Chapter 11

"It's okay for me to go out like this? Well, it's up to me!" I came out of the bathroom wearing Robin's borrowed clothes.

"Isn't there anything longer than this?" I asked him while pulling down the polo shirt I was wearing. He didn't speak immediately, he just looked up and went straight into the bathroom.

I'm still not comfortable with what I'm wearing so I keep pulling it down. When I suddenly remembered the panties and bra that I hung in the bathroom.

"Oh my gosh! my panties!" I immediately went to the bathroom and knocked on the door.

"Robin, I'm going to get something. I'm going in right?" I knocked a few times and said goodbye to him but he didn't answer. So I opened the door and went inside. It was only a few seconds ago when he went inside, so he must not have showered yet.

"Yung pan-" I was stunned for a moment and seemed to be frozen like ice where I stood. I almost stared at his lower part and saw his weapon as if it was still waving at me.

"Ahhhhhhh!!" we both shouted. I went out immediately and closed the door. I ran to the living room and sat on the sofa. I took a deep breath and touched my warm cheek.

"What did I see? Was that a snake?" I asked myself and couldn't get rid of what I saw earlier.

Actually I just saw something like that. Actually, I also watch porn videos and I already have an idea of ​​what it looks like, but in person? terrible! I can truly say that God blessed Robin.

I can't blame him either why many women chase him even though he is old. But my forehead is still sweaty, I feel hot and my heart beats very fast.

First I drank water for a while and did push ups 10 times. But no matter what I do, I still remember what I saw earlier in the bathroom.

"What's going on with you Ara? Don't be so lazy!" I whispered to myself. After a while, I heard the door open.

"Is he done? is he coming out?" I immediately lay down on the sofa and fell asleep. I feel ashamed to face him and I feel like I will see something different every time I look at his face.

"He fell asleep." I heard him say. I have a strong feeling that he is in front of me now. So I practiced acting even more and pretended to take a deep nap. I was just shocked when he suddenly picked me up.

"Where is he taking me?" sailing in my mind. I slightly peeked at his face but I also closed my eyes immediately, because he might notice me.

Hmm.. Robin really smells good. This smell of his is actually one of the things I liked about him before. He gently laid me on the bed. He scratched me and kissed me on the forehead.

"I miss you, Ara." He said weakly. It seemed that what he said made me even more nervous. And I admit that I miss him too much. I missed his smell, his smile and everything about him.

I want to hug him again very tightly. I want to hold his hands tightly and kiss his lips. If I'm single, I'll be vulnerable to him even if he rejects me over and over again.

For a long time, I thought I had completely forgotten about him. I thought I had finally replaced him in my heart. But I was wrong. My heart and mind are still screaming for him.

I also love Leo but the love I feel for him is more. And if I was ever given a chance to prove it to him, now would be the right time for it.

I opened my eyes and we met each other's eyes. He came slightly closer to me and kissed me on the lips. He kissed me so sweet and crazy. I seemed to be hooked on what he did, so I put my two arms on his shoulders and then he kissed me again on my lips.

We would switch angles and I would stare into his eyes while he closed his eyes. I want to make the most of this opportunity to be with him. So the two of us kissed even deeper until his lips went down to my neck.

Leo and I also kiss, but they have very different styles when it comes to kissing. Apparently Leo's is chocolate flavored, but Robin's is dark chocolate. The kind that you will repeat and are eager to taste it.

I felt that he had opened my clothes. My healthy breasts were exposed in front of him as well as my smooth youth. Because I'm not wearing any underwear and I'm currently drying them in the bathroom. That's why he held it and squeezed it.

I'm biting my lip because what he's doing is a bit painful, but I want more. His lips went down to my delicate rainbow. That's when he kissed me and licked me. I was tickled by what he was doing but I also seemed to enjoy it.

For a few moments, I pulled her by the hair and brought her closer to my face. Our lips met again but this time he was doing something to me. He inserted his two fingers in and out of my tunnel.

I just stopped kissing him because I'm still a VIRGIN. It pains me that he is doing that, but I really want him to come before me.

"Ah- ouch! Robin, I'm sorry. Take it easy." I whispered to him. He stopped suddenly and stood up.

"Why? why?" I asked with a mixture of annoyance.

"You're still a virgin. Are you really okay with us doing this? I mean, it's just a bit painful." He said that's why I got up from the bed and put the polo on the floor again.

