Mag-log in~Zane~
“Mr. Sterling.” “My manager will send a message. He’ll arrange an appreciation gift.” I stood in the wardrobe room long after the door had clicked shut behind her, staring at the space where she’d been sitting. An appreciation gift. I laughed and immediately regretted it. The movement pulled at the old injury along my ribs. I pressed a hand flat against my side and breathed through it until the sharp edge dulled back down to something manageable. I had taken worse hits. I’d finish worse seasons than this one. None of it had ever hurt like watching her walk out. That was the only crack I allowed myself…one second of feeling it. Then I straightened my jacket, put my face back together, and walked to my suite. However, Chloe was already in my suite when I got there. She was perched on the arm of my sofa when I stepped inside, still in her carpet dress. She had her manicured hand scroll through her phone like she’d been waiting exactly as long as it took to look unbothered. “You can’t be in here,” I said. “I’m your fiancée, Zane. I don’t need a producer’s permission to see my own fiancé.” She didn’t even look up. “Leave,” I said, almost immediately, pulling off my shirt. “Oh, I will leave.” She finally lifted her eyes to mine. “Right after you explain to me why Foster’s hand on that redhead’s back sent you storming across a lounge.” I said nothing. There was no version of the truth that made any of this simpler… Chloe had signed as a contestant to gain more popularity, she hadn’t expected I would be the bachelor of the show. And now, she probably felt like it was an automatic win for her until the first challenge. “Your mother called twice.” Chloe set the phone down, folding her hands like she was delivering a business update. “She wants proof that we’re getting along. A photo of the two of us…she wants it to look like family.” “Take it yourself. Send it to her. I don’t care what she does with it.” “You don’t mean that.” Her voice softened into something almost convincing, if I hadn’t heard this exact tone from her a dozen times before. “That poor woman has done everything for you, Zane. All you have to do is play her true son for one photograph even though you…” She stopped and continued, “She just wants her family whole again.” I smirked. There it was… the performance she was actually good at. Painting Victoria as some grieving, devoted mother who’d given me everything, conveniently leaving out every year of exactly what that devotion had cost me. “Careful,” I said. “You almost sound like you believe that.” Chloe rose and crossed the room toward me. Without a word, she slowly unzipped her dress and let it slide to the floor. She was completely naked. I’d caught a glimpse of her slipping off her underwear earlier while I was facing the mirror, pulling my shirt over my head. She lifted a hand toward my face. I caught her wrist an inch before it reached me, my grip as firm as the one I used to pin an opponent’s stick against the boards. “No,” I said. She didn’t stop. She twisted her wrist free and immediately reached lower, her fingers already working at my belt. “I know you want me…” I caught that hand too but harder this time, and stepped back until a full arm’s length separated us. “Wear your clothes,” I said coldly. “Now.” Chloe froze, her hand still hovering where I’d released it. “Zane—” “You don’t get to do that,” I cut in. “This engagement is nothing more than a piece of paper our parents signed. I’ve tolerated it for exactly one reason, and it isn’t you or your father’s company.” My jaw tightened. “My father is dying, Chloe. Before he goes, he has one final wish which is to see this merger through. That’s the only reason this arrangement still exists. The day he’s gone… this engagement ends with him.” “You cold monster!” Chloe snapped. “How can you talk about your own father like that?” I ignored the outburst. “So don’t ever put your hands on me again without my permission,” I said, my voice flat. “The last woman I’d ever want in my bed is you.” Without taking my eyes off her, I pulled out my phone and opened the private banking app my accountant used to manage the monthly allowance my mother insisted I continue providing…the one thing, besides the engagement ring, that made this arrangement appear genuine to everyone on the outside. I tapped the contact. “Card ending in 4471. Freeze it. Effective immediately.” Her face was drained of colour. “You can’t be serious.” Her voice cracked. “That’s my card, Zane. My allowance—” “Was a gift,” I said. “And gifts can be taken back.” I slipped my phone back into my pocket. “You don’t get to walk into my room, strip naked, put your hands on me without my consent, and still expect me to finance your lifestyle as if nothing happened. That’s not how this works.” I paused. “Not anymore.” She looked completely embarrassed. She snatched up her dress, put it back on in hurried, jerky movements, and stormed out, slamming the bedroom door hard enough to shake the walls. Only after she had gone did I notice the lace underwear she’d left behind on my bed. I picked up my phone again. “Call the cleaners,” I told my assistant. “There’s a pair of underwear on my bed. Dispose of it.” I glanced once at the crumpled fabric before looking away. “And keep this confidential.”~Noah~I moved after him and grabbed his shoulder, attempting to turn him around, but he shoved my hand away. I swung at him almost immediately, catching him across the jaw.He turned back towards me, his expression changing.“Are you seriously doing this again?” he demanded, rubbing his jaw. “I have already told you that I’m not giving you the gun, so why don’t you stop acting like a fucking child and listen?”“Because you don’t get to decide what happens to my belongings!”I threw another punch, but he managed to dodge it. Before I could recover, he caught the front of my shirt and shoved me backwards. My back collided with the edge of the table, sending a few things crashing to the floor.I pushed away from it and charged at him again.This time, Alexei caught me before I could land a proper hit. He grabbed my arm, twisted it away, and forced me backwards. I struggled against his grip, managing to drive my elbow into his side before he released me.For a brief moment, I thought I
