CHAPTER FOUR
Charlotte's POV
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My mouth wouldn’t move. My throat felt too tight, and I couldn’t speak.
Say something.
Move.
Do something!
I screamed at myself inside, but nothing happened. The room was so quiet.
I could feel every stare pressing down on me, like invisible hands holding me in place. Everyone was waiting for me to reply to the priest, but I couldn’t.
My heart was pounding so loudly, I was sure everyone could hear it. I opened my mouth, but nothing came out.
The truth was right there, but fear tightened around my throat and swallowed it whole.
And Damien…
He hadn’t looked away once.
His eyes were locked on me, sharp and unreadable. It felt like he could see through me. I was having a panic attack and I couldn't move. I wished I could disappear. After what felt like forever, I gave the smallest nod. It was all I could manage.
The priest raised his arms high.
“Then, by the ancient laws of the Lycan bloodline, I now pronounce you mates. May the Moon Goddess bless your union.”
A man who looked almost exactly like the king stepped forward, holding a golden goblet filled with dark red wine.
My hands shook as I took it. I didn’t want to drink it. But I had no choice. This was the final step, the act that sealed the bond in front of everyone.
I brought the cup to my lips… and swallowed. The hall exploded into cheers and loud howls. It was done.
We were married.
Around me, people danced. Laughter echoed through the room. Wolves from all the packs raised their glasses, caught up in the celebration.
But I didn’t feel any of it.
I stood still, frozen in place, barely aware of the noise around me. The veil still covered my face, but that wasn’t the only thing I was hiding behind. I felt distant, like I wasn’t there, just watching it all from somewhere else.
I placed the goblet back on the tray. My fingers felt numb.
My body was here—
But my mind wasn’t. What have I done?
I didn’t dare look up at Damien. I kept wondering if he could tell… if he knew the truth. That I wasn’t the real bride. But if he knew the truth… Why didn’t he stop the wedding?
I didn’t have time to think before his hand intertwined with mine steadily, like letting go wasn’t even an option. Then, for the first time, he looked me straight in the eyes. I couldn’t breathe. My chest tightened, and my throat went dry because I hadn’t seen it coming.
Before I could make sense of it, he leaned in, with a low and calm voice that was only meant for me.
“Now smile for the crowd.”
And I did, like I was being controlled.
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Damien's POV
The moment I saw her standing at the entrance of the hall, head bowed, hands trembling just a little. I knew it was her. I didn’t need anyone to say it. She was the one I had been searching for.
And it wasn’t just how she looked. It was something more. Something I felt in my chest, like a pull, sharp and sudden, but not painful. A part of me whispered the words I hadn't expected myself to say in this lifetime.
“Mate”.
It slipped out of my mouth before I could stop it.
I had finally found her.
As she started walking down the aisle, I couldn't help but stare at her so intensely. My instincts roared. Every part of me wanted to reach for her, to close the distance, to hold her like I was afraid she might vanish.
But I didn’t move.
I stayed still, watching every step she took, trying to stay calm even though my heart was racing like it hadn’t in years. She didn’t look up once. And that bothered me.
Was she scared? Confused? Or did she know, know-what this meant for me?
The closer she got, the harder it was to hide the way her silence affected me. I wasn’t used to this kind of feeling so it was very hard to control.
All I knew was that the girl walking toward me, who wasn’t even supposed to be in that dress, was mine. Even if she didn’t know it yet. I stayed where I was, holding onto my self-control like it was the only thing keeping me from falling apart.
Because at that moment, I wasn’t thinking clearly. I wasn’t thinking at all. I was overwhelmed, relieved. After years of telling myself I’d never feel this way, that love was a weakness meant to be avoided, now, I couldn't control myself. Because there she was… standing right in front of me.
The girl I never thought I’d see again. Just looking at her wasn’t enough. It didn’t satisfy anything inside me, I wanted more. I needed to hear her voice, to see her eyes without that veil between us.
She wasn’t the bride I was meant to marry that day. I knew that. But none of it seemed to matter anymore. And still… I didn’t stop the ceremony.
I had felt it, the moment she entered the palace. My wolf was feeling so restless, it was really hard to control. He kept growling, yearning to see our mate. So I kept scanning the crowd, hoping… and then there she was, standing next to me with her head down.
Deep down, I was glad that this was the way I found her. I would do whatever it took to keep her… even if it meant marrying her right here.
At first, I thought maybe she knew. Maybe she had come here on purpose, because she felt it too. Maybe that was why she ended up at the altar, in that dress. But the more I looked at her, the more it didn’t make sense. She looked nervous. She wouldn’t even look at me. She looked like she was trying to hide something.
Her hands trembled slightly. Her eyes kept avoiding mine. And the closer she got, the clearer it became, she had no idea who I was to her. No idea what this moment meant to me.
The second I touched her, something inside me lit up. Not like fire, more like… peace. It was like a tension I hadn’t even known I was carrying had started to unravel, thread by thread. I leaned in, not to startle her, but just to be closer. To anchor myself in whatever this was.
She smelled like fresh air after rain. And when she looked up, into my eyes. Her soft green eyes said more than words ever could. She was scared. But more than that… she was lost.
I wanted to reach out, to pull her close and tell her she was safe—that there was nothing she needed to be scared of. I wanted to shield her from whatever it was that made her look so lost, even if she didn’t know she belonged to me.
But I couldn't. Not yet. I had to take it slow. Let her come to me. Even if every part of me was already reaching for her.
