Chapter 2

Cassandra 

I woke up with a loud groan and my hands found their way to the alarm which was ringing. The alarm almost blocked my hearing but I was glad that it didn't. I stood up from the blanket I used as my bed. I don't bother doing anything other than me going to the bathroom. I walked out out of the small bathroom I made for myself which was made out of trees and some piece of clothing which barely covers it. 

  I would be exposed to the peering eyes of the pack members if I don't bath as early as I can. I'm the omega of the Silver Pack but it would have been better if I'm considered as an Omega but I was considered as a human. I was considered as a hukn because I haven't shifted yet and because I have no auras surrounding me.

  It was normal for a child to have auras surrounding him or her but my case was different, and I was told that I smelt like an human so they all considered me as one.

  I was looking forward to the day that I would become a wolf officially hoping and praying that they stop all their way of looking at me. After I was brought here by my uncle. I start facing difficulties since that day and there was no one to help me. I was made to do all thier works and many other things. I was made to clean every crook and crannies in the pack and I had to do that. I have no friends here because they all considered me a plague. 

  Today should be my happiest day but I'm not happy. Today is my eighteenth birthday, and I have no one to celebrate it with me. I have no one who would organize a surprise for me. I would be lonely. I would be shifting just like the others who also completed thier first transformation at the age of I would have been more than happy to find my mate immediately I shift but that is impossible.

  I knew that if my mate was to be from this pack then I would be in serious problem. I would not be able to be with him because I'm sure I would get rejected immediately. I had always anticipated for this day before my pack was raided by my cruel Alpha. I knew that I have to do my chores as quick as I can and within an hour I was done with it. I knew that it would be better if I finish quickly for me to be able to shift and I was glad that I finished it off quickly.

  I made the preparations ready and soon I was in the hallways decorating it because today is the day the Alpha's daughter would be eighteen years of age and she would be able to find her mate also. A feast was thrown and all Alpha's daughter and son's would be there. It would be a special occasion so the alpha doesn't trust me with doing all that because he knew that I tends to make mistakes whenever I'm nervous and that's exactly what would happen.

  I had heard it from people in the pack saying that the Alpha's mate must be a daughter of powerful beta's and alpha. Franklin was the name of the alpha of this pack. He was filled with mischief and he had been trying to find ways to eliminate me but I was very lucky to trend through all the obstacles he created. I was always happy that I had no reason to find a cause of alarm. Franklin was the spite image of his father. He became the Alpha of the pack when he was eighteen years old.

  He was very tricky and he beat me up with just a slight mistake. I would be punished by not being gugen food for a long period of time. Sometimes I would see sime leftovers food to eat but if he is extreme upset with me then I wouldn't be given the opportunity to eat even the leftovers because he would be the one to thrash it. 

 It seems like he derived pleasure from hurting me, and what he always remind me constantly is that I'm just a slave and that my fate can enter change. I would always feel bad for that but there was no I could talk back because it would cause me serious trouble. I still don't know how I will shift tonight but I knew that I will have to go to the forest to shift alone. I knew that I would also need to get hole early before daybreak of tomorrow.

  I had made preparations for that also and I made sure that no one knew about it. I have been ordered by Franklin to stay in my room all day and do nothing. He said that he wouldn't want me poking nose into the pack's affair.

  What I had noticed about him is that all what he did was reluctantly. He had never smile while doing something. It seems like he was forced into doing it but when it comes to torturing me daily then I wouldn't say he was forced to do it because he has always had this sinister smile on his face.

  I had always been in the pack all my life doing their biddings. I had made preparations to run away from the pack but I never did. I didn't run away because I knew that I wouldn't last long and because I knew that whatever I do might cause me my life. I knew that if I don't trend carefully then I would be dead the same day I try to escape from the pack.

  It would be a bad idea for me to leave the pack when I still haven't shifted. I knew that I would be caught easily by rogue's. I won't be able to survive a day out there as a rogues.

 I sneaked into the forest with a look of curiousity morphed on my face. I don't know what to do next. I don't know what to expect in the forest after my transformation. I knew that I have to be ready for whatever would happen next. I don't know if my wolf would be an Omega or not. I don't know what rank my wolf would hold. I knew that if I was the birthed by my foster parents then I would have a strong wolf.

I was sad with the thoughts of my parents and I had to shrug it off my mind. I walked to the clearings in the forest. I laid on the floor with ny heart pounding heavily with fear and anxiety. I don't know what to do next and I don't know what would become of me. I was nervous because I wanted to find out if I'm truly a human like they claimed.

  I was sure that I'm not a human but I wanted to confirm it because that would only help clear the curiousity and doubt in my heart.

 After what seems like hours I was starting to feel uncomfortable with the way I was and I had to change my sleeping position. I laid on my stomach but it only get worse. I felt excruciating pain passing through my body and I did all I can to stop it but it keep increasing. I stared around the place with so much fear as I anticipated for more. I stood up from the floor and I kept scratching my body while keeping my eyes open to be sure that no one would see me.

  I was feeling the hitch of my back and I had to bit on my lower lips to stop myself from screaming. My head felt like it would soon burst open. I could feel my lungs pressing against it other and I couldn't breath properly. I was suffocating and soon I fell to the ground. I screamed out in pain but what amaze me is that no scream erupt from my throat but it was something like an animalistic growl.

  I felt the pains multiplying each seconds. I felt my eyes water but I try to hold it back. The tears fall freely from my eyes and I screamed and start trashing around the place. Soon I felt my hands snapping from it's original shape and same goes for my leg. I felt my backbone shifting from it's normal abode. I fall on all furs unable to do a thing. I could feel air growning all over my body and no one need to tell me that I was about shifting.

  The pains I was feeling was unbearable and I knew that soon I would fall unconscious because I couldn't handle the pain. I soon passed out due to exhaustion during the transformation. I knew that if I was to fall unconscious then I would be dead because it's not a good thing. One who fall asleep or unconscious during the transformation is not deemed fit to be a werewolf. I knew that it would be my end if I was to fall unconscious but I cared less. I knew that even if I was to fight back from falling unconscious then it means more problem.

  I knew that there was nothing more for me here and the best option is death so I embraced it.