"Where are you going?" he asked with two eyebrows meeting.

"I'm going home to the Philippines." I stood up and was about to leave the room but suddenly he hugged me tightly from behind.

"Don't leave me. I'm sorry." He whispered in my ear.

My goodness! what's that thing? I said in my mind as he hugged me and something seemed to stab me in the back.

"Be gentle." I said as I faced him. He nodded with a silly smile on his lips.

I looked at his lower part, which was scratched in the boxer shorts he was wearing.

"He's angry now." He jokingly told me.

"Can i.." I swallowed deeply for a moment.

"What? do you want to touch it?" he said smiling.

Oh my gosh, Ara! what are you talking about? sailing in my mind. I didn't answer and just looked into his eyes. He suddenly took one of my hands and slowly brought it closer to his pet.

"Touch it. It's all yours." He said mischievously with a bite on his lower lip. I opened my palm slightly and held his pet.

What the?!- does he have a pet snake in it? why the size? is this my keri? I whispered in my mind.

He twisted my hand around his pet and then suddenly put my hand inside his brief.

I was surprised so I immediately pulled my hand but he just tightened his grip on me and forced me to touch his cobra inside.

We just stared at each other as we did that. I was nervous to be excited but my body seemed to be getting hotter and hotter with him.

"Stop!" after I said that, he immediately took my hand out and let go.

"Kiss me." I ordered him and he quickly followed me. We were both so thirsty that I could almost hear our teeth hitting each other.

I hugged him and he leaned me against the wall, while we were still kissing each other. We were both sweating and then he threw my polo shirt on the floor.

I have almost no covering on my body. I pulled the string of his shorts and took them off along with his briefs.

His angry pet immediately pointed at me. I've seen in porn videos that they kiss and suck that thing, so I thought of trying to do the same but he just stopped me.

"Don't." He told me weakly but defiantly. I just stood and stared at him.

"You're so special to me. So let me make you happy." He said he laid me down on the bed and lay on top of me.

"Are you ready?" he asked and I just nodded my head. He raised both of my hands and tied a polo shirt to the handle of the bed.

"Trust me." He said then he kissed me on the lips, down to my belly. After a few moments, he was upset and suddenly he inserted his angry pet into me.

"Ouch." I mumbled as he walked in and out of my boyhood. It's very painful and painful but little by little I seem to like it too.

Ara and Robin are currently side by side and hugging each other in bed. While they were both naked and only the blanket was covering them both.

"Can I ask a question?" the girl said to him.

"Hmm." He just answered and looked into her eyes.

"What do you think of me? I mean, what do you like about me?" Robin thought for a moment and looked at him again.

"Because you are kind. You have the ability to change someone's behavior." He replied.

"What do you mean?"

"When I first saw you, I could see in your eyes how innocent you are. You love easily but you are also easily hurt. Then I realize, you are different from the girls I have encountered. They are all only looking for sex or maybe money. But you, I see love in you. That's why I thought, you don't deserve me. You don't need a man like me who cheats and always has a good time search." Explaining it.

"Is that why you avoided and pushed me away before? Does this mean that you have changed your view of me now?" he was curious but the young man did not speak.

"Anyway, it's been a long time. Maybe you've changed your view of me." This is what he said to him.

"Do you? Do you still feel the same way about me?" Robin asked the girl.

"I still can't say that, but I still love you."

"In that case, why don't you just break up with your boyfriend and just be together?" after he said that, the girl suddenly got up from the bed and seemed to have lost her mind about her fiancé

"By the way, what time is it?" he said as he looked at the wall clock.

"Why is there a problem?" Robin asked him curiously.

"I have to get back to the Philippines. Leo is waiting for me." He stood up and picked up the white polo shirt from the floor and put it on.

"Don't leave." This is what the girl said.

"I'm still his fiancé, Robin. I know what we're doing is wrong, but you also know that this is all we can do."

"I thought you loved me?"

"Yes, I do! but I also love Leo. When I was sad and needed someone to lean on, he was there and he made me feel how important I am to him." Robin also got out of bed and put on his clothes scattered on the floor.

"If I tell you that I love you too? Will you choose to stay?" he said as he held her arm.

"I want to be with you but I can't hurt Leo." He turned his back and left the room. The young man followed him and stopped him by his wrist.

"How about me? Is it okay for you to hurt me?" he promised while frowning.

