Ashley
I stand in front of my full-length mirror looking at myself, I can't help but admire myself a million times. I got all the curves and beauty any young girl could ask for but being an undergraduate left me with no option than to live a street life.
Fending for myself since childhood was not easy, I had to do different kinds of jobs but none of them was enough to pull me through, till I met a woman who was kind enough to introduce me to my current job, and that's something I'm not proud of, but having no other option I had to grab that opportunity, and since then I can proudly say that my life has taken a new turn.
I don't have to worry about rent or food anymore as the money I made in a week is enough to cater for them. But I'm saving up as I plan to stop my current job and find something else. I'm already feeling disgusted with myself but I had no choice and I promised myself the moment I would save enough money. I will stop being a Stripper. Yes, I'm a stripper and one of the hottest of them as most of the customers that come to our club are all there because of me.
Since my childhood, till now I haven't had a boyfriend and that's because I hate to mingle with people, to me they will always live at the end when they get to know the real me. I'm not proud of what I do, I know that most of the men that come to me for a relationship will always break up with me when they found out about what I do, some of them even come to me because of my body, that's one of the reasons why I shut people away from my life. Just the thought of that alone got my eyes tearing up but I blinked them back.
Looking at myself in the mirror again I can't help but admire myself. I smile as I pack my long hair into a ponytail. I have been through a whole lot in life but thanks to God I don't look like what I've been through.
I took red shining lipstick and rubbed on my lower lips as I smashed my lips together, making sure the two blended to give me the perfect view I want. I smile when it's all done. There is no doubt I'm a seductress but all the same. I'm a seductress who has been through thousands of pain and still living.
I'm not supposed to be at the club today but my boss called to say that a special and rich customer of hers came today and she would like me to attend to him. I wanted to reject the offer but when she called the amount that's involved,
Damn! It got my head spinning and I had no other choice than to accept with only one thought and that's, "After today when I collect this huge money, I'm saying goodbye to being a Stripper" This has been the anthem I keep singing to myself, more reason why I'm so eager to get this job done with.
But I can't help but ignore the nagging feeling at my heart like something is going to happen. The feeling that says this night is going to be different from the other night. Still...I can't predict or know what the feeling is, I shrugged my shoulders. Deciding to keep every thought of negativity aside and remind myself that the pay is worth every risk.
I stood at my window looking out of the city of Los Angeles, I feel the chills but I wave it off assuring myself that I have always done it and I'm still going to do it, I stood as I wait for my Uber driver to arrive.
I was still in thought when I saw my Uber arrive, I took my pulse and walk of my apartment, with my stiletto making a clicking sound on the floor, I walk out and closed the door as I rummage through my purse and brought out my key, I locked the door properly and walk towards the Uber, I opened the door and slide in.
I muttered a greeting to the old man and he responded cheerfully, he always acts like a father to me but each time I drop off at the Club there is always a hurtful look in his eyes which I understand, though he never spoke to me about it and I appreciate it like that though.
I gave him the address of where I'm going and he nodded his head knowing it's my usual place he drove off. He's an old man and that's more reason I chose him. I hate it when people interfere in my private life. I looked out through the window while he drove off.
I was unaware of when we arrived, he tapped me on the shoulder, "We are here dear" He said to me with a fatherly smile on his face, I sighed and manage to put up a smile on my face as I pulled out a hundred dollar from my pulse and hand it over to him, as I step down of the taxi….he made to stretch a change to me but I look at him and smile as I shake my head negative
"I noticed you look worn out. What happened?" I ask him
"No...nothing " He muttered, bending his head as I saw a tear slip from his eyes and fall. The man is already old and I wonder how he managed to drive at this age because he's old enough to be my grandfather.
"My son who's forty years old has cancer, I don't have money to save him" He finally spoke up and I felt my whole world crumble, here I am crying over myself but look at this old man, trying to care for his forty years' old son. "What a fatherly love," I thought and suddenly wished I was opportune to experience much parental love.
I sighed as I came back to reality and looked at the old man as he wiped his tears. I look into my pulse but nothing much is there
I pulled out the two thousand dollars I have left and gave it to him
"Here sir that's all I have on me for now, I hope your son gets better," I said, stretching forth the money to him.
"Thank you, my child, thank you so much" He kept saying as tears rolled down his eyes, he kept holding onto my hand with his wrinkled hand, I smiled knowing that we will all grow old one day, and that's a good thing.
"It's okay take care" I muttered and he nodded at me
"God bless you," He said to me and drove off, still wiping his tears.
I signed and took a deep breath looking at the club, "Would God really bless a sinner like me?" I ask myself, taking one last breath I started walking into the club.
Unknown to Ashley….Nicklaus Baldwin stood in a dark corner with his guard as he watched all that transpired.
