LOGINI thought dating again was my biggest mistake. Then I fell for the one man I should have stayed miles away from. My OB-GYN. Heâs twice my age. My boyfriendâs father. And the only man whoâs ever made me feel seen. Now Iâm pretending to need checkups just to hear his voice, Just to feel his hands where they shouldnât be But when my perfect boyfriendâs charm turns violent, The man I shouldnât love becomes my only safe place. One wants to owe me. The other wants to save me. But the closer I get to both, The closer I come to losing myself. When desire becomes our only language, how long before it destroys us both?
View MoreThe next morning, against all odds, and against Marielâs very clear warning, I went back.âYou really need to understand,â I told her quietly, grabbing my coat. âI love this man.âShe looked at me like I had grown a new head. But she didnât stop me.I got to Alaricâs apartment just before six a.m. My ribs ached from the cold.He opened the door after a long pause. He looked like he hadnât slept.âHi,â he said, stepping aside to let me in.No kiss. Just distance.He went back to the couch with his laptop, and continued what he was doing before I came in.I sat on the edge of his bed, watching him.Watching the man who had held me through the storm.The man who had almost died protecting me.The man who was now pulling away.I didnât understand how everything had happened so fast.How love could feel solid one weekâŚand fragile the next.I folded my hands in my lap, staring at him, trying to decide whether I was fighting for usâŚor chasing something that was already slipping through my
We got to the ER, it was a small rural hospital. It was cozy with few rooms.It took an hour to get there from the cabin.They checked me over first. I had a cracked jaw. Of course I thought.And my head was paining me like it wanted to fall out.âYouâre staying overnight,â the nurse said gently, like I might argue. I didnât even have the energy to.Alaric needed eighteen stitches along his side. He was given a tetanus shot. His knuckles were swollen and split open. And they ordered him to rest, which he did without arguing.They put us in separate beds with a curtain between us, but close enough that we could reach through the gap. Our fingers stayed linked most of the night. Every time I woke up, I checked that he was still there.âI love you,â he said quietly sometime in the dark.âI love you too.ââWeâll rebuild,â he whispered.By dawn, we were discharged. The sky was pale and a little bright like nothing terrible had happened the night ago.He wanted me to come back to his pla
Thunder shot in the sky, the noise making me jerk and cover myself well. The wind was pushing through the pines, and tree branches were dragging against the windows with that unstoppable scratching sound.After those scary knocks, we had pushed whatever we could against the doors. Chairs. The small table. Even the old bookshelf. The lights were turned down low, just enough for us to see. Alaric and I sat on the rug, back to back. He held the poker and I gripped my phone, I was ready to dial 911 just in case.Weâd been on edge for hours, after those knocks. Every little sound or creak felt like a dread.Every gust of wind sounded like someone whispering Eliasâs name.âHeâs out there,â I said, barely above a breath.Rain pounded the roof so hardI that at some point I thought the house would fall on us.Alaric reached back and found my hand, squeezing it tight. âHe wonât get in. The police are on their way. Theyâre just delayed because of the storm.â His voice sounded calm, but I
The SUV moved through the night as Alaricâs SUV drove up the narrow mountain road.The headlight of his car was shining through the night. We had left the city at dusk, no calls. Mariel would be wondering where I was, I thought.We just packed what we could carry and disappeared.Alaric had disabled the GPS, and then he switched the carâs plate number.He paid with cash for gas at the gas station.His every move was careful like he had sat himself down and thought about it.âThey wonât find us here,â he said with his hand on my thigh. He squeezed my thigh a little.But Eliasâs last message looped in my mind and kept on replaying : You can run, but I always catch up.I shifted in my seat and looked at the rearview mirror again, even though the road behind us was empty. The property appeared through the fog like something that has already been abandoned.Merely looking at it, I can figure it's been years since someone came here.A secluded cabin deep into the Catskills on Alaricâs old






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