”I threw another punch, but he managed to dodge it. Before I could recover, he caught the front of my shirt and shoved me backwards. My back collided with the edge of the table, sending a few things crashing to the floor.I pushed away from it and charged at him again.This time, Alexei caught me before I could land a proper hit. He grabbed my arm, twisted it away, and forced me backwards. I struggled against his grip, managing to drive my elbow into his side before he released me.For a brief moment, I thought I
~Noah~“No, you should listen for once in your miserable life. You’re eighteen years old, Noah, yet you behave like a little boy desperately trying to convince everyone that he’s some dangerous mafia heir. You carry guns around, threaten people, and think frightening everyone is the same thing as earning their respect. It isn’t.”I laughed, although his words were beginning to irritate me more than I cared to admit.“Are you giving me a lecture about respect? You, of all people? The same Alexei who abandoned his family because he wanted to spend his life playing hockey and being some fuck boy?”“At least I have something I actually want to do with my life.”“And what exactly is that? Chasing a puck around an ice rink and hoping people will clap for you?”“At least I’m not spending every waking moment trying to impress a man who will never be satisfied with me.”My expression changed. Alexei seemed to notice because he continued, his voice becoming more pointed.“That’s your problem, N
~Noah~Perhaps he had finally grown tired of pretending I didn’t exist.Well, that was unfortunate for him because I had no intention of making things easier.My gaze slowly travelled towards the floor, where my pistol had fallen after he punched me. I didn’t immediately move towards it. Instead, I allowed my eyes to linger on the weapon, deliberately making sure he noticed what I was looking at.I even tilted my head slightly, as though I were considering whether to pick it up or leave it where it was.I knew exactly what was going through his mind.He remembered the last time I had held a gun in front of him, and I wanted him to remember every detail of it. The shooting range, Father’s instructions, the look on his face when he realised I wasn’t joking, and the bullet that had left a reminder of that afternoon across his ribs.I wanted him to wonder whether I was capable of doing it again.And judging by the sudden tension in his shoulders, my little performance was working.The mo
~Noah~Alexei glanced down at the pistol again. “Is this what you consider entertaining?”“What’s wrong with it?”He gave a humourless laugh. “You really have no idea when to stop, do you?”“Stop what? I’m simply enjoying myself.”“Then enjoy yourself without dragging me into it.”I watched him for a moment before deciding to say what had been on my mind since he arrived.“Tell me something, Alexei. Are you actually a man, or are you just some fuck boy who spends his life chasing women and playing hockey?”His expression hardened. I continued before he could respond.“Father seems to think there’s still something worth saving in you. He keeps talking about how you could return to the family and take your rightful position, but looking at you, I honestly don’t see what he’s hoping to find. You spend your time pretending to be something you’re not, and whenever someone expects you to act like a Romanov, you run off to play your little games.”“Are you done?”“Not quite. I was wondering
~Noah~There was a brief silence before he replied. “Find someone else to entertain you, Noah. I’m busy.”“You haven’t even seen what I have to show you.”“I don’t care what you have to show me.”I leaned against the doorframe, turning the pistol in my hand. “That’s a rather disappointing attitude to have towards your younger brother. I came all the way to invite you personally, and you’re rejecting me without even knowing what the invitation is about.”“Then consider yourself rejected. Now get out.”I laughed quietly. “Take your time. I’ll be waiting.”I left before he could throw something at me and returned to the room.I spent the next few minutes practising, occasionally glancing at the time. When Alexei finally appeared, he was wearing a black T-shirt and grey sweatpants, his hair still slightly damp from the shower.He looked around the room before his eyes settled on me. Then he noticed the targets.His expression changed almost immediately.I was standing a few feet away from
~Noah~It was a cold Saturday morning, the kind that made staying beneath the covers seem like the most sensible decision anyone could make.Unfortunately, I had never been particularly good at doing what was sensible, especially when I had something more interesting planned.It had been a couple of weeks since I offered Grace a thousand dollars every week to work exclusively for me. She was still allowed to attend school and babysit, of course, but I didn’t want her taking cleaning jobs for other people.I wanted her time when I needed it, and I wanted to know that whenever I called, she wouldn’t tell me she was busy cleaning someone else’s apartment.The arrangement had worked out rather nicely. Perhaps a little too nicely, considering how much I had begun looking forward to her visits.I found myself checking the time whenever she was supposed to come over, and on some mornings, I would deliberately leave a mess behind just to have an excuse to keep her around longer.It was becomi







