My lungs burned with more intensity than it did when I had just been yanked out of the tank. My face twitched with even more pain than when my father had smacked just a couple of hours ago. My limbs and every part of me ached with new torment.
And my heart? My heart was shattering with so much force, I could almost hear it through my ears. The crashing sound that each piece made when it felt the pressure of my own mate's betrayal.
Fool.
I could hear the words from deep within me. I know how deep because I have heard the exact same word from the same place a couple of times before but it seemed I was destined to hear it all my life, destined to know that I was a fool and a failure.
I first heard that word from inside of me when I was five and was trying to convince all my peers that my mother was still alive and she was going to come back to me.
I heard the word again when I was nine and I had just woken up after being beaten unconscious by my father and thought maybe if I tried harder that he would love me.
.
And once more, when it was becoming apparent that I was unable to shift, I heard the word when I thought that I did not need a wolf form to stand out and be the best version of myself.
All these time, no matter how humiliating it was to admit it, the voice inside me had always been right, I was a fool. My mother never returned and my father's hatred grew with each rising of the sun. Without a wolf form, I was sentenced to slavery and publicly disowned by now.
But staring at the couple who were shamelessly fraternizing in front of my eyes, I knew that the voice was most accurate today.
I was a fool to allow myself a second to daydream of a future where I would no longer be known as just omega. A future where I would have a family, a future filled with love, laughter and safety, a future with a mate.
But his words had performed magic for me. It had given me a glimpse of a life that I could have had if I was just a little bit different or if the author of my story could spare me any kindness.
But that was wistful thinking. I should have known by now that I alone did not have the power to change my fate and no one was willing to assist me in changing it.
So this is my story and it will remain so.
The bitter chill of rejection pierces my heart once again as Gray turns his back on me without a word.
The mate the moon goddess has sent to me as my only source of joy doesn't even spare me a glance as he walks away, off to join the mate his council has chosen for him.
Not me. Never me.
My father, the Gamma, sees me as a waste.
My packmates sneer and jeer, enjoying my pain.
And my fated mate Gray, whose rejection cuts deeper than any wound.
I thought I knew heartbreak when my mother died birthing me but this agony is so much worse.
Every day I pray to the Moon Goddess for a family to call my own, for acceptance, for love.
My prayers go unanswered.
Each day, there are whispers that I am cursed, that my existence brings misfortune to the pack. If only they knew the turmoil steaming inside me.
But I will endure.
Even as wolves come to me claiming friendship while concealing wicked motives.
I have survived worse. I am stronger than they know.
There are secrets about me, truths my so-called pack tries to bury.
My identity.
My power.
My purpose - all hidden from me by lies.
But I will uncover it all. The course of my life is changing, veering into unpredictable territory.
But I am ready for whatever comes. My story has only just begun.
I am Lyra, the wretched Omega whom no one wants.
***
By some grace, I was able to escape both Raven and my mate and ran straight to my room. It is here that I always found little bits of comfort and solace and I hoped that I would find it today.
But I was wrong. As I sat down on my bed. A wave of restlessness hit me, jerking me to my feet. Once on my feet, my legs began to tremble from fatigue and just unbridled pain from the lashings of my own father, I fell back down.
A teardrop broke free at the thought of the scene from earlier today. He had asked to see me and just a word that did not sit right with him was able to make him so enraged he completely forgot about why he even asked me to come there.
And then that broken posture of his that preyed on my kind heart. Anger rose inside of me when I remembered feeling pity for him. Oh Lyra, you indeed are a fool.
I held my face as if it had just been smacked by him and it wasn't just a memory. And then I remembered the curses that I would die mateless like him.
And then, Gray's rejection happened.
No! My father's curse came true.
"I can't resist you" came the voice of Gray, startling me till I almost fell to the ground.
"W-what are you doing here?" I asked, trying not to get lost in his eyes once again, trying to remember my place and accord him the respect of his.
"I just told you. I can't resist you Lyra" his voice was hoarse with deep feeling and a hunger for me that I had never experienced.
"But you are marrying…"
Before I could complete my sentence, his lips had been plastered on mine while his tongue invaded my mouth.