AshleyI walked into the club, everywhere was bursting with music and some of the strippers were on the pole twerking. I sighed as I looked away after making eye contact with one of them. None of my fellow strippers like me and that's because they always say that I think highly of myself and I always think I'm better than all of them. But honestly, I've never for one thought like that. I mean what do I have that I would see myself so high. I only know it's because of their insecurities towards me that's why they are acting like that. Shantel, who is our boss, was the woman that helped me, and since the day she brought me in here, all of them have hated me.I sighed, that's not my problem, they should chill because after today I will be out of their way, not like I wanted to be here, after today they shouldn't get insecure anymore because it will only be my shadow remaining. I sniff in and Damn! It dawns on me that I'm crying. But who wouldn't?, who would be so proud to be addressed as
Ashley BrooklynIt's been one month since I went to the club and my first and last night with that stranger. I don't know what he did to me but I can't get him off my mind, I know it's crazy yearning for a man whose face I don't know, but I can help it, I've tried to fight it, tried to forget it but each time I remember his touch, His tender kisses the way he holds my body like I'm some precious gem I can't help but fall head over heels for him.I'm not the kind of lady that is captivated by a man it has never happened to me before, but with this stranger, I cannot even control the way I feel, he might drive me crazy one of these days, remembering his eyes, the way they stare down at me possessively the way adored every part of me. Sometimes thinking about him made me feel wet. "Ahuuuuu…" My stomach growled and I sighed, looking at the time which was hanging on the wall. A sign escape my lips "Damn!" I screamed.I can't believe it's already eleven in the morning, gosh I've been sit
Nickolaus BaldwinI couldn't take my eyes off her after the first day I saw her at the club. I suddenly wanted to own her and make her mine. Don't get me wrong I'm not into love but seeing her I want to possess her, seeing all those men look at her hungrily on the pole as she twerks got my blood boiling and at that moment I swore to make her mine.After that day, I concluded it had be her last day at the club. I offered the club owner a huge amount of money which he accepted. After that, we had a one-night stand, but I made sure to cum into her as many times as I wanted. I want to tie her down to myself only. I can still remember that night, the feel of her body against mine, her sweet moan, how she squeaks under me, everything about her I want to own. I made sure to live before she could wake up but that doesn't mean I left her life. Fuck no! I can't.Days gone by I fought to forget her, but no... it's like I'm stuck with her because my guards follow her wherever she goes, they gav
AshleyI couldn't think straight, I could feel my head already feeling heavy, how could I make such a mistake? I wasn't thinking, that fucking stranger had me so wrapped around his finger that I thought about him all through the day I came back forgetting to take after pills, and now he's gone leaving me to deal with this alone.I looked at my stomach and sighed, I couldn't believe a cute being is growing inside of me, a smile formed on my face as I imagined how cute he or she will look, definitely the unknown stranger is mad handsome that I could say for sure.I wanted to cross the road, maybe take a walk down Nelly's coffee shop. I need to tell her my situation or I might go crazy with thinking.Yea….Nelly's the only friend I have here in LA though I do avoid her but she does everything to make sure we keep in contact. I might not say this to her face but she means a lot to me.I was still trying to cross the road when a taxi suddenly stopped right before me"Where mam?""Street 44"
AshleyI was done packing my bags, I can't believe after such a long time, years and everything I'm finally going to leave this place, I could remember my first time in this house. This place became a home for me. It gave me shelter and became my peace of mind. But fortunately, I'm going to be leaving that home today, probably everything happens for a reason.Taking one last look at my room, I pulled down my strolling bag. As I started strolling it outside, I already called my taxi driver. His face changed when I walked outside with my big bag, and handbag. He came out and helped me put the bag in the car trunk.I wanted to enter when I felt like I'm being followed, this is the feeling I've been having recently, I consciously look over my shoulders but when I didn't see anybody, I calm down concluding maybe it's the pregnancy hormone"Ma are you leaving?" The old man who has been like my friend and also a taxi driver askI sighed not knowing how to break the news to him, probably he w
AshleyThe car pulled into a very big mansion catching me off guard, I wanted to climb down the car but he caught me off when he carried me out of the car, I wanted to protest, but for some unknown reason I found myself blushing and hiding my face in his chest. I could hear a series of greetings from his guards and maid but I dared not raise my head up.Many questions were popping up in my head already like "What does he do for a living?" "How can someone be so fucking rich?"I felt him dropping me on something soft, I look down to see its a couch, looking around a scream nearly tore from my mouth on seeing the interior decoration of this building"This is parading" I muttered not knowing I was loud"You like it!" He asks me to clear my throat and adjust on my seat.I cleared my throat, I have a lot of questions I want to ask him this time around"Why didn't you show up after what happened?" I ask folding my two hands below my boobs"Leave us…." He authoritatively said to his guard
Ashley BrooklynI finally let my tears flow immediately after he left the room, my legs feels shaky as they wobble on the floor, I couldn't stand anymore, slowly I held onto the bed as I lowered on itDifferent thoughts were running through my mind,"Why is he suddenly like this?" His words are so hurting, so heartbreaking that for the first time in years I was forced to judge my actions. Damn I've been through hell, he has no right to judge me "He's nobody" I yelled in tears, clinging onto the sheet, "He's nobody to judge me" These were the words I continued to whisper to myself. I was in pain, "He's a monster, he has no conscience" I screamed, not minding if I'm alone or not. My heart has been smashed to pieces, my hopes have been shatteredHow could I have thought that a client would ever love a stripper like me, once again he showed me he's like others, just after my body and nothing elseI coiled myself in a bun, I used a stripper but he didn't have to rub it on my face, he
AshleyI felt someone pulling the sheet off my body, I cling to the shit tightly not opening my eyes"Go away" I muttered sleepily turning to the other side of the bed, I was still sleeping when the fresh aroma of mashed potatoes hit my nose, making me lick my tongue unconsciously"Kitten…wake up" I heard that familiar voice followed by a kiss on my forehead, My frown deepened as I opened my eyes, I was shocked to see Nicklaus wearing apron with a tray of food in his handI sighed and sat up, rubbing my eyes sleepily. I looked around and released. I'm now back in our room. My mind raced back to what happened yesterday, I remembered sleeping off in Nanny proller's arm after Nicklaus kicked me out of the room with his mistress"Good morning kitten" He gritted, dropping the food on the table, he bent to kiss my lips but I turned away making the kiss land on my cheeks"Kitten…" He frowns"How did I get here?" I ask cutting him off, I watch as he scratches his hair with a guilty expression