Turns out what they said was true.
He did have a good heart or so it seemed.
I had spent most of my time last night with Jake. Once I let my guard slip and let him in it was like I couldn’t turn off. For me he was so easy to talk to but it didn’t help that I was drawn to him. Like a moth to a flame as they say.
I still found it strange. I had never felt so attached to a person I didn’t know before. It was like I had known him for years. I still believed my new friends were hiding something but I had decided to let it go. If they were going to tell me then they’ll tell me.
It had just gone past 6am and I was planning on going on my first run since I got here. I wasn’t a sporty person, I didn’t do much exercise but I did enjoy a run first thing in the morning. I didn’t have a beach but I did have an open forest that was right on my door step.
Clipping my iPod to my arm I placed my empty cup in the sink. My gran was still in bed, all the early mornings were starting to take toll on her. Pressing play I headed out the back door and began my journey.
I had given up.
I was officially lost and didn’t have any reception. It also didn’t help that I didn’t know the area or that there were so many different paths to take. I thought it would have been one big circle, an easy path to follow but no.
“Why do I always get myself in these situations?” I groaned rubbing the sweat from my forehead. All I wanted was to go for a run and clear my head. With my back against a tree I slid down bringing my knees to my chest.
Maybe I should just pick a path and hope for the best? It was still early so I had lots of daylight left. To busy in my own thoughts I didn’t hear them approach.
“Leah?”.
Feeling my body relax I got to my feet. “You have no idea how happy I am to see you”. Kane was standing in front of me with 2 of his friends.
“You lost?” He smirked.
“Who knew these woods were so confusing. Can you help me out?” I asked.
“Sure thing we were just heading back anyway. Leah this is Tim and Eric you’ll see them around school when you start”. Giving them a small wave I started to follow them back.
“What are you doing out here anyway?”.
“Isn’t it obvious?” I grinned motioning to my running gear. “I like to run, usually on a beach but seeing as I don’t know where that is I opted for the forest”.
“You shouldn’t come out here on your own it’s not safe”. My belly did a flop as the words left his mouth. How was it not safe?
“Apparently there have been wolf sightings in these woods and I’m not talking about little small ones I’m talking about wild beasts”. I couldn’t help it I started to laugh. Wolves? really? was he trying to scare me?
He didn’t find it funny.
“I’m being serious. Tim was out here a few weeks ago and saw 4 but he couldn’t get close enough to get any proof. From what I’ve heard there is a pack”.
Was he listening to himself? He sounded crazy.
“A pack of wild wolves?” I questioned.
“Don’t say I didn’t warn you”. As we fell into a comfortable silence I began to think more about what he said. I could have sworn I heard a wolf howl the other night. But surely that wasn’t real? I mean wolves here in Texas?
Before I knew it I was standing outside my back gate.
“Thank you for helping me out. I’d have probably been stuck out there for hours if you weren’t kicking about”.
“Anytime Leah but don’t be going back out there on your own. Would hate to see a pretty girl get eaten”. Winking at me he gave me a salute before jogging off to catch up with his friends.
I could smell the brewing of fresh coffee before I got inside. Pulling open the back door I noticed my gran wasn’t alone. Jake, his dad and a few of his friends were sat in my kitchen eating breakfast. Well this was a surprise.
“Enjoy your run?” My gran asked passing me a cup of coffee. I was glad to see she had got my note. My gran was a worrier.
“I got lost” I grinned catching Jakes attention.
“Leah you have to be careful out there. There could be anything lurking about they woods. Promise me if you’re going for a run you’ll take someone with you next time”.
See worrier.
“I’m fine I got back in one piece didn’t I?” Sipping on my coffee I knew he was already boring holes in me. I had come to realise he liked to stare.
“You should listen to your gran”. Jakes dad put down his coffee “Anything could have happened out there”.
“I bumped into Kane and he brought me back. No big deal”. I shrugged.
“Kane?” Jake hissed his knuckles turning white with how tight he was holding his cup. “Fucking Kane”. Teeth bared he got up knocking over the chair in the process. I wasn’t going to lie it frightened me. His reaction, his stance. He looked ready to kill.
“Jake” His dad warned his tone low but it held some sort of power over him, authority.
And then he started to shake.
“Leah sweetheart can you do me a favour, can you run and get Alanna?”. Jake’s dad asked but I couldn’t move. It was like I was in a trance. I couldn’t stop staring. Grabbing a hold of my shoulders he shook me gently. “Go and get Alanna”.
So I did I ran all the way to their house.
Bursting through the front door my cheeks instantly grew hot. Alanna was a little too distracted with Kane for me to be disturbing her. Turning my back on them I bit my lip “I’m sorry but you need to come with me now. Your dad-..” And then I heard it.