~Noah~“No, you should listen for once in your miserable life. You’re eighteen years old, Noah, yet you behave like a little boy desperately trying to convince everyone that he’s some dangerous mafia heir. You carry guns around, threaten people, and think frightening everyone is the same thing as earning their respect. It isn’t.”I laughed, although his words were beginning to irritate me more than I cared to admit.“Are you giving me a lecture about respect? You, of all people? The same Alexei who abandoned his family because he wanted to spend his life playing hockey and being some fuck boy?”“At least I have something I actually want to do with my life.”“And what exactly is that? Chasing a puck around an ice rink and hoping people will clap for you?”“At least I’m not spending every waking moment trying to impress a man who will never be satisfied with me.”My expression changed. Alexei seemed to notice because he continued, his voice becoming more pointed.“That’s your problem, N
~Noah~Perhaps he had finally grown tired of pretending I didn’t exist.Well, that was unfortunate for him because I had no intention of making things easier.My gaze slowly travelled towards the floor, where my pistol had fallen after he punched me. I didn’t immediately move towards it. Instead, I allowed my eyes to linger on the weapon, deliberately making sure he noticed what I was looking at.I even tilted my head slightly, as though I were considering whether to pick it up or leave it where it was.I knew exactly what was going through his mind.He remembered the last time I had held a gun in front of him, and I wanted him to remember every detail of it. The shooting range, Father’s instructions, the look on his face when he realised I wasn’t joking, and the bullet that had left a reminder of that afternoon across his ribs.I wanted him to wonder whether I was capable of doing it again.And judging by the sudden tension in his shoulders, my little performance was working.The mo
~Noah~Alexei glanced down at the pistol again. “Is this what you consider entertaining?”“What’s wrong with it?”He gave a humourless laugh. “You really have no idea when to stop, do you?”“Stop what? I’m simply enjoying myself.”“Then enjoy yourself without dragging me into it.”I watched him for a moment before deciding to say what had been on my mind since he arrived.“Tell me something, Alexei. Are you actually a man, or are you just some fuck boy who spends his life chasing women and playing hockey?”His expression hardened. I continued before he could respond.“Father seems to think there’s still something worth saving in you. He keeps talking about how you could return to the family and take your rightful position, but looking at you, I honestly don’t see what he’s hoping to find. You spend your time pretending to be something you’re not, and whenever someone expects you to act like a Romanov, you run off to play your little games.”“Are you done?”“Not quite. I was wondering
~Noah~There was a brief silence before he replied. “Find someone else to entertain you, Noah. I’m busy.”“You haven’t even seen what I have to show you.”“I don’t care what you have to show me.”I leaned against the doorframe, turning the pistol in my hand. “That’s a rather disappointing attitude to have towards your younger brother. I came all the way to invite you personally, and you’re rejecting me without even knowing what the invitation is about.”“Then consider yourself rejected. Now get out.”I laughed quietly. “Take your time. I’ll be waiting.”I left before he could throw something at me and returned to the room.I spent the next few minutes practising, occasionally glancing at the time. When Alexei finally appeared, he was wearing a black T-shirt and grey sweatpants, his hair still slightly damp from the shower.He looked around the room before his eyes settled on me. Then he noticed the targets.His expression changed almost immediately.I was standing a few feet away from
~Noah~It was a cold Saturday morning, the kind that made staying beneath the covers seem like the most sensible decision anyone could make.Unfortunately, I had never been particularly good at doing what was sensible, especially when I had something more interesting planned.It had been a couple of weeks since I offered Grace a thousand dollars every week to work exclusively for me. She was still allowed to attend school and babysit, of course, but I didn’t want her taking cleaning jobs for other people.I wanted her time when I needed it, and I wanted to know that whenever I called, she wouldn’t tell me she was busy cleaning someone else’s apartment.The arrangement had worked out rather nicely. Perhaps a little too nicely, considering how much I had begun looking forward to her visits.I found myself checking the time whenever she was supposed to come over, and on some mornings, I would deliberately leave a mess behind just to have an excuse to keep her around longer.It was becomi







