Shanaya Singhania POV
I was so happy that night. I was holding his jacket and was smelling his perfume. He was treating me like a princess and I loved that.
I the way he was valuing my boundaries I liked. After some time when I lay down, I got his message. So we started talking and from then on we started getting closer.
I was feeling lost for his love. I was falling for him and I was liking it. Our families were happy. And finally, our engagement got fixed. Meanwhile, the car stopped and I came out looking at Rahul in disbelief.
"What happened?? You were so silent. You didn't say a word all along. Are you feeling alright?? I mean we can go back if you are not okay."
"No, it's ok. Let's go."
We went in and all my friends were there and they were so happy seeing me. We had a blast and after that, we all were wearing masks and started dancing. I was dancing with Rahul and he was getting closer giving me a glimpse of my past. I was suffocating so I rushed to the restroom.
I stayed there for a while and after I was better I got out. I didn't know what happened all of a sudden. Who was there I just felt a strong grip on my hand and someone placed his hand on my mouth and was so close to me.
I was trying to scream but I couldn't. It was dark in that area so I couldn't see his face.
He was still holding me like that when I first felt his hand on my neck.
Oh no. That can't be true. It can't be hin. No.
I wasn't able to imagine that it was him. His touch. His heartbeat I was listening to that. I could never forget that. He whispered.
"You are gonna pay for what you did to me."
Before I turned around and followed him he wasn't there. I came out and looked around but there was no one. Rahul looked at my face.
"Hey?? What happened?? Are you alright??"
"Yeah, I think I have seen Ryan. He was in here."
"No way. I was staying outside waiting for you. No one came here."
"I am sure he was there."
"Okay, let me check then. Stay here."
He went in and came back after a while.
"There's nobody inside. You must be mistaken."
"I swear I have seen him."
"Did you see his face??"
"No, but I know it was him."
"Okay come on. Let's go."
Rahul held my hand and we got out of the club. We got in the car and I was feeling a bit better then.
"Let's go home then."
"Isn't this the same club where you came for his birthday??"
"Yeah."
"It's quite possible that you were mistaking it for him and were just imagining that. I mean I was out there. Nobody got in or got out. There was no one."
"I think you are right. I might be thinking that. Let's go home."
We went home and he held my hand.
"I know Shanaya. It's really hard for you. but I am here. You can talk to me. You can share it with me. And trust me you can count on me."
"I know."
He Kissed my cheeks and then he opened his dashboard. And take out a gift.
"What's this."
"It's a small gift. Open it when you feel you are ready to move on with me. I am here waiting for you. And I will wait for you as much longer as you want."
I went out and after changing I was still thinking if it was okay. Whether I was imagining it or what?? I can't hallucinate.
I was questioning my senses. After that, I slept. The next morning I got you and after freshening up I saw the gift Rahul gave me. It was on the dressing table. I sat there and opened it.
There was a really beautiful bracelet and the tiny diamond pieces were making it look more beautiful. There was a card.
"I want you to wear it and feel that I am around you always. I might not be the perfect guy but I want to be the one for you. I love you and I can't imagine any future without you. I love you Shanaya Singhania."
That was so sweet. I was thinking about all that and Dad was right actually. I can't just think about that coward who betrayed me and left me. I didn't want to think about him anymore. My hatred for him had grown so much.
It was finally time for me to move on. I wasn't that much happy but I was satisfied. After breakfast I texted Rahul.
"I think I am ready to give it a try."
"Then let me talk to my parents if you are comfortable??"
"Okay. "
By the evening His parents called Dad and they wanted to come home. Mom and Dad were so happy with my decision. They were coming the next day at lunch. So I got ready the next day and It was a nice meeting.
Everyone was happy and I was trying to keep Ryan out of my head. After they left they asked Dad to decide on a date for the engagement.
Dad fixed next week's date and Asked me to do the shopping. So I went out with Mon and started shopping. I was recalling the time when Ryan and I got into that shop for my bridal dress.
I still remember his face and the way he was looking at me with those mesmerizing eyes. He was lost looking at me.
I went into the changing room and I remembered that day he was in there and he held me from behind. He was placing his head on my shoulder and looking at me in the mirror.
I was feeling so shy in his arms and he then turned me around and crashed his lips on mine. It was the first time we kissed like that. He was taking all my breath away.