As the ceremony ended, I turned to face her fully. She still couldn’t meet my eyes. Her hands were stiff in mine. She was shaking.
So I did the only thing that felt right at that moment. I grabbed her waist, taking her hands in mine, and pressed a quiet kiss on them, “It’s alright. Just stay with me, okay. “ I said with a smile.
CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO- - - - -Charlotte's POVIt was getting late already and Crystal had to leave. We stood by the entrance of the palace where her carriage waited, the horses snorting impatiently as if urging her to hurry. I pulled her into a tight hug, my chest aching at the thought of her leaving. I was going to miss her so much. Having her here, even just for a day, had made me feel less alone in this cold place.“I was so happy to see you today,” I whispered, refusing to let go.“When things are sorted out, come visit me often, okay?” I said softly, still holding on to her as if that alone could keep her here a little longer.“Sure. Of course I will, trust me. If I had the chance, I would literally sleep over,” she replied as she pulled out of the hug with a smile that only made my heart ache more.“You should definitely do that,” I said, forcing a small smile of my own. “Send my greetings to your parents, okay?”Crystal nodded before stepping gracefully into her carriage. I sto
CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE- - - - - Charlotte’s POVDamien rose to his full height, a small, dangerous smile playing on his lips. His shadow loomed over me, and though I tried to hold his gaze, my chest tightened with dread.I can’t. I can’t spend the night with him. Never. And yet… the thought of Crystal being banned from seeing me was just as unbearable.What’s with him and these impossible choices?“So, it’s left for you to decide,” Damien said, his tone calm but laced with authority. He lingered for a moment longer, watching me like a wolf cornering its prey. “I will take my leave now,” he added, his voice softer, almost mocking. “Once you’ve made up your mind… you know where to find me. I’ll be waiting.”The smirk tugging at his lips sent a shiver crawling down my spine. I pushed myself up from the ground, brushing my palms against my dress, but my eyes instantly caught Olivia’s stare. The hatred in her gaze was so sharp it made my stomach twist. If looks could kill, i’m saying this
CHAPTER THIRTY - - - - -Charlotte's POV I couldn’t stop staring at the figure filling the doorway. My breath caught in my throat. What’s he doing here? Heat rushed through me, not from relief, but from dread. Shit. He’s going to complicate everything now.“Damien,” Olivia breathed, her entire demeanor softening as she hurried toward him. She slipped her hands around his arm, her voice dripping with false sweetness.Crystal and I quickly lowered our heads, bowing to show respect. My heart pounded against my ribs, each beat louder than the last.“Damien,” Olivia began, her voice trembling as though she were the victim. “Charlotte and this outsider have been speaking to me so rudely, nonstop.” She sniffed, blinking rapidly as if she were on the verge of tears.I clenched my fists at my sides. She’s insane. The way she can lie so easily, switching from venom to innocence, it’s frightening.“I was only feeling bored in my chambers,” she went on, her tone soft and pitiful. “So I deci
CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE- - - - -Charlotte's POVI froze, stunned by the force with which the door slammed open.Olivia swept into the room with that practiced air of entitlement she carried everywhere. “Well, hello,” she said, her voice dripping with false sweetness.“I hear there’s a little party going on without me. That doesn’t sound very fair, does it? So…” She dragged a chair across the floor and sat down uninvited, crossing her legs with a smirk. “I thought I’d join.”A sigh escaped me before I could stop it. Of course. What else could she possibly want now? With Olivia, her presence never meant peace, only trouble.“When someone isn’t invited to a party,” Crystal shot back, her tone edged with sarcasm, “doesn’t that usually mean the hosts don’t want them there?”She didn’t stop there. “And really, you could have just knocked. No need for such a dramatic entrance.” Crystal folded her arms as she sat, meeting Olivia’s gaze without flinching.I quickly glanced at her and shook my he
CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT - - - - - Charlotte’s POV I led Crystal into my room in the palace, needing a quiet place where we could talk. We settled on the edge of my bed, the silence stretching between us for a moment. Her eyes searched my face, bright with the joy of seeing me again, yet shadowed with a sadness she couldn’t hide as she took in the place I now called home.“How’s Luna Abigail's health now?” I asked carefully. Because Crystal had returned sooner than I expected, and I could only hope it meant good news.“She’s much better,” Crystal said with relief in her voice. “Turns out the people looking after her here were giving her the wrong medication. Once we took her over there, she was placed on the right treatment, and now she is improving quickly.”“I’m glad to hear that,” I said, the tension in my chest loosening a little. My hand brushed against the fabric of her dress as if to steady myself. “And Henry and Cate? How are they?”Crystal’s face softened. “They’re fine, al
CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN - - - - -Charlotte’s POVWithout thinking, I ran toward the girl who stood there staring at me, her eyes shimmering with the same disbelief I felt. Her arms were spread wide, like a mother beckoning her child home.The sight broke something inside me. I didn’t even realize I was crying until the tears slid hot and fast down my cheeks.She was sitting on the couch, waiting. The moment I reached her, I bent down and wrapped my arms around her tightly, holding on as though she might disappear if I let go. The tears came uncontrollably, pouring out of me in heavy sobs. I had missed her so much, more than words could ever explain. If she had been here, none of this would have happened.She hugged me back just as fiercely, her own tears falling as she rubbed my back in slow, soothing circles. It was as if she already knew what I had gone through without me needing to say a word.“I’ve missed you so much… urghhh,” I choked out between sobs, my voice breaking as I snif