Lyra’s POVThe room seemed to shrink as Gray's lips pressed against mine, a forceful intrusion that sent shivers down my spine. His scent, a blend of woods and a hint of spice, enveloped me, clouding my senses. It was the very essence of everything I ever desired, the fragrance the Moon Goddess had chosen for me.I tried to resist, pushing against his chest, but my strength was weak under the weight of his desire. Each kiss intensified, leaving me breathless and questioning the boundaries I had vowed to uphold. The world outside melted away, and for a moment, it was just us, tangled in a forbidden dance of lips and tongues.As he deepened the kiss, I couldn't deny the magnetic pull drawing me closer. It was as if the moon herself conspired to entwine our fates. My hands, initially pushing against him, now clung to his shirt as conflicting emotions surged within me.Finally, I gathered the strength to break away, wiping my lips as if trying to erase the traces of our stolen moment. "Gr
GRAY'S POVThe moon cast a silver glow on the path ahead as I walked away from Lyra's room, Her tears echoed in my mind, a haunting reminder of the turmoil I had unleashed. I glanced back, seeing her silhouette in the doorway, a picture of vulnerability against the moonlit backdrop."I took care of it," I called out, my voice carrying a mixture of assurance and detachment. She looked at me, her eyes a turbulent sea of emotions, but she didn't utter a word. Instead, she closed the door, and I was left standing alone in the chilling night."I'll be back," I declared, holding the door before she could shut it completely. She shot me a wary glance, an unspoken question in her eyes.A smirk played on my lips. "I'll be back, Lyra. This isn't over."As I walked away, the moonlight filtering through the leaves overhead, a twisted satisfaction filled me. Lyra, the wretched Omega, bowed before me, a clear acknowledgment of her place in the hierarchy. Being with me wasn't just a choice; it was a
GRAY'S POVRaven's lingering gaze held a mix of anticipation and a shimmer of something more as she ran her hands through my chest. The moon cast its cold light through the cabin window, indifferent to the complexities of our lives. A sense of peace settled momentarily, disturbed only by her subtle movements."What?" I asked, my curiosity piqued as I noticed the glitter in her eyes."I spoke with my father today," she revealed, a hint of excitement coloring her voice.I raised an eyebrow, inviting her to elaborate. "About what?"A smile played on her lips. "About us, Gray. I suggested we make it official, move to Moon Leash Pack."I sighed, a mix of emotions swirling within me. Rising from the bed, I walked toward the mirror, examining my reflection. A smile tugged at the corners of my lips, a reflection of the satisfaction I felt at the prospect of solidifying our connection, but also of the thought about how desperate she seemed. "Why the rush, Raven?" I questioned, turning to face
LYRA'S POVThe damp road beneath my feet felt like a trail of forgotten memories, each step echoing the pain within me. The moon, now a distant companion, cast its glow on the wet leaves brushing against my ankles. As I walked through the deserted palace halls, the memories of the Royal hall flooded my mind.It had been a while since I had been there, the place where I worked since childhood. The Royal hall, a realm of power and politics, held both the echoes of my mother's reign and the shadows of my own struggles. I hadn't stepped into it since the day I punched Raven for talking about my mother.Sighing, I continued down the dimly lit corridor, memories replaying like a haunting melody. The walls seemed to whisper secrets of a bygone era, and the cool air carried the scent of history.My journey led me to Helena's place, a woman who had been like a mother to me. She was the caretaker, a guiding figure in my lif
LYRA'S POV"Look at me.”I raised my head, meeting his gaze. His eyes were a cold reflection of authority, devoid of the warmth I had yearned for as a child.He remarked, "I heard you were rejected again. Not surprising.”I couldn't risk replying because I knew what might happen if I did, and so,I waited for him to finish,“What are you doing here?.” he asked me.I felt a surge of anger, but I suppressed it. Instead, I calmly replied, "I got tired of staying at home. The palace is the only place I know, and it feels like home."His face contorted with disdain. "You shouldn't have shown your face in the Palace after what you did."“Well here I am.” I said, and I regretted it immediately.Before I could respond, his hand connected with my cheek in a resounding slap. The force of the blow stung, and I instinctiv
CHAPTER 11Lyra's POVHelena let me go, and her gaze met Raven's, who was standing in the doorway with a smirk on her face. I could feel tension building in the room as Raven took in the scene."So, what do we have here?" Raven mocked, her eyes gleaming with amusement. "The little Omega and her caretaker in a touching moment. How quaint."I shot her a glare, but Helena and I remained silent, choosing not to engage in her mockery. Raven continued, circling us like a predator enjoying its prey."Tell me, Lyra, did you enjoy your time away? Did you find a new playmate, or are you still stuck with the same old caretaker?" Her words were laced with derision.Helena and I exchanged a glance, both of us realizing that Raven was intentionally trying to provoke us. We stood our ground, refusing to be drawn into her taunts.
CHAPTER 12LYRA'S POVAlpha Kade halted in front of me, his eyes penetrating, and I bowed my head respectfully. Helena did the same thing, standing silently by my side."Lyra, raise your head," Alpha Kade instructed. I complied, meeting his gaze with a mixture of respect and curiosity."I need you to assist me with something," he said, his tone serious. Helena and I exchanged glances before I responded, "Of course, Alpha Kade. I'm at your service."He nodded and turned to Helena, "You can leave, Helena. I only need Lyra for now."Helena bowed once more. "Yes, Alpha Kade. If you need anything else, Lyra, don't hesitate to ask." She touched my arm softly before leaving, and I smiled gratefully at her departing figure.As Helena left, Alpha Kade began walking, and I followed him obediently. The dimly lit cor
CHAPTER 13GRAY'S POVI closed the door and turned my attention inward. The day had faded into night, and the moon's silver glow cast a gentle light across the Red Moon Pack's palace. I couldn't shake the weight of Raven's revelations about Lyra and the undercurrents of tension that flowed beneath the surface.As I walked through the room assigned to me, the echoes of Raven's words lingered. It wasn't too far from the royal hall, a strategic location within the palace. The interiors exuded a royal touch, and the exquisite furnishings mirrored the class I was accustomed to back in my own pack. I couldn't help but wonder if the Red Moon Pack had seen a picture of my room or if the resemblance was merely coincidental.Sighing, I poured myself a glass of whiskey, the amber liquid reflecting the room's dim light. The familiar burn of alcohol provided a fleet