Shanaya Singhania POVRyan was holding me and kissing me passionately and I was so lost at that moment. I was holding his shirt and he was wrapping his arm around my back and with his other hand he was holding my face and was going deeper and deeper I was out of oxygen and he stopped.He smiled looked at me and hugged me gently. I was panting heavily but I got better after a while."It was your first kiss??""No, not at all.""Oh really??? Come on don't lie."I couldn't say no. I never got so attached to anyone. I was afraid of Dad and I wasn't sure how would he react to my affair so I never bothered for making one. Even when guys proposed to me I just said No.But with him, I felt like I can let my guard down. He was always so charming and the best thing about him was that he always made me feel so special. He makes me feel Worthy."Okay don't answer. I know you are lying. But don't worry I have some experience I would make you an expert."When he said experience I first time realize
Shanaya Singhania POVHe stopped the car. He held my hand and kissed it he pulled me closer to him and rubbed his hand on my neck. It ran a sensation in my whole body."I don't know what do you have. But I can't resist you Shanaya. I can't take my eyes from you. I can't think of anything else but you. I mean I can't stop myself from falling in love with you. You are driving me crazy with your love."He then started kissing me and was kissing me crazily. I was totally lost in it. He was kissing my earlobe and was gradually moving his hand towards my breasts.He was rubbing them gently from above my dress and then he started kissing my neck and started trailing kisses from my neck to my cleavage and I couldn't stop him. I couldn't think of anything else At that moment I wanted nothing else but his love. His craziness. And I was holding him from his shirt and then I wrapped my arms around his neck and we started kissing again.We were so Lost in that hot moment meanwhile my phone starte
Shanaya Singhania POVHe placed his palm on my lips and stopped me from calling everyone in. I was so shocked seeing him."Ssshhh... It's me, Ryan.""How did you get in here?? Guards didn't tell us anything about you.""I have my ways. Now, will you please calm down? I didn't know you would be scared seeing this face. I am not looking that much horrible though." I punched him in the chest."Are you out of your mind? What would everyone think?? I mean you could have just stayed. I was just kidding and I would have met you tomorrow silly.""Okay, Sorry I thought you would be happy seeing me and you are getting mad. Okay, I will leave. Bye."He was making that sad face and was going out to the terrace and I stopped him."Hey, Now don't go like that. I was just worried. I am happy to see you."He kissed my cheeks and smiled. "I was kidding. You thought I would have climbed this long wall of your home just to go away without even getting a kiss??"He smiled and held my hand and pulled me
Shanaya Singhania POVI got up immediately and was going to close the door. As I closed the door I felt someone was there. I tried to see in the dark but it was just a shadow. Not Just a shadow it was his shadow. It was him. I was still dreaming. How could that be possible??In milliseconds, I realized that it was someone else. I was getting scared. My heart was racing as that shadow approached me I felt like I was getting short of breath.I couldn’t breathe properly.I wanted to scream but why couldn’t I?? By the time I was back in my senses he was holding my mouth and dragging me to the bed. Someone pushed me hard against the wall. When that person touched my face and tried to lock the door behind me. I was able to smell him and that perfume. How can I forget that?? I was trying to stay calm and was trying to interpret what was going on around me.He was looking around and that was a chance for me to scream but how could I?? I mustered up the courage but still, I was so stunned and
Shanaya Singhania POVI got up in the morning and I was shocked when I saw my shirt being tied around the bed. I sat down and was thinking about everything but I still couldn't understand. Whether it was my dream or it happened to me actually.And how the hell did he run away?? I ran after him. If he would have been there I must have seen a glimpse of him.I was so confused. And then I got ready for my breakfast. After breakfast, I was in my room reading my book when Rahul showed up. He was smiling.He sat beside me."Hey, are you alright??""Yupp?? Why are you asking??""You were looking worried. And tell me are you considering this Engagement or not???""Stop it. There's nothing like that. I was just tired and this weather is making me uncomfortable. You know that I don't like rain.""Yeah, I know that.""Why are you here so early?? ""Mom wanted to take you out for jewelry selection. The driver wasn't here so I decided to come along and give you my services.""Well, that wasn't nec
Shanaya Singhania POVRyan what are you doing here in this weather?? This weather Doesn't suit you. You will get sick. Are you mad??" I asked seeing him at this time of night."Don't worry I am fine.""Didn't dad see you??""No, he wasn't home. Your mom was so I said hello and came here. I heard you aren't having anything?? Why??""Mom is asking me to eat those tasteless soups. I don't wanna have them."He Chuckled and held my hand and kissed it."How are you gonna get better my future wife?? I don't want you to get weak.""Why did you come here?? You get cold so easily.""Don't worry I am totally fine."Meanwhile, he started sneezing and I got worried."It's okay. I am fine. Don't worry."Mom entered the room with the soup an I made that face."Mom please I don't wanna have this. Please. ""I asked her to bring it. Now get up.""She isn't listening to me. Thankfully you are here..hope she will listen to you."Mom gave him the soup and went out."Ryan please."He placed soup aside. He
Shanaya Singhania POV"What happened?? Shanaya?? Is everything alright darling??""Yes, Mom. I just wanted to sleep here. Wanted to get some peace."She kissed my cheeks and I had no idea when I slept there. When I got up Mom was also sleeping while sitting. I felt bad as she was uncomfortable because of me.I kissed her. And she got up."Why didn't you wake me up mom??""After so many days you have slept like that. I didn't want to disturb you. You wanna sleep more ??""Yeah, but I am gonna change and will sleep in my room. You should take a rest."I went back to my room and slept after changing. In the evening I went down and Mom was on the lawn.I went there and she made tea for me and I was enjoying it when she asked "What Is it?? ""Nothing.""You are not happy with this engagement.""No, it's not like that. I am happy. Rahul is a really great person.""I know that. And I know that he loves you so much but that's not my question Shanaya. Are you really happy?? I forgot when I sa
Shanaya Singhania POVI couldn't say No to him. I then got up and got ready. Dad was out of town so I was free to go. I said goodbye to Mom and after that, I left.I went out and he was waiting for me in his car. I hopped in and he smiled."Finally, I have been waiting for you. Why were you taking so much time??"I couldn't tell him What I was Thinking so I said I was getting ready. He then started driving the car. The slow music was making it more romantic but I was still thinking all that in my mind. I couldn't get away with those thoughts.He stopped the car near a supermarket and asked me to stay in the car or come with him whatever I wanted.I went out and he was asking me for my favourite Chips and cookies. He bought a lot of them and we were out and then he went back in."Oh, I forgot something. I am coming. Go and wait for me. "He went back in and I was sitting in the car. He came back after some time.But was holding nothing."Why did you go back??""I forgot to buy somethin