"What about me? Did you also think that I might be hurt too while you pushed me away in front of Sofia?"

"What? don't involve Sofia in our conversation!" he said angrily.

"You're still the same, Robin! I thought you had changed. After all, I can't repay the value of him to you. I'm just your past time and that's it, is it not?" he just stared into the girl's eyes and entered the bathroom. He just stood in front of the door and waited for her to come out.

"Don't leave, please." Robin said as he hugged her tightly from behind.

"Robin, let me go. I know you're still confused about your feelings for me. You don't have to force yourself to love and accept me in your life. Isn't it better if we just stay like this?" after he said that he got out of his arms and faced him.

"Tell me you love me." He added as he looked directly into Robin's eyes, but just avoided him.

The young man didn't answer either, so Ara turned around and left the room.

On the same day, they both flew back to the Philippines. The girl was sitting in the front, while he was stationed in the back.

He just looked at Ara and seemed to be deep in thought. His face showed a lot of confusion about his true feelings. He knew in himself that he already loved her, but every time his past with Sofia was mentioned, it was as if he felt a pang in his heart and his conscience would not silence him. He just closed his eyes and rested.

It was only a few hours before they got off the plane. Ara was greeted by her waiting fiancé, Leo. He approached him and suddenly knelt in front of him.

Robin was following behind him and he was stunned for a moment by what he witnessed.

"I don't want to miss this opportunity anymore. I want to ask you to be my spouse and spend the rest of your life with you. So Ara, will you marry me?" every movement around Ara seemed to stop suddenly.

He turned and looked for Robin. They both looked at each other and he was reading what her eyes were telling him.

should i? Do you think I should accept his offer? he said with his eyes.

If I object, will you still choose me? Robin said in his mind while staring into the girl's eyes.

Ara turned her gaze to Leo again. He saw his sincere and great love for her. Suddenly, his conscience bothered him and he felt pity.

He knows that it also has a part in his heart but he can't say that he is the only one who owns and contains it. Because from then until now, it is actually still shouting the same name.

"Yes, I will marry you." However, he promised himself that he would just focus on who was there for him. And the man who stamped her heart will remain in her memories and feelings forever.

"Thank you, Ara. I love you so much!" Leo said happily with tears in his eyes. He put the proposal ring on the girl's finger and kissed her on the lips. Those who witnessed the love between the two applauded.

Meanwhile, Robin walked away and left the airport without looking back.

He hailed a taxi and it stopped right in front of him. He was held and leaned against the car. He was constantly nauseous and seemed to be having difficulty breathing.

The driver immediately got out and approached him.

"Sir, are you all right?" the taxi driver said worriedly while rubbing his back.

Tears welled up in his eyes and he loosened his tie. After a while, he calmed down and entered the taxi.

"Where are we sir?" the driver asked him.

"To the nearest hospital, please." He said and leaned his head against the sliding window.

MEANWHILE, Ara turned around and looked for Robin but he was no longer there.

"What's wrong?" Leo asked when he noticed the sadness in her eyes.

"Ahh, nothing." That's all he said.

Right after they left the airport, the taxi that Robin was riding in had just left. The girl saw him but the gentleman did not notice him.

Ara just followed her gaze and seemed to suddenly feel surprised when she saw his lethargic state.

Is he okay? why does his face seem pale? could it be because it rained yesterday? sailing it mixed with worry in his mind.

"By the way, I don't think you're with Aldrin?" he was curious about the groom's companion.

"We won't be able to be with him for 2 weeks." He responded as he turned to the girl.

"Huh? Did he go hiking again?"

"No. Because he already knows where Bea is."

"What? Is what you're saying true?"

"Yep. Don't worry, I'll make sure that Bea can also attend our wedding."

"Wait a minute, how did Aldrin know where Bea was?"

"Of course, because he's Aldrin. Nothing is impossible for him. He's the type who doesn't give up easily, especially if it's very important to him."

"Contact her. I also want to see Bea."

"What? as in now?"

"Yes." He nodded his head.

"But, babe. We just had time for each other. Can't we go for at least 1 week?"

"What just 1 week? I'm not going to marry you? So what's the point of seeing my best friend, after more than four years?"

"Okay, I'm sorry. I'm going to call him now." After Leo said that he immediately contacted Aldrin, who was currently traveling to visit the place where Bea was.