I felt suffocated. Ever since we got back from the hospital, he hasn’t left my side. If I needed to pee, he took me. I loved him dearly, but he was getting on my last nerve.I wasn’t dying, our baby was safe. The last thing I needed was overbearing comfort. We got home around 3am but instead of going back to bed I settled on the couch. I still had some cramping but not as bad as before and I was still bleeding.“Baby you should try and sleep”. He spoke.“I know. We both should”.“Do you want me to carry you upstairs to bed?”.“I can walk”.“Leah”.“Fine”. I sighed.I wasn’t going to argue with him about it. He was looking after me, doing what he always did. I could handle the overbearing comfort for a few days. I think.After I was settled in bed, I pulled the duvet up and around my neck. I wished he’d come to bed too but the sun was up, and he had to go meet with his dad first thing.Something told me it was to do with Jessica, but I didn’t ask and right now I didn’t care. It didn’t
“Football scholarship?”.“Yeah”. I smiled.“He’s good but he’s not better than me”. He smirked.And there it was. The jealousy I was waiting for. I rolled my eyes as turned my attention towards the tv. I must admit he was getting better with the whole jealousy thing. He would always be protective of me, but I was used to that by now.“I was I got 5 offers”. He handed me my plate before sitting down beside me.“So, why didn’t you go?”. I asked.“The pack”.“But you wanted to go?”.“You’re not the only one that wanted to live out the college life, but I had bigger responsibilities”.“That’s sad”.“Nah baby I made peace with it and moved on”. He slipped his arm around my shoulders. “Besides if I went, I would never have found you”.“We would have met at some point. We’re fated to be together remember”.“You’re right”. He kissed the side of my head. “Have you talked to your dad yet about going to see him?”.“I was just going to turn up”. I shrugged. “But I guess I’ll call him tomorrow and
“Nah it’s a boy I just have a feeling”.“We’ll find out soon enough. Have you heard from Ryan?”. I asked changing the subject.“Why would I have heard from Ryan?”. She frowned.“I thought he would have been here tonight. I’m a little worried about him”.“I’m sure he’s fine. He’s probably preparing to go off to university, but it is a little strange that he didn’t show tonight”.“Did you invite him?”. I asked.“Of course, I did I’m not that mean”.She could be in fact she could be a real bitch at times.“Can we come in?”. Lacey and Lana were stood by the door that led to the kitchen.“Everyone’s heading to the beach for a bonfire are you two coming?”. Lacey asked.I was a little tired but a trip to the beach would be the perfect ending to a not-so-great day.“I’m going to see if Jake will run home for my crocs”. I spoke.“You and they bloody crocs”. Alanna sighed.He seemed to be in deep conversation with Carter. I stood by the door watching, he had yet to notice me. I stood staring ad
I said nothing else about it and went to find Jake with the drink he was supposed to be getting me. I found him in the kitchen talking with our friends. I hated the way graduation ended. It wasn’t how I expected today to go.“Is Lana not here?”. I asked.“Her and Pete are coming soon”. Lacey smiled. “You look amazing by the way”.“Thank you”. Again, I felt Jake’s hand on my lower back. Maybe he was just letting me know he was there. Alanna had yet to say hello, but I expected as much. Our relationship was a little icy at the moment. Could say we were having a small clash.I knew it would sort itself out or at least I hoped it would. She was leaving Monday, and I didn’t want her to leave on bad terms. We were going to be family after all.“You, okay?”. Jake whispered in my ear.“I thought you were getting me a drink?”. I turned in his embrace and smiled. “Can we leave soon?”.“We can leave now if you want?”.I shook my head. “In a little while after I see Lana and hopefully Ryan appear
I was worried about Lana. I hadn’t seen her since our fight and I didn’t want to leave if she was still here. I would never forgive myself if something happened to her.“Call Jake and tell him to come pick us up”. Alanna slipped her arm through mine.“Lana and I had a fight”.“What?”.“I’ll meet you outside”. Lacey said as she walked away in front of us.“Something’s going on with her but she wouldn’t tell me”. I held onto her arm so I could take my shoes off.“Fight about what?”. She asked as we found seats in the lobby.“She said some horrible things and she kept calling Jake a whore”. I frowned. “Said I was a doormat oh and she called me dumb”.“Bitch”. She huffed. “What else did she say?”.“Once a cheat always a cheat. Lana wouldn’t say something like that if she didn’t have anything to back it up”.“You think he’s cheating on you?”.“No”. I sighed. “But why would she say something like that?”.Jake and I were better than ever and for once I was trusting my own gut and not the wor
“What’s going on with you?”.“Like you care”.Was that the alcohol talking?“Lana what’s-…”.“Just go away Leah before I say something I’ll regret”.“Like what?”. I crossed my arms over my chest.“Just go inside and find your whore boyfriend. Go and have the best time with your friends and leave me alone”.Whore boyfriend?“You sure know how to pick them”. A laugh fell from her lips. “Tommy and now Jake. Are you really that dumb you can’t see it?”.“See what?”. I swallowed the lump in my throat.“Once a cheat always a cheat”.“Why are you saying that?”. Jake and I were fine, great actually. He wasn’t cheating, he wouldn’t throw away what we have.“You’re a doormat”. Another sip from the hip flask.“You’re drunk”.“Nope”. She winked. “But I plan on getting there”. Another sip.I had never witnessed her like this before. She was witty and fierce but never mean. Her words hurt but more importantly I didn’t understand why she was trying to hurt me.“Come inside, we’ll get you some water”.